After being scared to cry by me, she confessed to me

Yan Shu didn't know how long she stood there.

Her feet were a little numb as she stood, it was dark, and the surroundings were completely quiet.

Xu Lan left, Ye Chuyi also left, and she was the only one left.

So Yan Shu also went home, carrying a cake and a pen in her hand.

After returning home, Yan Shu returned to her room.

She took out her mobile phone first, and wanted to send a message to Xu Lan, but typed a lot of words on the dialog box, and finally deleted them all, and sent a picture of a pen instead.

[Sister Xu Lan, you left your things here, remember to come and get them tomorrow]

Xu Lan quickly replied.

【OK】

Yan Shu didn't know what else to talk about, let alone how to ask some words, so she chose to put the phone aside and opened the small cake by herself.

She saw Xu Lan eat two more bites of this cake today, so she took it specially.

More bitter than sweet.

Yan Shu didn't like this kind of cake, so she would have thrown it away in the past, but today, she just kept repeating the action of digging it up and putting it in her mouth.

After all, she was still a little sad.

Because she... likes Xu Lan, it was love at first sight.

If it wasn't for liking her, how could she have put so much effort into getting in front of Xu Lan.

But Xu Lan doesn't seem to like her.

Oh no, it's not like, it's true that I don't like it.

In fact, this was the expected answer, but Yan Shu was not ready to listen so early.

For Xu Lan, she used to be a customer, but now she is a student, there has never been any special relationship.

It's because she is young, so she often loves to dream.

There are a thousand truths and 1 reasons. She can find the most suitable one for Xu Lan, and it's not Xu Lan's fault anyway.

It's just that Yan Shu still couldn't help but wanted to cry.

The girl blinked, and the circles of her eyes turned slightly red until the curled eyelashes were stained with traces of moisture.

Yan Shu felt that she was not reconciled.

If you haven't said what you like yet, what others say instead doesn't count.

She wants to confess in person.

Hotel room.

Xu Lan was lying in the bathtub, pinching the duckling, while looking at the foam on the water surface expressionlessly.

Thinking of everything that happened just now, she still felt a little unspeakably irritated, as if she had said something she shouldn't have said.

So Xu Lan carefully recalled it from beginning to end, but couldn't tell what was wrong.

Xu Lan remembered the last question Ye Chuyi asked herself.

"If Yanshu and I are together, will you bless me?"

And her answer was—

"of course."

In all fairness, Ye Chuyi is a very beautiful girl, although her tone of voice is a bit annoying, but her eyes are still clear, and Xu Lan can tell at a glance that she has no bad intentions.

If Yan Shu would be with Ye Chuyi, it must be because of liking.

Yan Shu can be with the person she likes, of course she should bless her.

This logic is completely correct, there is no fault at all

Xu Lan thought this way, but she always felt that there was something vaguely unreasonable, which caused her current entanglement in her current state.

But the more Xu Lan tried to figure it out, the more he didn't understand it.

For Yan Shu, it is easy to make a plan, but difficult to implement it.

When I met Xu Lan again, the words of confession came to my lips several times, but I just couldn't say them.

Until the two of them were in class, Yan Shu's state was a little bit wrong.

After talking about a question three times, Xu Lan finally noticed it.

She put down the pen, looked at Yan Shu, and asked, "Is there something on your mind?"

Yan Shu raised her head to look at her, pursed her lips and did not answer, but asked, "Sister, can I ask you a question?"

"Ok?"

"do you hate me?"

Xu Lan didn't need to think about this question at all, so he just shook his head.

Yan Shu asked again: "Then what kind of girl do you like?"

When asked this question suddenly, Xu Lan froze for a moment, but then she began to think seriously.

After a few seconds, Xu Lan replied, "I like girls who are well-behaved, gentle and cute."

This answer was almost the same as what Yan Shu had speculated before.

Therefore, she has been wearing beautiful skirts for so long, and she has also played the role of "good and soft girl" for so long.

But when she really got this answer, Yan Shu felt a little uncomfortable.

She worked so hard to play a role that Xu Lan might like, and suddenly, she felt a little pitiful.

Actually, just a little bit.

A sour feeling crept up in her heart, Yan Shu sniffed, and looked straight at Xu Lan, "Then can I ask you another question?"

Xu Lan nodded.

Yan Shu raised the corners of her lips, showing the cute smile she practiced in the mirror eight hundred times yesterday, and asked, "Sister, will you like me?"

Not like it, but would you like it?

Even if you don't like it now, it will be possible in the future.

When asked this question, Xu Lan's expression froze slightly.

She didn't answer directly, but asked with some helplessness: "Why do you ask such a question suddenly?"

"I just want to know what I am like in my sister's heart."

Xu Lan was silent for a while, and then replied in a serious voice: "Yanshu, you are the cutest girl I have ever seen."

Yan Shu felt that she should be happy, so she smiled with her eyes bent.

But she smiled reluctantly, obviously not really happy.

The word cute suddenly became a not so beautiful word in Yan Shu's heart.

Because the so-called cuteness she showed in front of Xu Lan was all an illusion she tried hard to perform, and it was just a lie to deceive Xu Lan.

In fact, she likes to fight very much, and also likes to talk fiercely, and often skips classes, and likes to do many things that have nothing to do with the word "cute".

The real her has nothing to do with being cute, and before she put on this dress, no one had ever praised her for being cute.

Thinking of this, Yan Shu said, "Actually, I lied to you about something. The post you saw on our school forum yesterday was not a rumor, it was true."

"I used to fight a lot and it wasn't cute at all."

However, to Yan Shu's surprise, Xu Lan smiled and asked her, "So what?"

Yeah, so what if it's all true?

Xu Lan remembered the scene that Ye Chuyi described yesterday, and she suddenly felt a little empathy for what Ye Chuyi said.

Yan Shu's little face must be cute whether she is angry or punching someone.

The senior gangsters sound like an annoying existence, and beating them can be regarded as helping justice.

What Xu Lan said surprised Yan Shu's eyes, but then she buried her head lower, as if she was doing some psychological construction for herself.

I don't know how long it has passed, and the air is quiet.

The girl's voice was low but clear.

"Then sister, I have one last question, you know? I like you."

"I know that what I said may seem naive and ridiculous to you, but I really thought about it for a long time. I like you and want to be with you, and it's the kind of life."

After Yan Shu said this, she raised her head, her eyes were shining brightly, as if they were full of stars.

Clean, beautiful, and clear enough to swallow all the darkness and loneliness.

Xu Lan suddenly felt that his heart, which had been dead for many years, miraculously beat.

Not for anything else, just for Yanshu's "I like you".

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