Mars trainee

After Duan Muyun was added, Xu Luyang could receive greetings from him almost every day.

Duan Muyun didn't say anything else, just sent him a sentence of good morning, good afternoon, good night, dull and clumsy, but his thoughts were undoubtedly revealed.

"Take your temperature." Duan Muyun walked into the ward as if nothing had happened, looked at Xu Luyang and said, "Give me your hand."

In fact, to take the temperature, there is no need for him to come over in person, it is entirely possible for the nurse to take the temperature.

Duan Muyun is obviously a drunkard who doesn't care about drinking.

Duan Muyun's hands are white and slender, with cyan veins faintly visible, giving them a morbid aesthetic feeling like an artist.

Even if Xu Luyang wasn't controlled by hand, he was killed by him. Duan Muyun picked up the thermometer and took a look and said: "36 degrees five, the temperature is normal, when do you plan to leave the hospital?"

"Maybe tomorrow, will you miss me?" Xu Luyang smiled wickedly, Duan Muyun's heart skipped a beat when he saw it.

After Xu Luyang was discharged from the hospital, Duan Muyun asked him out. Because of Xu Luyang's professional relationship, it was difficult for the two of them to communicate normally, and they were never allowed to go in and out of public places.

But Duan Muyun is willing, and has always been aggrieved.

Xu Luyang remembered that once, the two of them had planned for a long time to travel to an island, and it was the first time for the two of them to travel together, so Duan Muyun was very excited.

"When we go to the island, we must check in at the lighthouse,? I want to write your name and mine on it, and I want to watch the sunrise with you." Duan Muyun said with longing, " Just sitting in a daze and doing nothing, you will feel very happy."

When Xu Luyang read this text, he was on the set. To be honest, he didn't pay much attention to it, so he nodded and said, "Well, good."

At that time, he put his career first, and often put Duan Muyun's feelings after work.

As a result, the day before the trip, Xu Luyang was suddenly notified that he would be on a new show, and everyone else was dumbfounded.

"Can you delay the time for a while, I really have something to do recently." Xu Luyang asked the agent, "It's fine to postpone it by a week, it's a very important matter."

"Are you kidding me? I don't know your schedule yet. Obviously there are no other activities." The agent said.

"I'm in love, and I've made an appointment with someone to be with him."

"Your career is on the rise now, you are crazy if you still want to fall in love." The agent said, "No."

Xu Luyang said to him with some guilt: "I have something to do and I can't go, so I will accompany you next time."

Xu Luyang thought he would ask why, but in the end he just said, "Okay."

Many times, Duan Muyun is so sensible that it makes people feel distressed.

The two have never made their relationship public. When Xu Luyang was in a relationship with him, he had scandals with many actresses. He never asked about each of them and trusted him unconditionally.

Because Duan Muyun seemed to know that the status of the two people was unequal from the beginning.

"Loving you is my only salvation." Duan Muyun said, "When you are not by my side, I feel very happy when I see your photos. When you are, I am so happy. The thought of being with you I felt like I was dreaming, and even the dream was hot."

Duan Muyun liked him when he was 17 years old, and being with him when he was 27 years old can be regarded as having no regrets in this life.

Because of being so carefully loved by someone, Xu Luyang took his kindness for granted.

It wasn't until later, when he also fell in love with Zuo Cheng, that he understood that kind of feeling, the feeling of being so low in the dust, the loved one would not understand.

Xu Luyang put the bouquet next to his tombstone, was stunned for a long time, and then said hoarsely, "I'm sorry."

"You are very sorry for him." Duan Shenyun's voice suddenly sounded.

"Damn it, you fucking scared me to death." Xu Luyang was a little terrified, after all, this is a cemetery, and it was so quiet that a voice suddenly appeared, Xu Luyang thought Duan Muyun had spoken.

"You're not afraid of ghosts knocking on the door if you haven't done anything wrong, why are you guilty?" Duan Shenyun sneered.

Xu Luyang has always felt that although Duan Shenyun likes to embarrass himself, he is quite childish and naive, a few years younger than himself, and he has always regarded him as a younger brother, and everything he does is the behavior of a younger brother.

"Are you hiding here just to scare me?" Xu Luyang asked.

"No, I will come to accompany my brother every month." Duan Shenyun looked at the young and handsome man on the tombstone, his eyes couldn't help turning red, "He must be very lonely here alone."

Duan Shenyun is a brother-controller. When he was a child, he often followed behind his brother. Whenever he encountered something, he would yell, "Brother!"

When Duan Shenyun was a child, he could eat a lot. His brother would let him have anything, and he would think of him first when there was something delicious, which gave him a full sense of security. So much so that when Duan Shenyun's parents divorced, he didn't feel much about it.

When his brother fell in love with Xu Luyang, Duan Shenyun was very pessimistic, because he had heard of Xu Luyang's reputation, it stinks to death, and he is an unreliable thief.

Xu Luyang went to his house once, and Duan Shenyun's face was dark the whole time, and he didn't give him a good look.

"If you dare to be sorry to my brother, I will definitely let you die." At that time, Duan Shenyun took advantage of his brother's spare time to go to the bathroom to warn him, the murderous look in his eyes flashed away, as if he could really chop Xu Luyang.

At that time, Xu Luyang was overwhelmed by the aura of a boy who was three years younger than himself.

Later, something happened to Duan Muyun's medical team, and Duan Shenyun really almost strangled Xu Luyang to death.

He was resting in the dressing room at that time, when the door was pushed open suddenly, Duan Shenyun rushed over with red eyes like crazy.

Xu Luyang seemed to only see a shadow, and was thrown to the ground in the next second, with a pair of big hands gripping his neck, Xu Luyang suddenly had difficulty breathing, and felt that the hands were getting stronger and stronger, as if they were going to tear him apart.

"Don't..." Xu Luyang's face turned red, and he struggled hard, trying to push his hand away.

"What's wrong with you guys!" Luckily, a staff member broke in. Seeing this scene, they were frightened to death, and quickly pulled Duan Shenyun aside.

Xu Luyang's lungs were finally squeezed into a sliver of air, he was breathing greedily, coughing until he was choked.

He raised his head to look at Duan Shenyun, and saw a sad and stern look in his eyes, wishing he could crush him, Duan Shenyun said word by word: "Xu Luyang, return my brother to me."

At that moment, Xu Luyang realized that there really are creatures like brother control in the world, it's amazing.

"I'm sorry." Xu Luyang repeated, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't know he would really go."

Duan Shenyun looked at him with complicated eyes, his eyes were too sharp, which made Xu Luyang feel a little scared.

Duan Shenyun said tremblingly: "Have you never asked about him, and have always been indifferent to his thoughts?"

Xu Luyang only knew that before Duan Muyun went to the disaster area, he said that he wanted to break up with him. During that time, because Xu Luyang was always busy, he was left out in the cold.

The two had a quarrel, and Xu Luyang was in a bad mood at the time, and he was angry, so he said, "Don't think you can threaten me by going to the disaster area, don't pretend!"

This sentence is indeed too much, because he knows that being a doctor with medical ethics is Duan Muyun's career ideal in this life, and attacking his career ideal so sharply is tantamount to slapping someone in the face.

Xu Luyang also felt very regretful after speaking, and immediately withdrew it, but this sentence was still seen by Duan Muyun.

He could feel how uncomfortable Duan Muyun was when he saw it, because he packed his luggage and left the next day.

"Maybe you have never tried to understand me." Duan Muyun said, "Xu Luyang, I found that I am a little naive."

"Xu Luyang, I want to ask you a question." This was the last message Duan Muyun sent him. In the end, Xu Luyang didn't know what his problem was.

It may be "Did you love me?" or "If I leave, will you cry?"

Later, Xu Luyang regretted so much that his intestines turned green, because he knew Duan Muyun loved him very much, so he took this as his weapon. How could he know that this weapon was so sharp that it could kill people invisible.

The more Duan Shenyun asked, the angrier he became, he grabbed Xu Luyang by the collar and punched him on the cheekbone.

The rain that had already stopped, now it started to fall very well, it was icy cold to the bone.

Xu Luyang didn't fight back, he let him do it, looked at Duan Shenyun numbly, and only three words came out of his mouth, "I'm sorry."

Duan Shenyun didn't hit hard enough, he beat him black and blue in a short while, and pushed Xu Luyang down in the muddy cemetery.

Xu Luyang felt that his whole body was covered in mud. Pain and chills came in bursts, as if they were about to penetrate into his bones. He couldn't help frowning, and vomited in pain. If these pains can bring him psychological salvation , Xu Luyang thinks it's worth it.

When Duan Shenyun left, Xu Luyang really felt that he was going to die in the cemetery, his whole body was drenched by the rain.

He stood up in embarrassment, feeling that his hair was sticky and the rain was dripping from his hair, trickling down his cheeks, and there were stars in front of his eyes.

Xu Luyang vaguely saw that the piece of muddy water he just lay down on had been dyed red, and he didn't know where he was bleeding, because he felt like his internal organs were torn apart Pain, I can't tell where it hurts more.

Xu Luyang exhausted his last bit of strength and called Zuo Cheng, "Come pick me up."

"Where are you?" Zuo Cheng asked, "Why does your voice sound so tired?"

Xu Luyang sent him the location, and then fell into a coma.

At that time, Zuo Cheng had just finished recording the show, and after receiving the call, everyone saw him slam the door open, and rushed out of the dressing room.

"Zuo Cheng? Hey, why did you go, didn't you say we had dinner together?" Fu Chaoxi called him from behind.

"I can't go because of something." Zuo Cheng shouted.

The location Xu Luyang sent was very far away, and it was already an hour after Zuo Cheng took a taxi there.

The surrounding environment is very gloomy, and the weather is cold. When Zuo Cheng saw someone lying down in the mud, he felt so distressed that he was going crazy. Tears couldn't stop falling, and he hugged him with red eyes, "Who What did you do? How did you become like this?"

Zuo Cheng took out a tissue, wiped his face carefully, and shook Xu Luyang, "Can you hear me?"

Xu Luyang closed his eyes and said nothing, Zuo Cheng couldn't help sobbing, he patted his shoulder and cried, "Say something."

Xu Luyang pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

Zuo Cheng cried and stuffed him into the car. Although he tried his best to restrain himself, he still couldn't help shaking and lost his mind.

He drove the car with great difficulty, driving out of the cemetery, the car skidded constantly, and almost hit the wall when turning.

Zuo Cheng's eyes were blurred, he glanced at Xu Luyang in the rearview mirror, and raised his hand to wipe away his tears.

He was really scared that he would lose Xu Luyang, so scared, so scared, more scared than falling into endless darkness.

Zuo Cheng remembered what his father told him, the feeling of falling into a black hole, the first 10 minutes felt like a long darkness, and then he was suddenly involved in a hurricane, surrounded by a powerful force, and after a few short seconds of bone-piercing pain, Then it was quickly torn apart and turned into countless atoms in the black hole.

Zuo Cheng now feels that he is being torn apart, but this feeling is long and slow.

"Don't panic, Zuo Cheng, you can't panic." Zuo Cheng comforted himself.

His car was getting faster and faster, and his emotions gradually collapsed. He couldn't help roaring out, crying until he lost his voice.

It was the first time for Zuo Cheng to feel the heartbreak of a human being. It was unbearable and the pain was unbearable.

He now has the temperature of a human being, but he has also become vulnerable. He has weaknesses and weaknesses.

Xu Luyang was sent to the hospital with broken ribs and arachnoid hemorrhage.

It can be seen that the person who beat him was cruel, and there were many bruises all over his body, which were unsightly.

He was still awake, lying quietly on the hospital bed, his lips were a little pale.

The doctor said that after taking anti-inflammatory drugs, I should wake up slowly.

Zuo Cheng sat beside him and guarded him motionlessly, and the first thing he did when he opened his eyes, Zuo Cheng immediately held his hand.

Xu Luyang frowned, and said hoarsely, "Water."

Zuo Cheng poured him a glass of warm water, dipped his lips with a cotton swab, and fed him a sip of water.

"Who did it?" Zuo Cheng asked calmly, "Tell me."

Xu Luyang used to rely on his face to make a living, and he would definitely not be able to open business during the recovery period. Zuo Cheng thought it was malicious revenge from his colleagues.

"fine."

"It's okay to be beaten like this?" Zuo Cheng said, "Tell me who it is."

"No one." Xu Luyang coughed and shook his head.

Zuo Cheng put the water glass back to its original place, feeling a little unhappy.

"I get it, you just don't love me anymore." Zuo Cheng said, "You only loved me for a short while, and you kept hiding something from me. I always think it has something to do with your ex-boyfriend."

The man's sixth sense was really accurate, Xu Luyang was dumbfounded and subconsciously said, "How do you know?"

Oh, sure enough.

Zuo Cheng has figured out the ins and outs, "Duan Shenyun moved his hand?"

Xu Luyang nodded slowly, and had to admire Zuo Cheng's really high IQ.

Then it can be explained that he didn't want to say it just now. In order to protect his ex-boyfriend, he was afraid that Zuo Cheng would find trouble with him.

Zuo Cheng nodded, a trace of displeasure flashed in his eyes, "I see."

Xu Luyang thought he would be upset, but Zuo Cheng just kissed his forehead, and then looked at him for a long time.

Seeing the expression on Zuo Cheng's face, Xu Luyang asked with some doubts: "What's wrong?"

"We have to face a longer parting all the time. One day in the future, you will definitely leave me." Zuo Cheng took his hand and put it on his chest, a line of tears flowed from the corner of his eye, "When I think about it, I feel My heart hurts so much, touch it, here it is.”

Xu Luyang raised his hand and touched it.

Zuo Cheng said with red eyes: "What to do, I can't live without you."

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