brothers in pairs

, all the way to the dark, the heart is still very soft, like a child you have to coax and hold, occasionally you are not sensible, you will be silent when you have a tough attitude, and when you are really anxious, you will learn from the little lion Make two gestures, but it is inevitable that the final result will be extremely unreliable, so cowardly, people will feel itchy when they see it, and they want to go up and squeeze it, make out and make out.

And it was such a jubilant person who suddenly encountered something darker and more disgusting than the sewer. To be honest, Wen Jiaming didn't expect him to have much awareness at all, let alone this is definitely not something that can be overcome with awareness. Son, the only thing he hopes is that Xu Mu can live well, even if he is depressed, and the big things will not be so unforgettable after a long time. As long as Xu Mu is willing, he will stand by his side for the rest of his life and never let go.

It's a pity, it's a pity, whether to cry or laugh, Xu Mu doesn't need someone's life, and he doesn't need someone to hold in his hand for comfort.

That is to say, in one thought, some things seemed to be buried forever by this person.

"Wen Jiaming," Xu Mu said suddenly, pulling on Wen Jiaming's tie, his voice a little hoarse, "let go."

"..."

Taking advantage of the time when the other party was in a daze, Xu Mu had already broken free from his body, his fingertips were trembling, and he clenched his fist vigorously, ignoring the suit that had slipped to the ground, and walked in a certain direction without making a sound.

Wen Jiaming subconsciously went to talk to Xu Mu, but as expected, Xu Mu looked back at him, and even raised the corners of his mouth to snort, his voice still hoarse: "You fucking have to let me take a bath, right? "

——You fucking have to let me take a bath, right?

Unsurprisingly, Wen Jiaming was stunned again.

But Xu Mu turned around and went into the bathroom calmly.

"Don't come in." A few seconds later, he yanked the door open again, Xu Mu stared at Wen Jiaming's narrowed eyes, "I still have to live, I don't want to die, you don't need to fuck your useless mind. "

After closing the door, the sound of "squeaking" water came from inside.

Wen Jiaming really didn't move a step, he stood straight outside the door, if he had to use one word to describe his expression at the moment - expressionless...

In fact, I couldn't see what he was thinking.

As for Xu Mu, with his head against the cold wall, he didn't have any heart-piercing thoughts, and unexpectedly thought of someone——Guan Yue.

He seemed to suddenly understand why Guan Yue insisted that he was the bastard who hurt her back then.

When people are in despair, it seems that only a little hatred in their hearts can keep them going. If there is no more hatred, and you don’t even know who to hate, then you really can’t live anymore.Back then, the only person Guan Yue could think of who might harm him was Xu Mu, he deserved it, who would he hate if he didn't hate him?

But Xu Mu?

Xu Mu doesn't hate Feng Yu, the person he hates is himself.

Serve it right, he told himself in the foggy mirror.

So when Wen Jiaming and Wen Jiaming walked out of the hotel, he looked at Gu Xiao who was running over out of breath, and just grinned and pulled a smile on his face.

Then suddenly remembering the story Feng Yu told him in a daze, Xu Mu laughed even more exaggeratedly, snow fell on the tip of his nose, and his smile was so cold that it made his heart go cold.

"Xu Mu..."

What Gu Xiao dislikes the most is losing face in front of Wen Jiaming, but he really can't control it right now.

He cried, knelt down in front of Xu Mu and cried, crying miserably, the one who looked as if he had been fucked was him.

68．Bitch Gu's winter is a bit cold

After Gu Xiao finished crying, he still kept his kneeling posture, twisted his face and looked up at Xu Mu, and said in a hoarse voice, "Xu Mu, I was wrong."

Unfortunately, uncharacteristically, Xu Mu didn't react to Gu Xiao's words at all, his eyes were indifferent that Gu Xiao couldn't read and didn't dare to understand, lowered his head, and said calmly: "Where did you go wrong?"

Gu Xiao was stunned, as if he didn't expect Xu Mu to ask back. He couldn't answer for a while, so he straightened his eyes and subconsciously reached out to hold the fist that was clenched by Xu Mu in front of him. His palm felt cold, and the little comrade moved his mouth mechanically. : "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Xu Mu."

Xu Mu continued to remain indifferent, neither dodging nor struggling: "...get up."

"..."

Gu Xiao stared at Xu Mu's expressionless face, frowned, finally stood up after a while, staggered two steps forward, but suddenly tightened his hands, pulling Xu Mu away.

"Gu Xiao!"

Seeing that he was about to reach the place where Gu Xiao parked his car, Xu Mu slightly raised his volume, successfully stopping that man's impatient footsteps for the first time.

Gu Xiao turned around: "Xu—"

Before he finished speaking, the little comrade suddenly froze, the remaining words were stuck in his throat, his mouth was open and he couldn't say anything, while Wen Jiaming, not far away, frowned slightly, and looked at Xu Mu quietly.

Xu Mu hugged Gu Xiao tightly, without saying a word.

Gu Xiao didn't know why he didn't dare to move, he didn't dare to speak, he didn't dare to breathe.

And a few minutes later, when he sensed Xu Mu's move to leave, Gu Xiao almost reflexively raised his hand and hugged him back, like a child, refusing to let go no matter what.

"Let go, Xiao."

As a result, Xu Mu's few words made no waves, and Gu Xiao immediately let go of his hand inexplicably.

Gu Xiao has never been called that by anyone since he was a child. In fact, it was very popular among couples in junior high school. They only called each other by the last word of their name. At that time, Xu Mu's little girlfriend was called Xu Mu by that. Every time Xiao heard it, he was covered in goose bumps, and his whole face was twisted together, saying that if any woman dared to call him that in the future, he would definitely kill him with goose bumps.Xu Mu said that he was a typical envious and jealous mentality who can't eat grapes and say grapes are sour.It's a pity that this title is gradually falling out of fashion, and it's true that no one has ever called him that.

But now it seems that Xu Mu's words at that time were really answered. For a moment, Gu Xiao was indeed a little lost.

But what Xu Mu said next obviously brought people back to reality in an instant.

"Gu Xiao," Xu Mu lowered his eyes, moved his fingertips, raised his right hand and slowly covered his heart, "My place... doesn't seem to be hurting anymore."

"...Xu Mu?" After a while, Gu Xiao raised his head, trying not to think about the meaning of this sentence.

Xu Mu snorted suddenly, tilted his head and scolded his mother, and when he turned his face away, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and he looked at Gu Xiao and said with a smile: "I just said it, you can't listen to such a literary talk. Understood, I'm still more popular—"

"Xu Mu!"

Gu Xiao interrupted him violently, as if he was afraid that Xu Mu would continue talking, his chest heaved incoherently: "Xu Mu, I like you, I like you, I don't want Guan Yue, I don't want anyone else, we two Come together, please, I don’t need you to wait any longer, no need, really, you like me, and I like you too, how nice it is for us to be together like this, Xu Mu, I’m sick, I’m sick to death, you Don't fucking say anything, I beg you..."

"Gu Xiao," inexplicably, Feng Yu's face appeared in his mind, fine beads of sweat hung on his forehead, Xu Mu looked at Gu Xiao with a pale face, "I don't love you anymore."

"Gu Xiao, I don't love you anymore."

Coincidentally, a large snowflake fell on Gu Xiao's mouth impartially. Gu Xiao subconsciously licked it, and then whispered in a daze, "Xu Mu, I'm cold."

"...X."

Xu Mu laughed, coughed until he laughed, and the tip of his nose was red, and when he finished laughing, he said to Gu Xiao, "Don't fucking pretend, I don't feel sorry for you at all, Gu Xiao, do you know what it means to be heartbroken? ×, you definitely don’t understand.”

Gu Xiao was a little suffocated by Xu Mu's few words, so he said nonchalantly: "I understand, Xu Mu, I understand."

But Xu Mu continued to look at Gu Xiao with a smile: "You don't understand, you don't understand anything. You say you like me? Why do you like me? You like to sleep with me, right?"

Gu Xiao froze, and then his face darkened: "Xu Mu, shut up."

Xu Mu is a clean person, no matter what happens to him, he is a clean person, to put it bluntly, he is the lotus flower in the mud, clean!It's fucking clean!

It's just that Xu Mu seemed to be fighting with Gu Xiao, or he was fighting with himself, sighed, and said it seriously: "Actually, it's not impossible for you to go to bed, you don't need to talk about it. The key is that you also know that I am quite dirty now, if you don't mind—"

"You fucking——" Gu Xiao raised his hand, but abruptly stopped the fist he was about to swing in mid-air, and took advantage of the situation to grab him and wrap him tightly in his arms, "You fucking hell I shut up!"

So, Xu Mu really didn't move suddenly.

Gu Xiao kneaded and squeezed for a long time, regardless of whether someone was watching, he didn't have the slightest intention to let go.

"Gu Xiao, I'm tired."

And without warning, Xu Mu's voice suddenly sounded, tired and tired, he said: "I've made up my mind, let's be good buddies, good buddies for a lifetime."

After finishing speaking, Xu Mu pushed away the dumbfounded Gu Xiao without much effort, Xu Mu turned around, big drops of tears fell down, but he straightened his back and walked back to Wen Jiaming in a few steps: "Let's go, Go anywhere."

"it is good."

Taking in Xu Mu's expression, Wen Jiaming turned around without hesitation, and strode towards the car driven by the secretary.

Xu Mu didn't turn his head, didn't wipe away his tears, just followed behind and got into the car, and left without a trace.

He used to feel that Gu Xiao was an addiction that he couldn't quit no matter what, unless he died, no one could take him away from his heart.But sitting in Wen Jiaming's car, when his eyes were so dry that he could barely open them, Xu Mu suddenly realized, man, there is actually nothing that can't be let go.In the final analysis, the essence of human beings is far from