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Xu Luyang was really tired,? He was sent to the hospital, crying in his sleep.

When Lin Shen saw him, he couldn't believe that he would become like this in only a few days. It is no exaggeration to say that he looks like a skeleton.

No matter what happened in the past,? He was always the chic and handsome Xu Luyang in Yushu Linfeng,? Silent and calm in front of others, funny and indifferent behind others,? He had never seen Xu Luyang so...decadent.

His eyes were filled with deathly silence, and his face was white ashes.

When he woke up, he held Lin Shen's hand tightly and cried intermittently like a child.

Seeing that Lin Shen also wanted to cry, his eyes were red, and he vaguely remembered, when the two of them were still teenagers? At that time, Xu Luyang's own mother abandoned him? He didn't dare to cry in a place where there were people? Squatting on the side of the road holding the schoolbag, twitching his shoulders sadly, tears streaming down wantonly.

He probably hasn't seen Xu Luyang cry for more than ten years.

"They... they all said,? Zuo Cheng couldn't be found, but I don't believe it,? I really don't believe it." Xu Luyang said, "I haven't found his body yet, so I'm going to keep looking, keep looking, keep looking ..."

While crying, he said: "Zuo Cheng can't just disappear like this, he is not an ordinary person, he is different from us."

Lin Shen nodded, "I can understand your feelings. Now the outside media are also reporting. The police only said that his whereabouts were unknown, but did not say that he was dead. However, the possibility of this person surviving is unlikely..."

"Even you said that..." Xu Luyang stared blankly at the air and coughed violently.

Lin Shen hugged him silently.

"Do you know how much I like him?" Xu Luyang said, "I have never liked anyone so much in my life."

When holding his hand in that snowy day, Xu Luyang prayed silently in his heart—God, have you seen this handsome man in front of you?Let me be with him forever, I am willing to pay any price.

However, he couldn't be with Zuo Cheng forever, and the time they spent together was only a handful.

News about Zuo Cheng's death spread overwhelmingly in the media. Some people said that he was assassinated because he violated the interests of a certain capital tycoon.

Some people said that he was hit by a competitor, while others said that it was just an ordinary traffic accident and that the driver was drunk...

Zuo Cheng's fans held a spontaneous rally and asked everyone to give an explanation. The scale of the event shocked all the media, and it almost occupied the top of all topic lists in the past few days.

Many people were amazed, what kind of power does Zuo Cheng have to have such a group of fans with such high loyalty and stickiness.

——"What kind of broken company, the person who harmed my brother can't be found, what is it for?"

——"Thinking carefully, I am terrified. In broad daylight, there is still surveillance, and people just disappear like this?"

——"The body has not been salvaged yet, could it be a conspiracy?"

——"There is a possibility of a few tenths of a percent, Zuo Cheng is not dead yet."

——"After knowing the news, I really cried until I fainted, he is such a good person..."

— “My light is gone.”

——"I hope he can be so dazzling in another world."

——“On the night when the stars came, your life withered before my eyes.”

——"I have been unable to accept the news since I saw the news a few days ago. This is too uncomfortable."

Xu Luyang went from heartbroken to exhausted, and now he has become numb.

He stopped all work, still did not give up looking for Zuo Cheng, and even made a big fuss at the memorial ceremony for Zuo Cheng held by fans.

Everyone was immersed in grief at that time, and no one noticed that the man in black quietly walked onto the stage from behind, and then snatched the portrait on the stage.

Someone exclaimed, "Isn't this Xu Luyang? What are you doing?"

Xu Luyang said: "He's not dead yet, I won't allow you to hang his portrait here, it's unlucky."

Someone hugged him who was emotional, and then tried to snatch the portrait from his hand. Xu Luyang grabbed the photo frame desperately, his knuckles were white, almost bleeding from scratching, his eyes were firm, and he said silently: "He is not dead yet, His portrait cannot be hung."

In the end, it was Lin Shen and the others who rushed over and forcibly dragged Xu Luyang away. Xu Luyang lost all reason and roared at Lin Shen: "Why are you doing this to him! He's still alive, he's not dead! The body hasn't been found yet. He's not dead! Why are you so bad?!"

Seeing his red eyes like a madman, Lin Shen shook his head and said hoarsely: "Xu Luyang, don't do this, I'm really worried about you."

Judging from his current mental state, it is really abnormal.

Xu Luyang covered his face and turned his back, and wept softly and suppressedly in front of everyone, with grievance in his voice, "I'm just so sad, I'm really sad, please don't wake me up How am I, thousands of thousands, I just want to hear from you that he is still alive, and let me know that I am not the only one who thinks so..."

He turned his face, looked at Lin Shen almost beggingly, grabbed the corner of his clothes and asked, "Is Zuo Cheng still alive?"

Lin Shenhong's eyes gritted his teeth, then shook his head slowly.

Xu Luyang froze for a moment, feeling as if a basin of water had been poured down his head, his whole body was cold, and his emotions broke down again to the point of crying bitterly.

Xu Luyang broke down like this repeatedly. He didn't know how many times he went to the riverside every day, just sat like that, didn't speak, looked at the calm river water, and saw his own shadow.

At the beginning, Lin Shen was afraid that he would throw himself into the river just because he couldn't think about it, so he followed him all the time, making friends around him look good, and even hired a few people to follow Xu Luyang, and stop him when he had suicidal thoughts.

However, it seemed that Xu Luyang was very calm and didn't feel like jumping off at all, he just watched.

After about a month like this, many people are still immersed in the grief of Zuo Cheng's disappearance, and many people have quietly replaced the wall.

Recently, a new talent show is being auditioned, and those young and fresh faces are like mushrooms after a spring rain, vying to break out of the ground.

As for Zuo Cheng, it really seemed that he had never come to this world.

Fu Chaoxi visited Xu Luyang several times, and the two recalled a lot about Zuo Cheng.

"Actually, I also think he should still be there, maybe he's just not in this world anymore." Fu Chaoxi said, "I've always thought Teacher Zuo was very, very amazing, he wouldn't die so easily."

Xu Luyang's jet-black eyes glowed again, "You think so, too."

Fu Chaoxi nodded, "I think he might be here to experience the world. We can't keep such a beautiful person as Mr. Zuo. I hope he can live happily in another world."

Xu Luyang was particularly moved by what he said.

"So, you have to live a good life. Maybe one day, he will reappear by your side." Fu Chaoxi said, "I feel very lucky to have met him."

Xu Luyang remained silent.

He acted in that Xie Tianxiao movie. On the day of the finale, it was as if he had completed all the tasks. He couldn't recover for a long time after taking off his makeup.

The film took half a year, and he seemed to have become a character.

Xie Tianxiao asked him to drink tea at a teahouse in the middle of the lake next to the film crew. Looking at the white-bearded director in front of him, Xu Luyang's eyes were clear and transparent.

"It feels like you have changed a lot in the past year." Director Xie Tianxiao said, "Compared to before, you have risen to a different dimension."

It is difficult for someone to talk about acting with his like-minded people. Xu Luyang said lightly: "I think there are several stages in acting. The first stage is artificial, incomprehensible, and I don't know what I am acting. The second stage, Attaching to the surface and exploring in a daze. The third stage is small achievements and initial prototypes. The fourth stage is stagnant and impetuous. The fifth stage is suddenly enlightened and found oneself.”

"Then how did you find yourself?" Xie Tian asked him with a smile.

Xu Luyang looked at the lake, and then said calmly: "Probably because of the loss of a loved one, I sat by the river that day, and saw myself."

Xie Tian smiled and nodded, "Yes, we are doomed to lose the ones we love, otherwise we won't know how precious they are."

"The Curious Case of Benjamin Button" Xu Luyang said, "Actually, some people told me that people in their world would go back in time, and when a certain amount of time passed, parents would return to their children's womb, and everyone would meet again."

"He's sure to be a very interesting guy."

"But he's gone." There was a little loneliness hidden in Xu Luyang's eyes.

"This movie will definitely win awards." Xie Tian said with a smile, "At least two."

Sure enough, at the film festival, "Breaking Dawn" starring Xu Luyang broke through the siege and became the best film of the year, and he won the title of actor again for this reason.

He is the first in China to have such a reputation as a double actor. This is of great significance to him, because this is the real protagonist he plays.

When Xu Luyang stood on the pinnacle of honor and walked up to the podium unhurriedly, holding a [-]-word acceptance speech in English in his hand, it didn't matter that he had already mastered it by heart.

Under the gaze of the people, he took the golden trophy, and then said into the microphone in fluent English: "Actually, I feel that this year is going to be the end of my whole life. Acting in this drama is also a long time. It’s like spending a lifetime. I thought about standing here today a year ago, and I must tell the whole world that I like a person and I want to be with him forever, but now that he’s gone, I can’t be with him Together forever. I still want him to know that I love him forever, and his name is Zuo Cheng."

It's been a long time since this confession was heard, and almost everyone felt like it was stuck in their throats.

Especially the tears of Zuo Cheng's fans were touched. They went through the interaction between Zuo Cheng and Xu Luyang in the show bit by bit. very sweet.

Only then did they realize, oh, it turned out that there was already a trace between the two of them.

Someone even intercepted it on purpose. Before Xu Luyang presented the award to Zuo Cheng, he leaned very close to him, bowed his head and whispered to him. The eyes of the two were full of spring. Now it seems that they are full of love.

When everyone Aite asked, Xu Luyang said a lot at that time, and Xu Luyang replied without hesitation: "I love you."

He regretted not speaking louder then.

Xu Luyang said: "You, a star, have your own name in my universe."

Zuo Cheng used the trumpet to send out: "Stars are not luminous bodies and you are my universe."

Responding to the other party secretly, there is joy that cannot be hidden between the lines.

In the photos at that time, Zuo Cheng's eyes were full of Xu Luyang, his universe was so small that it could only accommodate one person.

The beautiful love between them has finally been recognized by everyone, and Xu Luyang finally has a lot of CP fans, but he is no longer by his side.

After winning the Best Actor award, Xu Luyang solemnly announced that he would quit the entertainment industry and never act again.

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