After the leader of He Sen

"Senior Yu is right, this guy is not cute at all! Lixiang, don't be fooled by his appearance, in fact, he is just a fool who only knows volleyball, and his emotional intelligence is quite low." Xiangyang nodded in agreement.

Gong Yoo: "That's right, that's right."

I glanced at Gong You, thinking that this description is also completely valid for you, what's so embarrassing about it.

"Have you ever played with him?" I asked Xiangyang.

"It's more than that! We are classmates in high school, and we have played together for three years," Xiangyang said with a very unwilling expression on his face, "Although I don't want to admit it, Yingshan is really a very good setter. Be it the technique of throwing the ball, or the management of the body, they are all so serious."

"The same setter as Gong Yoo, I don't know who is better." I said casually.

"Of course it is—"

"It's hard to say, but Kageyama has always been No. 1 in the serving rankings."

"So Kageyama should be stronger, right?" I don't quite understand, but it must be true that a higher ranking means stronger strength.

"Xiao Xiangyang, why are you turning your elbows outwards! And Lixiang, this is just the ranking of the serving leaderboard, it doesn't mean that I will lose to him in terms of overall strength!" Gong You said unconvinced.

"So what is known is that Kageyama is better than you in serving, and other things are not good to judge?"

I thought I didn't say the wrong thing, but Gong Yoo slowly melted like a burnt candle, and fell short.

Xiangyang grabbed his clothes and shook them vigorously: "Senior Yu, don't die!"

"It's not dead!"

Me: ... Are these two people talking about cross talk?

For lunch, my aunt made hamburger meat and stewed carrots with potatoes, which smelled very appetizing.

The two of Gong You and Xiang Yang tasted delicious, making people feel that they can eat two big bowls, of course not including me.

Gong Yoo, who was sitting next to me, saw the small ball of rice that my aunt gave me, and muttered, "Why do you eat so much! It's not even a quarter of mine! It wasn't like this before—oh——"

I slapped Gong You hard on the back, and said kindly: "Keep quiet while eating."

This guy is Chi Nian if he doesn't speak. If he speaks, he will be angry, and he won't look at the number one representative of the atmosphere.

After being beaten by me, he still looked very happy. I deeply suspect that his brain is broken.

I haven't gone to a barber shop to trim my hair recently. It's much longer than when I first entered school. When I bow my head to drink soup, my hair always hangs down from the sides and gets in the way.

I put down the bowl and was about to find a scrunchie to tie my hair up, when Gong Yoo's hand reached out to gather the long hair on both sides, "Where is your scrunchie? I'll tie it up for you."

The action is quite natural.

Although he often helped me tie my hair in this way when I was in school, and the first time I was clumsy, it hurt me a lot, but later on I became more proficient, and even braided shofars.As expected of a setter, the conning tower in a volleyball game is really skillful.

but--

Does this guy forget we're broken up now?You are not embarrassed, I am a little embarrassed.

Xiangyang and my aunt put down their bowls at the same time and cast meaningful glances at us.

Gong Yoo came to his senses slowly, loosened his hand, and the hair that was tucked together just now fell apart instantly.He picked up the bowl in a panic, and said inarticulately, "Sorry, I'm used to it."

It's getting darker and darker, so don't talk.

I drank porridge in the morning, had a good meal at noon, and the meal time was relatively late. I also ate yogurt and nuts as a snack in the middle, so I really had no appetite at night.

"Lixiang, it's time to eat." When Gong Yoo came to the bedroom to call me, I was leaning on the bed and reading Beethoven's autobiography with my lower body covered with a quilt.

Turning over a page of the book without looking up, I said, "You guys eat, I have no appetite."

When I heard the sound of the door closing, I thought Gong Yoo had left, but I didn't expect the mattress beside me to sag suddenly, and the elastic mattress made me bounce up.

Gong Yoo covered the pages of the book with his hand, "Go to eat."

"I told you I don't want to eat it." Are you a mother?I still have to take care of my three meals a day, no, my mother won't take care of whether I eat or not.

"Did you guys realize how thin you are? The amount you ate at noon was about the same as feeding a cat, and before you finished eating, you ate five almonds in the afternoon, and you can drink it with two mouthfuls in a box Light yogurt. You still say you have no appetite? Anyway, hurry up..." Gong Yoo snatched my book and put it on Xiao Xia's desk.

No, do you even count how many almonds I ate?I don't even know how many I ate.

"Gong Yoo, I have a slight anorexia." I gently interrupted his chattering words.

Gong Yoo paused as if biting his tongue.

"Not pretending, but I'd throw up if I forced myself to eat more."

"But—eat—too little to eat."

"It's already too much. What I ate today can be said to be more than my average daily food intake during this time. I also told my aunt earlier that I don't want to eat tonight. Go, don't wait for the meal Cool." I smiled and patted his back.

It's amazing.

At that time, I lost weight because of Gong Yoo's words. When he was dating Nishinomiya, he said: "I still like thinner girls."

It would be okay to say "I like thin girls", but after using the word "geng", the sentence becomes irritating.

Especially not long after we broke up with me, especially when I was there when I said this.

Too much self-esteem when you are young, which is a bad thing for a girl who is not aggressive.Excessive self-esteem cannot help them protect themselves, but instead becomes a sharp weapon to hurt themselves.

I want to be the ideal type of my loved one, so I am so hungry that my stomach gets sick, my limbs are weak, my eyes are blind, and when I change the light, I fall off the stool and crawl on the ground with all four limbs.

Mom stood aside and watched coldly, and said amusedly, "Like a dog."

I thought I would resent Gong Yoo, and I can't say it was resentment, at least I wouldn't talk to him calmly like this, the emotion should be more intense.

Will say I'm anorexic because of you, I'm half my body weight because of you.I would talk to him a lot, saying that I really liked you back then.

But now that Gong Yoo is right in front of me, I have lost the ability to express.When watching TV dramas before, I saw that the male protagonist’s attitude towards the female protagonist became so vicious after falling in love with other women. I really couldn’t understand why the attitude can easily undergo such a huge change when he was able to speak sweet words before.

now I understand.

People are always indifferent to those they don't love, and look down on, despise, and even hate those who don't love but desperately stick to them.

I abused my body and made it sick.I shouldn't say it's for Gong Yoo, I'm just for my poor self-esteem.

"I'm all for you." It was a curse.He has tied himself to the blade, and is trying to tie others too.

Gong Yoo stood up, as if he had lost his soul, and after walking a few steps, he suddenly turned back, put his hands on my shoulders: "Anorexia? Why do you have anorexia? Didn't you go to see a doctor?"

Logically speaking, an athlete's reflexes should be very sharp, but Gong Yoo was surprisingly slow.

"I've been recuperating in a nursing home for a while, and the situation is much better now than at that time. I said, Gong Yoo, can you change this habit of being startled, it's not good for the heart."

"What the hell have you been through while I wasn't around..." he whispered.

I didn't hear clearly and didn't care, "Pass me that book before you leave. I have to wear prosthetics when I get out of bed, it's very inconvenient."

He was motionless.

"Hey Gong Yoo, hello!" I stretched out my hand and waved blindly in front of his eyes.

"Let's go shopping." He decided on his own.

I:?The bastard really wasn't listening to me, he was so mad.

Originally, I wanted my aunt to stop this crazy guy, but now it's winter, it gets dark early, and it's cold outside.Why should I leave the warm quilt to go shopping outside in the snow and ice?

In the end, the aunt said: "Great! I think Lixiang is a little worried after being bored at home for the past two days. Gong You can take her out for shopping."

I said weakly, "I offered to go shopping with you in the mall this morning, but you refused."

This sentence reminded my aunt, she said softly to Gong You: "If Lixiang catches a cold, I won't spare you."

Gong Yoo was stunned: "Yes!"

Xiangyang stood aside with an ugly face and shivered: "Scary, mom's expression is so scary!"

After scarves, furry earmuffs, hats, gloves and dressed like bears, we headed out.

What is the purpose of going out so much?I struggled through the thick snow.

Fortunately, Gong You borrowed Xiangyang's car, and it didn't take long for me to drive hard in the snow.

"I'll take you to a very delicious ramen shop to eat ramen." Gong Yoo started the engine and said eagerly.

"...Didn't I say that I don't want to eat?"

"I know, just watch me eat." He narrowed his eyes with a smile, like a fox.

I:?

Good guy, I'm direct good guy, it's completely inhuman.

The ramen shop he said was in good business, there were a lot of people, and the most important thing was that it was very warm. After I entered the shop, I took off my gloves and breathed into my hands.

"Do you still feel cold even though you are wearing gloves?" He held my hand and rubbed it.

I lowered my eyes, his hands are really big, and his person is really stupid.Is it necessary for me to remind him of the common truth that men and women should not kiss each other, or is it the way he gets along with other beautiful girls when they go out? I'm just being too hypocritical.

He held my hand, "Lixiang, your fingers are so long, they look like hands that are very suitable for playing the piano. I heard from Xiangyang that you are currently working as a music teacher in a middle school in Yokohama, right?"

"Well," the shop was so hot, "I want to take off the scarf and earmuffs."

He withdrew his gripped hand.

Gong Yoo always looks happy when he eats, as if he hasn't eaten such delicious food in decades, he is definitely one of the most popular types of customers for chefs.

The cheeks were bulging after eating, and I looked at it and wanted to poke it with my hands.

"Are you really not going to eat it? It's super delicious."

"I really don't eat."

He took a sip of soup in frustration: "Damn it, it failed."

Silly.Anorexia is not simply a lack of appetite.

When we were about to finish eating, two new boys arrived at the table behind us.They kept looking at our table, mostly at my face, and whispering to each other.

"Damn!" Gong Yoo made a gesture to stand up, but I held him back.

"It's all over, forget it." I shook my head at him.

He grudgingly ate the remaining noodles with a sullen face.

When I left, there was a very soft voice behind me: "It's a pity, it's a cripple."

This time I didn't hold Gong Yoo.

He moved too fast, he turned back and kicked over the table at that table like lightning.

"You fucking say it again! What did you say about her just now? Ah!!" Gong Yoo grabbed the collar of one of the boys and lifted him from the seat like a chicken.The flesh on his cheeks was twitching because he was too angry, and the veins on his forehead were twitching, as if vowing to beat him up.

On the white tablecloth was the overturned soup, which was yellow and not as good as my mood, and the cups slid to the ground and shattered all over the place.

I rushed over and grabbed Gong Yoo's arm, and said nicely, "What are you doing? Don't make trouble here."

Turning to the boy who was grabbed by his collar: "Sorry, my friend is not in a good mood tonight, and he is a little emotional."

With a pale face, the boy couldn't even speak clearly: "Yes... yes."

"What are you looking at? You are not allowed to look at her!" Gong You yelled angrily, the boy wanted to shrink himself into a ball, and he also took back the eyes that were looking in my direction just now.

The people around are whispering, and there should be no more trouble.

"Yo, let's go, let's go!" I begged with my eyes, tugging on his sleeve.

He glanced at me and then at the boy in front of him, clicked his tongue before letting go completely.

After leaving the store, he was sullen and didn't speak.

I walked beside him, waiting for him to calm down.

"Why don't you let me beat him!" Taking a deep breath, exhaling, and exhaling, Gong Yoo calmed down for a while before saying to me.

"Anyway, you can be considered a celebrity. If someone takes photos or videos of you fighting outside and uploads them on the Internet, it's okay. Your fan base will blow up."

"I'm a player and not an idol. It's none of my business what they think of me! And he still talks about you like that, aren't you angry at all? I'm really pissed off, I'm so pissed off, it's cheap not to beat him up Got it." His knuckles clicked.

"You mean him to say that I'm disabled? They're right—"

"You're not! You're not!" He clenched his fists and retorted fiercely, and the lines on his back also rose and fell, "You're not what that scum said... crippled."

The last word took on a vibrato.

"Someone else said it was even more extreme. If I was angry every time, I would have been pissed off."

I tried to lighten the mood by saying something else, but it didn't work, and his expression became so sad.It's over, I'm done.

It's so unaccustomed to him when he's not taking a beating, and I don't have a pre-prepared way of dealing with it.

The heavy snow is flying, floating, snowflakes are falling on my eyelashes, but they don't fly into my eyes.My eyes turned into Gong Yoo's clothes, and I could smell the fragrance of laundry detergent on his body.

was hugged.

"I'm sorry." This guy is so tall and strong. I'm like a toy in his arms. I was hugged by him and felt the obvious difference in body shape. "I didn't protect you. I treated you badly when we broke up." .”

"It's okay, it's understandable. After all, Nishinomiya is really beautiful." It's useless to say these now.

He didn't speak, but hugged him tightly. I thought it was because I was a little guilty when I recalled that I broke up with Nishinomiya when I broke up with me in the first year of high school. I thought that he still had a little bit of conscience left, but the next sentence was hesitant: "Who is Nishinomiya?"

"Huh?" I raised my head and looked up at him, "Did you date so many girls that you forgot who Nishinomiya was?"

"I……"

"Wait, you don't have a girlfriend now, do you?" I immediately broke free from his embrace, "It's so dangerous, I almost got mistaken for a third party."

I'm sorry, Gong Yoo's girlfriend.I was a little confused just now and was hugged suddenly. I didn't do anything sorry for you, please rest assured.

"What third party? I don't have a girlfriend right now!" Gong Yoo jumped up, trying to hug me again.

I said, "I have a boyfriend."

Gong Yoo is petrified.Gong Yoo was broken.Gong Yoo was blown away by the wind.

Hahahaha, don't you want to be so funny.

"I'm leaving first." I made a goodbye gesture to him.