brothers in pairs

Come, beat me colorfully, and I didn't jump down.

In the end, my brother ran up, with sweat on his forehead, panting, pulled my mother away, pulled me off the window sill, hugged me while touching my head, and said something, you scared me to death .

My mother yelled from behind, and hit the iron stick straight on the tip of my nose, she said you let him jump!I'll be relieved if I die!

I winked at her, Mom, I was wrong, I really didn't mean it, if I wanted to know what he was up to, I would have laid flat and let him kick me without blinking my eyes.

What are you talking about?My brother patted me on the back, then turned around and told my mother, go back, go home and talk.

Finally, that day I got my wish and slept on the same bed with my brother again.Before going to bed, my brother hugged me, closed his eyes and told me not to fight in the future.

After I heard it, I had no other thoughts, and I didn't know what happened to me at the time, so I stared at him and asked, brother, can I kiss you?

In fact, let’s put it aside when I was a child. It’s normal for my younger brother to kiss my elder brother. But when I was young, I was a guilty conscience and didn’t understand anything. I missed the best time to eat tofu.

My brother just opened his eyes, looked at me for a while, then suddenly smiled, leaned over and kissed my forehead, how old are you?Go to sleep.

I know that my brother is a pure kiss between relatives, but I still feel dirty in my mind.

Then in a daze, when I got up the next day, I forgot what my brother said before, and since then I have officially embarked on the road of no return, with a pile of broken iron chains hanging around my waist, Walking with clinking sounds, when I stopped by the side of the road, I felt stupid and stupid.

I went to a hair salon to get my head dyed golden. In fact, I thought I didn’t look very good. Sick white, ×, the doctor said I was anemic.So after I dyed my hair, my buddies said that I became whiter, as white as a fucking little girl.One brat even told me to stay away from him if I had nothing to do, and he would kill me on the spot after drinking and having sex one day.

I almost laughed out loud, I knew they were joking, I just suddenly had an idea, one day I got my brother drunk and I went to seduce him like this, can I succeed?

Shaking my legs, I think my idea... is reliable!

I was 14 years old at the time, and I had heard a little about the things between men and women among my brothers, but I really didn't have the nerve to lick my face and ask for advice about men and men.

My brother was already in high school by the time I sneaked around and finally collected some details about it, and I was pretty familiar with the gay scene.

My brother went to a key high school, the kind of high school that is only willing to enter if you have to spend money or get good grades. Don't guess, my brother must be the latter.

Then I hesitated for a while, I didn't have a clue in my heart, I was afraid that my brother would know that I was gay and dislike me.

In the end, before I fucking hesitated enough, my love rival appeared first!And he's a fucking man!I ×!

At that time, in my eyes, it was normal for my brother to like women, at worst, I would beat him to death, and after bending him—×, after bending him?

Where the hell is there a future? If he is gay, he must and can only like me!

So I found out that my brother likes men as much as I do, and when he was another man besides me, I even had the heart to kill.

Really, I really took a knife and went for a walk near my brother's school, using my strong "connections" to find out who that person was.

After inquiring, my aura of a strong man cutting off his wrists has died down.

I have low self esteem.

In fact, after seeing that person's appearance at first, I knew that I was definitely doomed, so don't even think about it.

That person looks... How should I put it, I thought she would be a thin-skinned and tender sissy, but under the sun, I followed my brother's gaze, and my heart sank, not to mention how uncomfortable it was up.

I feel that if I stand with him, he and I are two extremes, one is clean and bright, and the other is dark and dirty.

It's no exaggeration.

Then I asked my buddies to find out about that person’s background, and I still made a self-destructive comparison. He was born with a golden spoon in his mouth, and I, at most, had a big spoon in his mouth. My mother used it for cooking. That kind of life is a life of poverty.

Everyone has to like him.

That person also has a nice name, Xu Mu.

Extra Story: The Story of Feng Yu? An Outsider②

For a long time, I would deliberately avoid my brother, and then, like all people who are frustrated in love, go to some dirty and sensual places to fool around.

Then unexpectedly, I found that my poor skin was much more sought-after than I thought.There are actually very few decent people in the circle, pitifully few, well-behaved people either sell or fall in love with wealthy families, which is something that the grassroots of society like us can get in touch with.So out of nowhere, a gay with decent facial features appears, he is simply a national treasure, he is treated like a giant panda, and people surround you every day, regardless of whether you like it or not, they will smugly get close to you.

Me, frankly, I'm not really a person who takes morals very seriously-don't despair, I already told my mother that I'm a bad person.

So curiosity is one thing, and being unprincipled is another. In short, I slept with someone, with a man.

Do the math, I was 16 at that time, it was the time when the male hormones couldn’t restrain the commotion, and I never cared about the 0 and 1 problems from the beginning, anyway, I was just going to vent my desire, the above is still It doesn't matter below, as long as I serve you comfortably.

当时总有搭讪的人问我是1还是0，我每次都特别干脆的回他们——你要是1我就是0，你要是0我就是1，你丫自个儿看着办吧。

Surprisingly, although I said so, I didn't take it as 1 once. I don't know why they like to do the above one so much. Maybe I really have no fucking shame.

But no matter how shameless I am, once in a while, I still have some hypocritical feelings in it.

I remember that as soon as the time was over, I immediately pushed away the motionless man sweating all over my body, lying on my back on the bed panting heavily, my mind was blank.

Then I don't know how long it has passed, the man next to me has started to snore, I suddenly became insanely excited, and I rolled and got out of bed.

I'm so stupid, that day was my brother's birthday, and I fucking forgot, forgot! ×!

The back is actually quite painful, but I've been used to it since I was a child, grinning, hissing, putting on clothes one by one, and rushed home in an ugly posture without even taking a shower.

My mother didn't care about me long ago. She didn't care at all whether I came home at night or not. She told me that as long as I live, I can do whatever I want. If something goes wrong, just go far away. Hide, she is out of sight and out of mind.

So when I got home at that time, my mother had naturally fallen asleep early, and although the door of my brother's room was closed tightly, there was a little faint light coming through the crack of the door. He studied until late every day before going to bed.

It's a pity that I looked up at the clock. I had no choice but to say, [-]:[-], ×.

So I tiptoed over, but didn't dare to disturb him, so I leaned against the door panel quietly, breathing carefully.

In fact, I secretly went to my brother's school to visit several times, and found that my brother hadn't moved at all, and the person named Xu Mu didn't even know the existence of my brother.Every time my brother watched from afar, he didn't speak, just smiled, a smile that warmed his heart, no one knew what that smile meant to me, and I couldn't describe it.

And maybe I really stayed outside for a long time, I found that the older I was, the younger I was. Inexplicably, my mood towards my brother has obviously changed drastically from a year ago.

To be honest, I'm also quite surprised, you said that a scum like me can have this kind of awareness - he is my brother, my own brother, my own brother who has a different future from mine, I can't fucking destroy him , no one can.

How fucking disgusting.

After a long time, when my legs started to tremble and I wanted to take a shower and go back to sleep, I just turned my head when the door behind me was suddenly opened.

With a shake of my body, I didn't dare to look back, nor did I dare to leave.

You're back.

I heard my brother's low voice from behind, and then caught off guard, touched my head with one hand, rubbed it lightly twice, and broke my shoulder hard.

And I finally realized I'd just rolled the fuck out of someone else's bed, and I lowered my eyes a little uncomfortably, and didn't say a word.

Where have you been these days?

Brother spoke again, but couldn't hear any emotion.

But I lowered my head and still didn't speak. I don't know how to say it. Could it be that I said I was fooling around with men?

After such a stalemate for a while, I heard him sigh, reach out and pull me into the room, and close the door.

Don't wake mom up.He said softly, but started to ask me again, did you fight?

I hastily shook my head.

He doesn't like me fighting, I know that.

Although I have indeed caused troubles these days-my buddy also said that where there is Feng Huan, there must be right and wrong.What I thought and felt awkward after listening to it at the time, but when I realized it later, I kicked it in the air, ×, isn’t the original saying that where there are women, right and wrong?

As a result, I was slipping away, and my brother suddenly did