Restlessness

It was not long before the busy day of classes was over, and not long after the school bell rang, Xu Yue piled up all the textbooks and exercise books on their desks and stuffed them directly into his own desk, as if he was afraid that Gu Yuan would repent. pocket.

It is not only Gu Yuan who is completely different from the beginning of school, but also all the second-year students in Class A. Because of the different schedules of others, although the number of science courses has been reduced a lot, after all, it is the quiz before the college entrance examination. It is above the pass line, so many people will find out the physical chemistry papers that they haven't read for a long time during self-study and study them.

Gu Yuan frowned, seeing that his desk was swept away, the corners of his mouth could not help but rise slightly.

"I promised you to go to the movies, I will definitely go. I won't regret it."

"That's just right, the bell rang for the end of get out of class, get up, and leave." Xu Yue picked up Gu Yuan, pushed him a few steps away, and looked back at the empty seat. "Go call Li Ranran and Zhou Hui first."

"What time is the movie?" Gu Yuan asked in a low voice, "When did the top student learn to take the initiative to study by himself at night? If Li Ye found out, what should I say? Couldn't stand the temptation of the movie and ran away with him? Or does my boyfriend ask me to watch a movie and I have to go?"

Xu Yue let go of his hand.

No matter what it is, it must be Gu Yuan, not him, who was stripped of a layer of skin.

Thinking of this, Xu Yue let out a long sigh of relief.

"It depends on your mood, you can say whatever you like, anyway, I have no objection." Xu Yue completely pushed Gu Yuan out of the door this time, "Can you leave the ink marks, before you go to study at night, you can learn from Getting out of the school's main gate is better than climbing over the wall every day, right?"

"Is Kuang self-study decent? ... Hey, slow down, you, don't push, look at the way. Xu Yue!"

……

The air outside the main entrance of the attached middle school was fresher than other places, Gu Yuan took a deep breath.Xu Yue then raised his head and took a look. The blush in the west hadn't dissipated, and the warm yellow color spread from behind the teaching building in the sophomore teaching area to the sky above the four of them. Gu Yuan turned his face sideways to casually chat with the uncle on duty After a few words, he turned around and nodded to the three people around him.

"Okay, I just said hello to the doorman. After watching the movie, it must be past nine o'clock, and he will open the door for some of us."

Gu Yuan's social skills are ranked first among several people. From the old man with a beard who grabs the creases at the corners of his eyes, to the child who is carrying a children's schoolbag and can't even express himself clearly, Gu Yuan can always speak clearly. Use the most appropriate way to please everyone.

Xu Yue felt that this feeling was too strange. A person was used to it, and there were always only these four words in what he learned.

Carry it yourself.

So he carried it alone for five years, from dawn to night, from an ordinary person with hot blood to a monster who was in the dark but would rather sleep alone.

But monsters are not always born.

Just like the sleeping princess in a fairy tale waiting for her prince, the monster is also waiting for his salvation.

Coincidentally, luckily it seems to be arranged by heaven, Gu Yuan is like a gift from him.

Just when Xu Yue was fascinated, Gu Yuan's slap made a loud sound, but it was not considered painful.He just pulled Xu Yue out of his memory towards the direction of light.

"Here we are, there is a self-service ticket machine." Gu Yuan raised his arm and pointed to the machines near the front desk, "Don't be dazed, hurry up. The latest game starts in 3 minutes."

Xu Yue came back to his senses and gave a soft "um", turned around with his mobile phone and moved over there. Two minutes later, he came back holding four movie tickets gently with his fingertips.

"This movie... is a romance movie, right? You can tell what the plot is just by looking at the name. It is definitely a large-scale sadomasochism scene, believe it or not?" Zhou Hui took one of the tickets and watched it back and forth for a long time, and finally frowned. He lowered his eyebrows, "And our four big boys came to the cinema to watch romance movies? What's wrong? Isn't that Spider-Man next door good?"

Gu Yuan was stunned for a moment, and seemed to be a little surprised. After looking down, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"Forget it, I bought everything, and if you don't like to watch it, you have to show it to me. At worst, I'll come to see that Spider-Man tomorrow, and let's go, go check the ticket."

Li Ranran felt a little ashamed, and somehow slipped a black mask to cover most of his face, leaving only two dark eyes shining brightly in the darkness.

The girl at the ticket gate couldn't help laughing a few times, and pointed in the direction of the white wall with "4" printed on it behind her.

"Hello, Hall 4 is over there, go straight ahead and it's on the right."

Li Ranran didn't speak, nodded and rushed over directly.

Gu Yuan was silent for a moment, and with a sideways face, he took the movie ticket from Xu Yue's hand and held it directly in front of the girl.

"two."

"Okay, Hall 4, go straight ahead to the right, I wish you a happy viewing."

The words "two" fell into Xu Yue's ears very lightly, and he raised his eyes to look at the girl with the ponytail.

After taking two steps forward, Gu Yuan turned around with a tired face, "Let's make an agreement before the movie starts, if I accidentally fall asleep while watching the movie, don't scold me... I'm usually lazy Watching a movie, the screen is so big, I feel dizzy watching it...and...and..."

And it's still this kind of youth idol romance film that has no interest at all.

After listening to Gu Yuan's complaints, Xu Yue felt a little helpless. Watching movies was just an excuse he found randomly. His real purpose was to not want the three in front of him to want to get into books all day long.

Learn to learn, but there must still be an appropriate buffer gap.

"No, if you are sleepy, you can sleep on my shoulder, anyway, it will be so dark inside that no one will be able to see." Xu Yue said.

"What's wrong with Hei, even if he doesn't turn off the lights, I will rely on you." Gu Yuan glanced at Xu Yue, with a slight dissatisfaction in his tone. "We don't have anything shameful, or are you afraid of being recognized by someone?"

"I just didn't expect to be called to the office by Li Ye, looking at me with that expression, and then asking...'Is it because Gu Yuan urged you to go out to watch a movie after studying late at night'..."

"Fuck, it's obviously not me." Gu Yuan pushed Xu Yue, and watched helplessly as he stuck to the door of Hall 4.Then he squatted on the ground very unkindly and laughed.

Although Gu Yuan was full of tiredness, he still kept one eye open until the ending song sounded.The plot of this movie can only be regarded as mediocre, but because of the acting skills of the main character and the fact that the hero and heroine can't see the future ending, it wasn't until the lights in the whole hall were turned on that Xu Yue could clearly see the corners of Gu Yuan's eyes slipping into the hair. wet marks.

Xu Yue was dumbfounded, and took a few clean tissues from his pocket and handed them over.

Gu Yuan sucked his nose, took it and pressed it on his eyes, and quickly wiped it on both sides.

"Fuck, I'm so sleepy. Look..." Gu Yuan came over and pinched a tissue and pointed at the corner of his eyes, "I'm so sleepy that I'm crying."

"I thought you were made to cry by this movie." Xu Yue bit his coke habit, "If you are sleepy, go back to the dormitory and have a good sleep."

"I won't go back to the dormitory, I'll take you to a good place."

"what?"

"In that movie just now, isn't the place where the confession is made in the field with many fireflies?" Gu Yuan looked at Xu Yue seriously, and pointed to the list of producers scrolling from bottom to top on the screen. "I know a place similar to this one, I'll take you there later."

Li Ranran and Zhou Hui seemed to wake up from sleep, and looked around in surprise.Then he shifted his gaze to the two people next to him.

"You two read it from the beginning to the end? So what story are you telling?" Zhou Hui yawned, and the whole sentence was full of sleepiness.

"It's about a man and a woman, from acquaintance to love to separation." Xu Yue tugged at his collar, "Then there is no future for each other."

"Look! Let me just say it, absolute life-and-death sadomasochism..." Zhou Hui couldn't help sighing a few words.

"It's cruel again? Why do all the movies released this year have this routine." Li Ranran was stunned for a moment, then clicked his tongue, "I said why the girls in the front row were crying like that when they left. Wait? Brother Yuan? The corner of your eye...you can't..."

"It should be nothing, we'll talk after we think about it." Gu Yuan gave Li Ranran a hard look, "I'm obviously too sleepy, okay?"

Li Ranran was most familiar with such things as being sleepy enough to cry, so naturally he didn't think about it any more, and soon the four of them left the theater and stood on the sidewalk beside the main road.

"You two go back first, I will go shopping with Xu Yue, and I will definitely arrive at the dormitory in an hour."

Gu Yuan left these words, and directly dragged Xu Yue in from the entrance of a nearby alley. Taking advantage of the darkness, Gu Yuan naturally held Xu Yue's left hand.

Xu Yue didn't ask any more questions, and trotted behind Gu Yuan all the way to a dilapidated weedy park.

There was no one around, Gu Yuan stopped and turned around and kissed Xu Yue gently.The inseparable emotion after watching the movie spread in the air, and slipped out from the corner of Gu Yuan's mouth accidentally.

Until Gu Yuan let go of his hand and leaned back, his cold lips slowly left.

"You wait for me here, I'm going to buy something."

When Gu Yuan ran away, the weeds around half a person's height followed him and swayed non-stop.

When he came back, Xu Yue looked at Gu Yuan's bulging trouser pockets on both sides, looking a little funny.

"What did you buy?" Xu Yue subconsciously pointed to Gu Yuan's trouser pocket. "So mysterious? Are you trying to surprise me?"

"Don't worry about it, come here." Gu Yuan pulled out a long black cloth from his left trouser pocket, "I need some time, in order to prevent you from peeking, I can only use this for you."

"I do not watch."

"No, what if you open your eyes." Gu Yuan was stunned for a moment, then pulled Xu Yue to him with his back facing him, and wrapped the long black strips from Xu Yue's eyes to the back of his head to tie a knot. "Okay, you can stand here for a while, about five or six minutes, and then you can take off the blindfold."

"..."

There was a rustling, the wind blew through this old and weed-filled park, Xu Yue could hear the slight sound of buttons switching into his ears.

As for what it was, Xu Yue had no idea.

But no matter what it is, these are what Gu Yuan wants him to read, so no matter what it is, he will read it seriously and with his heart.

Then remember it for a lifetime.

"Okay! Xu Yue!" Gu Yuan's words came from five meters away accompanied by a few unsteady panting sounds, and the final ending floated up a little because of the high emotion, which made people feel very comfortable, " You can take off the blindfold."

Xu Yue twitched the corner of his mouth, raised his hand and pulled away the black cloth covering his eyes.

"you……"

At the top of the weeds in front of me, Gu Yuan hung a small warm yellow light bulb every ten centimeters.

The shadows of fireflies were scattered and swaying around, and the two teenagers seemed to be in the starry sky, imprinted in the Milky Way all at once.

"Fireflies?" Xu Yue bent down and lightly touched the weeds with his fingertips, "No, this is..."

"The night light I bought at the convenience store next door is actually a small LED light bulb. There are all kinds of colors." Gu Yuan took a few steps forward and reached out to touch the warm yellow, "I can't find the real one. Fireflies, so just turn them all into fireflies."

"Just like us."

"Xu Yue, love is never expressed with tangible things."

"The two of us together can be called love."

Without the previous teasing, Gu Yuan stood seriously in front of Xu Yue. Under the faint warm light, Xu Yue couldn't see his real expression clearly, only a little bit of gasping as he passed by with the wind in his arms.

"I don't want you to envy others, not anyone." Gu Yuan said slowly, "Not in movies either."

"Gu Yuan, that movie was actually a tragedy." Xu Yue couldn't help laughing, "We will never be like that, right?"

Xu Yue doesn't like the kind of love that ends up disappearing in the sea of ​​people, with the word "farewell".

"But the two of them were happy." Gu Yuan was stunned for a long time, then turned his face to look at the brightly lit long bridge near the park. "At least when they are together, they are very happy."

"But I don't like it." Feeling a little baffled, Xu Yue walked over and grabbed Gu Yuan's arm, "It's just a movie, not real."

"Ah? Ah, hahaha I may not have recovered from that movie just now." Gu Yuan coughed, turned around and hugged Xu Yue tightly into his arms, "Xu Yue, I hope that every day you are with me , can be happy.”

"Well, I must be happy."

Gu Yuan, thank you very much.

Brought me out of the abyss and gave me infinite hope.

Let me feel the warmth and warmth of the world again, and the boy I love so much.