Restlessness

Xu Yue finally stood by the flower bed in the community for a full 10 to [-] minutes, and his anxiety finally swallowed up all his patience.This look of bewilderment is like a child who made a mistake and was thrown out of the house as a punishment, with nowhere to go.

Under the scorching sun, Xu Yueming was already standing under the shade of a tree, but he still couldn't stop the sweat from his forehead dripping down like water, and finally spread all over his neck. I don't know whether it was because of squatting for too long or there were some signs of heat stroke. Yue leaned on the wall and stood up, but his eyes turned black... Fortunately, the security guard who was on duty at the gate of the community rushed over in time with a bottle of mineral water at room temperature.

The hands of the security guard were very cold, and this strong coldness gradually spread to Xu Yue's arms, and the cold spread all over his body.

"Thank you." Xu Yue took the bottle of mineral water, unscrewed the cap of the bottle without hesitation and took a few sips, and finally heaved a long sigh.

"I seem to have seen you a few times, did you quarrel with your friends?" The noon sun was vicious, but within a few minutes, the sweat between the two foreheads never stopped, and the security guard wiped the sweat off his neck vigorously , took Xu Yue to the duty room.

The moment the door was pushed open, the cold wind that filled the room came oncoming, Xu Yue took a deep breath, and the restlessness just now was gradually suppressed.

The two chatted without saying a word for nearly half an hour, and finally saw Gao Li driving out of the community around four o'clock, and soon, Gu Yuan's phone call followed.

Xu Yue shook the bottle in his hand a few times, turned his head and thanked the security guy again, then pushed open the door of the duty room and walked towards Gu Yuan who had just come out of the elevator.

"The talk is over?" Xu Yue's lips were dry, and after a long pause, he continued, "Why don't I just find a hotel or something to stay for half a month, anyway—"

"No!" Gu Yuan suddenly raised his hand and clasped Xu Yue's shoulders. With so much strength, Xu Yue couldn't help frowning. Gu Yuan was stunned for a moment and quickly let go of his left hand, "I'm sorry, I just, I I just don’t think you need to move out…”

"..." Xu Yue had a hard time describing his mood at the moment, even though it was only for a moment, he could clearly see a strong uneasiness in Gu Yuan's eyes. "When I was playing with my mobile phone, I saw a few holiday tuition classes. There happened to be a liberal arts class, and the fee was not very expensive, so I thought that I would go to make up for history in the next ten days..."

Xu Yue's voice became smaller and smaller, this lame reason even made him a little unbelievable, let alone Gu Yuan who was always more sensitive.

But Gu Yuan didn't, he believed whatever Xu Yue said.Even if it is a false statement, Gu Yuan is willing to believe it.

This happened to be something Xu Yue didn't expect at all.

"Okay..." Gu Yuan lowered his eyes and agreed, "I'll accompany you to those cram schools and ask, I remember seeing several signs of cram schools on the way home from school before, do you want to go there now? ask?"

"Ah?" Xu Yue was stunned for a moment, "Ah, that's fine."

If Xu Yue had made such a request a few days ago, or even a few hours ago, Gu Yuan would have hugged his arm and rubbed against his chin like a child. He stayed at home with him, maybe he would say a lot of things about Xueba to make fun of him, but today's Gu Yuan is not mature like the Gu Yuan that Xu Yue is familiar with.What is revealed between the lines is a kind of helplessness, obviously a question with hesitation, but it simply kills people.

Obviously, the heat and light in this environment can make people feel irritable every minute, but at this moment, the two people are calmer than the other.

The peace of mind is scary.

"What did your mother tell you?" Xu Yue kept staring at the sidewalk in front of her without turning her head and asked, "Or did you just quarrel again?"

"It's not arguing. How can I argue so much with her?" Gu Yuan forced himself to wink. In order not to let Xu Yue notice anything strange, he took out his phone from his pocket and grabbed Xu Yue with one hand. With the hem of Yue’s clothes, the other hand kept swipe and pull the phone screen, “I just downloaded the game this morning, I heard Li Ranran say it’s quite fun, look at the way, remember to tell me if there are steps .”

Xu Yue: "You are also a talent."

Gu Yuan chuckled a few times, staring at the phone screen and never looked away.

What a fart this morning, I just opened the app store to see which one is pleasing to the eye and clicked download.In order to appear more authentic, Li Ranran was also included in it.

Gu Yuan felt dizzy for a while. Since when did the two of them come to this point.

The little black man on the screen of the mobile phone has died countless times, and the life value in the upper right corner has changed from 10 to 0. Gu Yuan clicked the button of "Do it again" in the middle of the game interface with an unhappy face. button, this time it directly becomes the recharge interface.

Even so, Gu Yuan continued to swipe the screen with his right hand, and grabbed Xu Yue's clothes with his left hand.

"Fuck." Gu Yuan finally couldn't help but curse out. "What kind of rubbish game is Li Ranran looking for? You have to charge money to continue playing."

"Isn't this normal? Anyone who doesn't play games knows it, but you don't?" Xu Yue reached out and pinched the cool left hand at the corner of his clothes, and pulled Gu Yuan to his side. He nodded, "There is a bicycle coming in front, stand here."

Gu Yuan slowly raised his head and whispered "Oh".

The moment the four eyes met, Gu Yuan couldn't help lowering his head again, and returned the phone to the original interface by the way.

"This game is not fun at all, it's boring. Delete it." Gu Yuan retracted the hand held by Xu Yue, cleared his throat, and clicked to delete the game that had been downloaded for less than 10 minutes.

The summer cram school enrollment leaflets can be regarded as flying all over the sky, especially during the holiday period, there are high school students standing on both sides of the whole street with a thick stack of various cram school lists in their hands. I took a few, but in the end I just found a place with few people and stuffed them into the trash can.

Now there are no more people handing out leaflets. Instead, they are staring at the two low buildings on the side of the road from house to house.Xu Yue suddenly felt that he was somewhat hypocritical, wouldn't it be good to spend these ten days well?

Don't look for trouble.

The point is that Gu Yuan didn't even refute a word, and followed him for a whole street in a daze.

Just when Xu Yuela was about to give up at any time, Gu Yuan suddenly raised his arm and pointed not far ahead.

"Then, in the Chenguang training class, the sign says that all courses in middle and high schools are available." Gu Yuan narrowed his eyes, "Do you want to go over and ask?"

"Yeah." Xu Yue turned his head away with a dark face, and strode into the shade in front of him.

The admissions reception desk of the training institution was on the first floor, Xu Yue pushed the door open, and several girls immediately greeted her with water glasses.Until Gu Yuan followed in, everyone froze in place.

Soon, the girl closest to Xu Yue regained her senses first, and she moved the stool to signal Xu Yue to sit down.

"Hello, are you here to enroll in the cram school?"

"Yeah." Xu Yue responded, turned around and glanced at Gu Yuan, "Shouldn't you report it?"

Gu Yuan froze for a moment, faltered for a long time and finally shook his head. "I still can't."

Xu Yue offered to go to a cram school, and it was obvious that he didn't want to be alone in the room with him. Although Gu Yuan was so reluctant, he still decided to respect Xu Yue's choice.

"What time do you finish class here?" Gu Yuan suddenly looked at the girl standing beside him, and asked in a low voice.

"In the morning, it starts at 8:11 and ends at 2:5. In the afternoon, it starts at [-]:[-] and ends at [-]:[-]. Lunch and a rest area are provided at noon..." The girl took a list and explained for a long time, and finally He continued to ask, "Are you his brother?"

"No, I'm both, yes..." Gu Yuan suddenly fell silent. He who was fearless in the past seemed to have disappeared without a trace. He didn't even think that one day, he would be in this heart There was such a slight hesitation on the question that he knew well.

The picture in her mind seemed to go back to a few hours ago, Gao Li was still sitting upright, she took the freshly brewed scented tea from Gu Yuan, stared at him intently and said

"A Yuan, even mom and dad can understand you. But what about others, if one day someone asks you what your relationship with that boy is, would you answer so simply? You won't. Because you are afraid that other people's casual remarks will hurt you. That boy, right?"

"A Yuan, you were born to me, and I understand you better than anyone else."

Gao Li made the right bet, Gu Yuan really wouldn't.Just like now, the girl was smiling, but she was asking questions that made him dare not look directly at her.He is not afraid of what others think of him, the only thing he is afraid of is because of him, causing Xu Yue to repeat the same mistakes in the end.

He suddenly didn't dare to continue gambling.

Because the bet has unknowingly changed from himself to a promise.

His only weakness.

"We are good friends." Gu Yuan's eyes gradually dimmed.

"Okay, then I'll enroll in the full-time liberal arts class." Xu Yue lowered his eyes, and even asked a little self-deprecatingly, "Your lunch here is free, right?"

A few girls smiled and waved their hands, "It's free, you don't need to think about this issue at all, our training class staff will arrange it for everyone."

"That's fine." Xu Yue's eyes were full of exhaustion, he raised his eyes to look at Gu Yuan behind him, "Then when can I come to class?"

"Normally, it can be done tomorrow morning, but... our classes are all started just after the summer vacation, and some courses may have been halfway through... I will give you a compromise on the cost." The girl cautiously moved from A blank information form was drawn from the side and handed over, "This needs to be filled out here. If you want to contact the mobile phone, it's best to write it as your parents'—"

"No, don't worry, I won't skip class for no reason." Xu Yue smiled at the girl at the front desk, quickly filled out the form, and then handed it over with both hands, "Here, I'm sorry to trouble you."

Consultation, registration, form filling, payment, and even at the end, Xu Yue held a free black schoolbag in his hand. During this process, Gu Yuan just stood behind Xu Yue without saying a word, and a girl came over with a glass of water , Gu Yuan didn't bother to take a look.

It wasn't until the two of them pushed open the glass door again and came out that Gu Yuan slowly stretched out his hand to grab Xu Yue's arm.

"I'll pick you up at 5:[-]." Gu Yuan strode forward a few steps, stood in front of Xu Yue with his head bowed, his eyes fixed on the tip of Xu Yue's nose, "I will definitely come, right here Can the place wait for you after class... You, don't go anywhere."

I don't know why, but Xu Yue feels that his heart is not at ease, a little illusory, his eyes seem to be covered with a layer of mist, no matter how much he waved his hand, he couldn't let them go away, and he could only let them gather more and more, and his vision became more and more blurred.

"Okay." Xu Yue replied flatly, "What are you doing? I'm not a child, and I won't run away after going to cram school."

They can't run, and even the usual small fights between the two of them are gone, and it's more just a kind of silent silence.

Gu Yuan was in a mess in the end, obviously he was careful enough, for fear that Xu Yue would be harmed.

It wasn't until Gao Li's appearance that he fully understood that the most dangerous thing was never anything else.

It was Gu Yuan himself.

On the way back, Xu Yue dragged Gu Yuan to a convenience store, randomly took two bottles of ice water from the freezer, and poured them all down.

Gu Yuan abruptly tore away Xu Yue's hand, and knocked the remaining half bottle of water to the ground.

The moment the ice water touched the ground, it splashed around, bringing up some small mud spots.

"Xu Yue, let's not do this. Okay?" Gu Yuan's tone was extremely calm, his eyes were full of remorse, and after he calmed down, all the bits and pieces of the previous two people rushed into his mind, stabbing him at once. My heart hurts. "sorry……"

"Gu Yuan, in fact, you don't have to think too much about me." Xu Yue's eyelashes trembled, as if there were reflective water spots on them. At first glance, they looked like crystal clear diamonds. It's like a hammer."

"So you don't have to be sorry."

Gu Yuan was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly raised his face and closed his eyes.

What was once a dream has completely turned into a frown now.