After the leader of He Sen

It's cold and I want to lie on the ground.It's cold, it's time to get up from the ground.

My mind was caught in the middle of two thoughts, and I lifted my upper body with my hands on the cold floor, and the over-long hair slid down my shoulders as the only cover for my body.

Stand up, I'm going to stand up.

The left leg that should have been mutilated miraculously grew out, but it and I were like friends we hadn't seen for many years, and we were not very familiar with each other.Simple actions such as standing and walking seemed extremely difficult to me at this moment.

It just so happened that the door opened at this time, and the lights on the roof turned on brightly.

My hands were so embarrassed I didn't know whether to cover my face or other parts of myself.

In a flash, he still chose to cover his eyes.

"Li-Xiang?" A female voice came from the door, followed by the clatter of high heels.

I took my hands away from my eyes, "Great, it's Miss Jiaru." If it was a boy, I would really have to burrow into a crack in the ground for a few years before I could forget what happened at this moment.

"It seems to have changed back." She took off her coat and put it on my shoulders. The stable body temperature was transmitted through the material, and my headache was also relieved.

"Lixiang, your legs!" She couldn't help exclaiming even though she was usually steady, "Have they grown back?"

"It seems so."

The voice of my answer was probably very weak, and Jia Ruzi's attention immediately shifted from the growing calf to my current situation.

"Where does it hurt?"

"My head hurts intermittently, and the scene in front of me is also a little flowery." Alternating blue and black flowers.

"The curse spirit isn't flapping its wings, probably because you haven't adjusted to being a mermaid just now." She stretched out her hand towards me, "Come on, go lie down on the bed and rest for a while."

From her words, it was confirmed that becoming a mermaid was not an absurd dream, but something that actually happened in reality.

Difficultly transferred to the bed, the feeling of walking on the ground with both feet has not been experienced for a long time, I had hallucinations, as if I really drank the witch's potion, and the fish tail had just turned into a little mermaid with legs.

Overnight, I caught a cold.

Good guy, the intensifying headache last night probably has nothing to do with changing from a mermaid to a human, but it was caused by me catching a cold.

From a human to a mermaid, and then from a mermaid to a human again, all the clothes I wore when I came from Yokohama disappeared, and I was the one who prepared a set of fluffy pajamas for me to wear casually.

"How did this leg grow?" My usual housemate should have been busy with work at this time, and at this time he was studying my left leg with the rigorous attitude of a scholar.

The trouser leg of my left leg was rolled up. Jiaru pinched my calf and asked, "Do you feel it?"

I just finished taking the medicine, and I was holding a cup to drink hot water, "Yes."

"The skin and bones are no different from human beings." She continued pinching fascinatedly, "Can you bend your knees?"

I bent my knees.

Jia Ruozi exclaimed: "It's amazing!"

I feel like a baby seal in the aquarium, who is praised by humans after performing a top ball.

I didn't tell Jiarui the reason for the recovery of his broken leg. It's better not to tell others the secret that the little wings on his chest can fulfill my wish.

No matter how close people are, they can't tell.

In the days to come, I will also try not to use this ability as much as possible, otherwise it is likely to cause disasters like the last week.

Gojo Satoru came to see me at noon. Judging from his reaction when he saw me, he actually wanted to see mermaids more.

"Ah——how did Xiao Lixiang change back?" Wujo Wu's tone was full of disappointment.

"...I'm really sorry, I changed back without authorization."

"I also specially bought goldfish for the little mermaid, but in the end, alas..."

It was only then that I noticed that there were two silly-looking goldfish in the bag that Gojo Satoru was carrying.

"Goldfish? Why did you buy me a goldfish?"

"It's really ruthless. When you become a mermaid, you don't have the memory of a human being, and you don't have the memory of a mermaid when you become a human. It's too good for us!" I can't stand it.

"Um, give me the goldfish, and I will take good care of it." This is the greatest compensation I can make.

"If it was a little mermaid, he would repeat the three words 'little goldfish' hesitantly, then smile at me cutely, and ask me to hug me." My answer not only did not comfort him, but made him more sad .

"I...did I really do that kind of disrespectful thing when I became a mermaid?" The person froze, the first few items were still within the acceptable range, what the hell was the initiative to hug?

"Of course! What did I lie to you for?" Wujo Wuyi said rightly.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't so clear-headed at that time, it wasn't on purpose." No matter what, I apologize first.

"I didn't say these words to make Xiao Lixiang say sorry to me, but to simply express my miss for the little mermaid." Said the melancholy Gojo Satoru.

Me: ...can't answer the call.

"Speaking of it," the melancholy Gojo Gojo cut into a serious person, his voice not so floaty, "do you really not remember anything that happened when you became a mermaid?"

"I don't remember what happened, I just feel very happy." The happiness of being drunk and the surrounding scenery becomes bright and moving; the happiness of being submerged in chaos, floating and sinking.

Is a rather contradictory pleasure.

"Well...Lixiang who became a little mermaid is indeed quite happy."

Hearing what he said, I was a little envious of me who became a little mermaid.

The two little goldfish stayed, and Wu Tiaowu didn't know what to think. I didn't buy feed for the fish, so I didn't know what to feed these two little guys.

There are also two other little turtles in the small fish tank. At first, I thought they were small pets raised at home to pass the time. When I thought about it carefully, she probably didn’t have enough time and needed to pass it.

After asking, I realized that these two fierce-looking meat-eating turtles were also bought by Gojo Satoru.

If the symbols can be realized, then there must be a big question mark on the top of my head.

It seems that I am responsible for these two goldfish and two turtles.

The re-growth of the leg has also been paid attention to by other people except the family, but they all accepted it well. Apart from gathering in front of my leg and watching for a while, they didn't bite me and asked me if I knew the reason.

I think it may be that I have witnessed my transformation from a human to a mermaid, and it is not new to have stumps growing back now.

*

Unfortunately, when the cold was almost healed, I became addicted to alcohol.Apparently no one had given the little mermaid alcohol before.

It’s not realistic to go to the convenience store down the mountain in pajamas to buy some alcoholic beverages, so I had no choice but to drag on my slippers and wander around the Conjuration High School. I was pleasantly surprised to find that there were cans of beer in the vending machine downstairs in the student dormitory.

Although the degree is not high enough, it is enough to beat the alcohol addiction at the moment.

Throw money, push button, bang—

I bent down and picked up the can of beer.

As soon as I stood up straight, I felt someone grab my hat from behind. Yes, this pajamas has a hat, and what he grabbed was my rabbit ears.

At first I thought it was Gojo Satoru who would play such a prank, but I turned around and was about to call him out, when I saw the person behind me, the beer in my hand almost frightened me.

"Mr. Sen?" Why are you here again?Last time I came when I was smoking, this time I came when I was about to drink.

It's almost as good as the discipline committee in the school.

"Lixiang...you...you changed back?" His eyes swept down to my legs, obviously agitated, "Has my legs improved too?"

I am stupid.

"You know about me becoming a mermaid?"

There was a strange look on his expression, "Well, I know."

Absolutely, I hope I don't have to hug him like Gojo Satoru said, or I will die of embarrassment.

"How did the leg get better? Was it done by the doctor named Jiajin?"

I knew what he was planning, and he was eyeing other people's abilities again, and I had to cut off his sluggish thoughts immediately: "No, the legs will be fine after changing from a mermaid to a human."

"Don't you remember what happened during the time you became a mermaid?" Instead of pulling the rabbit ears on my hat, he put his hands around my arms instead.

"I don't remember." I frowned and tried to break free from his confinement, with great strength, "Let go."

He let go.

How easy is it to talk today?It's not the same person as Mori Ogai who held my hand over his heart and told me to kill him that day.

"Lixiang, let's have a talk." The slightly awkward situation when we first met was finally sorted out, and now he has become a man that I can't guess or understand.

If you refuse like last time, maybe the same drama will be staged again, so just explain the matter clearly today and don't get entangled in the future.

Of course, the above is just my fantasy, and special measures should be taken if necessary.

"Okay, what do you want to talk about?"

Standing in front of a vending machine and having a serious discussion of the past is obviously inappropriate, so we wandered to the playground of the high school.

I've been here before, and I felt very fast when I was walking alone, but he followed the foot of time, causing time to fall, and then I stood up and limped, so I couldn't walk fast.

It's been a long time with him.

"What are you thinking?" He spoke in a gentle voice, and his articulation of words has a melody, which is in a style of its own.

I want to say I didn't think about anything, I didn't think about anything.But remember what I said just now that we need to talk, the conversation must have a beginning.Mori Ogai's question is a pull rope, he handed the rope to my hand to pull, I can't refuse this time, I have to take the end of the rope, pull hard, pull the opening cloth, let the dazzling and rancid memories of the past exposed to the eyes of the two.

"I'm thinking...how did we get to this point." Walking in cotton slippers is not as brisk as his steps, just like our attitude towards this relationship.

I procrastinate.He doesn't drag his feet.

Well, why don't these two sentences rhyme?

"Is this a bad move now?" he asked.

"Not bad." At least I'm still alive.

"That's right." He also thinks so, but the reason must be different from mine, "Lixiang hates me, doesn't she?"

"Don't hate."

We are playing games.He was holding a wooden barn, and I was holding another in my hand.There was a bullet in each of the two wooden bins, and we started shooting at each other to see who would fire the live round first.

It was an empty wooden warehouse just now.

"This answer is really expected." He said with a smile, the laughter is not the kind of arrogance that is strategizing, nor is it the gentleness of coaxing a little girl, there is a cool thing in it.

I hate when he says the word "expected".

"Why does Mr. Mori still come to me this week?" My post was also empty.

"because I like you."

He was so bored, he would tell lies when he should be honest, "Mr. Mori...my mind is no longer that of a girl in her early twenties, don't make fun of me anymore."

"Then why do you say?"

"For the power." The first meeting in the restaurant after rebirth should be Chapter 1, which Mori Ogai tried to repeat, but I didn't follow his script.

"Well," he thought, "This is very informative, and it looks like the correct answer, but the correct answer is really the one I just said."

I also imitated his smile, noncommittal.

"Lixiang——" his tone became urgent, and when he pronounced my name, it sounded like a short voice with his tail cut off, "When I faced the challenge letter from the Tandison family, I put you in a black box and let you float in the sea. Drifting, those things were actually premeditated, the black box was actually made of supernatural powers, and it has the effect of healing, your severed limbs would be fine, but—"

But I die.

"That's not necessary." You don't need to make up such a big lie just for me.

Mori Ogai's tone was quick and the word order was chaotic, jumping from the original few words to a long paragraph of confession. There was a loophole in the connection of the script, and the emotion had not been rendered in place.

Is my power so attractive?Even before the foreshadowing is done, he hastily piled up affectionate characters.

He's not like that.

"Rin Taro." I called him. I rehearsed this word thousands of times silently between my tongue and teeth, and it was so natural when I pronounced it.

He was stunned for a moment, and touched my face with his hand, "Lixiang."

This affectionate persona is so fake, my heart is covered with goosebumps.

"I'm sorry that I promised you all your wishes and made you lose so ugly." I said this from my heart.

"That's none of your business." His burgundy eyes were really pretty, "It's good to be alive now, it's good."

"Is there any wish that Lin Taro wants to realize the most now? I can help you." Fulfilling his wish with the little wings is to pay off the debt owed by Zhou Mu. From then on, he will use the little wings to erase his memory. Never intersect.That's the plan for the time being.

Mori Ogai probably thought that he had succeeded in scheming me, and the false love in his eyes would overflow with joy.

I think he probably made a mistake, thinking that I want to use my ability to fulfill his wish.Thought my beloved was still him.

"I don't have any wishes." He hugged me, his hair brushed into my neck and itched, "I just hope that Lixiang can always be well."

He didn't wear that cedar-scented perfume today. This hug has only heat and no smell.

"You really don't want to make a wish to me?" I looked up at the sky in his arms, it was so blue.

"No." There was a smile in his voice, this time it was a strategizing smile.

"Really?" I confirmed again and again.

"Really." He replied happily.

Then it's up to me, "Actually, I have a wish."

"What does Lixiang want? You can tell me." He let go of his arms, looked straight into my eyes, grabbed my fingers, and kissed me delicately.

I smile.

He smiles too.

We were like a couple who just got back together after a fight.

Not anymore.

I said: "I hope I never met you, never had memories of you, and never had an intersection with you for the rest of my life."

This is my wish.

Before the blue and black scenes alternated in front of my eyes, I saw the red wine in Mori Ogai's eyes turn into ice slag, so fast, I even heard the sound of the red wine solidifying.And there are no fine wrinkles in the corners of his eyes, and he is not smiling.

What kind of expression does he have?

Did not see clearly.

But I know that the round just now was live*.I beat him a little.

Close your eyes.

All the memory fragments with him turned into flocks of little white birds, fluttering and flying.

When all the little white birds flew away.

I'll never meet him, never have any memory of him, and never have anything to do with him for the rest of my life.

This is my wish.