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Rong Jian hugged Min Xiang tightly, his lost and found treasure.

People and people's hearts, what exactly do they need to be able to completely communicate with each other, even if they keep staring at each other, there is no way.

People and people's character and situation determine too many things.

When Min Changqing saw Min Xiang snuggling up against Rong Jian, his heart ached unceasingly, as if his whole heart was suffocated, or he didn't know how to breathe.

He knew how proud Min Xiang was. If it wasn't something he liked, no one could force him. Min Changqing had been with him for so long, and he had never seen Min Xiang really give in to anything.

In fact, he knew that Min Xiang would not love himself, and he would not accept himself as his lover, so he was just dying, and being with him for a day was a day of harvest.

But now, King Qi is here, and it was the first time he saw Min Xiang shed tears for someone.

He knows how to make Min Xiang happy, he knows how to make Min Xiang truly happy and alive.

Min Changqing didn't know what he was thinking at the time. He walked to the bed and stretched out his hand to Xiao Ru'er. Xiao Ru'er seemed to understand the situation very well and asked Min Changqing to hug him. When Min Changqing carried him out of the bedroom, he Still looking at Uncle Jiang holding his father.

He was very puzzled, and seemed to understand something in his heart, so after being carried into his bedroom by Min Changqing, Xiao Ru'er didn't say anything, just sat on the bed obediently, and Min Changqing pulled the quilt to cover him up.

When Min Changqing gritted his teeth and leaned against the bed and wept silently, Xiao Ru'er recovered from his own thoughts of crying to death, and called Min Changqing in surprise, "Second Uncle, do you hurt? Why are you crying? Do you hurt? Huh, blow, it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt..."

His childish and heart-warming words made Min Changqing smile through tears, hugged Xiao Ru'er in his arms, buried his face on his small and immature shoulders, and said, "Second uncle doesn't hurt, second uncle doesn't hurt."

Min Xiang was hugged by Rong Jian. He originally decided that he would never see him again, and it was impossible for him to see him again, but now he is hugging himself. He smells his body breath, and he feels his breath. With warmth, he heard his voice calling him constantly, "Xiangxiang, Xiangxiang..."

Min Xiang was even numb from being hugged by him, but Rong Jian was unwilling to let go. Min Xiang felt that he couldn't think of anything else in his mind, only Rong Jian, only him.

After a long time, Min Xiang gently pushed him, Rong Jian relaxed his strength, looked down at Min Xiang's eyes, Min Xiang's tears wet his robe, but this made him happy, because his Xiang Xiang is Really alive.

Min Xiang muttered, not knowing what to say, seven or eight years, everything has changed, too many changes, it seems that except the heart is still the same as before, everything else is completely different.

Rong Jian didn't need him to say anything, he stroked Min Xiang's face with his calloused fingers, wiped off the tears on his cheeks, and traced every line on his face, Rong Jian said , "All this is like a dream, knowing that you are still alive, I feel like I am living in a dream."

Min Xiang gently pushed him away and sat down on the couch. He lowered his head slightly and calmed down a little. Only in front of him would Rong Jian reveal his fragility. Min Xiang knew that he didn't want to Showing weakness in front of himself is just to impress himself, because he also knows that he has no way to resist when he shows weakness.

Rong Jian sat down beside Min Xiang, and said softly, "Xiang Xiang, let me take good care of you from now on, okay? I will make up for the pain you suffered before, and I will never let you suffer again."

Min Xiang didn't respond to his words, but shook his head lightly, "Rong Jian, we can't go back."

It has been many years since he was called by his name. When Min Xiang called out this name, Rong Jian felt sweet and sour in his heart, but what Min Xiang said could not go back made him startled, "Xiang Xiang, are you Don't you want to go back with me?"

Min Xiang raised his head, tears were shed just now, his eyes were still slightly red at this time, he had calmed down, under the candlelight, the dim light covered the injury marks on his right cheek, making his face visible It looked flawless, Rong Jian looked at him with fascination, but Min Xiang said, "How can I go back with you, Rong Jian, I know, you should have come to find me on a special trip, and it took a lot of effort to find me Kungfu, however, really can’t go back. I can indeed admit that my father used my substitute to replace me out of prison, because I was the youngest son in the family and had never been in the court. My father didn’t even intend to let me I entered the court as an official, and the emperor didn't have much supervision over me, so I was the only one who could be replaced. Although I survived, I knew that all my family members died, my father died, my elder brother died, and my sister-in-law died. Dead, my mother is dead, my aunt committed suicide, and my younger sister, who was going to be an official prostitute, crashed to death against the wall..."

Rong Jian looked at him, watched Min Xiang painfully remember what happened back then, he could hardly bear it, he only realized now that he would rather bear all the pain by himself than Min Xiang suffer, how cruel he was back then , he made his Xiangxiang so painful, he hugged Minxiang, "Xiangxiang, don't talk about it, don't think about the past."

Min Xiang leaned against Rong Jian's arms in a trance, but didn't stop, "I still remember, how could I not say it, I have been holding it back for seven or eight years, I have been holding it in, I have never said it, But I kept thinking in my mind, I actually hate, Rong Jian, you don’t know how much I hate you, I hate that your surname is Rong, I hate that you are a prince, I hate the emperor, I hate your royal family, for the first two years, I I can’t eat with hatred, my mind is full of hatred, and then I want to open it, do you know why I want to open it? Because my wife gave birth to Xiao Ru’er, but I can only watch her eat porridge , she doesn't even have money to buy supplements, she has no milk, Xiao Ru'er is so hungry that she just cries, but she can only drink rice soup, Yan Yu has no milk for three months, Xiao Ru'er is pitiful, now he is just Knowing how to eat, that’s because he really didn’t have to eat at that time. I’m useless, I can’t even support my family, and I want Changqing to perform as a performer. He can only bear it when he is touched by others. I still have the energy to hate you guys, I tried my best to let them survive, but Yan Yu is still dead, she said before she died, she must let Xiao Ru'er live well and feed him well."

Min Xiang didn't cry, but his voice was extremely shrill. Rong Jian couldn't imagine what Min Xiang had been through these years.

He wanted to say something, he wanted to say that he would protect him in the future, let him and his family be well, but he couldn't speak, he just hugged him tightly, besides, he didn't know what he should do What can be done to relieve his Xiangxiang's pain.

Min Xiang said, "There is really no way to go back. My family is gone. Where can I go back?"

Rong Jian said in a deep voice, "There is me. Xiangxiang, and me, I will give you a home, and I will give you whatever you want."

But Min Xiang shook his head, looked at Rong Jian's painful face again, he reached out and stroked his cheek, as if in a dream, he had recalled countless times that he hugged himself, recalled his kiss, recalled himself She held his face and responded to him, but in the end she just woke up from a nightmare.

Min Xiang's pupils were black, darker than the night, and he said, "This is the last time we meet, from now on, you don't come again, you go back, you think I'm still alive, I'm living a good life now Very well, Xiao Ru'er is a fool with good luck. His temperament is not like mine. He will live happily. I am also well-fed now. What else can I ask for. You know I am doing well, You don't have to think about me anymore. The boy who was next to you last time was sent by someone from Ouyang. Send him back, don't think about me anymore, and don't look for someone like me to look at , slowly, you will forget everything."

Rong Jian looked at him in pain, "How can I forget? I have liked you since I was six years old. I have spent the first half of my life loving you. How can I forget. The person Ouyang Hui arranged by my side, I have long been Sent away, I know you will hate me for using others to defile you, I know I have too many useless places, I know I can't do too many things, I often have weaknesses, that's why I let you suffer so much It hurts so much, but in the future, I will definitely protect you, Xiangxiang, don't reject me, go back with me."

Min Xiang still shook his head firmly, "When I saw you, I thought of how miserable my family was in the end. I can't be with you anymore. Besides, what identity should I use to be with you? To be your male pet Does it? Rong Jian, do you think of me that way? Do you think that I am the son of a criminal minister who deserves to die, already shameless and lowly enough to be a man's pet?"

Rong Jian quickly explained, "No, Xiangxiang, you know that I will never think so, and you know how I love you in my heart."

Min Xiang stretched out his hand and gently pushed him, turned his face away, the candlelight reflected a perfect sad profile on his face, "I know, I know what kind of feelings you have for me."

His voice was like the blooming epiphyllum in the night. It was so beautiful that Rong Jian was in a trance, but she also knew how sad and distant it was.

"So, please respect me, Rong Jian, forget the past, we all forget, I forget the hatred, forget the past, so that I can live on, you forget me, forget the previous feelings, you can be better You are a prince, you have a lot of things to do, why should you worry about such a useless relationship between your son and daughter."

Rong Jian raised her head to force back the tears in her eyes, her voice was hoarse and she suppressed her sobs, "I can't forget it, I would rather, I would rather you hate me, than I can't live without you."

However, Min Xiang turned his head and suddenly his expression became resolute, without the previous trance, he brought ruthlessness on top of his sadness, "Are you forcing me to really die? How many times have I not wanted to live anymore, you Are you going to force me to die?"

Min Xiang understood Rong Jian's pain too well, he was able to grasp Rong Jian's weakness with a single sentence, Rong Jian gritted his teeth tightly and clenched his hands into fists, Min Xiang even saw his whole world collapse from his eyes, He just watched Rong Jian's heart become bloody in front of him, and it took Rong Jian a long time to make a sound, "Don't do this."

But Min Xiang stood up, his voice had become cold, "You go."

This light and indifferent sentence seemed like his previous tears, his previous pain, his previous love and hatred had never appeared before.

Rong Jian had no way to leave. He wanted to reach out to grab Min Xiang, but Min Xiang had already stepped back a few steps. He said, "Go, hurry up, and don't come to me again. Otherwise, Ouyang Hui will know that I am here Here, maybe what he will do, he will definitely say to threaten you with me, you and I both know how difficult he is. If you leave, my family will move immediately. Don’t let anyone find me again. If you do this, It will only make us keep moving, and we don’t even want a peaceful day. My heart is already tired and I don’t want to move anymore. I always just fall in love with a place and I have to give up immediately.”

Although Rong Jian is in pain, it is not as dead as when he was holding Min Xiang's ashes. Now that Wu Xiang is in front of him, even though it is painful, it is also painful with hope.

How could he, how could he forget him.

Rong Jian sat there, silent, the candlelight shone on his face and body, it was a silent figure, although it was painful, it was not depressed.

His appearance is not very outstanding, but his eyes are deep and firm as a rock, and his facial features have long since retreated from the softness of his youth, as deep as a knife and an axe.

It was born from the heart, Min Xiang underestimated his inner fortitude and his feelings for him too much.

Min Xiang stood there without looking at Rong Jian, when suddenly there was a flash of lightning outside, and there was an earth-shattering thunder, it seemed that the lightning and the thunder were produced at the same time, Min Xiang's body trembled, he was stunned, stunned...

The sound of thunder woke up the two people in the room, followed by the sound of thunder, followed by several more sounds of thunder.

Xiao Ru'er's voice sounded from Min Changqing's room opposite, he screamed, "Daddy, it's thundering."

Every time there was lightning and thunder, Xiao Ru'er was terrified. As long as Min Xiang coaxed him, Min Xiang was startled and had already rushed out of the bedroom. Xia Changzheng he knew and two other personal guards were guarding the door of the main room.

Min Xiang didn't look at them much, and had already entered Min Changqing's room. Xiao Ru'er had already been comforted by Min Changqing and fell asleep, and was awakened from a light sleep by Jinglei, so she was so frightened for a while and screamed.

Min Xiang carried Xiao Ru'er from the bed into his arms, and Min Changqing sat up early, seeing that Min Xiang was doing well, he was relieved, there was thunder outside, and Xiao Ru'er was in Min Xiang's arms Trembling.

Min Xiang had no choice but to keep patting him, "It's okay, it's okay."