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Xu Wenyuan went to the nursing home to visit his biological father. When he went, his father was not in the ward. The nurse took him to the activity room. Xu Wenyuan saw his father arguing with other people like a child. Suspecting that the meat on my dinner plate was taken away by someone else and had a dispute with that person, of course others would not admit it, and the two fought like this.

A group of people on the side were booing, but they couldn't control it.They are all entrusted here by their families due to special circumstances. Those who can take care of themselves still have free time for activities every day, while those who have completely lost the ability to take care of themselves lie in bed every day waiting for the nurses to come and serve them.

Some of them, whose family members don’t show up all year round, paid money to put their relatives here. Others, like Xu Wenyuan, really don’t have time to take care of them, but they visit them every week.

This nursing home is considered to be the best in the city. Back then, because the policy did not allow it, at first he was not allowed to enter if he had money. Later, Xu Yongshan reluctantly placed his father in a six-person room, where two nurses took turns to take care of him. Later, it was slowly transferred to a single room.

Xu Wenyuan had no choice but to cooperate with the nurses to take his father back. The man looked very happy to see Xu Wenyuan and Xu Zhiyuan, and showed them the treasure he dug out of the sandpit this morning like a treasure.

Xu Zhiyuan also brought him toys, and the two exchanged things on the bedside like a child.

His father is very satisfied with this little friend, he thinks this person is more interesting than his son.

Xu Wenyuan pulled the nurse and the doctor to inquire about his father's physical condition during this period, and specifically explained that he would go abroad soon, but promised to return for a fixed period of time, but the visit cycle would be prolonged.

His father had a subtle reaction to his going abroad, as if he heard it, he stopped what he was doing and looked up at his son, as if he was thinking about something, but he didn't understand, then he lowered his head to play with his precious toys.

The nurse suddenly remembered something, and said to Xu Wenyuan: "By the way, young man, a woman often visits your father recently, but it's strange that she doesn't speak every time she comes, and usually leaves after just a few glances."

"Female? What kind?"

"About 40, long hair, tall and thin, clothes and bags look very expensive." The nurse hesitated, "It seems, probably, or maybe I was wrong, and I look a bit like you. "

The last sentence made Xu Zhiyuan also look up.

"She also left several sums of money, and asked us to transfer them to you. We told him that valuables are not transferred here. In case something goes wrong, we can't bear the responsibility. She didn't listen, put down the money and left."

The nurse hurriedly ran to get a few envelopes—they were white, the most common ordinary envelopes on the market, each with a thick wad of money inside.

"I haven't touched it at all, it's what I received now." Probably afraid that he might misunderstand, the nurse tried to explain.

Xu Zhiyuan and his brother looked at each other, and they both saw the same guess in each other's eyes.

Xu Wenyuan held the envelope and handed it back: "I see, thank you. If that person comes next time, please be sure to return the money. If she doesn't want to accept it, you can call me directly."

He also gave the nurse a tip of 1000 yuan, which was almost equivalent to more than half a month's salary. The nurse thanked her and went out, even taking the doctor with her.

Xu Zhiyuan jumped off the bed and asked his brother, "Do you want to see her?"

Xu Wenyuan looked at his younger brother's face, as if thinking.They used the pronoun "she" in order to prevent his father from understanding.

"It's unrealistic to say that you don't want to. People will always be curious about the appearance of their biological parents." Probably tired from standing for a long time, Xu Wenyuan sat down on the sofa, bent his back and crossed his fingers on his knees, "But I don't really want to say it, I don't have any impression of what happened when I was a child, and I don't have any feelings for her. "

People's feelings are accumulated in getting along day and night, even if it is blood, sometimes it is difficult to violate this rule.

"And I'm very satisfied with my life now, and I don't want any changes. Since she also has her own life to live, let's all move forward. There is no point in being stuck in the same place."

Xu Wenyuan lowered his head and said a lot in one breath. Xu Zhiyuan knelt in front of him, held his knees and looked up at him in a pitiful and reverent posture.

"Hate her?"

"I don't hate it. What's wrong with her? Most of the women in our village were bought. It's a good thing that she can break free and seek freedom for herself."

Xu Zhiyuan hooked his brother's neck, pulled his face down and pressed against himself.

He said: "That's why I told you last time that you should also obediently go abroad and seek a future for yourself. It's also a good thing. You have never been so clingy to me before, and now you are like a pendant wherever you go..."

Xu Zhiyuan kept turning over old accounts, opening and closing his mouth without noticing the change in Xu Wenyuan's eyes.

He grabbed Xu Zhiyuan's waist, dragged him between his legs, and bit him on the mouth.

Xu Zhiyuan silenced his voice in an instant, and half of his body softened. Xu Wenyuan took the opportunity to poke his tongue in, gently pried his teeth open, hooked his tongue and sucked gently.

There was an ambiguous sound of water echoing in the room. Xu Zhiyuan's upper and lower jaws were licked back and forth several times. The kiss made him dizzy and unable to breathe. Finally, he lay on his brother's lap, his small mouth was bright red, and his eyes were glowing. water light.

Only then did Xu Wenyuan let him go.

Xu Zhiyuan was so angry that his brother had been using this trick recently in order to force him to go abroad together. As long as he found some other reason, Xu Wenyuan would kiss him every time to silence him, and he tried it repeatedly.

Just as he was about to protest, he suddenly remembered that Xu Wenyuan's father was still in the house.

He was so frightened that his back was stiff and he didn't dare to turn his head to look. The heat on his face spread from the base of his ears to his chest.His brother picked him up and sat on his lap, Xu Zhiyuan struggled to get down.

Xu Wenyuan grabbed his earlobe again, and slowly touched his brother's slender waist from the hem of his clothes: "It's okay, my father is asleep, he doesn't understand and is not interested, but the timing is not right today, let's continue tonight."

More than a week later, Xu Wenyuan received a call from the hospital.

He rushed to the hospital that day, but didn't go there. He only saw a woman standing in front of the ward from a distance across the corridor.

As the nurse said before, she looks very young, with good taste in clothes and a brand-name bag on her back. It seems that she is living a good life now.

The nurse returned several envelopes to the woman according to their previous agreement. The two shied away for a while, and the nurse finally gave her a business card and left.

This time the woman didn't insist anymore, and held the business card in a daze for a long time. She wanted to take out her mobile phone several times, but finally put the business card in her bag.

Xu Wen followed her far away. He felt as if he was flipping through a popular science book on human behavior as he was when he was a child, watching it objectively and with curiosity.

He saw a woman walking out of the hospital door, and a child jumping off a swing with a half-eaten ball of ice cream in his hand.

She rushed to call her "Mom" and protested loudly, "Daddy ate my ice cream! You gotta get me another one!"

The woman hugged the beautiful little girl, and kissed her on the forehead again and again, very affectionately, the little girl had a beautiful fishbone braid, and the little golden pink princess hair clip was shining in the sun.

Xu Wenyuan suddenly wondered if she had kissed him like this when he was just born.He felt a little sorry, people's memory is really bad, and they can't remember what happened when they were born.

Those things that he feels should not be forgotten, things that are lost and never come back.

Standing next to the mother and daughter was a man who smiled and watched from beginning to end. He combed his hair meticulously, had a gentle face and good taste in clothes. Standing there, he seemed to be a person with good education and good character.

Xu Wenyuan thought again, she has a good vision, she couldn't help herself when she married for the first time, and this time she finally didn't let herself down.

The family of three quickly got into the car and left. No one noticed that there was a third person who witnessed this warm and happy scene from beginning to end.

Xu Wenyuan stood in the sunset without moving until they disappeared. He prepared a lot of questions, such as how she lived these years, why she didn't take herself away, and why she came back after she left?

But Xu Wenyuan didn't ask those questions in the end.Because asking or not asking, the result is the same, just like what he has always believed in, people still have to look forward.

Xu Zhiyuan clung to his brother's back, tiptoed to cover his eyes, and said, "Everyone is gone, don't look."

When Xu Wenyuan turned his head, his younger brother hooked his neck and pressed down, imitating the woman just now, and kissed his brother on the forehead:

"Good, let's go home."