[Rebirth of the Future] Furutake Era

Artofes finally couldn't hold back his anger, raised his head and stared fiercely at Shiba's eyes, with a clear crease between his brows: "Nan Shiba! Don't force me!"

Eighteen gritted his teeth and tightened his fist, but he still said, "Listen to me!"

Artofea's body trembled for a while, but he suddenly calmed down. He lowered his head, his voice choked with sobs: "Say it."

Shiba suddenly felt unable to speak.

After a while of silence, Shiba sighed, loosened his grip on Athophis' shoulders, paced to the bed board and sat down, touched his pocket, it was empty and there was no cigarette.

Putting down his hand, Shiba whispered, "I remember what happened last night."

Atophis' back suddenly shook, but he didn't dare to look back at him.

Shiba didn't look at Artofes, but closed his eyes and slowly thought about how to persuade him, or in other words, persuade himself.

"You're still young..." Hearing Artofy's sneer, Shiba helplessly raised his voice, "Mumu! I'm serious, you're still young, you haven't experienced...experienced feelings, So I confuse my feelings, I always regard you as my son... brother."

Shiba wanted to talk about his son, but when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them.

Artofis sneered: "Don't forget, you are younger than me."

"It's not important, Mumu," Shiba's voice sounded as calm as ever, "The important thing is, I can't believe that you have enough mind to make this choice. Love is not family affection, there is no blood between us In order to maintain the relationship between the two parties, there was a saying in the ancient earth called 'a teacher for one day and a father for the rest of your life', for me, this is the safest way."

Shiba said this, but the eyebrows on his drooping face kept beating non-stop.Shiba didn't dare to touch such a cold idea from the beginning, but now, in order to dispel Atofes' thoughts, Shiba had to hurt him.

Artofes turned around and stared at Eighteen blankly.

Sensing the gaze above his head, Shiba pursed his lips and forced himself to look back indifferently.

Artofis shook his head: "You are really...too selfish."

"I was always like this." Shiba's mood didn't fluctuate much, "It's better for you to see me clearly now than to wake up later, so I'm not the best choice."

Artofis' fists were clenched so tightly that the veins on the back of his hands were extremely clear, and his entire arm was trembling non-stop.There was a crying voice in his voice, and his eyes were bloodshot: "You are so selfish!"

"Mumu!" Shiba looked at him sternly, "You have no right to ask me to accept you!"

"Yeah, I really don't have that power..." Artofis gritted his teeth, shook his head slowly, but walked towards Shiba step by step, "You're right, I was too stupid before, why don't you Might accept me? You like women."

"It's not for this reason." Shiba was forced by him to take two steps back, feeling unspeakable in his heart, as if he was constantly stirring, "I don't accept you, not because of your gender, but... ..."

"But what?" Athophis paused, raising a glimmer of hope.

Shiba suddenly froze.

but what

he does not know.

The inexplicable confusion made him feel unspeakable panic, and he hurriedly shook his head: "I don't feel anything about you! I don't feel it!"

"I don't feel it?!" Artofis burst out in anger, "Why don't you feel it? You feel it very much. Last night, your leg was holding my head. You asked me to exert more force..."

Artofis whispered, he didn't know what he was talking about, and those words made Shiba, who had begun to lose his composure, feel extremely frightened.

"Shut up!" Eighteen stared at him fiercely, "Yin Mumu, do you think I dare not beat you?"

"You beat me to death, it's better than asking me to give up for no reason!" Yin Mumu roared with blood red eyes, he squeezed Shiba's fist, and his voice was louder, "You just said! You Remember what happened last night, I didn't lie to you, you have feelings! Let's try again! Try again..."

Eighteen's fists only used five points of force. He didn't want to really hurt Artofys. After returning from Wencha's place, Artofyes' old injuries healed very slowly. Subconsciously, Shiba worried that I would really hurt him regardless of whether it was serious or not, but I didn't expect it to be this hesitation. With a strong hand, Artofes pushed Shiba down in the middle of the soft big bed, muttering "" Let's try again..." He bowed his head and kissed her.

This can be regarded as... Shiba's first kiss.

He opened his eyes wide in an instant, and Atophis quickly drove in with his desperate lips and tongue while he was in a daze. With the moistness of saliva and the saltiness of tears, it swept through Shiba's entire mouth in an instant.

Artofes closed his eyes, tightly pressed Shiba's two arms, and kept kissing, tears fell from his eye sockets to Shiba's eyelids, Shiba opened his mouth, completely dumbfounded , let him ask for it.

The terrifying feeling of the tip of the tongue sliding over the roof of the palate revived Shiba and Shiba’s spirits. When Shiba realized his current situation, Shiba writhed frantically. With all my heart, I bit down hard!

Artofis raised his head quickly, the blood in his eyes increased instead of diminishing, and the blood foam at the corner of his mouth smelled like rust. Without blinking, he just stared at Shiba's pupils like this, with suppressed anger and pain in his voice: "It's okay, let's try again, I beg you...I beg you don't reject me..."

Shiba paused for a moment as he waved his hand about to strike, the scene fell silent, Shiba tremblingly began to push him away.

Artofes grabbed Shiba's palm on his chest, brought it to his mouth, and kissed it slowly and passionately, shaking his head in a crying voice, begging: "Just once... just once, okay? If you don't like it, you can kill me , just once... okay?"

"OK?"

Artofis grabbed Shiba's palm and covered his face with tears seeping from between his fingers.

The tears that slid onto his wrist were hot and scorching. Feeling the slippery hands, Shiba's entire brain stopped functioning. After a while, he heard his very light but extremely solemn answer——

"it is good".

Atophis, who had been redeemed, finally couldn't hold back a whimper, and then reached out tremblingly to unbutton Shiba's shirt.

"Just this time," Shiba said wearily again, "Atophis, don't force me."

"I know..." Kissing Shiba's cold and undulating chest, Artofes stretched out the tip of his tongue to describe it carefully, feeling the indescribable desolation in his heart.

"You can, trust me, you can."