lust game

The driver opened the door for him, and Gu Chenxiang got out of the car expressionlessly, staring blankly ahead.He walked step by step under the dim street lights, his expression hidden in the darkness that the lights couldn't reach.

Since Chen Xiang left in the afternoon, Ke Ke's playfulness has long since dissipated, and he has been sitting anxiously at the door of the clubhouse waiting for Chen Xiang.Seeing that Chen Xiang, whom he had been longing for, finally came, he subconsciously wanted to go up and hug him, comfort him, and ask him how Gu's father was doing, but when he saw Chen Xiang's distraught look, he knew that Chen Xiang's father should is gone.

Ke Ke finds that he is not even qualified to comfort Chen Xiang, he is not qualified to say, I understand your pain, because he has not experienced it.

How does it feel to lose a loved one?Ke Ke sat on the ground, looked up at Chen Xiang's lifeless eyes, and asked herself this way.he does not know.Although he never had parents, he didn't have to suffer the pain of losing a loved one.That person must be in pain now, right?But what can I do for him, there is nothing I can do.

Chen Xiang had already walked in front of Ke Ke, but as if she didn't see him, she raised her legs and stepped over.

Ke Ke caught up with heartache, and hugged Chen Xiang from behind.Chen Xiang stopped in her tracks and let him hug her, her eyes were only numb, not cocoa.Ke Ke put on the red scarf for him, put his face on his back, couldn't say anything, could only hug like that - the only thing he can do now is to give Chen Xiang more warmth.

"Let me sleep with you tonight." Coco asked softly.Chen Xiang didn't agree or object, but just continued to walk in.Ke Ke hurriedly followed, chasing after him like a puppy.

After going upstairs, Chen Xiang entered the bedroom, without turning on the light, she went straight to the bed, and lay down straight.The door was unlocked, so Ke Ke naturally followed in.

"Why don't you turn on the lights?"

no answer.

"Are you tired?"

no answer.

"Then go to sleep, I'll accompany you. At least take off your clothes and put on a quilt, or you'll catch a cold."

Still no answer.

Ke Ke then helped Chen Xiang take off her clothes, put on her pajamas, then changed her own, and wrapped the two of them in a quilt.During the whole process, Chen Xiang didn't respond at all, allowing Ke Ke to undress and dress him, and finally hugged him tightly under the quilt, as if wanting to transfer all the fiery temperature of her body to him.

Ke Ke suddenly remembered something and felt a little strange: "Why did you come back alone tonight? Didn't you accompany your aunt? She must be very sad now." Ke Ke thought of her godmother who was far away in the United States, Empathize.

At this time, there was a buzzing in Chen Xiang's head, and his mother's screaming screamed in his ears: "It's all you! It's all you, an unfilial son! You shameless thing, who raised you so much and fooled around with men, Now not only is my wife gone, but even your father is mad at you! Your father could have lived a few more years, but he was mad at you!... I regret it... I regret that I shouldn't have you Sent to the United States to accept those weird thoughts... Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Ke Ke felt Chen Xiang's hand under the quilt trembling slightly, he hurried over and held it tightly.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid," Ke Ke carefully kissed Chen Xiang's forehead, and comforted, "Even if everyone in this world leaves you, I will not leave you. Don't be afraid. Gu An, did you hear that? This time, he didn't call him "Chen Xiang", he called him "Gu An", the American Gu An, his alone Gu An, the carefree and contented Gu An.

Chen Xiang's tear fell silently from the corner of his eye.

Ke Ke didn't know what happened, he only knew that tonight he would hug this person tightly, give him warmth, and try his best to make him happy.So he said: "Let's think about something happy, you see, it's like the first time, we were in a hotel... I gave you a massage... pinched your ears like this... you at that time It's really beautiful, I was fascinated by you the first time I saw you, otherwise I wouldn't have taken on some troublesome work to send you back..."

But no matter what Ke Ke said, Chen Xiang didn't respond, as if his soul was lost somewhere.

In the end, Ke Ke really had no choice, so he had no choice but to say dejectedly: "I don't know what to say, really, Gu An, I'm not very good at comforting people, since I was a child, I haven't spoken so much to anyone. I just want to say one more thing, I don’t know if it will make you feel better, that is—I envy you, even if your father is gone, at least you have the memory of being with him, you are luckier than me. And I have nothing."

Nothing, now I don't even have a godmother, I only have you.

Chen Xiang, who had been crying silently without saying a word, suddenly spoke: "Fuck me."

Ke Ke raised her head, and stared at Chen Xiang's eyebrows and eyes in disbelief under the faint moonlight—there was no desire in it, only sadness.

"I said fuck me. Did you hear that?"

Normally, this sentence is what Ke Ke likes to hear the most, but in this situation, he really... But this is Chen Xiang's only wish now, so he opened the bedside drawer to find lubricant.

"Don't use that, come directly."

Chen Xiang was probably crazy.It was obvious how painful it would be without any emotion, without any lubrication.But Chen Xiang just wanted pain, wanted to bleed, he wanted to punish himself for killing his father.

When Ke Ke entered the agarwood, he gritted his teeth so hard that even his gums smelled of blood.Warm blood flowed from the tight lower body immediately.

"Are you sure, do you want to continue?" Coco asked worriedly.

At this moment, Chen Xiang's mind is full of mother's wailing: "You shameless thing...Your father is mad at you...Get the hell out of this house..."

"Go on," he said.