Learn to love in seduction

Back to school again, it’s mid-October, and Wang Yunchao and I have a tacit understanding not to mention the word marriage, as if it never happened, and we are trying our best to bloom our last dream.It really feels like every day is the last day. Whenever possible, we stay together. Whenever we have time, Wang Yunchao will take me around Tianjin by bike. It doesn’t matter whether it’s day or night. When we’re tired, we’ll just sit on the side of the road and rest for a while and continue to ride. .

At the beginning of November, Wang Yunchao bought a digital camera, and the weather started to get cold. Instead of cycling around Tianjin, we walked around and took pictures along the way.After a month, the computer is full of photos of us together.

On my birthday, Wang Yunchao cooked a large table of dishes. I could see that he was full of sadness, but I tried my best to cooperate with him to force a smile.In the middle of the meal, Wang Yunchao took out a small box from his pocket, which I knew was a ring.

"Xiaobao, I bought this ring for you. Can you see if it fits you?" He rarely called me Xiaobao, and I knew he would have something special to say to me today.

"It fits well. I like the style too. When did you buy it?" I asked with a smile while wearing the ring.

"I bought the wedding ring before I bought it. I thought I would give it to you on your birthday. I thought I would buy the first ring for you," he said with a wry smile.

"I'm going to wear it all the time and let it grow on my fingers" I joked.

"Fool, when you get married, you should always change to a bigger one." He also said with a smile.

"Even if I change to a bigger one in the future, I won't pick this one, and I won't pick it for the rest of my life, I promise," I said seriously.

"Xiaobao, I love you very much, but I really can't be with you anymore, I really can't help it" he began to sob.

"You're here again, haven't we been fine for so long, I celebrate my birthday today, why are you talking about this again?" I said sadly.

"Xiaobao, I plan to move my things away in the next two days, and I won't live here anymore." He lowered his head and whispered.

"Why? Didn't you just get married on New Year's Day? Isn't there still a month left? Where are you moving out so soon?" Although he was prepared to have something to say, I heard him say that he would move out in two days. Still anxious to cry.

"Well, it's been almost two years since you moved here. In these two years, I've gotten used to you being with me. You won't be by my side in the future. I'm afraid I won't be able to get used to it, so I want to start with you." Move out to live alone for a while, give yourself a transition, a buffer" He looked up at me and said.

"Okay, that's right. You're used to calling it stupid. It's not appropriate to be with Juan if you call it wrong. Then you move, and I will move back to the dormitory." "Don't move, the school in this house I won’t take it back for the time being. You’ll be fine until you graduate. It’s not like I won’t come back after I moved away. I’ll come back every day to cook for you.” hand speaks.

In the next few days, the towel became one, the toothbrush became one, the closet was half empty, and all the things related to him gradually decreased until all the items belonging to him disappeared.

Throughout December, he did two things for me, cooking for me, shopping for me, clothes, shoes, and watches.I know that he is making up for me, just like he is making up for my little sister, I don't refuse, I know that the more things he buys for me, the less he will feel guilty about me.

Throughout December, I was doing 12 things, revising thesis, looking for a job, and borrowing money.

I revised several drafts of the thesis in a month, and finally finalized the draft before New Year's Day, and waited for the next spring to defend and then graduate.

The place of work has always made me hesitant. I want to stay in Tianjin and go to Beijing a little further away, so that I can be closer to Wang Yunchao, but I know that the closer I am to him, the harder it is for him to adapt to married life, and the more difficult it is for ordinary people day.After much thought, I decided to stay away from him and go south.

I know he will definitely not invite me to his wedding, but I also want to give him a gift. After thinking for a long time, I think money is the most practical for him. I asked a few classmates who are already working to borrow money, and I made up 1 Wan, opened a bank card and deposited 9999.99 yuan in it. It was my blessing to him, and it was considered a wedding gift for him.

On November 12, it was cloudy.

Several graduates of the former school team really rushed back to Tianjin as agreed at the beginning, including He Jialun, who invited He Jialun for lunch at noon.

"You can help me bring a red envelope to Professor Wang. I am in a hurry to hand in the first draft of my thesis, so I won't go." "You really don't want to go? Have you figured it out?" He seemed to have guessed the reason.

"Not going," I said smiling at him.

He sighed and said nothing more.

On September 2007, 1, it was cloudy.

I was woken up by the sound of firecrackers early in the morning. I went out to the balcony to look, but I didn’t see anyone setting off firecrackers for a long time.I closed the door and lay back on the bed, unable to fall asleep any more, squatting on the bed, watching TV under the quilt.But the sound of firecrackers seems to grow in my ears, and it keeps ringing and ringing. Even if I turn the TV to the maximum, it still rings.

Near noon, I received a call from my younger sister.

"Shuangge, my brother is getting married today, won't you come? I've been looking for you at the hotel for a long time, and I asked my brother, and my brother said that you are too busy, so you might not be able to come." The sound of lively music and voices came from the phone .

"Little sister, I'm in a hurry to hand in my thesis. If I don't hand it in, I won't be able to graduate." I made up nonsense to lie to my little sister.

"I won't be able to see you when I come to Tianjin this time. Tonight, my mother and I will go back to Dalian. We will have a day off. I have to make up lessons tomorrow. Then when we have a banquet at my house during the Chinese New Year, you and my brother will be together again." Come together" "Well, I will definitely come" "Then I won't tell you, it's too noisy here" I hung up the phone, I was a little dazed, I seemed to start hearing the sound of the wedding march, and I hummed along Get up, hum and walk back and forth in the room, like walking on a red carpet.

Before the winter vacation, I fled back home like a refugee. Except for the necessary visits to relatives and friends during the winter vacation, I hid at home and watched TV by the fire for the rest of the time.People seem to grow old overnight.

Within a few days of the start of school, I was busy with my defense, successfully passed the defense, and started to pack my luggage, mail what should be mailed, and throw away what should be mailed.

Wang Yunchao never asked me about my job until a few days before graduation, when I told him that I was going back to work in the south after graduation. He didn't say anything, but just hugged me tightly.

On the last night before leaving school, Wang Yunchao accompanied me in the dormitory. The dormitory was completely empty, and there were only memories about me and about him.

He sat on the edge of the bed, I lay on his lap, he stared at me, I looked at him, he stroked my hair, I took his other hand.

His tears dripped drop by drop on my face, slid down my face and onto his legs.Sure enough, I wanted to cry and couldn't cry at the saddest time, just like the time at the Shanghai Railway Station in 03.

The next day, I insisted not to let him send me.The East Railway Station was rebuilt, and all trains departed from Crescent River Temporary Station.The temporary station converted from the freight station is as dilapidated as the old station, and the bare platform is even more parting.Walking across the temporary overpass, it was like traveling through time and space. Back a few years ago, the pig's head stuck to the car window and showed me the note that said I love you.

The train moved slowly, and my memory began to rewind quickly with the movement of the scenery outside the window.From 2000 to 2007, Zhu Tou, Chen Wei, Gu Cong, Jiang Tao, and Wang Yunchao were like black and white movies, flashing yellow in my mind, frame by frame.From a teenager to a young man, from not understanding love, to ignorance, to being hurt, to indulgence, to being rescued, and then to understanding love, this journey stumbles, weeping and laughing along the way, sad and happy, and finally not in vain Lived these years.

The train went all the way south, and the scenery outside the window gradually turned green in early spring. Looking at this hopeful color, I smiled.