Dare to dig a little more

The breeze was blowing the waist-length hair, and standing there watching Levi's leaving back, a faint smile appeared on the corner of Camille's mouth.

The captain of the Survey Corps, Levi, was considered by everyone to be difficult to get along with, irritable and nervous, and a man with a serious cleanliness disorder.

But Camille felt that Levi was the best man she got along with in her two lifetimes. Of course, she did not deny other people's evaluation of him. Levi did have a serious cleanliness disorder. Have experience.But irritability and nervousness are not as exaggerated in her opinion as others say.In Camille's eyes, Levi is a gentle man, but he is not very expressive.

Camille can be regarded as a person who has lived for two lives. She is not an ignorant idiot. After a few years of getting along with her, she somewhat sensed that Levi was different from her. During this period, Hanji occasionally teased her. I remember everything clearly.

She knew that Levi's feelings for her were not as simple as the captain and team members on the surface, but since Levi didn't make it clear, of course she would not pierce the window paper.

At the beginning, when she realized that Levi was different from her, she also thought about avoiding it, but Levi didn't tell the truth to her face like Abner.So if she avoids too much, it will appear that she is too awkward.

After these few years, she knew that her state of mind was also changing, the heart that she wanted to avoid at the beginning had long since disappeared, and she knew that Levi's position in her heart was very different.

Since becoming an orphan in her previous life, no matter what kind of living environment she was in, she would not rely on anyone, because she knew better than anyone else that once she had the intention of stilling others, she would not be far from death.But in the past few years, she clearly felt that she was slowly relying on Levi.Trust in Levi is also the highest of all.

It seems that she is the most comfortable in front of Levi, she can tease Han Ji in front of him unscrupulously, she can eat without image in front of him, but she can act rashly in front of Levi.

All these phenomena show that Levi is different for her, but for Levi she does not have the kind of heart-pounding feeling that she had for Lance in her previous life.So Camille is also very entangled with his feelings for Levi now.

But this kind of entangled mood has almost disappeared today, because the little milk cat is back.The speculation that she will die in this world is impossible to turn into reality, no matter what kind of feelings she has for Levi, it is impossible to have results.

"As long as I can stay in this world, I will do my best to protect you. Levi, there is only so much I can do for you. If I disappear suddenly one day, I hope you can live well." Mir said lightly in the direction where Levi disappeared.

"Camille, you are finally enlightened!" Hearing Camille's muttering, the little milk cat suddenly made a sound.I thought nothing would happen after four years.But I don't think there are still some signs of it.

"Little milk cat, do you know something?" Camille asked as he turned around and walked into the training regiment.With the personality of a little milk cat, it shouldn't be such a reaction when it hears such words. Now that it can say such a sentence, it can only show that this little milk cat should have known something a long time ago.

"Hey, of course." The little milk cat said a little nervously. "I knew Levi liked you long before I left, and he confessed it to your face."

"Confession in person?" Camille frowned and thought, her memory has always been good, but she never had this memory in her mind.

"I don't understand."

"I don't understand, can I ask Lord Cat God to tell you something?"

"Well, seeing your attitude is so good, I'll tell you." The little milk cat told Camille all the secrets that he heard when Camille was in a coma.

After listening to the whole thing, Camille realized that Levi had silently paid for her for four years. If the little milk cat hadn't come back, she might be very happy to hear this, but now she is still happy, but sad The emotions are a little more, because she is just a game character of the little milk cat and cannot be autonomous.The length of time she exists in this world is entirely decided by the little milk cat.

So no matter what the relationship between her and Levi is, there is no future to speak of.

Since there is no result, no matter whether you know it or not, regardless of your feelings, you should not give any hope, so it is better for her and Levi's relationship to maintain the status quo.In this way, even if she suddenly leaves one day, the impact on Levi will not be too great.

On the other side, Levi rode his horse back to the headquarters. After riding the horse back to the stable, he saw Abner coming out of their dormitory building as soon as he walked to the gate of the dormitory building.

Levi picked it up, and asked, "Come to see Camille?"

Abner didn't expect Levi to talk to him, so he immediately stopped and replied, "Uh, yes."

"Camille was sent by the commander to train the corps, and he won't be back for a few days." Levi replied blankly.

"To the training regiment?"

"What, do you have an opinion?"

"No, no, since Camille isn't here, I'll leave first." Abner left in a hurry after finishing speaking.For Levi, in addition to some fear, there is more respect, no matter whether they become rivals in love because they like Camille at the same time, Levi is an idol in his heart, and it is the goal of his hard training.

Looking at the back of Abner leaving in a hurry, Levi was silent for a while, turned and walked into the dormitory building, but just after taking a few steps, an extra arm appeared on his shoulder, and a familiar voice sounded beside him.

"I said Levi, I don't want you to be so selfish." Han Ji said with a smile.She had just returned from the regimental commander, so she also knew about Camille being sent to train the regiment.She just felt strange when she heard that, these years Levi wanted to tie Camille to her side with a rope, why would he suddenly transfer him away uncharacteristically.

However, Hanji guessed the general idea only after being surprised for a while, and just now she accidentally heard the conversation between Levi and Abner, she became more sure of what she was thinking.

"I don't understand what you're talking about." Levi rolled his eyes at Han Ji, raised his hand with a little disgust, and took her hand off his shoulder.

"... Tsk tsk" Han Ji shook his head and smirked: "If you dare to do it, don't be afraid to admit it. I heard that it was you who sent Camille to train the corps this time. Dare you say it's not because of your selfishness It’s causing trouble. But it’s not because Abner has come to see Camille more times during this period, you don’t have to transfer him away directly, and I won’t be able to see Camille for many days.”

Regarding Hanji's words, Levi remained silent, because even he didn't know how to answer after being hit in the heart.

But when the speaker is Han Ji, no matter how silent he is, he can still talk endlessly.

"Levi, as a friend, I really want to ask, how long do you want to last this unrequited love? It's been four years, and your patience is really extraordinary." Seeing that there was no one around, Han Ji directly He opened his mouth and asked out the doubts in his heart.

Ever since she knew that Levi liked Camille, she had been paying attention to these two people. As a member of the Survey Corps, she also understood why Levi wanted to hide this relationship.

But now it has been four years, and more than 1000 days are not too short. Does Levi want to wait silently like this forever?Four years ago, Camille was only 16 years old, and she may still be ignorant about emotional matters, but four years later, Camille is now 20 years old, which is a good age for the first love. what about will

Saying a blessing with a poker face?Or go against the original intention to pursue?

Uh - based on what she knew about Levi, it is estimated that he would choose the former.

However, she knew that Levi's affection for Camille had grown deeper and deeper in the past four years. If what she thought really happened, Levi would definitely be in great pain even if he let go.

As Levi's best friend, she really doesn't want to see that.Although Levi was in the underground street before, he lived a very free life.

Since joining the Survey Corps, he has lost himself.Bearing the title of 'humanity's strongest soldier', he bears responsibilities and pressures that others can't imagine.

In fact, Levi is not as indifferent and ruthless as he appears on the surface, but he has been numb after too much experience.How many familiar and unfamiliar team members died beside him, and he could only continue to fight silently, no matter whether it was someone close to him or a stranger who died.

Death is not terrible, because sometimes it is a relief.The living are the most painful, because they not only have to continue fighting, but also bear the pain of all the dead.

Levi has paid too much for the Corps, so she hopes that Levi can get happiness, no matter how long he and Camille can fight, even if it is only a short-term happiness, she hopes that Levi can have it.

Hanji's words made Levi look sideways. He always thought that he was hiding it well, but he didn't want Hanji, who is a good friend, to know, and asked so bluntly.

Sighing helplessly, Levi was silent for a while, and then said, "I don't know how long I can live. I don't want to give Camille hope and make her despair."

"I understand your concerns, but have you ever thought that giants can't be wiped out in a year and a half? Giants have always existed like this, so you just keep procrastinating like this? You are not afraid that one day Camille will suddenly fall in love with a man Married?" Han Ji asked anxiously.

Now she finally understood what the phrase 'the emperor is not in a hurry, the eunuch is in a hurry' meant.

What Han Ji said, of course Levi also thought about it, and he asked himself more than once, if one day the little girl really fell in love with someone else, what would he do?And his answer was no.Four years ago, he might let himself let go, but now he knows that he seems unable to let go, maybe he should really think about how to deal with his feelings for Camille.