After wearing a book, I became a group favorite

Li Xuandu has been very busy recently and has many things to do, the thing that bothers him the most is the lack of money.

Now that the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming, it is time to buy the fry, but there is no money in hand.

As soon as Li Xuandu stepped into Liu Yingshi's room, Liu Yingshi didn't say a word, and directly threw him a ledger.

"What?" Li Xuandu pressed the center of his eyebrows, took a look at the ledger, "Why are there so many things suddenly?"

"Someone gave it to you," Liu Ying said.

Li Xuandu asked: "Who gave it to you?" Didn't those old eunuchs already give him presents?Who else gave him a gift.

"Those servants of yours." Liu Yingshi's words were quite strange.

My servant?The servant belongs to the emperor, how could it be mine?

Li Xuandu sounded a little awkward, but he didn't worry too much about it now, and looked at the bill carefully, which listed the things given in detail, but there was no name behind it.

Li Xuandu frowned: "Who gave these things?"

Liu Yingshi put down her pen: "They won't let you talk about it, I'm afraid you won't."

Li Xuandu's eyes were a little hot, and the servants sent him things, of course not to please him, but to help him.

"What's the matter, do you look stupid?" Liu Yingshi threw a ball of paper at him.

"No, no." Li Xuandu reacted and blinked, but luckily he didn't do anything embarrassing.

"I'll take it back and have a look first." Li Xuandu turned around and left after speaking, completely ignoring Liu Yingshi calling him behind him.

After leaving the room, Li Xuandu went to look for Long Yan, and when he arrived at his courtyard, he immediately saw him.

"Huohuo," Li Xuandu waved at him, "Look what good things I brought you."

Long Yan thought he had brought something good, which was quite unusual, but he didn't find anything, only a small notebook.

Is it a short story book?What's so good about a small story book.

Long Yan looked at Li Xuandu's face again, and found that his face was full of spring, his brows were smiling, and the corners of his eyes were still slightly red. Suddenly, Fu Ling thought, it turned out to be that kind of small story book!

In broad daylight, I want to read that kind of short story book with the queen. Although it is a bit shy, it is not impossible.Look, look.

Li Xuandu didn't know that Long Yan had thought so much during the short walk to Long Yan's place.

He looked around and pointed to the gazebo not far away: "Go there and have a look."

"It's not suitable." After all, it's the first time watching it. If you can't help it, you can't help yourself, it's broad daylight, dry firewood... He doesn't care, but he is afraid that the empress will be thin-skinned.

Li Xuandu was taken aback: "What's inappropriate?" Can't read the account book outside?

Long Yan was also taken aback, since the queen doesn't think anything, then let's see.

So the two went to the gazebo.

Long Yan sat next to Li Xuandu, very close to him, full of expectation, but also shyly watching him look through the ledger in his hand.

"Look, these things were given to me by the servants." Li Xuandu flipped through the ledger and pointed to Long Yan.

Long Yan was still a little shy, after all, he had never done such a thing, nor had he seen it.His eyes didn't know where to turn, his mind was wandering, but he didn't look at the account book.

"Huohuo, Huohuo?" Li Xuandu called him a few times before calling his soul back.

Long Yan came back to his senses, and quickly put his eyes on the ledger, pretending to read it seriously.

However, when his eyes were on the ledger, his eyebrows were suddenly frowned.What is this?Why is it different from what he thought?

Li Xuandu still pointed to the ledger excitedly and said: "Look, Huohuo, these are all given to me by the servants. They know that I have encountered difficulties recently, so they all want to help me. You see, I am very grateful to them. Well, they'll be nice to me, it's all mutual."

Long Yan set his sights on those words, the things recorded are worth a lot at first glance, thousands of times better than the things those old eunuchs gave: "Hmph, some small favors from other people will scare you " He didn't know what he was angry about, whether he was angry that Li Xuandu wanted to develop a relationship with him, or whether he was angry with those servants who stole his limelight.

"You can't always think that way, it's just a dead end," Li Xuandu smiled lightly, "They gave these things to Yingshi behind my back, and they also specifically told Yingshi not to write their names in the account book. If it was done on purpose for me to see, then why bother?”

Long Yan didn't take it seriously: "Your knowledge is too shallow, and you have too little experience. They just caught your mind, so they did this. Even if they gave it behind your back, even if they didn't write down their account book Name. But if you really want to check, how can you not find it? Just ask Liu Ying, this is their real intention."

"Huohuo, why do you always think of people as bad?" Li Xuandu closed the ledger, and the first thing he thought of when he saw this ledger was Long Yan.Long Yan has persecution delusions, and it's not serious.He still hopes that he can discover more of the truth, goodness and beauty in this world, "If they know that I miss them so much, they will be very sad. Obviously they just want to help me, but I think they have ulterior motives."

Long Yan stood up, walked to the railing, turned his back to Li Xuandu: "The environment you live in is too simple."

"I don't think my living environment is simple at all. On the contrary, it is more complicated than many ordinary people." Li Xuandu looked at his back and decided to have a good talk with him, "I grew up in Shantang. I don't deny that there are many people with ulterior motives and duplicity. Some of them compete for food, drink, clothing, and favor, and they also use some tricks. But there are still many people who maintain a pure and kind heart. They help each other, Warm and friendly. There are a hundred kinds of flowers, and there are a hundred kinds of people, how do you define people as one kind?"

"In this world, even your closest relatives are plotting and using you." Long Yan's voice was as dull as before a rainstorm. "Tell me, who else can I trust?"

"You..." Li Xuandu suddenly wanted to know what Long Yan had gone through, and it was probably more serious than Wu Que's experience when he was young.

"My mother is one of my father's many concubines," Long Yan said slowly before Li Xuandu could ask. This was the first time he had shared his growth experience in front of others. Anyone who is pretty will be brought into the mansion. These women will do everything in order to win my father's favor. The funny thing is that although my father has so many women, his heirs are not prosperous. It should be the spring that he eats/ The medicine hurt her body, but my mother was lucky, and after she got married with my father, I was born."

Li Xuandu quietly listened to Long Yan's narration, these experiences were the same as Wu Qu's.It can be said that many wealthy families are like this.

"At that time my father already had two sons and one daughter, but he was still very happy about my arrival," Long Yan continued, "He asked my mother to come out of the room where she lived with those women, and gave her a A small courtyard, and sent some servants to take care of her."

Li Xuandu wanted to say something: "Your father already had three children before you, so how can you say that the offspring are not prosperous?" There are quite a lot.

"After my mother had me, my father really treated her differently and went to see her often." Long Yan did not answer Li Xuandu's question. For the royal family, there are indeed fewer children. "My mother is really happy." After a period of time, I was born. Because I was a boy, my father was very happy and gave my mother a lot of rewards. But one time my father wanted to have fun with my mother, but when he saw the lines on her stomach, he felt nothing. I pushed my mother away angrily."

Li Xuandu understood that Long Yan was talking about stretch marks, and couldn't help feeling angry from the bottom of his heart.I really wanted to drag that lustful man out of the ground and beat him up, and I felt more sympathy for Long Yan's mother.

"After that, my father never came again for a long time. My mother thought it was because of me that she was like this. From that day on, she hated me very much," Long Yan continued, and when he said here, his emotions were unexpectedly There were no ups and downs." She wouldn't let the nanny nurse me, and she would scold me with all kinds of vicious words when she was angry. Something hit me, and I don’t even have a good spot on my body.”

"How could it be!" Li Xuandu couldn't help exclaiming, he stood up abruptly, looking at Long Yan's straight back.

Long Yan put his hand on the railing and looked into the distance: "After being tormented by her several times, I finally fell ill. Although she hates me, she doesn't want me to die. After I die, she really doesn't even have a chance to come back I am sick. It is not a trivial matter. She was anxious and frightened, so she had to send someone to tell my father the news of my illness. My father was also very worried and came in a hurry. This is also because I was sick. She found someone who could see me My father's method, guess what it is?"

Speaking of this, Long Yan suddenly turned his head and smiled strangely at Li Xuandu.

Li Xuandu had goosebumps all over his body, and he had a crazy and absurd guess in his heart: "She won't intentionally make you sick in the future, right?"

"Your Highness is really smart." Long Yan actually had a faint smile on his face, "At first she didn't dare to go too far. If I really died, she would have no hope at all. Then I grew up day by day. , and she is getting bolder." She treated me even harsher.

"But later, this method didn't work, because my father had several more children." Long Yan's face was filled with pleasure, as if he was saying something very happy, "He came to see me earlier, It is simply because my older brothers are all dead. He is afraid that I will die too. If I die, his incense will not be able to pass on. But once he has more sons, what am I worth?"

Li Xuandu walked slowly beside him, stretched out his hand and patted his shoulder gently to express his comfort.

"My mother already hated me, and now even the only value of my existence is gone..." Long Yan didn't go any further.

"Then she abused you even more than before?" Li Xuandu asked in shock.

Long Yan continued: "Yeah, I was hungry and had nothing to eat. I asked the servants for food, but the servants didn't dare to give it to me, so I went to steal it. She found out and beat me half to death. Later, I stole everything No, but I was really hungry, so I went to fight the dog for food."

Li Xuandu's eyes were red, he couldn't imagine that a son from a famous family like Long Yan would be worse than an orphan like him.

Long Yan heard sobbing around him, turned his head to look: "Why are you crying?"

"No, I didn't cry." Li Xuandu raised his head and blinked frantically.

"When I was five years old, my grandfather passed away. When he was dying, he asked my father to bring all his children to see him." Long Yan continued, "I went too naturally. He probably saw me as pity. He rewarded me with a servant, it is said that he has been serving him since he was young." This person is Xi Gonggong.

"This man picked me up and went home with me. It was the first time I could remember being held by someone. He bathed me and combed my hair. He looked at me covered in bruises and cried. This is the first time someone shed tears for me." Long Yan rested his head on Li Xuandu's shoulder subconsciously, "He has a high status in front of my grandfather, none of them thought that my grandfather would reward me .Because of this, my father really treated me differently for a while. But then he ignored me like that again.” After all, Emperor Tai/Zu is dead, and he is the emperor now, so he doesn’t have to please anyone anymore. people.

"When she is harsh on me, the servants will help me, but he is only a servant after all, and the biggest backer is gone, who will listen to him. Fortunately, I grow up day by day, slowly Become stronger. By the way, I have been assassinated several times by my father's women." Long Yan said lightly, as if it had nothing to do with it.

"I've grown up, guess what happened to those people?" Long Yan showed a bloodthirsty smile, "I killed them all, all of them."

Li Xuandu asked subconsciously: "Your mother?"

"That's my mother, how could I kill her? It's just to lock her up and let her go through everything I experienced when I was a child," Long Yan said lightly, "It's just that her life is too short, and she persisted for a while. He died after a few years."

Li Xuandu's heart was throbbing with pain like a needle prick.

"Tell me, what reason do I have to believe that there will be people who are sincere to me in this world?" Long Yan's eyes were deep, as if dyed with ink.

Li Xuandu choked, not knowing what to say.Yes, even his blood relatives treated him like this, so how could he believe that someone would treat him sincerely.

But in a blink of an eye, Li Xuandu thought again: "Then, what about that servant? He is always good to you, right?"

Long Yan's complexion changed: "He doesn't count."

"How can it be counted? It has to be counted," Li Xuandu was a little anxious, "He protected you when you were young and treated you wholeheartedly."

Long Yan obviously didn't want to have too many conversations on this issue, Li Xuandu naturally saw it.He sighed softly, don't worry, there will be a long time to come.

"It's all in the past, those are in the past, people have to look forward." He gently wrapped his arms around Long Yan's back, "I will treat you well, we will all treat you well."

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-01-0620:36:30~2021-01-0820:33:23期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of biological experiment materials;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!