the sun never sets

Lin Ji has always been very quiet in front of Lin Yian, and the two of them hardly communicated. Lin Yian always thought that this child was very tolerant. He never asked Lin Yian why he abandoned him back then, nor did he ask Lin Yian why he didn't think about coming back to pick him up. Lin Yi'an was caught off guard by Lin Ji's tough attitude, and was momentarily dumbfounded.

Lin Ji was born prematurely, and Lin Yi'an couldn't remember what made Xu Yunsheng unhappy that day. The two were arguing in the stairwell, and Xu Yunsheng directly grabbed Lin Yi'an's hair, who was eight months pregnant, and bumped it against the wall. Lin Yi'an in the stomach was dragged by him, his injured leg hit the table while struggling, Lin Yi'an's amniotic fluid broke due to pain and fear.

That was the most terrifying experience in Lin Yi'an's life. She once thought that she would die like this, under the hands of her brutal husband, under the cry of a newborn baby.

How can a mother hate her child?

Lin Yi'an hated it so much, she hated it so much that she didn't even look at the child in front of her. She hated it so much that she felt that this innocent mass of soft flesh was just as abominable. That ugly little face that was blushing from crying was defined as Xu Yunsheng's bloodline. child.

When Lin Ji first arrived at the Lin family, he was thin and small, with the mark of an Alpha on his glands, he didn’t like to talk, and looked at people with timid eyes. He lived like before Lin Yi’an, generally failed and embarrassed, mother and son Like a copy, Lin Ji's existence profoundly and clearly proves to Lin Yi'an how miserable you are, there is no possibility of reversing the past, it will only become more and more deeply burned.

Lin Yi'an never looked back, she had to be more ruthless and more ruthless, gouging out the smelly and rotten wounds attached to the bones, she would be radiant, proud and happy.

"Don't use Shen Shu to pressure me!" Lin Yi'an was stern, his confidence was already lacking, "My father and my son have treated you well!"

Lin Yi'an turned her head anxiously, as if she wanted to find someone to help her, but the father who had always tolerated her and loved her deeply had passed away, and the husband who accompanied her through the darkest days was not by her side, and she felt a chill in her heart, He looked at Lin Ji leaning on Jiang Ye in a daze.

Lin Yian is not young anymore, she occasionally thinks back to her girlhood and feels very far away, but she seems to have never changed, she is still the little girl spoiled by her family, everyone is willing to accommodate her.

Jiang Ye pulled Lin Ji behind him, and said to Lin Yi'an with a firm attitude: "I don't want things to get too ugly, I've said everything I need to say, you're over 40 this year, don't do such absurd things anymore."

Lin Yi'an squeezed the bag in his hand, glanced at Lin Ji who was hiding behind Jiang Ye with complicated eyes, turned around and left without saying a word.

After Lin Yi'an left, the two returned to the ward. Shen Shu poked his head at the door of the ward. Seeing that Lin Ji had returned, he wanted to jump out, but half of his body was stretched out, but somehow he retracted.

Lin Ji noticed Shen Shu's strangeness, and said to Shen Shu with a smile: "What's wrong?"

Shen Shu faltered, his eyebrows raised in frustration, "Brother, I really thought Mom came to see you..."

Shen Shu was pure-hearted, and he wanted to ease the relationship between his mother and brother, but it seemed that he was self-defeating. The relationship between the two did not improve at all, on the contrary, it seemed to be getting worse.

Lin Ji sat on the side of the bed and looked up at Jiang Ye. Jiang Ye also had a serious face. There were four people in the room, but the atmosphere had dropped to freezing point. This state lasted until Shen Shu and Jiang Yue left. Lin Ji and Jiang Ye were left alone.

Lin Ji didn't like to eat hospital food, so Jiang Ye asked the nanny to make small wontons and bring them over. The small wontons floated on the clear soup, and each of them had a tender red belly. Lin Ji's appetite has improved a lot recently, and he ate it for half a day. Bowl, Lin Ji saw that there were not a few wontons missing in Jiang Ye's bowl, and his heart that had been tightened became more and more disturbed. He didn't know how to open his mouth.

Unexpectedly, Jiang Ye took the initiative to speak, "How much have you heard?"

Just as Lin Ji ate a small wonton, he looked like he had been caught with a guilty conscience, his cheeks moved slowly, and he said vaguely, "I almost heard everything."

"...Is it true that I can't bear children..." Lin Ji had never doubted his physical condition, but Jiang Ye had always told him that as long as he took good care of himself, Lin Ji didn't think much about it. There is such a big problem with the body.

Lin Ji was not too old, he didn't think much about children, but Jiang Ye seemed to like children very much, to be more precise, he hated those naughty children, but he really wanted a child of Lin Ji.

The soft and glutinous dumpling, the kind that would call him daddy.

Lin Ji doesn't hate children, but Lin Ji is also looking forward to having a child he conceived, a real relative who has no distance from him.

Lin Ji couldn't help but feel regretful, Jiang Ye put down the spoon, not knowing what was going on in his mind, he looked at Lin Ji silently for a long time, Lin Ji curled his lips, touched his stomach in frustration, Jiang Ye stretched out his hand to cover Lin Ji On the hand on the belly, "Don't think too much, what she said is too exaggerated. The doctor said that you are weak and it will be more difficult to give birth than ordinary people."

"It's okay, it's nothing, as long as you are healthy, don't leave me."

Jiang Ye touched the ring on Lin Ji's finger, and said seriously, "You must be healthy."

Jiang Ye emphasized "being healthy and healthy" so much that Lin Ji once wondered if he was hiding something from him again, and he might be suffering from some terminal illness.

Lin Ji was exhausted this day, his mood fluctuated too much, and he knew such a big event, and he was exhausted. After taking the medicine, he closed his eyes and lay on the bed. He didn't fall asleep, but just thought about today in his mind over and over again. He also thought that if the child’s mouth was like Jiang Ye’s, it would be over. Thinking about Lin Ji’s mind, a little person like a jade man appeared in Lin Ji’s mind, standing in front of him with a pompous mouth, and his eyebrows and eyes were similar to those of Jiang Ye’s. Ye is close to each other, and his farts are terrible.

Lin Ji made himself want to laugh, but felt lost after laughing.

He noticed that a corner of the quilt was lifted, it should be that Jiang Ye was about to go to bed, Lin Ji turned his back to Jiang Ye, and clearly felt the corner of the bed sinking, and there was a rustling sound of clothes rubbing , Lin Ji was hugged into a warm and generous embrace.

Lin Ji suddenly felt that it was not so regretful, Jiang Ye was his lover and relative, and all the missing love would return to him.

Jiang Ye rested his head on Lin Ji's shoulder. Lin Ji's pheromones were weak but very comforting. His pheromones should be very tough and forceful, but in fact they were intoxicating and gentle. .

Jiang Ye once complained that Lin Ji had never missed him for many years after separation, but when he saw Lin Ji's silent thoughts on the suicide note, he felt it was too cruel.He would rather that Lin Ji never thought about him, really so free and easy.

Sorrow is mostly caused by lovesickness, and everything is helpless.

Lin Ji shouldn't have suffered so much. He shouldn't have been abused by his biological father, abandoned by his biological mother, or hurt by him.

Jiang Ye thought sadly, and the corners of his eyes couldn't help getting wet. He didn't want Lin Ji to notice his cowardice, so he raised his hand to wipe away his tears, but the tears couldn't stop flowing. He thought, Lin Ji is more suitable to find a gentle and caring partner. Not as cold and sharp as he is.

Lin Ji was too young at that time, the world in his eyes was only a little bit bigger, Jiang Ye was actually not very good, but he was regarded as a young dream by him, but when Lin Ji grew up, there was someone who could love him, He would not regard Jiang Ye's casual kindness as such a precious thing.

When Lin Ji felt a little wetness on his shoulders, his whole back froze. He subconsciously closed his eyes even tighter, and his heart was extremely flustered. Except for the susceptible period, Jiang Ye rarely cried in front of Lin Ji. , even when the two broke up, his eyes were just red.

Jiang Ye is an extremely proud person. He almost never shed tears in front of others. Before Lin Ji sneaked into the hospital to look for him in the middle of the night, Jiang Ye never let Lin Ji repeat the fact that he shed tears. Ji felt that if he opened his eyes now, Jiang Ye might find a place to bury himself.

Lin Ji moved silently, turned over to face Jiang Ye, he thought Jiang Ye would stop crying, but Jiang Ye just let go of his hand for a while, and soon approached Lin Ji again, leaning against the wet face On his cheek, she gently kissed him with trembling lips wet with tears.

Lin Ji seemed to have tasted the saltiness of tears, and Jiang Ye's lips were cold.

"Jiang Ye..." Lin Ji still couldn't bear it, opened his eyes, touched Jiang Ye's wet cheek, and said softly, "What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

Seeing that Lin Ji woke up, Jiang Ye not only did not stop his tears immediately, but the tears became more and more violent. He held Lin Ji's hand against his face, and spoke quite clearly, "Did you leave a letter?" A suicide note for me?"

Lin Ji's eyes were wide open. He did write a letter to Jiang Ye, but he had no intention of letting Jiang Ye see it. At that time, Lin Ji planned to take this letter to the seaside alone. As soon as he got on the bus out of the city, Lin Ji found the uninvited guest Shen Shu.

Shen Shu smiled with crooked eyebrows, "Brother, go play and take me with you."

Lin Ji didn't know if Shen Shu was aware of his intentions, maybe he was. Sometimes Shen Shu was very alert, and sometimes he seemed insensitive.Anyway, that plan was messed up by Shen Shu, Lin Ji failed to jump into the sea, and Lin Ji couldn't remember where he stuffed the letter casually, but Jiang Ye didn't expect to find it.

"That's all over." Lin Ji frowned slightly, not knowing how to comfort Jiang Ye, and awkwardly kissed the corner of Jiang Ye's mouth.

Jiang Ye hummed an indistinct syllable in his nostrils, lowered his head and kissed Lin Ji heavily. When the two separated, Jiang Ye's lips were red, and his already gorgeous appearance became even more colorful. His red eyes were dumb Voice said: "But I'm still very sad."

Lin Ji had no choice but to let Jiang Ye see the ring on his hand, "Jiang Ye, I used to feel that life was very painful, but now I feel that it is really good to have you in this world."

The hands of the two overlapped, and the light reflected by the two rings under the dim light was bright, like two points of light approaching.

Jiang Ye slowed down and held Lin Ji's hand tightly. When thinking of choosing a ring, Lin Ji randomly picked a pair of rings and said angrily: "This ring is not good-looking, I will buy a new pair of better ones. .”

Lin Ji smiled, "Okay, when I'm discharged from the hospital, let's pick together."

The author says:

Jiang Ye: I'm so delicate'╥д╥`?

Regarding Lin Yi'an, I really want to shape her a bit more, but I feel that I am too short of words orz

She is a victim of domestic violence, but she also caused harm to Lin Ji. She is very complicated. In fact, rather than scolding her, I want to condemn people like Xu Yunsheng. He is the source of all tragedies (please scold her to death he).As a victim, Lin Yian will never look back. I quite like this approach. Many girls will compromise step by step for the sake of feelings and children in marriage. Remember that when you encounter violence or unfair treatment, don’t compromise. The other party is willing to treat you like this , you don't have to show any affection for him

Of course, her hurt to Lin Lin is also indelible, and I hope every child can be cherished by their parents.

By the way, the next chapter is going to be finished after finishing it~ Fanwai is tentatively planning the replies from Lin Linliunai and Jiang Ye, if there is anything you want to read in the comment section, I will see if I can write it