After being scared to cry by me, she confessed to me

Of course, face the problem.

Xu Lan would not agree before, and even less now.

This is like rejecting someone's courtship when you were living well, but agreeing to him before you die, it is too immoral.

But she still couldn't say no, she just said: "Yanshu, I will leave soon, and you still have a long future."

Between them, there is no chance to walk the same path.

Speaking of this question, Yan Shu's eye circles turned red.

She turned her head and looked up a little, lest she couldn't control the tears.

She said: "But that person just said clearly, as long as we find your memory... as long as..."

Speaking of this, Yan Shu was also stunned.

As long as Xu Lan's memory is found, she can be reincarnated.

Then the result is still the same, Xu Lan will leave her.

Yan Shu was slightly taken aback, and then showed an ugly wry smile.

How could this be the case, this is a dead end that is doomed to be separated no matter what the choice is, just like a tragedy doomed to no fruit.

The most unlucky thing in the world is not that a cowardly person suddenly finds out that the person he likes is a ghost, but that he can't keep her after he finds out.

Yan Shu took a deep breath and forced herself to calm down, "Okay, just pretend that I haven't said anything. I don't want you to be with me anymore, and I don't want you to like me."

"Let's go find your memory. You must be lonely by yourself for so long, right?"

"As long as you regain your memory, you can leave here. At that time, you will forget all this and have a completely new life."

"New family, new friends, and new... lovers."

Xu Lan's eyes fell on Yan Shu's face, with a bit of indescribable complexity.

She suddenly thought absurdly, the scene of the teacher in the kindergarten coaxing the children.

At this moment, Yan Shu looks like this.

There was hope, anticipation, and pleading in those eyes.

Xu Lan couldn't bear to refuse her any longer.

But her memory has been lost for too long, how many times she has tried in vain, it just adds to the pain.

Even so, Xu Lan still agreed.

She said: "Then you have to promise me that if you can't find it in the end, you are not allowed to shed tears."

Yan Shu also nodded vigorously, "Okay."

Early the next morning, Yan's father really woke up.

Xu Lan accompanied Yan Shu to the hospital for a look, and then embarked on the road of "finding memories" where the two met.

Yan Shu put on a beautiful white skirt and a woolen coat again, which suited her perfectly.

In fact, she didn't like this kind of dress very much, but she knew that Xu Lan would like it, so she still wore it.

Yan Shu was full of confidence, and tried her best to let her smile catch Xu Lan's emotions.

But this memory is not so easy to find, otherwise Xu Lan would not have searched for so many years without any results.

Half a month lasted, and this time actually passed extremely quickly.

In a blink of an eye, ten days passed, but the two of them got nothing.

But today is Yan Shu's birthday.

Under such circumstances, Yan Shu was not in the mood to celebrate her birthday, but Xu Lan had booked a restaurant in advance with Yan Shu's favorite ice cream.

When informed of the news, Yan Shu pursed her lips, then raised her head and showed a very happy smile, "Really? That's great!"

Xu Lan reached out and touched her face with a gentle voice, "If you don't want to laugh, you don't have to."

Yan Shu was slightly taken aback, the smile on her face was a little stiff.

But she still kept her mouth shut and said, "How could it be? I'm very happy."

The two looked at each other, silent to each other.

In the next second, Yan Shu was defeated.

She cried and said, "I don't want to go."

In this case, how could she be in the mood to celebrate her birthday.

If it wasn't for Xu Lan being in front of her, she might have been about to cry.

Xu Lan reached out and stroked her hair, "I don't want us to have no happy memories after I leave."

For Xu Lan, she lived every day they spent together as if it was her last.

This sentence was the best reason, successfully persuading Yan Shu.

So Yan Shu took Xu Lan's hand and followed her into the restaurant.

The location by the window, exquisite food, and two layers of beautiful cakes.

All of this was what Yan Shu once liked.

Holding a knife and fork, she ate these delicacies in small bites, but felt a little hard to swallow.

Even if he refuses to admit defeat and still wants to struggle hard, but after most of the time has passed, he still feels a little dim.

She seemed to be powerless at all.

Even though she was reluctant and resisted in every possible way, Yan Shu put down her knife and fork and looked at Xu Lan.

She swallowed the small mouthful of food, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Xu Lan, do you have any wishes that have not been fulfilled? Today I am the birthday star, and I will give you one of the wishes I can make."

Wish?

Xu Lan remembered that the last time she made a wish was on New Year's Day, facing the sky full of fireworks, but that wish seemed to have the effect of poisonous milk, and it was not too good.

But this time, Xu Lan still thought seriously.

"I want to go to an amusement park," she said.

In my impression, she has never been to an amusement park.

It's not because I lost my memory, but because I really haven't stepped into that place.

If you have any regrets before leaving this world, you should satisfy them.

"Okay." Yan Shu smiled, "Then we'll go after dinner."

The meal was eaten quickly, and both of them seemed to be looking forward to the amusement park.

Yan Shu bought tickets online. It is the largest playground in the city. The facilities inside are very luxurious and the venue is also very beautiful.

After the two walked in, they met a peddler selling toys.

"Wait a minute." Yan Shu stopped the peddler, bought two glowing rabbit ears, put one on her head, and gave the other to Xu Lan.

Xu Lan lowered her head slightly, and very cooperatively asked Yan Shu to put on the rabbit ears.

Yan Shu took out her mobile phone and took a photo with Xu Lan before she smiled and said, "Okay, let's go in."

Everything here is unfamiliar to Xu Lan.

From the beginning, the two sat through these facilities almost one by one, except of course, except for all the scary ones.

Because Yan Shu was a little afraid of heights, she asked Xu Lan to play by herself and she waited underneath, but Xu Lan also refused.

Until nearly twelve o'clock, the sky was dark, but the amusement park was still very lively.

Xu Lan was a little strange and asked, "It's so late, don't they go home yet?"

"You don't know that." Yan Shu took a bunch of candied haws, bit one and handed it to Xu Lan's mouth.

Xu Lan lowered her head and bit one too.

Only then was Yan Shu satisfied, and continued: "Because the Ferris wheel in this amusement park is the most beautiful in the entire imperial capital, but that Ferris wheel only rotates once a day, and it's twelve o'clock, so everyone is going to grab tickets La."

When Yan Shu said this, she smiled brighter, "Let's sit down too, shall we?"

For things that have not been tried, Xu Lan naturally readily agrees.

The two arrived at the queue for the Ferris wheel, which was already crowded with people.

After all, the limited number of tickets on sale will have to be squeezed in to grab them.

Yan Shu handed the candied haws to Xu Lan, smiled and blinked, "Help me get it."

As soon as Xu Lan took the candied haws, Yan Shu squeezed into the crowd like a fish.

She is bound to win this ticket.

Facts have proved that most of what Yan Shu wants to do can be done.

Holding two tickets, she waved to Xu Lan from a distance, her face full of joy.

Yan Shu trotted up to Xu Lan, waved the two tickets again as if showing off, and asked with a smile, "Am I good?"

And at this moment, a rude voice sounded.

"Hey, kid, give me the ticket in your hand."

Yan Shu frowned and looked behind her. There stood a tall and strong man with a flirtatious smile on his face and his arms around the woman in his arms.

His goal was also obvious, the ticket in Yan Shu's hand.

Yan Shu looked at him warily, but said nothing.

The man continued, "This ticket is one hundred, right? In this case, I will offer two hundred and give it to me."

The confident appearance of the man when he spoke was like a gift to Yan Shu.

The good mood of grabbing the ticket was immediately ruined, and Yan Shu directly refused, "No, we have to sit."

The female partner in the man's arms snorted softly, and whispered something in the man's ear as if coquettishly, which coaxed the man into a wicked smile.

The man looked at Yan Shu with eyes like dismissing a beggar, "Okay, the kid is quite dissatisfied, tell me, I'll give you as much as you want."

"I don't want your money." Yan Shu felt annoyed, she didn't want to talk to this man anymore, so she turned around, "Xu Lan, let's go up..."

However, the next second, Yan Shu's words were held in her throat.

Because she could clearly see that Xu Lan's complexion could be described as pale.

Yan Shu couldn't care less about the ticket, and quickly asked, "What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"

Xu Lan shook her head, her voice hoarse, "Let's go back."

"Huh?" Yan Shu glanced at the ticket in her hand, but didn't react for a while.

But Xu Lan just repeated, "Let's go back."

"Okay." Yan Shu was a little sullen, but still agreed.

They were about to leave when suddenly a hand grabbed Yan Shu's wrist.

Yan Shu raised her eyes angrily, and found that it was the same man just now.

The man said: "Since you are all leaving, give me this ticket quickly, otherwise it will be a waste."

Yan Shu felt a little baffled. If this man was polite, he wouldn't need it anyway. She could just give him the ticket.

But it was this commanding attitude that made Yan Shu feel furious.

She took a look at the man. Although his body was still strong, he was still a little puffy, and the exercise didn't make sense.

At this level, she should be able to fight. It's a simple matter to teach this man a lesson and embarrass him.

So Yan Shu broke free from the man's wrist and moved her knuckles.

But before Yan Shu could do anything, Xu Lan's voice sounded.

"Yanshu, give it to him."

Yan Shu looked at Xu Lan in a daze, not understanding why she wanted to stop her.

And Xu Lan shook his head at her.

Even though she was a little reluctant, Yan Shu obediently handed the ticket to the man. Of course, she rolled her eyes.

Picking up this ticket for nothing, the flesh on the man's smiling face was almost squeezed together, and it was a bit fierce.

But he didn't say anything, he took the ticket and looked at his girlfriend in his arms, as if he wanted to say something to show off.

And Xu Lan held Yan Shu's wrist tightly, and walked forward quickly.

Said it was a quick step, but it was really fast. Yan Shu even felt that she had to trot to keep up with Xu Lan.

Yan Shu noticed that something was wrong with Xu Lan ever since the man appeared just now.

She didn't know how far she had gone before Yan Shu opened her mouth and asked with some doubts, "Do you know that man just now?"

Xu Lan stopped and replied, "I don't know."

I don't know him, but it feels eerily familiar.

It wasn't just familiarity, it was more like an inexplicable pain and depression. The two emotions were completely intertwined, like an invisible net, completely trapping her in it.

Not to mention talking to that man, even just looking at him, she would feel extremely painful.

Xu Lan calmly expressed her feelings, but Yan Shu's eyes suddenly widened.

The wish she made before the cake was to help Xu Lan regain her memory sooner.

But now, she faintly felt that this wish of hers might be coming true.

Yan Shu asked, "Have you ever thought that that man might have something to do with your death?"

Xu Lan's body stiffened a little.

This speculation is very likely.

Otherwise, how could she be so frightened.

The author has something to say: the truth is near