After the leader of He Sen

I finally got a new teacher to fill Kaori Maeda's place this week, and my workload at school has been halved to what it used to be, which means I have more time to fish and write.

Everything is back to normal, except for the unexpected fact that the new teacher is my high school classmate.

Including the time before rebirth, I look ten years older than my actual age. My memory of going to high school in Hyogo Prefecture has been so blurred that only the face of my ex-boyfriend remains. When I first met this new teacher named Akemi Tagawa, No information related to her came to mind at all.

Even Tagawa Akemi didn't recognize me at first.

"Xiao Lixiang, go for a drink tonight? Celebrate Teacher Tianchuan's first day of employment."

"Ms. Tomoko, don't you need to go home to take care of the kids tonight?" Her kids are still young, and they usually rush home after work. It was the first time she offered to go out for a drink today.

"My husband came back from a business trip yesterday, and he's on vacation today and tomorrow, so it's perfectly fine for him to take care of the child." Teacher Tomoko made an OK gesture.

I like to drink, but I enjoy drinking alone more than a group of people talking about unnutritive saliva, and I must always pay attention to whether I abide by etiquette.

"I do not--"

"Go, let's go, we haven't eaten supper together yet, Xiao Lixiang~" Teacher Tomoko used the coquettish method again, "And this is my hard-won vacation. I don't know when the next appointment will be after I miss it. .”

"But..." You just said that you can rest tomorrow.

Akemi Tagawa joined the conversation, and said in a pitiful tone, "Doesn't Teacher Kiyoe like me?"

I can't bear to have such a big hat buckled. I haven't planned to offend my new colleagues, so I kept denying: "No, no, no."

"Great, let's have a drink together that night." Akemi Tagawa clasped her hands together, showing a lovely smile.

I:……

I'm a poor drinker, and when I'm at home, I only drink a small glass before falling into a slightly tipsy state, and I don't know what kind of ghost I will look like when I get drunk, so I only need a bottle of Calpis when I go to the izakaya.

"What do you drink when you arrive at the izakaya? You should drink!" Tomoko-sensei said to me with a flushed face as she drank a glass of shochu.

"Stomach is uncomfortable, I can only drink drinks today." I evaded.

"This is the reason why you don't eat well, come here! I'll give you both fried noodles and ochazuke!" Miss Tomoko boldly pushed the food she just ordered in front of me, forcing me to eat a lot of lunch with her momentum and noon It was exactly the same back then.

"Forgive me..." She has only had three glasses of soju, and she is already in a state of drunkenness. When she leaves, she probably needs to contact her family to pick her up in a car.

Takai-sensei, whose style resembles Kunikida's, persuaded anxiously, "Ms. Tomoko, drink less."

"Is this how you talk to seniors? Takai!"

"I'm sorry." Gao Jingqian said.

Teacher Tomoko's raised voice weakened: "You don't understand how difficult it is for a woman to take care of work and family. Huh, my daughter is so young, but she is so energetic that she can compete with the perpetual spinning top. I returned yesterday. When I was too tired at home, I let her play near me, and I accidentally fell asleep... Do you know what I found when I woke up?"

"What?" Gao Jing asked hard.

"She pooped on my chest!" Teacher Tomoko cried, "It stinks, children's poop smells so bad... woo woo..."

All of us present were silent, it seemed that she was too tired, and she vented some dissatisfaction in her drunken state.

I took two sips of the Calpis in my hand and began to regret coming to this party.Teacher Tomoko still talked about her exhaustion as a new mother, but she didn't know that not many people listened to her words.

If these complaints were uttered while sober, she might still get some false sympathy, but when she fell into a drunken state, everyone simply threw aside even the most basic courtesy, especially the two male teachers opposite, who had already She frowned deeply, as if she was talking about something filthy.

It is a mistake to dig out your own pain and put it on the table for others to comment on.

Tomoko-sensei will regret it when he wakes up.

The final result was as I expected. Mr. Takai stole her mobile phone while Mrs. Tomoko was in a daze, found her husband from the address book, and contacted him to pick up Mrs. Tomoko.

"I finally sent her away. Really, I wanted to come out and relax, but it turned out to be a disappointment." Mr. Matsushita, who was next to Mr. Gao Jing, sighed exaggeratedly and said loudly.

I stirred the ochazuke with a spoon, and then left after looking for some reason.

"It's a dereliction of duty for a mother to despise her own child." Teacher Gao Jing also echoed.

I thought Takai-sensei was very similar to Kunikida before, but it seems that I have to withdraw this idea.

"That's right, today's women can't bear hardships, but in the final analysis they are spoiled by men." When Matsushita said this, there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, just like the helplessness I would show when I saw a pet dog make a mistake. laugh.

The subtext is "I really can't do anything with a woman like you, but you are my dog, it's okay to make a little mistake, if you go too far, I will get angry."

"When my mother was young, besides taking care of the children, my mother also helped the family with farm work. Even so, she never complained. Alas, now..." Gao Jing and Matsushita began to chat with each other.

"But Teacher Tomoko is right, the poop from the child is really smelly." I couldn't hold back my rebuttal, and I didn't understand why complaining about the stinky poop of a child is associated with the saying that it's hard to bear.

Ms. Matsushita swallowed the hamburger meat hard, with a disgusted expression on her face, but it soon turned into a flattering smile: "Tsk tsk, Mr. Qingzhi, you won't be a good mother if you think like this."

I don't know what kind of expression I have on my face, but it's definitely not good.

Matsushita-sensei's smile mask showed signs of cracks, and he hurriedly said as if to make amends: "But in terms of being a woman, Kiyoe-sensei is quite outstanding."

Being a woman is brilliant.

No matter how uncomfortable this sentence sounds, with an almost transparent frivolity, if I go deeper, I will only find myself unhappy, so I simply stood up: "I feel sick to my stomach and want to go home first, everyone, talk slowly."

After leaving the izakaya, the smell of alcohol and food was washed away in the cool night wind, and my mood became brighter, but within a few steps, there was the sound of hurried footsteps behind me, accompanied by a delicate cry: "Qingzhi Teacher, wait for me!"

I stopped and turned around, and Tagawa Akemi, who was wearing stilettos, was running towards me with small steps at high speed.

"I'm sorry for making such an ugly mess tonight." She ran to me and bowed at ninety degrees.

"That's none of your business." One rat droppings can ruin a whole pot of porridge, let alone two.

Tagawa raised his head and stared at me for a while, so long that I thought I had something dirty on my face.

"What are you looking at?" I asked, rubbing my face uncomfortably.

She blushed and shook her head, "I didn't see anything, I just thought... Teacher Qingzhi, you look a bit like my former high school classmates. But Teacher Qingzhi, you are much more beautiful! And you are much slimmer! If it weren't for you, you even have the same name , I never expected to connect the two of you, hahaha."

I had a bad premonition in my heart: "Where did you go to high school?"

"Hyogo Prefecture."

I was stunned for a few seconds, "Then you are probably right."

Tagawa Akemi's expression changed from stupefied to surprised and finally escalated to disbelief, "You—are you also from Inarizaki High School?"

"Yeah, Lixiang Qingzhi from Class A of Senior One." I looked at her face and tried my best to search for this character in my memory, but I still couldn't remember it until my head hurt.

"When we were in cooking class, it was the front and back tables, and you even gave me strawberry cake!"

"Really?" It seems that there is indeed such a little impression, it was so long ago, it is really difficult for me to recall it clearly.

Tian Chuan was a little disappointed: "It seems that you really don't remember."

I hummed guiltyly.

"You changed schools suddenly after only one year of school. There was no warning at all. The students in the class even discussed the reason for your change of school for a long time."

I probably thought I transferred to another school because I was dumped by my ex-boyfriend and couldn't bear the blow.I wasn't very recognizable in the class, but my ex-boyfriend who was one level above me was quite popular.

I really wanted to say that it had nothing to do with my ex-boyfriend, but it was too deliberate to say so, so I had no choice but to not comment on her words, and instead said: "If there is nothing else, I will go home first."

"Oh... oh, okay." She was a little frustrated with the naked eye, "Lixiang, you have changed a lot..."

In Tagawa Akemi's memory, Kiyoe Rika was a shy girl who loved to laugh.When she was in high school, she had a round face and a sweet smile. She often made dim sum from home and brought it for everyone to eat.

Akemi Tagawa secretly thought that if Rika Kiyoe was a little thinner, she would be very popular with boys.

When we met again, Qingzhi Lixiang was indeed thinner, her round face became so small, and even her facial features stretched out amazingly as if by magic.But he didn't smile, which made people itch.

When eating at the izakaya tonight, people around were peeking at her intentionally or unintentionally, and some even secretly took pictures with their mobile phones. Even Tagawa couldn't help staring at her honey brown eyes and curled eyelashes fascinatedly.The part of the wrist exposed from the sleeve of the shirt while eating was as white as snow, Tagawa thought, Snow White's whiteness should only be as white as Kiyoe Rika.

"Do I have it?"

"Yes," Tian Chuan said anxiously, "You used to love to laugh. But now, since the first time we met again, you haven't laughed once, and you talk very little, giving people the feeling that you are hard to get close to." .”

The high school girl Qingzhi Lixiang she described in her mouth is no different from a stranger to me. The approachability and laughter in high school are all pretended by me, which is a necessary weapon to protect myself.At that time, I was a fat person, and if I didn’t take the initiative to contribute myself as a joke, fat people who seemed to have a bad temper would be isolated.

Although I tried my best to pretend to be cheerful and laughed hard, I didn't make any good friends, but luckily I didn't suffer from cold violence on campus.

"Where does Teacher Qingzhi live? I'll take you back." Tagawa Akemi said to me.

"...Ta Chuan, you are also a girl, you still have to be careful when you go home at night, I don't feel relieved to let you go back alone after you send me to the door." Then I will send you home again.

"Also..." Tian Chuan pondered for a while with a bulging face, "Then I can drive to the school tomorrow and I can see you off."

Although the new teacher Tagawa Akemi doesn't hate me as much as Kaori Maeda, she has an inexplicable similarity to the female students I have taught.

Don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.