high heels for you

When Yu Xiaoyu returned to the hospital again, he didn't know if it was Ji Linjin's order, but no one stopped him inside or outside Lu Sinian's ward

he.

After he entered the ward, he looked at Lu Sinian on the bed, and he didn't react for a while.It seemed like it was the first time he saw Lu Sinian like this

My son, I have been with him for so long, even when he was sick and took medicine, he never had it.

And all of this was actually caused by him.

Walking forward step by step, when he reached the head of the bed, he suddenly remembered what Lu Sinian said before the explosion, and now he knows the answer

He felt extremely guilty, this person, he had always been afraid of him, guarded against him, and avoided him, but why was he still willing to save himself in the end?

What about myself?Shouldn't he be chopped into pieces like those traitors were executed?Shouldn't he be blown to pieces and sink to the bottom of the sea?

He stretched out his hand, as if touching a burn on Lu Sinian's hand, but withdrew it again, lowered his head in shame, bit his fingertips,

The force of the mouth was so heavy that it broke the skin in an instant.

"Cough..." Lu Sinian coughed twice on the bed, and slowly opened his eyes, Yu Xiaoyu was so frightened that he subconsciously took a step back.but look at luce

Nian Ning looked uncomfortable, and said anxiously: "You, you're awake...I'll call the doctor."

"No need." Lu Sinian sat up slowly with a hoarse voice.He hurt his back because he was protecting Yu Xiaoyu, the pain of opening his flesh

It spread in pieces, but he didn't say a word.

For a while, no one spoke.Yu Xiaoyu stood there in embarrassment like a child who made a mistake, not knowing what to say.

Lu Sinian looked at Yu Xiaoyu's dirty body and tiny wounds on his bare feet, and frowned: "What tricks are you playing?"

Yu Xiaoyu's face burned, and he bit his lower lip: "I just want to know something...I'm sorry."

He couldn't say anything, he could only repeat sorry one sentence after another.After talking about it, I felt too pale and could only do

Standing, waiting for Lu Sinian's trial.

"Aren't you going to kill me?"

"I..." Yu Xiaoyu choked for a long time, "Then what about you, why did you save me?"

Lu Sinian was breathing heavily: "This is probably the stupidest thing I've ever done in my life."

Yu Xiaoyu sniffled: "Lu Sinian, you're right, my eyes only want to see what I want to see."

Said: "But Lu Sinian, you are all so smart, you can play me around with a few casual words, but I am stupid, the more you

If you lie to me, the more I can't see everything clearly. "

"You just need to trust me, get rid of all the cruelty and blood from your life, and keep the quietness I gave you."

enough? "

"But I finally found out... Have you ever thought about it, I am also a man, and I also want a little dignity and respect."

Such words made Lu Sinian stiff for a moment. He has always been used to Yu Xiaoyu's obedience, and felt that he only needs to live in his own shelter.

Down is enough.Everything else was decided for him on his own, as if he really didn't consider his wishes.

Yu Xiaoyu pursed her lips: "In the end, I still hurt you, I'm really sorry..., I'm sorry... Hit me, if it can calm you down

talk. "

Lu Sinian slowly got down from the bed, first sat on the edge of the bed, and looked directly at him: "Yu Xiaoyu, that day you asked me to watch the fireworks and took me home, why not?"

I cook, and everything is designed to plot against me, right? "

"Lu Sinian..."

"Answer me!" Lu Sinian shouted suddenly, forcing him to answer.

It was very difficult for Yu Xiaoyu to hold back her choked crying, trembling, and replied fearfully: "...Yes."

Another moment of silence.

"Very good," Lu Sinian shook his head weakly as if he was relieved, or rather, he was out of strength, "Yu Xiaoyu, I'll let you go."

go. "

As if he couldn't believe his ears, Yu Xiaoyu raised his head suddenly, and saw Lu Sinian saying seriously, "From now on,

You are free, you owe no one any more, and you no longer have to be at my side.you go. "

go.

free.

It's strange, isn't it, Yu Xiaoyu should have been very happy when he heard this sentence.In the past so many years, how much he longed to be released by Lu Sinian

But now when I hear this sentence, I feel like my heart is full of needles.

"You...let me go?" Yu Xiaoyu's chaotic brain completely froze, "Go? To...where?"

Lu Sinian closed his eyes: "Wherever you go, you can do whatever you want. Yu Xiaoyu, you make me tired."

It was as if she had lost her armor since then, and there were weaknesses everywhere. Yu Xiaoyu felt pain everywhere, but couldn't say anything to refute.I can only lower my head cowardly

say sorry…"

Lu Sinian who was originally sitting suddenly stood up, grabbed Yu Xiaoyu's shoulder and dragged him to the door of the ward.

Yu Xiaoyu let him play around like a rag doll. When the door of the ward opened and Lu Sinian threw him out, Yu Xiaoyu went straight to the hard bed.

fell to the ground.

His knee hit the floor with a crisp sound.

Before he could cry out the pain, he looked back and saw Lu Sinian standing in the door with a sullen expression, looking down at him: "I'll give you a day to leave me

the sight of you, I don't want to see you again. "

There was a loud "bang"!The door was slammed shut and could no longer be opened.

All the bodyguards in the corridor looked at each other, but they didn't dare to whisper.Who doesn't know that Lu Sinian has always loved Yu Xiaoyu, so popular,

It was really the first time.

Yu Xiaoyu fell and sat on the ground for a long time, his eyes that had been red for a long time finally cried out.He cried very quietly this time, just kept crying

Weeping, then slowly crawled to the door, and knocked on the door lightly with his small fist, knowing that the people inside would not respond, and he did not stalk

Hit, and speak carefully in such a distressed crying voice: "Lu Sinian... I will go, I will not annoy you. Lu Sinian, you

Do not be angry…"

There was a roar from the door: "Get out!"

Yu Xiaoyu's choked voice shifted, paused, and continued, "Thank you for the past few years."

After he finished speaking, he leaned on the hospital wall and stood up little by little, panting, step by step, walking through the hospital as if there was no end, death

The lifeless corridor slowly disappeared at the end.

Inside the door, Lu Sinian maintained the posture of leaning against the door panel after closing the door, until he could not hear the slightest sound from outside, then closed it in frustration

He glanced and slammed his fist on the door.

As expected, Yu Xiaoyu went back to Lu's house without any delay.

He only packed for half an hour. He didn't take any of the expensive things that Lu Sinian gave him, but only packed some personal things.

West, even the small suitcase is not full.

After tidying up, he walked to the table, took out the key, and left it on the table.

Sure enough, if you live in a place for a long time, you will have feelings.When going out, Yu Xiaoyu stood in the entrance and looked back for a long time, he kissed her on the sofa

The small pillows arranged by hand, the oil paintings he personally selected on the walls, and the small wooden horses that do not match the whole house are all traces of his life.

trace.

I wonder if these things will be thrown away after he leaves?It still hurts to think about it this way.

But, starting today, it can only be the past.

Blinking his eyes hard, he turned his head away cruelly.

When he walked into the yard, he seemed to think of something again, and took out a bank card from his pocket.This is the card Lu Sinian gave him, go up

The head is still the pattern he specially asked the bank to design, and Yu Xiaoyu's name is also engraved on it.

Yu Xiaoyu looked at it, rubbed the surface of the card with his thumb, then pushed his palm in slightly, and there was a light click, and the card split into two.

Half, fell to the ground.

He thought, he can no longer take advantage of Lu Sinian so shamelessly.

The sound of the roller skates was very loud on the concrete floor, but very confused.Because its owner doesn't know where to go.

When the doctors in the hospital were stitching up Lu Sinian's open wound, Ji Linjin couldn't help but scold him: "Since you're so reluctant, why do you send him away?"

Forced away? "

Lu Sinian remained silent with a gloomy face.

Ji Linjin added: "I used to advise you to be gentle, but you refused to listen. Do you think driving him away like this will make you feel better? His

Will you feel better?Si Nian, don't think I don't know, if you can really let go, you won't risk your life to save him. "

"I now feel that there are some things that wishful thinking is useless." Lu Sinian wrapped up the bandage and slowly put on his clothes, "I and

He needs to separate and calm down. "

"What do you want to do?"

"This time, I will give him the right to choose."