accidental conflict

When the season changes, the infusion hall is bustling with people, and it is hard to find one.After finally finding a place for A to sit, the nurse came to give the injection.

Watching the nurse give A the needle, he breathed a sigh of relief.Watching the liquid in the medicine bottle drop little by little, A tugged at the hem of his clothes and told him to go back to school first.

He didn't answer A's words, he looked around, but didn't find any vacant seats, so he got up and walked outside.

A seemed to be sucked out of strength in an instant, and his whole body collapsed on the seat.Although he said to let people go, but when he saw his back, A was still disappointed. The private message was to hope that he could stay. A laughed at himself in his heart, sick and weak Not like myself anymore.

A, who was immersed in frustration, couldn't believe his eyes when he saw the figure who came in a few minutes later.

He trotted a few steps to A's side, holding a cup of soy milk and steamed buns in his hand, and handing them to A, he said, "Didn't you eat anything in the morning? I bought you a few vegetarian steamed stuffed buns. If you are sick, eat less greasy and meaty food." thing."

Holding the bun in his hand, A was a bit at a loss for what to say.He patted A on the shoulder and said: "What are you doing in a daze, hurry up and eat, don't you feel stupid?"

At this time, the patient next to A just finished beating, and he took advantage of the opportunity and sat down in that position.In fact, when he came back and saw the poor A looking at him from the seat, his heart softened, and he thought it was out of humanitarianism, he explained it to himself.

Sitting next to A, he took out his mobile phone, swiped his circle of friends, and tried his best to avoid communicating with A, so he also missed that A's eyes looking at him gradually changed from soft to firm.

What A thinks at this time is, I want to hold on to this person in front of me, and I want to be with him.

As Christmas approached, A made a prudent decision—he wanted to confess to his parents, confessing his different sexuality

It was a Saturday with the sun. Although the sun was a bit covered by the haze, people could still feel the sun's rays. A picked a bouquet of flowers in the flower shop and a box of tea in the tea shop, using the money he earned as a substitute teacher.

Back home, the mother who saw the gift was as happy as a child, and the father was also very pleased.As if aware of what might happen next, even the fish in the bathtub slowed down.

A pours tea for mom and dad, removes the ashtray, and chats with mom and dad first.The topic came to him when he was in high school. With the support and encouragement of his parents, he participated in a vacation exchange program of the school at that time. The summer vacation in the United States made him feel a different humanistic style.

A's voice was a little hoarse, but he still said slowly: "I saw a kissing couple on the street corner, and I was both surprised and envious."

A, who dared not look directly at his parents, kept his eyes on the rainbow logo beside the table.

I envy them that they can freely like the person they want to like, freely confess to the person they like, and enjoy the baptism of sunshine.No shame, no cover up.I used to think that I might keep it from you all the time, but now, someone told me not to feel guilty and to speak out bravely.so

I need to confess to you guys, your son I'm gay and I like boys. "

The air froze for a few seconds, and the three of them didn't speak for a while.

He didn't dare to look up at his parents' expressions, as if he could avoid what he was thinking about from happening, so he also missed the eye contact between his parents, which was a sudden realization and understanding.

"Hold your head up." The father's majestic voice sounded.

He thought, coming.

Mother took a sip of tea from the water cup, and pondered: "Do you still remember when you were in primary school, when you came back from school, you got a few marks on your face. I asked you which kid did it, and you refused Tell me that there is nothing wrong. I used to always wonder why other children were crying and clamoring for something, or why they would go home to find their parents when they were bullied at school. But you rarely do this, your father and I always I felt that because of the busy work, I was absent in your growth. Later we understood that you are too strong, so you can solve the things you can solve by yourself.

Don't be afraid, don't feel guilty, we think it's all up to you when it comes to your liking for boys.You are our child, and our wish is for you to live happily ever after.It doesn't matter whether you like a man or a woman, our family has no property and we have to inherit it, right? "

A seemed to have no reaction, until his mother's soft but powerful words settled down, and he wiped his face, only to find that his face was already wet.

Something slowly eased from his heart, as if he was relieved.The situation after the conversation was a bit embarrassing, like a child begging for candy who thought it would take a lot of effort but got it easily.As if seeing his embarrassment, the mother said jokingly: "The person who gave you the courage to tell us was a boy, right?"

A nodded and said: "But he doesn't like me." It was a bit like a complaint for a moment.

His father patted him on the shoulder and said, "There is a long way to go, and your mother didn't like me back then."

He said in his heart: I am not far away, I am far away.But thinking of the last time he was in the hospital, he regained his confidence.

Unexpectedly, coming out of the closet went so smoothly, and A's heart was filled with mixed feelings.He thought he would have to pay at least some price to obtain permission, but he didn't expect it to be almost effortless.Maybe it's because in his conception that what he gets, he has to give something, and that there are gains and losses to be equal, but he forgot that he got the uninterrupted love from his parents without spending a penny.Family affection is understanding and tolerance.

A, who was supported by his parents, also became worried at this time. He had spared a few days for coming out, but now this time was suddenly free, and he had to start thinking about how to make a serious confession.After all, he hasn't really said he likes that person yet.

A thought of young men, maybe it would be easier to succeed by asking experienced people?

After the intersection in the hospital last time, the relationship between the two is still neither awkward nor awkward.

But he always sees things like milk or bread on his bed or table. He thought it was some roommate who misplaced them. He asked around in the dormitory and no one claimed them. Then he realized that it might be A’s thanks. Returning the gift, I don't know how he managed to put the things down.He was amused by this tacit little trick, how could it have a sneaky feeling.

After he found out that he had really turned a bend last time, he was terribly frightened.After that, he quit himself. He planned to tell A to terminate the relationship, but he didn't expect A to say something closer, which made him feel scared, so he tried his best to avoid the intersection of the two.He thought it would be useful for him to straighten himself, but it was just what he thought.

The withdrawal seems to be a strong counterattack after the last time I couldn't help it.He began to dream frequently, always the same person in his dreams.Maybe after a hearty sexual affair, maybe after a heartfelt questioning, the face he saw belonged to A.

But it was not like this in reality, A never teased him like in the dream, and he didn't even question him after that. A still doesn't appear in the dormitory often, and even stays shorter than before, and he doesn't know what he is busy with. He didn't take the initiative to inquire about it out of face.

Maybe A felt that enough was enough, and one day, those little gifts never appeared again.Their relationship had really come to zero, he thought.What is this?Why don't you ask me any more?Maybe if you tell me again, I will agree?

But he is passive after all, and he doesn't want to take the initiative.

When A approached the young man to express his appeal, the young man smiled, "You have today too?" Touching the non-existent tears, he said, "I thought you would never admit that you were gay in your life, but I didn't expect someone to accept it. You."

A wryly smiled and said, "I also thought that I would keep it a secret for the rest of my life. Who knew I was being overwhelmed?"

The young man said seriously: "Very good, I know you were very disdainful at that time, and I also know that you don't believe that there will be a real relationship. Now you are willing to show your sincerity, I am very happy, you are still willing to believe. "

The two discussed this issue, and agreed to go to the spot next time. A did not expect the young man to do his best, and he was really ashamed of his previous thoughts.

Seeing that Christmas is coming, they have almost discussed matters.On this day, in order to thank the young man, A decided to invite him and his boyfriend to have a good meal.

It was a newly opened hotpot restaurant, and it was said to be an authentic Chongqing hotpot, with mild spicyness being the last compromise in the restaurant.When I looked at the bottom of the pot brought by the waiter, I couldn't help but click my tongue. The small pot was divided into nine grids, and green onion peppers and peppers were floating on the deep red oil soup.Not only does it look spicy, it also smells spicy, obviously what they want is slightly spicy.

The taste after entering the mouth is really good, the faces of the three of them are flushed, the more spicy they are, the more they want to eat.

Halfway through, the young man's boyfriend got up and went to the bathroom. There were only A and the young man left at the table. The atmosphere was a bit awkward for some reason. It was obvious that the two of them were very natural when they were discussing before.In order to ease the embarrassment, A kept looking for topics and asked the young man to talk about his boyfriend.As everyone knows, this eagerness has completely changed in the eyes of another person.

He also heard that a newly opened hot pot tastes very good, so he made an appointment with his friends to eat this afternoon. He didn't expect to leave after eating, only to find that the person sitting in the front cubicle was exactly what he always dreamed of recently.