After being scared to cry by me, she confessed to me

The long-lost familiar name, like a stone being thrown on a calm lake, immediately caused waves.

Xu Lan's face was surprisingly ugly.

At this moment, those dusty and deliberately forgotten memories rushed into her mind as if they had found an outlet.

One after another, all of them appeared in front of my eyes.

The ten fingers curled up unconsciously, and the nails pressed tightly against the palm of the hand. The pain made her wake up.

Xu Lan, also known as Xu Lanyi.

But like Su Ya, she also ended up jumping off the same teaching building.

In Class [-] of the third year of high school, there were two poor students, one was Su Ya, and the other was Xu Lanyi.

So in this class where most of them are from well-to-do or wealthy families, the two of them seem particularly out of place.

Naturally, Su Ya regarded Xu Lanyi as her own kind, and the only friend she considered.

In fact, Xu Lanyi's temperament is actually much more withdrawn than Su Ya's, so she doesn't regard Su Ya as a friend, and she prefers to be alone.

Study alone, live alone, and face all the indifference and ridicule alone.

The same poverty, but Xu Lanyi's personality is more unpleasant than Su Ya's. It stands to reason that she would be more unpopular, but she is very beautiful, even the most common school uniform can't cover up half of her. Glory, this world has always been unfair, and most people will always have some kindness towards good-looking people.

So even if the former Xu Lanyi didn't fit in well, once someone really bullied her openly, there would always be someone who couldn't bear to stop her.

So the bullying of Xu Lanyi is basically insulting words such as "poor student" and "born without parents".

Although it is ugly, but the number of times is not too much, Renren can still pass.

The ignorance, stupidity and naked malice of those seventeen and eighteen-year-old boys and girls were directly aimed at Su Ya.

They would hide her schoolbag, pile up the trash can behind her without anyone emptying it, or write the words "ugly" on the table.

They don't realize their mistake and just call it a "joke" among classmates.

But under this long but not fatal insult, Sun Yiqiang also appeared.

At that time, Sun Yiqiang had been repeated for two years. Breaking up with his girlfriend made him feel very bad, so he picked the girl who seemed to be the most bullied in the class as a vent bucket for his emotions.

He pursued Su Ya maliciously, and naturally became angry after being rejected. He often insulted her in public, and even put out his own cigarette butt in Su Ya's food in the cafeteria.

Su Ya endured all these.

But the last straw that broke the camel's back was that Sun Yiqiang took out the diary in her drawer.

It contained Su Ya's disgust for many students in the class, her crush on Bancao, and her anger at Xu Lanyi, a friend who didn't help her.

The people in the class immediately made fun of Su Ya and Ban Cao, but Ban Cao always stopped them from talking about it with disgust.

Later, one morning class, Sun Yiqiang stood on the podium and joked about Su Ya and Bancao.

The girl who has always been weak did the most daring thing. Su Ya overturned her own table and chairs, then went up to the rooftop under the eyes of everyone, and then jumped into the afternoon without hesitation under everyone's obstruction.

Xu Lan has always been indifferent.

This has always been like this after death, but to Xu Lan's surprise, she actually had this personality during her lifetime.

Nothing to do, hang on high, always.

Indeed, quite annoying.

She never regarded Su Ya as a friend because of the same illness, and she never thought of going to save her.

Because to Xu Lanyi at that time, this was a person and thing that had nothing to do with her.

Even if Su Ya jumped down, the surrounding students kept screaming, but Xu Lan just sat there silently without saying a word.

But in fact, Xu Lan also visited the head teacher once because of Su Ya's being bullied.

The head teacher was impatient and scolded her, "The school provides you poor students with food, you must be grateful, and don't have conflicts with other students all day long. This will add trouble to the teacher's work, understand?"

Obviously, the head teacher didn't want to take care of these things, which was a kind of acquiescence and connivance to those perpetrators.

At that time, Xu Lanyi nodded and left. There was only so much she could do.

She doesn't have any extra sense of justice and kindness. Compared with Su Ya, her own life is not easy.

His parents died young, and he stayed at his uncle's house. He was looked down upon by his aunt all the year round. He didn't have enough food and clothing, and he had to take care of that naughty cousin.

Even if she sympathizes with Su Ya, no one sympathizes with her.

Everyone has their own sufferings in their lives, and no one can save others.

The similarities and tragedies of fate are repeating themselves. After Su Ya died, Sun Yiqiang turned his target to Xu Lanyi.

The other students didn't help her this time.

Because in Su Ya's diary, there were too many complaints about Xu Lanyi's indifference as a friend.

As a result, those classmates who had bullied Su Ya turned into envoys of justice one by one, and began to stand against Xu Lanyi.

Thinking back to this, Xu Lan still finds it ridiculous.

Everyone chose to acquiesce or contribute to the flames, but after the person died, they pushed the mistake on her.

Someone taunted her.

"You didn't help Su Ya back then, but you didn't expect this situation to fall on you now. It's too late to regret it."

At that time Xu Lanyi thought it was funny, this man's gloating face was surprisingly ugly.

She didn't regret it at all, because she didn't have the ability to save Su Ya.

No one can stop someone who wants to die.

She never thought of using any redemption script to be the light of others.

She is not kind, unsympathetic, selfish and self-serving.

She is such a person, she doesn't want to save others, and she doesn't need anyone to save her.

If the only thing she thought about was that she missed her parents, she almost forgot what they looked like.

So Xu Lan thought that when she graduated from high school, she would get a satisfactory admission letter and take it to meet her parents.

But she didn't wait until that day.

On a rainy night, she was the last one to leave because she was on duty.

When Xu Lan was locking the door, suddenly a big hand snatched her key, wrapped her arms around her waist and pushed her into the classroom.

She still remembered Sun Yiqiang's ugly face that day, "Actually, you are really beautiful. If you were my girlfriend, I promise no one will bully you again."

As soon as Sun Yiqiang said that, he wanted to come and kiss her forcibly.

That was the first time in Xu Lanyi's life, after her parents left, that she felt the emotion of fear.

So at that time, Xu Lanyi pushed Sun Yiqiang away without hesitation, with disgust on his face without hiding it.

When she was rejected, Sun Yiqiang was naturally annoyed and slapped her across the face.

"You don't have a mother-in-law's stinky cousin, and you dare to play tricks on me just because of your pretty face? Don't you fucking think about it?"

As Sun Yiqiang said, he began to do something arrogantly.

Xu Lanyi seemed to be running away, went up to the roof from the stairs, and stood on the edge.

Naturally, Sun Yiqiang would not let her go easily.

Xu Lanyi asked thoughtfully: "You are such a scum, why are you still kept in the school?"

Sun Yiqiang laughed even more wildly, "My uncle is rich, and it's just a human life. What does it have to do with me if she committed suicide? Do you really think it will affect me?"

"One life is not enough, what about two?" Xu Lanyi raised her eyes, looking at the surveillance video not far away, she was too calm.

The roof is flat and open, and everything can be photographed clearly.

But Sun Yiqiang didn't realize what she was talking about, so he came forward to pull her again.

Xu Lanyi looked at it expressionlessly, and then the moment Sun Yiqiang touched her, she took another step back and fell straight down.

She saw Sun Yiqiang's terrified and bewildered face, followed by a shattering pain all over her body.

Even after death, Xu Lanyi still seemed to have some consciousness left.

She "saw" countless classmates standing on the rooftop, talking a lot.

"She deserves it!"

"She didn't help Su Ya before, but now it's her turn to suffer on her own."

It was because of her that Su Ya's death was caused, and she deserved her current ending.

At that time, Xu Lan almost believed these nonsense.