Holographic Online Game: Selling Meat for 33 Days

Does a person need principles?

Can you stick to the principle of unshakable, even in the face of a violent society with no legal and moral constraints?

Of course, such harsh conditions are obviously impossible for ordinary people, because people always put themselves in the first place above social attributes, and Shen Yingxia is no different from this, although the high-pressure education since childhood squeezed his cognition of the surroundings into a routine He is a well-behaved steel plate, but no matter how he sticks to it, he cannot resist the desire to destroy the principle in the face of the emotional dilemma where it is painful to breathe.

What Wu Yaoyun did seriously exceeded his bottom line. He also told himself not to be shaken, not to look back, but if all the things in the world can be effective by talking like this, then the world would be too beautiful.

This man who has been living with the will of iron and steel, is also terribly hesitant and entangled in the face of the ancient problems of whether to seek or not, love or hate.Although he hid everything under that calm ice shell, it didn't mean that his heart wouldn't feel cold.

If you talk about the feeling of being stripped of the truth that day, Shen Yingxia can clearly tell herself that it is the pain of death once, so intense that it makes people's souls tremble, and I wish I could cut my heart out of my chest and crush it hard, because despair is gone. Make him no longer thirst for breath, and the organ called the heart has no other function except to bring endless pain.

Some memories of the past that were called heartbeats were mottled, withered, collapsed and metabolized like white mud walls eroded by heavy rains. Large pieces of them were shapeless like the wind passing by white clouds, and finally turned into coils of silk threads. The air blows away.

Yes, nothing left, blank, nothing left.

Shen Yingxia still remembered that he couldn't remember the mermaid's face that night. The bright smiling face in his memory seemed to slowly sink into the sticky and chaotic bottom of the stagnant water. dissolve at the bottom.

In this regard, the ignorant Mr. Shen was fortunate for a second, glad that he forgot him so easily as if he was in control of his work, forgot him quickly and without struggling, forgot that he had foolishly expected to like him, and forgot those things that were so ordinary that they were better than boiled water. In the days when I was still young, how did I feel so happy like a fool.

But as the days changed day by day, Shen Yingxia realized that he had been deceived. These lies-like illusions tortured him hysterically and terrified him with his own strength without bloodshed.I obviously thought I had forgotten it, but I remembered it more profoundly than anything else. I obviously used the non-stop work progress to paralyze my nerves, but the other half of my brain was beating every second like an old-fashioned clock. The heart of the wilderness reverberates in the heart, and every time it is clearly described, you miss him, you miss him, you miss him, you are going crazy, you miss him, you miss him.

Really going crazy, driven crazy by the desire to deviate from one's own principles and deviate from the indestructible will.

Shen Yingxia is about to succumb, because no one can yearn for the dawn without giving up when they know that they are walking on a boundless road. This kind of melancholy is not like a cold or pain. Even if you don't take medicine for a few more days, it may be better, it will be better. Slowly recovering, this is a kind of pain that really makes people feel that there is no redemption. It is because you know that you will not get better after today, tomorrow will not be better, the day after tomorrow will not be better, and the day after tomorrow will not be better. It will never get better day and night, a terminal illness that drives people crazy.

So, they are about to die, is principle still important?

In those few days, he vaguely remembered that Hu Ningfei came mysteriously and left mysteriously, and when he left, he also took away his bluffing younger brother, not knowing what to deal with.

Yu Li and Shen Yingxia should pay attention to him. After all, he is also the third elder brother that Hu Huaxian personally recognized. It is really inappropriate to let the two distinguished guests go away like this.But in those days, Shen Yingxia really couldn't take care of himself. He could only paralyze himself through mechanical work that does not involve thinking on weekdays. If there is a little thing that needs to be dealt with emotionally, he will be tired. After running a long distance off-road, his whole body energy will be squeezed tired.

He let the matter pass so simply, and handed over all follow-up operations to the assistant without mentioning it at all.

Perhaps Shen Yingxia is also subconsciously avoiding Hu Huaxian, and when she sees him, she can't avoid recalling the moment that she couldn't bear to look back on, and she is more aware of the horror of corruption in her heart——

In another invisible world, Shen Yingxia clearly sensed that the part of the body that produces vitality has been necrotic, like a highly corrupted walking dead, he watched the cavity in his chest continue to expand, and burned a little bit from the edge like a dead leaf in winter. Ignite it into black ash, and as time goes by, the fresh flesh and blood flakes off into lifeless silt.

Pain has been so lingering that it cannot be called pain, but has evolved into the most common daily emotion, which goes hand in hand like a shadow.

Perhaps it was the unscrupulous crying in the dream that gave him the strength to allow himself to collapse. After all, he couldn't stand it anymore and boarded the game again.

In the Passionate Continent, there is still a peaceful appearance of singing and dancing, and he is not sad and stagnant with him at all because of his own survival. Facing the paper tigers, he shouted joyfully, "Congratulations to the third brother who has practiced the Sunflower Book and is out again to dominate the rivers and lakes." He is also happy with the sincere smile, but no matter how he pretends, he can't show the obvious happiness on other people's faces.

Jiuxi gave him a package, saying it was very valuable and he had to open it on the spot.

He opened it, and inside was an unopened original mermaid, as well as the 700 million gold coins spent at the auction.

Shen Yingxia was startled for a moment, then laughed, shook her head again, and threw them away again.

Afterwards, he found online No. [-] gm and complained hotly, asking the gm sister to send a sincere greeting to their president—there is no beauty, Hu Ningfei, I sincerely hope that you will not be able to buy condoms when you want to have sex in this life.

Later, in Heroic Spirit City, Shen Yingxia saw Hu Huaxian again.

Shen Yingxia is not a person who discriminates between right and wrong. He understands that his emotional mistakes should not be borne by the brother who exposed the truth. Therefore, when he learned that Hu Huaxian had recruited a new wife non-stop, he was so angry that Feng Xifan threatened to break up with him. , behaved remarkably calmly.

Under the city, the snow-white jade decoration that was about to sparkle reflected Shen Yingxia's face that was trying to disguise a plain and serious expression, and Hu Huaxian, after shedding the fake gentle appearance in front of the beauty, was so sincere that it was outrageous-this guy hardly added Covering up with an evil smile, he lowered his voice and asked mysteriously, "Third brother, did Huahua contact you?"

Shen Yingxia was stunned for a moment when he looked like an underground party asking for news, and looked at him sideways, not understanding what he was talking about.

Hu Huaxian, however, understood his expression instantly, clicked his tongue twice, touched his smooth chin and pretended to nod deeply, then took a step away, turned around and looked up at the sky and sighed, "Oh... so Huahua still doesn't want to contact you..."

Shen Yingxia narrowed her eyes and heard a terrible message.

He pulled Hu Huaxian back, forced him to turn around and face him, and quickly said in a hoarse voice, "Xueyan, what do you mean, you, you know who he is? Do you know where he is? Do you have contact?"

There was a crack in the ruby ​​red eyes that were still frozen for thousands of miles, and the turbulent undercurrent hidden underneath could no longer hold back and began to rise wildly, pouring out the sincerity of the master without reservation, and the subconscious reaction of honest betrayal.

And Hu Huaxian grasped the inside story of the incident just as he expected.

I saw Hu Huaxian lazily stretching out his arms across his shoulders, smiling close to his ears——

"Third brother, the thing is like this..."

In the end, Hu Huaxian patted Shen Yingxia on the shoulder, and said briskly: "Third brother, my brother did such a thing when he came to Huacheng. I don't think you should hate Huahua. Life is full of hardships. He is not like us. He had a good life when he was young. Difficult, he was probably afraid of being poor for money, and he did something out of character for a while. Then, didn’t God say that he is forgiving and forgiving, I think Huahua also wants to apologize to you, so just I told him your identity, but he hasn't contacted you, so I guess the psychological construction is not strong enough... Well, it's better not to say anything about him, lest I tell you that you will find him again, and he will scold me later. He sold it... This young master has been focusing on team dungeons for 30 years, and never sells teammates... By the way, third brother, you have to come back and help me coax porridge after you're done. I don't know where I got him , he looks like a menopausal woman..."

Hu Huaxian murmured, Shen Yingxia listened quietly, without interrupting, but with fan-like eyelashes half down, looking into the distance thoughtfully.

Before not being in love, Shen Yingxia never understood the so-called worrying about gains and losses in love, but now that he has gained and lost, he has tasted all these feelings that can only be exchanged by giving his heart, and he began to understand.

It is anxiety, anxiety and anxiety over little things that are smaller than the eye of a needle, or even invisible.

At this moment, he understood Hu Huaxian's explanation but he was not quite sure how true what he said "Huahua doesn't have the confidence to find you". Wronged, I thought that I was the one who was deceived, and I was also the one who lost his wife and lost the army. How could that person be so high-profile, and after scooping up his information, he said like an emperor that he can not be summoned if he does not summon him?

He began to have some unnecessary worries, very wordy and annoying, like a hungry little widow who is like a wolf and a tiger whose husband died at an old age, and he kept thinking about it, from why Wu Yaoyun didn't see him to him. Did he forget himself completely, and then toss from nothing to whether the conscience of this bear boy has been eaten by dogs... In short, after thinking about Wu Yaoyun, he was finally unable to admit the obvious Conclusion - that person is still unwilling to see himself.

Shen Yingxia's heart burst into grief, and she let out a long sigh, falling in love is really not easy!

Of course, it's not easy yet.

Afterwards, Shen Yingxia fantasized about thousands of scenarios where she might meet Wu Yaoyun, but she didn't expect that this little guy would clumsily guard the car with the owner's aura like a pet that accidentally abandoned the owner, silently waiting for the owner Appear.

Well, all of the above is the picture of the third brother who overcompensated after knowing the truth. In fact, the real situation is that the drowsy Wu Yaoyun dare not stay at home alone, and he has no face to enter Hua Ling to recognize the third brother. He suffers from inner conflicts that cannot be resolved. , then sneaked to the unoccupied underground parking lot, silently watched the third brother's car and began to look sad and masochistic, and finally was too sleepy, leaning on the car door and fell asleep.

As soon as he fell asleep, the sky was dark, the sun and the moon were dark, and Shen Yingxia didn't even feel that Shen Yingxia slapped him twice in vain to wake him up. In the end, seeing his little staff sleeping like a dead pig, he really couldn't wake up. Wu Yaoyun carried him on his shoulders and took him back to his nest.

It can be considered that Wu Yaoyun's fate is good, Shen Yingxia doesn't know that the one who will be sent to the door at this moment is his future dear wife who hurts to the bone, and the action is also a gentleman who considers the distance between the two parties. If he knows, he must open the car door and throw it in first. The Fa-rectification is done on the spot, and if you don’t do it until you wake up naturally, it won’t be enough.

When Shen Yingxia put Wu Yaoyun into her CEO's lounge, she was also very curious about why she wanted to have a Madonna's heart beating like a drum. Presumably, he was a person with a mixture of mild cleanliness and perfectionism. This kind of person Even if the aorta ruptures, it will kill the doctor and require the parallel error of the suture line to not exceed one millimeter. At this time, he can throw a low-level employee who has never been in contact with him on the bed where he sleeps naked every day. I have to say, if this person is not hypocritical It has restrained, or the neuropathy has improved.

But it is obvious that Shen Yingxia's temper is still the same dead, and his neuropathy is still the same. He has always been the same dead, except for the sleeping person in front of him.

Shen Yingxia sat on the edge of the bed, gently stroked Wu Yaoyun's forehead with her fingertips, and let him smooth out the sticky black front hair.

He was a little dazed, not only because of the warm skin touched by his fingers, but also from the moment he saw Wu Yaoyun in the surveillance video, his soul was torn into two halves, the rational half moved away spontaneously, and the remaining The other half moves according to nature, constantly churning and churning maliciously in consciousness.

The kind of deep familiarity and intimacy turned Shen Yingxia into the most vulgar and saddest moth. He couldn't control himself and wanted to pounce on the blazing fire created by this person in his chest, wanting to get lost in search of answers, and want to pull this person. Burn with yourself.

Whether Shen Yingxia, the legendary seventh sense of the small universe broke out, is unknown, but it is certain that his sixth sense in spiritual consciousness has evolved to be visible at will. Just get close to Wu Yaoyun and stand beside him quietly, and you can feel it. Seeing that there was a strong and elastic attraction between the two, he stared at Wu Yaoyun's sleeping eyes, and felt an irresistible warmth stronger than the previous few meetings, as if he knew that this person was different from himself. It is related, it is a vortex so sweet that people can't maintain their reason, pulling themselves into the abyss.

What should I do? Shen Yingxia stared deeply at Wu Yaoyun. This man was stained with a deadly poison that made him addicted. His eyebrows, his eyes, his silence, or his speaking temperament were clearly the ones that he had been longing for in his heart. A replica of the old man... Did you fall in love with him?No, no, how is it possible, it's just because he is like that person, and because he can't get it, he desires it even more...

Shen Yingxia asked and answered her heartbeat and self-reproach over and over again in the erratic state. That miserable appearance almost turned into a pattern repeater. However, Comrade Wu Yaoyun, who was sent by the heavens to torture him, was in the midst of her husband-to-be in order to choose to love him. I still love him when he is entangled until his egg hurts, he sleeps peacefully and sleeps until he wakes up.