Wolves are reborn

Just kidding, we're still the same as before.Well, don't want to! "

Shen Xiuyuan stared blankly at Yu Yongping, who looked terrified, and crystal clear teardrops rolled down his delicate and picturesque cheeks.

He is so depressed!

Why did the children whom he watched grow up and loved so much all fall in love with him?

Had he done something wrong to lead the children astray?

Then he is so damn damn good!

"When your parents forbade you to associate with me, I shouldn't go to you again." Shen Xiuyuan said regretfully, "I'm sorry! I hurt you!"

When Yu Yongping heard this, he immediately became angry.

"If you dare to say such things again, I will hate you forever! If my love can only make you regret, then I don't want to love. From now on, I only hate you!"

Shen Xiuyuan was startled, quickly grabbed Yu Yongping's hand, and said eagerly: "Don't do this, I won't say it again. I... I... woo..."

Shen Xiuyuan was so wronged that he burst into tears, like a child who has lost his way and can no longer find his way home.

Three men confessed to him one after another, one was a good teacher and helpful friend, one was a benefactor in a previous life, and the other was an uncle in a previous life.

He really didn't know what to do!

If death could solve the problem satisfactorily, he would kill himself without hesitation.

Yu Yongping hugged the weeping Shen Xiuyuan into his arms with distress, and comforted him softly in his ear.

"Hey, don't cry, it's my fault. I fell in love with you secretly, it's not your fault. If you don't like it, I will bury this love in my heart forever and never mention it to you again. But, Don't ignore me, don't see me, then I will be very sad. Well, it's all over, you just had a nightmare, forget it! Be good!"

Shen Xiuyuan cried and fell into Yu Yongping's arms, feeling as bitter as if soaked in coptis soup.

What should he do?

What should he do?

Shen Xiuyuan originally planned to take a taxi to Du Yibin's apartment on Fifth Avenue after seeing off Yu Yongping, and discuss work matters with Du Yibin.

Unexpectedly, when such an unexpected confession happened, his nerves, which had been hit repeatedly, collapsed all of a sudden.

Yu Yongping knew that he had to separate from Shen Xiuyuan temporarily, so that his sweetheart had time to adjust psychologically.

He was worried about letting Shen Xiuyuan take a taxi alone, so he drove his sweetheart to Fifth Avenue and handed it to Du Yibin himself.

He saw that Du Yibin was mature and steady

, I really thought that this famous professor was Shen Xiuyuan's good teacher and helpful friend, but he didn't know that this person was the first homosexual who troubled his sweetheart.

Du Yibin helped Shen Xiuyuan, who was dizzy from crying, back to the apartment, and took out an ice pack to help his sweetheart's eyes that were red and swollen like fairy peaches.

"What's the matter? Weren't you happy when you set off in the morning? Why did you come back crying?"

Shen Xiuyuan didn't want to leak the secret, so he could only lie on the long sofa and pretend to be dead.

He fell asleep in a daze, and his body temperature rose sharply. After breaking through the 40-degree mark, he was still rising rapidly.

Du Yibin was frightened by the menacing high fever, hurriedly called an ambulance, and sent his sweetheart to St. Luke's Hospital again.

The doctor tried every means to reduce the fever of the patient, but unfortunately, with little success.

Seeing that Shen Xiuyuan fell into a coma, Du Yibin was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, he had no intention of eating and drinking, and couldn't sit still.

After much deliberation, he decided to call Yu Yongping and ask him what happened during the day and why Shen Xiuyuan became so ill as soon as he came back.

He called the Cold Spring Laboratory and asked for the dormitory number of Raymond who had just reported, but the other party politely refused, so he had to leave the phone number of the VIP ward and wait for Yu Yongping to call.

69、Wait

Yu Yongping has completed all the formalities, cleaned the single dormitory, tidied up the beds, luggage, etc., and called his parents to report that he was safe.

He called Du Yibin's house several times, but no one answered.

He has no appetite to eat, and only drinks water to maintain his strength.

In the evening, he turned on the desk lamp, sat in front of the desk and flipped through the book absent-mindedly, his mind was full of Shen Xiuyuan's crying face, and his heart was full of worries.

The phone on the wall rang suddenly, and he stepped forward to answer it, and learned that a gentleman named Patrick was looking for him.

He took a pen to write down the phone number Du Yibin left behind, and expressed his thanks to the security guard on duty.

After hanging up the phone, he immediately dialed the phone number, and what he heard was Du Yibin's tired and anxious voice.

"What happened to you during the day? I asked him, but he refused to tell. He started to have a high fever after falling asleep. It didn't help to send him to the hospital for emergency treatment. His body temperature was always below 40 degrees, and he couldn't lower it at all, and he was in a coma. gone."

Yu Yongping secretly cursed him, and immediately asked for the address and ward number of the hospital, and told Du Yibin to guard Shen Xiuyuan carefully.

He quickly packed up his things and rushed out of the dormitory.

Yu Yongping slammed on the accelerator all the way, wishing he could drive the sports car like a rocket, causing the speed limit alarm to beep all the time.

He was so angry that he wanted to smash the alarm, but Shen Xiuyuan's exhortations during the day sounded in his ears.

Thinking that if he got into a car accident, he would make his sweetheart sad, his brain, which was burning with anxiety, calmed down a little.

It was already late at night when Yu Yongping arrived at St. Luke's Hospital by car.

Shen Xiuyuan still had a high fever and was unconscious.

He knelt down beside the bed, tightly holding his sweetheart's hand that was hot as coal, and calling anxiously in his ear.

"Xiaoyuan, I'm Yongping. Please, stop torturing yourself, and wake up quickly. Are you trying to make me feel guilty? If something happens to you, I won't live anymore!"

Du Yibin sat quietly by the bed, looked at Yu Yongping who was kneeling on the other side of the bed, and heard the young man's call full of self-blame and regret, a thought slowly emerged from his mind and gradually became clear.

It turned out that this kid also fell in love with Xiao Yuan!

How crazy!

He took good care of the children who had grown up and fell in love with him one by one, no wonder he would have a nervous breakdown!

It's over!

The swan is scared away by a pack of wolves, no one can eat the swan meat!

Qiao Zixing wept again involuntarily.

This time, he not only felt Shen Xiuyuan's sadness, but also clearly felt a desperate self-destructive emotion.

"Xiuyuan, what's wrong with you?" Qiao Zixing asked worriedly, "Last time you told me that there is hope only if you live. It's only been 10 days, why don't you want to live anymore?"

"I'm a sinner! I deserve to die!" Shen Xiuyuan cried bitterly.

"The two boys I watched growing up and loved and loved, both fell in love with me.

"It must have been my inappropriate method of education that led them astray.

"If their parents knew about this, they would definitely want to crush me to ashes!

"I hate myself too! I am the root of all evil!

"If I die, will they change back?"

Qiao Zixing was stunned for a moment, and asked, "How old are they?"

"A 23, a 17." Shen Xiuyuan replied.

"Have they been living with you? Together 24 hours a day?" Qiao Zixing asked.

"No." Shen Xiuyuan replied, "They usually live on campus and go home on weekends, and they will see me every once in a while. The older one went to study in the United States six years ago, and I basically see him once a year. "

"The two of them have been with you for such a short time, why do you think that you have more influence on them than school and family? Are you too self-righteous?" Qiao Zixing said bluntly.

Shen Xiuyuan held back the tears pouring down, and after thinking about it carefully, he felt that he was indeed being passionate, and felt extremely ashamed.

"You're right to criticize. Sorry!"

Qiao Zixing said these words not to embarrass Shen Xiuyuan, but to relieve him and help him get rid of self-destructive emotions.

Seeing that Shen Xiuyuan had the courage to admit his mistakes, he knew that the next step would be easy.

"Now that you have realized this, all your self-blame is unfounded. Why are you crying?"

Shen Xiuyuan froze in embarrassment, and said in a low voice: "It is said that they will fall in love with me if you can't slap a slap. I must be wrong."

"That's not necessarily true." Qiao Zixing retorted, "The big tree bears fruit, and someone came to pick the fruit and eat it, but he got sick after eating it. Can you say it's the big tree's fault? It shouldn't bear fruit?"

"Humans are different from big trees. People have subjective initiative." Shen Xiuyuan argued.

"Okay. Then let me give another example." Qiao Zixing retorted patiently, "A person was standing at the bus station waiting for a bus, and suddenly a car rushed over and injured him. Should he blame himself for not standing in the right place? Or should he be Blame yourself for not being quick enough to avoid a car accident?"

Shen Xiuyuan was speechless, but his mood suddenly relaxed, and his tears completely stopped.

He said sincerely: "Zixing, you are extraordinary in skill, flexible in mind, and eloquent in speech. You should really become a lawyer to eliminate violence and bring justice to justice."

Qiao Zixing was stunned for a moment, and said, "I met you five times in total, and I have spoken to you more than I have in five years. It seems that when I meet you, I tend to talk."

Shen Xiuyuan laughed, and joked in a gentlemanly manner: "Mr. Qiao, I am deeply honored by this! You are welcome to continue chatting!"

A smile flashed across Qiao Zixing's eyes, and his mood was as happy as a running brook.

"Since you don't like them loving you, then simply reject them and let them die."

Shen Xiuyuan said hesitantly: "Seeing them sad, I feel so sad."

"Since they choose to confess to you, they should be prepared to be accepted or rejected by you. No matter