What bad thoughts can a canary have?

"Fu... President Fu..." the assistant called out cautiously, wanting to ask what should be done at the press conference.

Fu Shiyue turned his head, with a kind of bewildered eyes that he had never seen before. He had a pair of thick black and quiet eyes, usually like a deep whirlpool, so that people could not see any emotions inside, but at this moment, it was like experiencing a torment. A snowstorm covered the sky.

The assistant restrained his heartbeat, and changed his words in fear, "You didn't pick your wheat."

Fu Shiyue pulled off the microphone, handed it to him casually, and resolutely walked out of the arena. Secretary Bai hesitated, and said to the assistant, "I'll leave it to you."

The endless wind on the tarmac was howling. Secretary Bai hurriedly made a phone call. With strong working ability, everything was arranged properly on the road. The pilots and drivers all arrived at their posts. The press conference went on as usual. The person in charge of the airline on the other side of the world was already waiting. The only thing that is not sure about Fu Shiyue.

This man has not said a word since he got on the plane. He leaned against the back of the seat and stared at one place quietly. dare not.

Fu Shiyue wasn't thinking about Lin Fei. To be precise, he didn't have any thoughts in his head. He was inexplicable about what happened, as if he was in a mess. He tried to break free from the mess, but the mess was like a sharp wire. The tighter it is, the tighter it is between the narrow skulls, his head hurts, the heart in his chest is beating wildly, and the shirt behind his back is soaked in cold sweat, like a nightmare from which he cannot wake up.

Secretary Bai's voice fluctuated from far to near, and the word "Lin Fei" was like a sharp needle piercing his heart. He suddenly raised his head and asked dryly, "What's wrong with him?"

"I said... Lin Fei is very lucky, he will be fine." Secretary Bai comforted softly.

Fu Shiyue's deep eyes suddenly brightened a little, and his eyelashes moved heavily, "Really?"

After a slight pause, the light in his eyes disappeared without a trace, and he murmured to himself: "He is very unlucky, his parents divorced and abandoned him, his grades reached the admission line of the attached high school, but he couldn't pay for the school choice." Fei, his biological mother treats him as a blood bag, and his father is an asshole, can such a person be considered lucky?"

Secretary Bai was not only surprised by Fu Shiyue's tone of self-talk, but also surprised that Lin Fei's upbringing environment was so harsh. She usually saw Lin Fei's high-spirited appearance, and thought that he came from a superior background, "Boss Fu, Lin Fei can meet you, on behalf of He's lucky."

Fu Shiyue moved his gaze to her face, and said in a low voice, "He's very unlucky."

"I can't understand the secular emotions, why I cry, why I laugh, these are meaningless, everyone I meet fears me, hates me, only he loves me, but he is too clean." Fu Shiyue lifted Hands, palms covering eyes, clear adam's apple ups and downs, "I long to have him, but I don't want him to be afraid that I will hate me, so I use disgraceful means to enter his life, he is as beautiful as I imagined, and With him, I feel alive."

For Fu Shiyue, there is no difference between living and dying. It was Lin Fei who made him feel the colorful and intense emotions, and made him truly feel that he was a living person.

Secretary Bai had never heard him mention his relationship, and had always only talked about work. It was the first time she heard such a sincere speech, and she said with fear and panic, "I can feel that Lin Fei also likes you very much."

"No, he hates me." Fu Shiyue shook his head slightly and corrected her, "Because I said he was my pet, I tied him up with dirty tricks, and he hated me to death, that's why he got on that class The reason for the flight, he wanted to get out of my control and leave me far away."

"Because of me, he betrayed all relatives, has nothing, and now dies..." He paused, and slowly said: "It is my luck that Lin Fei met me, and it is his bad luck."

If he hadn't met himself, Lin Fei would have been a pure and happy young man, thinking hard about a problem in class, maybe he would have received a love letter from a classmate, talking about his future life, instead of hanging by a thread, life and death are uncertain .

Fu Shiyue stopped abruptly, looking at the snow-white roof of the cabin, he had a headache, but it was not a severe pain. The pain at the end of the twigs permeated every nerve, and his lungs also ached. Every breath he took was like a patient with advanced lung cancer as difficult.

He is terrified.

Fear of imminent news.

In the crowded airport, reunions and partings are staged every day. Crowds of reporters outside the office area of ​​the airline company are crowded around. Crying and broken people lie on the ground, screaming, roaring and scolding. The strong bodyguards leave. The crowd forcibly opened a passage.

Fu Shiyue walked quickly through the crowd, and went straight to the person in charge who had been waiting for a long time in the hall. It was a very young Germanic woman. Seeing him coming, she took a deep breath and said solemnly: "Mr. Fu, hello, We have just received accurate information that the plane deviated from the planned route and probably crashed somewhere in the Atlantic Ocean. It took only 37 seconds for the entire process from sending to when the signal disappeared. The cause of the accident is currently unclear, and we are actively contacting the search and rescue company..."

"Passenger list." Fu Shiyue was breathing tremblingly, and reason became a burden at this moment. He knew the meaning of this jargon too well. 37 seconds was not enough time to open the parachute, and he would definitely die if he fell into the boundless Atlantic Ocean.

The person in charge hesitated for a few seconds, Fu Shiyue grabbed the folder in her hand, held his breath and scanned the list up and down, quickly flipping through the pages, the person in charge looked at him and said: "This is the passenger boarding this time, the list is currently not accurate, among them A passenger got off the plane due to illness before closing the cabin door, and we are getting the passenger's information from the hospital..."

She was still talking, and Fu Shiyue's eyes were fixed on a line of letters.

Lin Fei.

All of a sudden, a strange feeling came over him, crushing the dull aching head and the pain in the throat, this severe pain overwhelmed all the pain, he saw countless collapsed people outside the window, and saw crowds of people The team flew to look for white pigeons and saw the brilliant and bright sunset.

He forgot how he walked out of that door, and he didn't quite remember when he was sitting on this bench, the blood all over his body was congealed inch by inch, the shirt soaked in cold sweat was tightly stuck to his body, the cold wind blew past, piercing his bones The icy cold swept over.

The little girl holding the marshmallow walked past him, blinking her big dark eyes, "Uncle, why are you crying?"

Fu Shiyue only realized the coolness on his cheeks. He raised his face. When he met Lin Fei for the first time, his eyes were bright, clean, and full of vitality, like young leaves blooming on a cliff, with tenacious vitality. Lin Fei was bright, seductive, and lovely. , Laziness, and giving myself happiness and joy that I have never experienced before, completely different from the hatred and numb eyes later, Fu Shiyue tried to think about his beauty, but every frame in his mind was Lin Fei hating him at the end of his life look.

Lin Fei completely won this battle.

The pain in the left chest was like being devoured by germs one by one, as if the blood on the apex of the heart had been sucked out, leaving only an empty shell.

I suddenly remembered that before the mad woman died, she stared at him with red eyes, as if she was looking at an enemy she hated, and howled at the top of her lungs——

"No one will love you! You are a psycho, and no one will ever love you!"

"You will be punished! You will go to hell!"

"You lose everything you gain! You gain nothing!"

Fu Shiyue always took it as a joke, even cursing people was so vulgar, and she died unjustly, and even wanted her to die badly, and the skull was made into an ornament for ridicule, but he didn't expect it to be a prophecy.

This moment has all come true, he is in a living hell, if not for himself, Lin Fei would not have boarded this flight, he turned into a rope in the name of love, and personally sent the only person who loved him to gallows.

He is the culprit.

The painful emotions have already exceeded the load of ordinary people, but Fu Shiyue's natural personality is sober and indifferent, he can't even break down and cry, and he can't escape temporarily.

Secretary Bai was crying with exquisite makeup, bought a cup of steaming coffee, and handed it to him, "Mr. Fu, drink a cup of coffee to keep you warm. The list is not yet confirmed, and we still have [-]% hope."

Fu Shiyue didn't move at all, but asked her seriously, "Will my birthday wish come true?"

"Ah?" Secretary Bai couldn't understand this inexplicable question.

Fu Shiyue's voice was very hoarse, and he said every word: "Lin Fei is the first person to celebrate my birthday. He made a wish for me. He loves what I love and asks for what I ask. Now I hope he is intact. As long as he is alive, I can accept anything, even leaving me..."

As long as you are alive, you don't dare to ask for anything else.

God has the virtue of good life, and the retribution should also be retribution on him, and innocent and kind people cannot be implicated.

"Boss Fu..." Secretary Bai burst into tears. When has she ever seen Fu Shiyue look so humble and pitiful? In her definition, this man is a horrible existence. It is a tool in his hands, there is only whether it is easy to use or not, and there is no attachment of emotion.

As one of the most handy tools she used, unfortunately she was able to see his true colors. The first time she saw Lin Fei, she didn't take this boy seriously at all, thinking it was just a novel tool, but she didn't expect that this boy was so powerful. It broke into Fu Shiyue's heart, deeply rooted in it, and now it's uprooted again, and the mountains are falling apart.

She choked up and said, "I'll continue to connect with the airline, and I'll be fine."

Fu Shiyue stood up, stroked his disheveled hair, and tried his best to calm himself down, "Now you go to talk about the acquisition of a marine search and rescue company. I can't wait for the airline to finish the cooperation process. I'm willing to pay any amount."

"I have a lot of money, a lot." He said softly, looking at the blue sea in front of him, his voice trembling, "I must find him, and I can't let him die in the Atlantic Ocean. He is very afraid of the cold."