Restlessness

At noon of the next day, four people in dormitory 207 gathered at the newly opened Chongqing hot pot restaurant in the alley at the end of Xinghe Road. Because of the reason of the week, Li Ranran proposed to replace the beer with drinks, and they clinked glasses frantically. While pouring, he complained that the bottom of the pot was too spicy.

Zhou Hui picked up some vegetables and threw them into Gu Yuan's bowl, and finally he couldn't help but shrink his neck and close the half-open window.

"It's so cold...I'll ask the waiter to turn up the temperature of the air conditioner in the hall a little bit." Zhou Hui put down his chopsticks and got up and turned to the wooden screen next to him.

Xu Yue's stomach has always been bad, but under the care of Gu Yuan, Li Ranran and Zhou Hui, he rarely suffered from stomach problems in the past year.Today's hot pot bottom was also split in half by their request, and the clear soup series was forcibly changed to Xu Yue's side by the three of them.

"Brother Yuan! Xu Yue! You two are so unkind, you actually went to watch the game yesterday!" Li Ranran put down his face, but he never stopped delivering food to his mouth, "This ticket is so hard to get, Xu Yue, how did you snatch it! And why did you buy tickets for you and Brother Yuan!"

"Just turn on the stopwatch." Xu Yue couldn't help but smile, "Each person can only buy one ticket, but fortunately, I remember Gu Yuan's ID number, so...you understand."

Li Ranran slammed his mouth hard, hesitated for a long time, and then forcibly shifted the topic to the final exam in January next year.

All the hot pot restaurants are booming in winter, and the newly recruited waiters are concentrating all their thoughts on the boxes on the second floor. They all look like they are in a hurry, just like the sales industry is rushing to make a profit at the end of the year. There is no one at all. He would pay attention to a few of them sitting by the window and wearing the school uniform of the attached middle school, but Zhou Hui got up excitedly but returned with a white air conditioner remote control with a full face.

"What's the waiter's attitude! Tell me I'm too busy to take care of it, the remote control is at the front desk and let me get it myself..." Zhou Hui raised his arm and pressed the remote control a few times at the standing air conditioner next to him, and finally dropped it. On the window sill, "But to be honest, time flies so fast. The year is over in a blink of an eye. The final exam is almost over and the winter vacation is almost here... Come back after the new year, and the college entrance examination will not be long Yes. Fuck..."

"Zhou Hui, today is Brother Yuan's birthday, can you stop mentioning the college entrance examination here! It's disgusting." Li Ranran stopped his chopsticks, looked away, and finally sighed softly.

This hot pot meal was not considered ink stains, Gu Yuan couldn't help but look back when he pushed the door out.Back in class, Xu Yue sorted out the newly distributed test papers on the desk, and stuffed them into the desk pocket without hesitation.

Gu Yuan was also full of impatience, and folded them all in half without even looking at them.Sure enough, all the negative emotions overflowed from the common sense of irritability and confusion about the future.

"Fuck, it's so fucking annoying." Gu Yuan slammed his pen down on the table, "I write papers every day, look in my desk pocket, it's full of papers I wrote before."

Xu Yue was a little puzzled, but still calmly pressed Gu Yuan on the seat.

"Okay? If you don't want to write today, then we won't write... Gu Yuan, do you know that the third year of high school is not like the first and second year of high school. You have already learned all the high school knowledge you should learn, and the rest is comprehensive review. , I usually do the papers, and the teacher will help explain the wrong questions in class..."

"I don't want to take the college entrance examination!" Gu Yuan interrupted Xu Yue, the hostility on his face receded a little, but the strong dissatisfaction remained in his words, "Xu Yue, how about...me, the two of us go abroad together Go. Okay? You don't have any school or anything..."

wrong……

not like this……

What the hell am I talking about...

Gu Yuan stopped suddenly, and his breathing became short of breath.

"Gu Yuan?" Xu Yue was stunned for a moment, but took all these emotions as a kind of catharsis, "What are you talking about? We drank orange juice at noon, not wine. You... what's wrong? You look so bad suddenly? Yes It's not that the hot pot is too spicy..."

Gu Yuan met Xu Yue's clear and dark eyes, and instantly calmed down. After a few seconds of silence, Gu Yuan suddenly remembered what he had just said.

How could he infect Xu Yue with what Gao Li had imposed on him?

just crazy...

"No... What I mean is that we will go to college together in the future, and then we will study abroad together..." Gu Yuan's eyes dimmed, and he picked up the pen again after a few dry laughs, his shoulders trembling slightly, "Maybe... I've been under too much pressure recently. It's written in the test paper... Ha, ha ha."

Gu Yuan laughed a few times, but Xu Yue listened extremely stiffly. He took a deep breath and stuffed all the folded papers on the table into his desk pocket.

"We won't write these papers anymore." Xu Yue suddenly felt a little regretful. He almost forgot that Gu Yuan, who had always been rebellious, had changed because of himself. It's gone, "We'll do whatever you want. We won't write the papers. Whatever the weekly and monthly exams..."

Xu Yue was suffering in his heart, no matter what university or not he wanted to go to in the future, all he wanted was Gu Yuan.

The atmosphere was gradually suppressed, Gu Yuan's face turned pale, and finally he just held Xu Yue's right hand under the table.The two turned their heads and kept saying sorry.

But what are you sorry for, and if you are worthy, what can you be sorry for.

The wind in this season is very cool, mixed with a few cold rains from the beginning of the month to the end of the month.

Gu Yuan did not lose control of his emotions like that day. He was much more serious about writing the papers than before. Several times he lay on the bed in the middle of the night and was still looking at the history expansion exercise book.Xu Yue wrapped her whole body in the quilt, never wanting to raise her head again.

On Christmas Day, bells and antlers were hung everywhere in the supermarket, and a light-colored Christmas tree one person tall was placed at the door of Pink Star, with small blue light bulbs wrapped around it.Xu Yue specially bought a headband in the shape of an elk, and went back to the dormitory ahead of time to hide behind the door. When Gu Yuan opened the door and came in, Xu Yue immediately threw himself on Gu Yuan's back, saying "Merry Christmas" loudly. .

While Gu Yuan was startled, he just lightly raised his hand to touch Xu Yue's side face, and finally closed his eyes and kissed his eyes.

"You look a little silly like this." Gu Yuan smiled slightly, "But you are also very cute."

As the New Year approached, the hostess auntie was also in a particularly good mood. When she saw someone bringing food to the dormitory, she just frowned and laughed a few times, and said a few words not to be an example.

On New Year's Eve, the four of them took a taxi from school to the Bund. Standing on that bustling Nanjing Road, looking at the Oriental Pearl Tower across the river, Gu Yuan and Xu Yue greeted their true love amidst the cheers of the countdown. second new year.

Gu Yuan took off the scarf around his neck and wrapped it around Xu Yue's neck indiscriminately.

"In such a cold day, you can forget to wear a scarf when you go out... Xueba, do you have all your textbooks in your mind? What should you do if you can't take care of yourself anymore?"

"It's okay, aren't you still here?" When Xu Yue smiled, his eyes were like a bright moon, and his whole body seemed to be shining, "Gu Yuan, do you still remember when we first met? ?”

"Remember, a certain person is like touching porcelain, so hungry that he lay on the table and couldn't open his eyes." Gu Yuan thought about it carefully, and briefly dictated the process of meeting for the first time.

"Gu Yuan, haven't you worn a school uniform for a long time..." Xu Yue came back to his senses, and lightly touched Gu Yuan's coat. "I really can't see it. The naughty bastard from before took off his school uniform and put on his overcoat. He still looks very masculine."

Gu Yuan was wearing a mid-length black overcoat, and he forgot to wear a headband between his foreheads in a hurry when he went out. His hair was blown a little messy by the wind, and his bangs swayed casually. At first glance, he had the charm of a mature man.Xu Yue couldn't help taking a few more glances, thinking that one day, the boy he liked would grow into a big man whom he could rely on.

With a tall figure and outstanding appearance, the photographer next to the street came over several times and asked if he would like to tailor a photobook for the two of them for free.Gu Yuan just shook his head politely, took a last look at Xu Yue who was trembling beside him, and then brought him into his arms.

Without hesitation, Gu Yuan unbuttoned the front of his coat, put his hands in his pockets and wrapped Xu Yue in it.

"Is it still cold?"

"It's not cold anymore." Xu Yue turned her face slightly, and quickly leaned her head on Gu Yuan's shoulder. "Gu Yuan, I didn't have time to say this to you last year, so... Happy New Year, and I love you."

Gu Yuan was stunned for a few seconds, then his body leaned forward, and his chin rested on Xu Yue's neck.Finding the familiar warmth from the gaps in the scattered scarves, Gu Yuan couldn't help but stick out his tongue and lick Xu Yue's neck one after another.

"Fool, I love you too."

"Then...how much love?" Xu Yue turned around and met Gu Yuan's eyes. "I used to think it was too hypocritical for a big boy to ask such a question, but now I want to ask, I want to know the answer..."

"If you want to ask, then I'll answer you. I love you more than I love myself." Gu Yuan suddenly looked at the crowd across the river, and what was reflected on his face under the bright lights was a rare relief , his tone was still calm, and he bit each of the following paragraphs word by word, "Xu Yue, I love you. From summer to winter, from yesterday to tomorrow, from first love to passionate love, from flesh and blood to bone marrow... and finally will run through into my life."

Gu Yuan narrowed his eyes.

Xu Yue, you must believe me.

Gu Yuan's provocative love words have been said many times before, but this time it seems that he has exhausted all his strength.If it was said a long time ago that carriages and horses were too slow, letters were far away, and one person could only love one person in a lifetime, then Gu Yuan felt that his infatuated love for Xu Yue had already spanned that century.

Gu Yuan seldom thought about the future, the future, even when someone asked him what his ideal was, Gu Yuan always answered "I don't know" with a confused face.But now, if someone asks him the same question, Gu Yuan may still say "I don't know", but only he knows in his heart that all his time in the next few decades will be dedicated to this person in front of him.

Unknowingly, the word Xu Yue has become Gu Yuan's rare ideal in the world.

On the way back to the community, the cold wind was still there. It passed from this alley to the other end, and finally gathered at a certain crossroads, stirring up the dead branches and leaves all over the place.Gu Yuan turned his head to look at Xu Yue who was muttering something silently beside him, and suddenly laughed.

"What are you doing? Is there something I can't listen to? You have to say it secretly by yourself." Gu Yuan still hung his elbows on Xu Yue's neck, and finally there was a young man on the road to maturity. The feeling of ignorance, "Hey, I said Xu Yue, you are such an old man, why are you acting so childish?"

"No matter how naive I am, I'm more mature than you, right?" Xu Yue stopped, tore off the gray scarf around her neck and threw it on Hui Huiyuan, "It's too hot, you should take it with you. Look at your neck, it's so hot." Frozen red."

Gu Yuan let out an "oh", and quickly wrapped himself around his neck.

"This scarf still has your temperature on it." Gu Yuan said, "So what did you whisper just now? You are so mysterious, you must be secretly scolding me, right?"

Xu Yue felt that what she had thought a few hours ago was probably feeding the dog, the charm of a mature man, and the little prince who talked about love, so let's go to hell as before.

Xu Yue was stunned for a few seconds, and finally couldn't help but sighed.

"I said I was confessing to you, do you believe me?"

"Believe. I remember I promised before that I will believe whatever you say." Gu Yuan laughed, showing those canine teeth. "It will be the same in the future."

"..." Xu Yue rolled his eyes at him, and quickly raised his head to look at the leaves swirling in mid-air, falling all over the sky in the cold wind, and said slowly, "I said I love you, and I told the wind."

Gu Yuan hesitated for a while, then raised his head and shouted out loudly.

"Student Xu—did that Feng answer you?!"

"Feng said! He heard it..." Xu Yue suddenly turned to Gu Yuan, and moved a lot closer, "Feng also said that he will always remember, I love you."

The moment Gu Yuan lowered his eyes, he kissed her fiercely.In the empty streets, only the rustling of leaves and the sound of breathing between them remained.

Gu Yuan closed his eyes, a line of clear water slipped from the end of his eyes.

The author has something to say: I said I love you, and I told the wind.