Restlessness

But I have someone I want to be with...

Xu Yue's fingertips were fixed on the screen, he was stunned for a few seconds, and then blinked lightly, his brain forcibly issued an order, and within a few seconds, there was a burst of even and sometimes rapid breathing from Xu Yue's side.Gu Yuan's cell phone was not on mute, and when his fingers swiped across the screen, the built-in keyboard sound would come out. He slightly raised his eyes and glanced diagonally upwards, and then looked down at the chat box with Xu Yue. The line "typing" was already It became his screen name, and it has not changed since then.

Gu Yuan thought to himself, the person on the bed must have fallen asleep.

But Xu Yue didn't. He pretended to be panting while opening his eyes, looking at the phone in his hand, gently touching the line of words sent by Gu Yuan with his fingertips, and finally clicked delete.

Out of sight, out of mind.

But Xu Yue was just the opposite. Even though he had already cleared those terrible chat records on his phone, he was still annoyed.

The relationship between them is nothing more than ordinary classmates who have known each other for more than a month. What right does he have to ask about other people's private affairs, and be with whoever he wants.

Ordinary classmate...

Xu Yue's thoughts were drawn back to that Friday, in the fast food restaurant, he told Gu Yuan the story verbatim...

He felt that the relationship between them was definitely not just an ordinary classmate relationship.

But it can only be that he feels...

After thinking about it, Xu Yue finally closed his eyes slowly. The noon sun shines on his back through the window, and sleepiness also swept over him.

Gu Yuan never had the habit of taking a lunch break. He lay on Zhou Hui's bed with his face facing the wall, his injured foot obediently placed on the edge of the bed, and the other foot was hanging on the ground casually.

The progress bar of the movie played on the mobile phone was already halfway through, and Gu Yuan suddenly came back to his senses and pulled the progress bar forward a little bit.

During a lunch break, Gu Yuan repeated the same action three times.

It wasn't until the two mobile phone alarm clocks on the wooden table rang like a duet that Gu Yuan turned off the movie that he couldn't watch at all.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Supplies."

Li Ranran echoed a few words.

Xu Yue rubbed her hair, jumped off the upper bunk and went straight into the toilet.

Brushing teeth, washing face, changing clothes, completely ignoring Gu Yuan.

He stood by the washbasin quietly looking at the mirror hanging on the wall, and the hostile self in the mirror.

"Xu Yue, are you alright?" Li Ranran knocked on the door a few times, "Hurry up, hurry up, I can't hold back any longer. I'm in a hurry!"

"Right now." Xu Yue turned on the faucet again and splashed water on his face, then opened the door and glanced at Gu Yuan, "Don't go anywhere in the afternoon, just stay in the dormitory by yourself. I will bring you something to eat during the two meetings. Also, if you are bored, there are a few comic books hidden on Li Ranran's bed on your head..."

"Ehhhhh...don't stop." Li Ranran rushed out of the toilet with a toothbrush in his mouth, babbling a lot with toothpaste foam around his mouth. "That manga is not mine, it was hidden by Zhao Chen and his homeroom teacher when he checked the dormitory last time, and what's more..."

In the end, it can be summed up in one sentence, those comics are not suitable for Gu Yuan to read.

Li Ranran called it inappropriate for children.

Xu Yue pursed her lower lips, she didn't need to think about what was printed in the manga, it must have some color.

"Then it's up to you." Xu Yue didn't want to stay in the same room with Gu Yuan for a second, and even his breathing involuntarily became rapid. "I packed up and went to self-study first, Zhou Hui, don't leave ink marks for too long, Lao Yang may check the self-study."

Before the two of them could speak, Xu Yue turned around and pushed the door open.After a few seconds, he came back and took the two watches from the table in front of Gu Yuan.

Xu Yue almost fell asleep in class all afternoon, and it wasn't until the last self-study class that the entire second-year group was notified to move the classroom collectively that he slowly lifted his entire face from the table.

Zhou Hui turned around and asked him if he was uncomfortable, but Xu Yue only gave a hasty answer.

There are always only a few reasons.

Sleepy……

Didn't rest well...

The teacher's lectures are too hypnotic...

"I'm going to get a root..." Seeing that several big boys in the front row of the classroom had already started cleaning, Xu Yue stood up and patted Zhou Hui, "Forget it, I'll go to the toilet and come back later."

"Oh, I see."

After going to the toilet for more than 10 minutes, Xu Yue stood in the corner of the corridor on the third floor, looking around the entire boulevard outside the teaching area, without saying a word.After the first two classes of the second year of high school finished cleaning the inside and outside of the classroom, Xu Yue washed his face and walked back.

When the school bell rang, Xu Yue rubbed her face and stood at the front door. The classroom was indeed much neater than before. The iron sheet on the corner of the podium was polished and the chalk boxes stacked on it were also neatly arranged. , Even the distance between the tables and stools in each group seems to be measured with a ruler.

The blackboard in the back row was also wiped clean, and the sunlight passing through the glass windows was printed on the wall, making it even more glaring than before.

Xu Yue couldn't help but glanced at her seat, the two single tables were moved away and replaced by the previous two-person table at some point.

Everything in front of me is as familiar and unfamiliar as when I first arrived.

"What's wrong with you? The toilet is empty. I almost asked Li Ranran to go to the toilet to see you, lest you fall in." Zhou Hui finished twisting the rag, hung it behind the classroom door, and shook his hands Look at Xu Yue. "Hey, I'm afraid you forgot to bring the paper."

"Get out. I just stayed on the balcony over there for a while." Xu Yue pointed to the last row, "Also, what happened to my table? Who changed it."

"Oh, Li Ye just came to class and said that he would not be allowed to do special things, so he asked me and Li Ranran to change back to the original one." Zhou Hui did not hide anything, "I didn't say that, I feel sorry for you and Brother Yuan in advance. Bo, who do you think is the head teacher of Class A? Li Ye! You will have to work hard in the days to come."

Xu Yue had guessed this result early on, and no one could afford it except Li Ye, the head teacher of the liberal arts class.Although Li Ye has a bad temper and is young and irritable, the quality of teaching is unmatched in the entire middle school.

"It's okay, that's all." Xu Yue replied habitually. "To deal with this type of teacher, it is generally enough to just use the grades to speak."

"Brother Yuan is miserable. What he dislikes the most is Chinese." Li Ranran came out of nowhere and secretly complained, "But fortunately, there is a class B between Class A and our class. get out of class is over. Zhou Hui and I came to play with you."

"Whatever." Xu Yue walked to his seat.Sure enough, Zhou Hui and Li Ranran helped them change the table, and even helped them stuff their schoolbags into the new table for two. "Thank you."

"Everyone is a brother, thank you for nothing." Li Ranran said, "And if you want to thank you, you have to thank Brother Yuan! In his desk pocket, there are notebooks, books, and lollipops, all in a mess. In the end, there was nothing in the schoolbag... Damn, Zhou Hui and I squatted there for a long time to clean up. I really don’t understand what he bought the schoolbag for.”

"Ornaments." Zhou Hui covered his mouth with his hands and looked around.

"Don't look, the uncle is still staying in the dormitory now, just say it."

"I feel that there may never be books in his schoolbag, it's just for pretending."

Xu Yue was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help laughing.Zhou Hui gave a thumbs up.

"Makes sense."

But having said that, what Zhou Hui said is not unreasonable. Unlike other high school students, Gu Yuan's schoolbag always looks so light and fluffy. The shoulder straps are long and short, and often he just throws them on the back On the back, as for what was inside, Xu Yue never knew and didn't pay attention.

Who has nothing to do and keeps staring at other people's schoolbags.

But now, no matter what he packed before, Xu Yue couldn't help stuffing the few lollipops he kept in his desk pocket into his schoolbag.

In this way, it is not empty.

It was true that the schoolbag was not empty, but Xu Yue's chest seemed to have been severely gouged out, making him dizzy and breathless.He sighed slightly, feeling that he should stay away from Gu Yuan for the time being. This feeling of worrying about gains and losses is really tormenting, and if it is more serious, it may affect his reason and judgment.

Gu Yuan's words "but I have someone I want to be with" devoured him inch by inch, every minute, every second.

It seemed as if it was going to drown him completely.

"Did Li Ye say how the seats in Class A will be arranged?" Xu Yue quickly turned to look at Zhou Hui.

"Yo, what a coincidence, as expected of a top student, Li Ye also thought of this question, huh—" Zhou Hui pouted at the lower right corner of the blackboard, "Look at what's written, seat, seat, temporary, time, press, photo, minute , class, watch, order, order, order...they have already arranged it clearly for you."

"In that case, wouldn't Xu Yue have to go to the first row of the first group?" Li Ranran stood outside the door and glanced at the newly posted Class A schedule. "Tsk, awesome, I have never sat in the first row when I grow up. Oh no, except for elementary school, I was the shortest in the class so I had the opportunity to sit in the first row."

"Who isn't?" Xu Yue replied lightly. "And I sit in the first row at 1.8 meters, she is not afraid that I will block the short ones behind? But..."

Li Ranran gritted his teeth, eyes full of envy.

But it's also good, this way, you don't have to look up and down to see Gu Yuan, and you can keep a little distance.

I should take back my thoughts a little bit,

But who is the person Gu Yuan mentioned...is he in the second year of high school...or is he in the high school...

Fuck, I started to be inexplicably irritable again.

Xu Yue packed up her schoolbag, "Have you started to sit in the new row of seats for evening self-study?"

"Huh? Probably."

"Understood." Xu Yue pulled out his black schoolbag from the table pocket, flung it casually behind his back and walked towards the first row, then threw it on the stool, "you two, go eat quickly, don't forget In order to bring food for the uncle, I will go back after studying at night."

"Okay then. Remember to eat too. If you go to the cafeteria, go there early, and if you go to Fanxing, pretend I didn't say anything. Let me go. Take care brother."

In the end, Xu Yue skipped three nights of self-study, and even thought about what kind of lies he should use when facing Li Ye the next day.

Still he was uneasy.This anxiety is like being bitten by thousands of ants.Xu Yue's breathing rate accelerated, and his breath was very unstable. After standing in the middle of the basketball court for 5 minutes while dribbling the ball, he finally couldn't bear it anymore and threw the ball with all his strength and hit the backboard.

He wiped the sweat from his forehead with the sleeve of his school uniform, took out his mobile phone and clicked on Zhou Hui's chat box.

Xu Xu Rusheng: I want to ask you something.

At this time, it was evening self-study, Zhou Hui's phone vibrated a few times in his pocket, he took out the phone, took a look and quickly went back.

Huihui sleeve: You ask.

Xu Xurusheng: Let me ask you, haven't you and Li Ranran always had a good relationship, now if there is another person who cares about Li Ranran, how would you feel?What will be done?

This example was caught off guard, and Xu Yue suddenly felt that his rationality had been smashed to pieces by impulse.

Zhou Hui on the other end of the phone was stunned, and he hesitated for a long time before replying.

Huihui sleeves: I personally think that Li Ranran should not like the new and dislike the old.

Xu Xu Rusheng: ...

Huihui sleeve: Haha, I'm just kidding.If it's true as you said, I actually think it's okay, we can be friends.His friends are my friends.

Xu Yue was stunned for a moment, no matter what he thought, he couldn't treat Zhao Chen as an ordinary friend.Couldn't even look at him for a second.

Xu Xu Rusheng: Well, then what do you think secret love should look like.

Huihui sleeves:? ?I haven't been in love, and I don't understand.

Xu Xu Rusheng: Then get out.When I didn't ask.

Huihui sleeves: or?Do you have a crush? ? ? ?Who the fuck.

Xu Yue looked at the entire row of question marks on the screen, and unconsciously swiped a few times on the keyboard with his fingertips.

It wasn't until he came to his senses that he realized that two words had already been entered in the dialog box.

-Gu Yuan

Fuck, crazy.Xu Yue quickly pressed delete.

Xu Xu Rusheng: No one.

It turns out that having a crush on someone can be aggrieved to such an extent.

Can't say it, can't swallow it.

The author has something to say: handsome guy Gu is going to confess his love in the next two chapters