Gigolo

Tian Yu bumped the car on the muddy road.He gripped the steering wheel and identified the country roads.

There was a note in hand, and I read it countless times along the way, and I memorized that place.

Tian Yu approached a peasant woman who was walking in front, and stopped the car.

"Auntie, may I ask if Wolong Village, Longwang Town is heading in this direction?"

The peasant woman told him to turn ahead, and Tianyu drove the car into a small road not much wider than the ridge of the field, and large pieces of mud were kicked up on the car, sticking into lumps.Tianyu gripped the steering wheel tightly and turned to the village in the distance.

I went out at 7 in the morning and had been driving for almost 6 hours.Tianyu had never been to this county before, relying on GPS to guide the way, the drive was not smooth.

As soon as he turned out of the community in the morning, the car in front suddenly braked suddenly, and Tian Yu almost rear-ended him.He slammed on the brakes and yelled "Fuck!"

If Xiao Nan was by his side now, he would laugh at him with an extremely disdainful expression for "what hypocritical kindness".

Be it!Tian Yu thought.He was driving on that extremely bad road, just wanting to find that place as soon as possible.

When passing a ridge, the car shook and sank into the mud.Tian Yu stepped on the gas pedal, the wheels skidded loudly and couldn't be pulled out.Tian Yu got out of the car, stepped on the ground with his leather shoes, and his foot was muddy.He frowned at the wheels stuck in the mud.

He called several nearby villagers and gave each of them 50 yuan.The car was pushed out of the quagmire, and the people scattered with money.Tian Yu threw his wallet in the car and drove directly into Wolong Village.

The village was even more dilapidated than he had imagined.Adobe houses and thatched houses can be seen everywhere.Tian Yu, who was used to seeing the southern countryside, was surprised.On the road, no matter adults or children, they all surrounded his BMW and looked at it, which was very strange.Hearing Tianyu inquire about the name "Long Hao", someone showed him the way, with a surprised expression on his face.

Tian Yu reluctantly squeezed the car into the rural road, and felt that he would slip into the pond next to him a few times, so he drove the car closer to the house at his destination.

The house is earthy gray, like a layer of fog.Dilapidated roofs and tile heads, faded water-stained walls, and a narrow yard in front.

Several people were walking around, and when they saw Tianyu's car approaching, they all stood still and stared blankly.

Tian Yu stopped the car against the courtyard wall, opened the door and got out of the car.He walked over to those people.Everyone looked at him.

"Excuse me, is this Long Hao's home?"

Several people looked him up and down.A man dressed like a migrant worker yelled something in local dialect into the room, but Tian Yu couldn't understand.There was movement in the room, and someone came out slowly.Tianyu stared closely at the person walking out of the darkness.

It was an old man on crutches, with white hair, trembling over the threshold, looking at Tian Yu with his dim eyes.

Tian Yu hurriedly stepped forward to support him.

The man who looked like a migrant worker said something to the old man, turned to Tian Yu, and switched to Mandarin with inaccurate pronunciation.

"He is Long Hao's grandfather."

The old man looked at Tian Yu and said something in a dialect that he couldn't understand.The man before said: "He asked who you are."

Tian Yu quickly replied:

"I'm Long Hao's friend in Seoul. I heard about his family and came to see him. Grandpa, is Ah Hao here?"

The old man said a few words to the man who looked like a migrant worker, and the man led Tian Yu to the back of the village.

"Ahao is in the firewood room, I'll take you there."

Tian Yu followed him along the muddy dirt road, the man turned his head and smiled flatteringly.

"Boss, your car is magnificent. Is it a lot of money?"

Tian Yu gave a perfunctory sound.

"Ah Hao has made such a rich friend as the boss. He still comes to see him. What a blessing."

Tian Yu was in no mood to answer, and kept silent.

Arriving at a dark adobe house next to a bamboo grove, the man went to the door and shouted, "Ah Hao! Someone is looking for you!" Tian Yu heard the promised voice inside.Then a figure ducked through the low door and walked out.

The moment the four eyes met, Tian Yu's heart seemed to be strangled and tightened.

He barely recognizes it anymore.

Ah Hao lost a lot of weight.The cheeks were deeply sunken, exposing the cheekbones.A dark beard cluttered around his mouth, and his hair was disheveled, stuck to straw or something.He was stooped, his eye circles were thick and dark, and he was wearing a stained dress with no color visible.

Ah Hao stood there, looking at Tian Yu.

"Don't be busy, I'm not hungry."

Tian Yu said.

Ah Hao sat on a dilapidated bench, stuffed firewood into the low stove, and poked it with a stick.The firelight shone on his weary face.

"I'm sorry. There's really nothing."

Putting a bowl of rice and two bowls of unidentifiable dishes on the table in front of Tianyu, Ahao said sorry.

"You'll be fine at noon. There is a restaurant in the town, and the taste is not bad. Please go there in the evening."

Tian Yu was silent for a while.

"I'm not here to eat."

He looked up at Ah Hao.

"I heard what Lu Cheng said."

Tianyu chose his words and glanced at Ahao.

"……Are you ok?"

When asked about it, Li Tianyu himself felt that hypocrisy was acceptable.

People with long eyes can see good or bad.Ah Hao sat on the stool next to him with his head down.

"……good."

"sorry."

After a brief silence, Tian Yu quickly said these three words.

It's like he trekked for 6 hours to come to this place where birds don't lay eggs, just to say these three words.

Ah Hao raised his face and looked at him.

"Don't say that. It's none of your business."

He lowered his head, his voice hoarse.

"...I am already very grateful that you have come to see me from such a distance."

Tian Yu admitted that this sentence let him breathe a sigh of relief.It seemed that the pent-up discomfort and unreliability had been released, and I did feel a lot better.He thought he came all the way here probably just to hear this sentence.And now he did, and it was easier than he thought.

It seems that since Ah Hao said so, there is really nothing wrong with him.

Li Tianyu sometimes thinks about himself, it's really fucking hypocritical.

"If there's anything you can do to help, just say it."

This sentence is from the bottom of my heart.

Ah Hao shook his head.

"No, it's almost there. It's not as good as in the city, it's very simple..."

Ah Hao said, and fell silent.Tian Yu handed him a cigarette, Ah Hao took it and smoked it.

Tian Yu looked at the black veil on his arm, and then at Ah Hao's face.

"……What do you plan to do?"

Ah Hao exhaled the smoke, his eyes looked at an unknown point.

"Find a job in the town and save some money to see my sister. She is going to college in Shencheng."

Tian Yu looked at him.

"Aren't you going back to Seoul?"

"kindness."

"Where's your girlfriend?"

Tianyu remembered that Ah Hao said that they were fellow villagers.

"She can come back if she wants to. If she doesn't want to, I won't force her."

Tian Yu stopped talking.

Ah Hao smoked quietly.

In the afternoon, Ah Hao took Li Tianyu around the village.Along the way, Tianyu gradually learned about Ah Hao's past.

Ahao grew up in a poor family. In the early years, the family had a little land and barely survived. Later, the town wanted to introduce capital to build an industrial park for political achievements, and forced land acquisition. There was no resettlement fund or land acquisition subsidy. The arable land of Ahao's family and 70 nearby families was bulldozed in a short time.Losing their source of livelihood, these 70 peasant households complained that they should not respond every day, that the land was not working, handed over papers, petitioned, cried and wiped the ground, and ended up with nothing but nothing.Ah Hao's mother went to borrow food from her uncle's house in a neighboring town in order to feed the brothers and sisters a meaty meal, but was hit and killed by a truck on the way.Ahao's father was desperate and went to work as a kiln worker in a mine. Ahao's siblings and Ahao's grandfather all depended on the little coal digging money to support them.

When Ah Hao was 9 years old, the elementary school in the village selected several children to form legs and went to the town to perform for those who came down from above. he takes away.Ahao's family couldn't pay the tuition fee at all, but Ahao was lucky. The teacher of this dance school really loved Miaozi, so he waived his tuition fee for a year and brought Ahao back to the county.Ah Hao stayed in the dance school for 5 years. Except for the first year, his father paid every penny for the fees for the next 4 years until Ah Hao left the school at the age of 15.

At this time, Ah Hao's dancing was also well-known in the county, and he became sensible.When it was time for him to leave school, several casinos in the county asked him to use him.The teacher who took him away had always been very kind to him. He talked to Ah Hao and told him that without education, he would not be able to move forward. Dance Academy, with a college degree.

However, Ah Hao accepted a job offer from a casino and went to work soon.Ah Hao was dragged out of the entertainment city by his father, and his father gave him an old schoolbag that was patched and sewn with dense needlework, without saying anything.

In his third year of high school, Ah Hao was 18 years old.The mine collapsed and 280 miners were buried alive.Ah Hao's father recovered his life by hanging on the steel frame, and his right leg was smashed in two by the collapsing stone.

That year, Ah Hao dropped out of school.

Ahao didn't say much about what happened afterwards, and Tianyu could guess it.A few years later, Ah Hao's younger sister went to college on a full-fee basis.The county art troupe recruited people, and the iron rice bowl was overwhelmed. A spot was reserved for Ah Hao, but Ah Hao didn't go.In order for him to go to dance school, the family was burdened with foreign debts, his disabled father, his younger sister's tuition fees, and his elderly grandfather. Ah Hao, who was under 20 years old, went to various dance halls to earn money to support his family.

21-year-old Ahao came to Seoul to pay for his younger sister's tuition for the new school year.

The two walked to the slope by the river.As the sun sets, the smoke curls up, the green hills in the distance are covered with a light blue veil, and the green fields are decorated with houses.People walking back from the fields after harvesting farm work are like sparrows spreading over the fields, and the air exudes a sweet fragrance of flowers.

"Acacia flower fragrance."

Ah Hao said softly.

He sat down on the slope and looked across the river.Tian Yu sat beside him.

Ah Hao sat for a while, pointed to the opposite side and opened his mouth.

"There used to be a pagoda tree."

Tianyu looked to the opposite side, a large area surrounded by walls, inside was piled with sand and rocks, and there were a few idle office rooms, which looked dilapidated and empty.

"By this season, it will bloom in clusters, and they will float down when the wind blows."

Ah Hao spoke quietly.Tian Yu glanced at him and said "Really".

"Before, that was my home."

Ah Hao said.

"When I was young, I used to sleep under the pagoda tree in the yard. The pagoda flowers flew down, and my body was covered with flowers. When it was time to eat, my mother came to call me, so I covered myself with many pagoda trees, and my mother Pretending not to see me, walked around behind me, tickled me with Sophora japonica flowers... Then my dad came, carried me on his shoulders, and took me to ride a big horse. Grandpa took my sister and sat on the threshold laughing ..."

Tianyu looked into the wall.

The wind blows across the bare sand field.

He tilted his head.

There was no expression on Ah Hao's face.

In the evening, Ah Hao will entertain Tian Yu at the restaurant in the town, and then arrange a hotel for him.Tianyu didn't go, but stayed at Ahao's house.

"It's too broken here, I'm afraid you won't be used to it."

Ah Hao said in embarrassment.Tianyu looked at the room where Ah Hao lived, a wooden bed, a quilt with cotton wool exposed, and newspapers were randomly pasted on the water-soaked walls, exuding a musty smell.

The taste really made him unbearable.

"It's okay. It's fine."

Tian Yu said.

He didn't go to town for dinner, so Tianyu grabbed a few steamed buns with thick noodles in the pot and gnawed on them. When Ahao found out, Tianyu was already half full.

He originally wanted to invite Ah Hao and his grandfather to a restaurant in the town, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was inappropriate, as if he was being kind, afraid that Ah Hao would have ideas.After dinner, he made an excuse to go around, and drove to the supermarket in the town to buy a lot of food and supplements for the elderly, and put them in big and small bags in the trunk, and planned to leave them in Ahao's room secretly before leaving tomorrow morning.

There is also an envelope that was prepared when he came in the inner pocket.From the moment he came to Ahao's house until now, Li Tianyu didn't know how to do it.Originally, I planned to give it to him when I met him, but when I actually met Ah Hao and heard about him, I didn't take the envelope out for a long time.

Tianyu turned the steering wheel, his mind was like a movie, and kept replaying the scene of Ah Hao borrowing money from him that night.

He was distracted until he almost bumped into a rushing motorcycle before he slammed on the brakes.

Tian Yu parked the car on the side of the road, uneasy.

He took out the envelope in his arms.

The thick stack of money looks so eye-catching.

At night, Tian Yu sat on Ah Hao's small bed.The bed was not wide enough for two men to sleep.Tian Yu looked at the wall, there was a row of faded awards on the wall, some from primary schools, some from dance schools.There are photos of a seven or eight-year-old boy leaning against an unassuming couple, grinning silly.Behind it is a courtyard wall with half of a thick tree trunk.Tianyu thought, is that the locust tree?

A piece of old rice paper was pasted on the wall, with "Five Good Families" written stroke by stroke in very delicate brush calligraphy, and "Long Hao" was written in small letters on the lower left corner.

Tianyu was watching, and Ah Hao walked into the room.

"Grandpa is asleep?"

Ah Hao nodded, his face full of tiredness.Before, Tianyu watched Ah Hao feeding his grandfather, wiping himself, and silently wiping away the cloudy tears that flowed from those dim eyes one by one.

"Let me do it."

Tian Yu went to get Ah Hao's bowl.

"How does this work"

"fine."

Tian Yu squatted down, picked up a spoonful of porridge, and slowly put it into the old man's mouth.The porridge that couldn't be swallowed flowed down from the corner of his mouth, Tian Yu picked up a towel on one side and wiped away the remnants of the old man's mouth.

Ah Hao stood aside and watched.

Ah Hao closed the door and went to bed.Tian Yu lifted the quilt, and Ah Hao lay down.Tian Yu covered his chest and stomach with the quilt, and pulled it up.

When Tian Yu stretched out his hand to pull the light cord, he heard Ah Hao say "Thank you" in a low voice.

Tian Yu turned his head.

"...Thank you for what?"

Ah Hao looked at him.

"Thank you for coming to see me. You are the first to come to see me from so far."

Ah Hao said with a wry smile.

"I'm sorry. Let you live in this kind of place..."

Tianyu looked into Ah Hao's eyes, and the eyes that looked directly at him suddenly made him unbearable.He doesn't start.

"Don't say that. Ah Hao, I'm the one who's sorry."

He stopped and spoke again.

"I regret it.... If I had known this, I wouldn't have..."

Ah Hao interrupted him.

"It's not your fault. We are not relatives or relatives, but you have helped me so much. I really appreciate you from the bottom of my heart."

His voice dropped.

"...Even if you have this money, it's too late...so I don't blame you, really..."

Ah Hao didn't say any more.He rolled over.

Tian Yu turned to look at him, Ah Hao's back was thin and fragile in the silhouette cast by the window.Tian Yu leaned over and called out "Ah Hao".

"...Before my dad left, he only weighed 80 kilograms, and he was so thin that he lost his shape."

Ah Hao's voice came intermittently.

"My dad said that he always heard people say that there is a very expensive chicken in the city, called the gnawed chicken. It is delicious, better than any other chicken. He has never eaten or seen it. That day, I Dad knew he was going to die, he told me that he wanted to eat the chicken he gnawed once, whether he had a taste or a glance..."

Ah Hao didn't look back, and spoke slowly.

"...I bought KFC in the city and hurried back. My dad couldn't open his eyes anymore. I said to him, Dad, how much KFC do you want? Our family has it. We have money and can afford it... …I put chicken nuggets in his mouth, I know my dad is still awake, he wants to stutter and open his eyes to see, but he has no strength, he is too tired, too hurt, he needs to rest ...My dad has suffered all his life, never wanted anything for himself, and he opened his mouth just this time before he left, and I couldn't satisfy him..."

Ah Hao's voice became lower and lower.

"...I hate myself...I didn't care about my dad at all, I just wanted to honor him after I made money...In the end I didn't do anything for him...I didn't do anything..."

Ah Hao stopped talking.There was no sound for a long time.

Tian Yu listened silently.He didn't interrupt Ah Hao, nor did he make a sound.Until he felt the tremor coming from his side, he turned his head and saw Ah Hao's back trembling.Ah Hao tried his best to suppress the shaking of his shoulders and curled up into a ball.

Tian Yu leaned over and put his hand on Ah Hao's shoulder.

"Ahao..."

Ah Hao curled up his body vigorously, turning his face away to prevent Tian Yu from seeing his face.But by the moonlight, Tian Yu saw that the face was already full of tears.

Tianyu pulled his shoulders, Ahao resisted, Tianyu pulled his body in silence, and hugged Ahao tightly into his arms.

"……sorry……"

He hugged Ah Hao tightly and pressed against his cheek.There were tears on that cheek.

"……sorry……"

Tian Yu himself didn't know what he was talking about, he just repeated it meaninglessly in A Hao's ear.

Ah Hao buried his head tightly on his shoulder, desperately suppressing the uncontrollable crying.

"President Li, you are back."

When Tian Yu walked into the office, the secretary greeted him.

"Mr. Xiao called in the morning and said that your mobile phone was turned off, and asked you to call him when you come back."

Tian Yu nodded, and the secretary went out.Tian Yu threw the car keys on the desk and lay down on the sofa.He closed his eyes and rested for a while, then took out his cell phone from his pocket and dialed it.

"Ahao."

Tian Yu shouted.Ah Hao's voice came from the phone.

"Are you there? Is the journey going well?"

"Not bad. Just a little tired."

"Then rest and sleep for a while."

Ah Hao said thoughtfully.

Tian Yu gave a grunt, and put his hands behind his head.The two gossiped without saying a word, and Ah Hao was about to hang up, and Tian Yu called him to stop.

"Wait, chat with me for a while."

"Aren't you tired?"

Ah Hao said innocently.Tian Yu couldn't help laughing.

"Tired. So I won't say it, you say it."

"what did I say?"

Ah Hao's voice sounded confused.Tian Yu didn't want to hang up the phone.After driving for 6 hours, I also called Ahao on the way, and I also received a call from Ahao, thanking him for the supplements and food that he secretly left in the house.Counting this pass, it was already the fourth one, but Tian Yu just wanted to hear Ah Hao's voice.He himself felt something was wrong.

"Hey, have you considered it?"

Tian Yu asked.Ah Hao was silent for a while.

"Don't think about it. Your grandfather, I will arrange it. Come over after finishing the family affairs. I'll wait for you."

"Forget it, I'm here to trouble you again."

"I won't use people in vain. If you don't do well, you'll still pack up."

"..."

"That's it. A man should be decisive and don't act like a woman."

Ah Hao was silent for a moment, and then spoke.

"I have a question that I've wanted to ask you for a long time."

"Say."

"...Why do you take care of me so much?"

Tian Yu held up the microphone and fell silent.

When Li Tianyu was 14 years old, he found that he liked men.

While his peers are keen to talk about the development of girls' breasts and peeking at girls' quivering breasts while running in gym class, Li Tianyu is not interested in these things.On the contrary, he pays attention to the handsome and healthy boys around him, and he especially likes boys with advanced physical development and obvious secondary sexual characteristics.

The first person of the same sex Li Tianyu likes is the physical education representative of the class next door.He was a well-known handsome guy in the whole school, the idol of the young girls who were just in love, and a popular lover.Li Tianyu likes his handsome face, and the way his vest sticks to his body with sweat while playing basketball.Later, he talked to him, got to know him smoothly, and cultivated a strong friendship, until one night after self-study at night, Li Tianyu kissed him in the old car shed behind the school.

It was Li Tianyu's first kiss, but he kissed it quite skillfully.He tightly grabbed the boy's body that was trying to escape, hugged him tightly, pressed his lips and sucked his tongue.After that night, the boy didn't talk to him anymore, and he walked around when he saw him. Li Tianyu even wondered if the whole school would know that he was gay soon.

Li Tianyu is very precocious.He has known the word homosexuality for a long time.

Li Tianyu is very beautiful.At the age of a teenager, he was a beautiful teenager.Li Tianyu's height has never been short, and he will not give people the illusion of being a girl, but his face is very handsome.His skin is very fair, and he can't get tanned no matter what, his eyes are dark and deep, covered with long eyelashes, once described by girls who like him as "like butterfly wings".The nose is very straight, the lines of the face are beautiful and soft, although the body is thin, but the shoulders are wide and the waist is narrow, very stylish.He likes rebellious hairstyles and outfits. His bangs are always long and drooping in front of his eyes. He wears camouflage pants full of pockets and a tight vest. There are countless girls who are infatuated with him.

Li Tianyu also had a few girlfriends, kissed and caressed them, but he didn't have any strong physical feelings.So he quickly gave up girls.In the first year of high school, both he and his first love, the representative of the physical education class, applied for the school and were in the same class.Li Tianyu felt that the energy was over, and the classmate was fine, but later, the boy went to his bed.

In retrospect, the boy probably only regarded it as "helping" each other, but it was indeed Li Tianyu's first same-sex experience.He doesn't remember how it was the first time, but he only remembers that they were very passionate about each other, and they came several times in one night.

The first time Li Tianyu did 10 was in his freshman year.At that time, he and his first love had already broken up, because the handsome boy turned into a turtle with a shrunken head after sleeping with him a few times, avoiding him like a scourge, Li Tianyu suddenly felt very boring, so he didn't bother with him anymore.

Not long after his freshman year, he met a senior senior, who was very sunny and gentle, and would visit Li Tianyu's dormitory whenever he had something to do, buy him breakfast, fetch hot water, even wash his clothes and brush his sneakers.He likes to stroke Tianyu's hair over and over again, calling him "Little Feather" affectionately, and also likes to hug Li Tianyu from behind and talk to him in his ear.During the Chinese New Year, I took a 16-hour train ride to Li Tianyu's house, and stood at his door covered in snow, just to say "Happy New Year" to Li Tianyu.

When Li Tianyu went to his bed, he didn't have any further thoughts, but when the senior pressed him under him and gasped and said "give it to brother, brother wants it", Tianyu suddenly reacted.He struggled to avoid the intrusion of the tall and burly senior, and firmly suppressed the other party, telling him bluntly that if he wanted to do this, he had to enter.

The senior was surprised.Tianyu could see from his wide eyes that he thought he was a zero.Later, the senior compromised. When Li Tianyu separated his thighs and entered, he told him that he was the first person who made him willing to do so.

But Li Tianyu couldn't hear these at that time.The first time was nervous and unfamiliar, but it gave him a completely different experience.The senior let Li Tianyu enter his body while crying in pain, the indescribable feeling made Li Tianyu sink in.During that period, Li Tianyu lingered in the senior's rented room outside the school, immersed in the frenzied sex. When the passion burst out, he hugged the senior and thrust into his mouth excitedly, "I like you" and "like you", and the senior moaned After the shot, he hugged Li Tianyu tightly, cupped his face and said "I love you" to him.

Li Tianyu thought later that he could not understand the meaning of that sentence.The relationship with that senior lasted for two years before breaking up.Li Tianyu never thought that he was like his senior, and there was a question of who belonged to whom and who could not be betrayed.Obviously the senior didn't think so.When Li Tianyu went to the club for a night of carnival, fell in love with a handsome boy, and kept in touch with him several times. After being discovered by the senior, the senior was so angry that he wanted to grab Li Tianyu and beat him, but was pushed down by Li Tianyu. on the ground.Since then, he can no longer get happiness from his seniors, and only feels restrained.

Li Tianyu discovered a long time ago that he is a cold-blooded person.

He doesn't care much about other people's feelings.Especially in love.He even sneered at the word love coldly, thinking that sex is more real and efficient than the word love.

Happy together.It's fine if you're not happy.What can two men do?Can you get married?Are you having a baby?Since you can't, it's so stupid to say that I love you and you love me.

So Li Tianyu remained awake all the time.He knows exactly what he wants, and he always withdraws calmly.Later, he dated several people, none of which surpassed the record of the two years with his senior.From this point of view, Li Tianyu thought he still liked that senior, especially on that snowy day, when he opened the door, he saw the senior standing in front of him, covered in snow, smiling at him and saying "Happy New Year". Still remember many years later.

However, that's about it.

When we broke up, the senior burst into tears.He smokes incessantly.The fingers holding the cigarette were trembling.

"sorry."

Tian Yu only said this sentence at that time.

That night, they embraced fiercely.The senior almost passed out under Tian Yu.Tianyu thought that if someone was watching at that time and saw such a hot sex, they would only think that they were a pair of passionate lovers.It was proposed by the senior.He proposed to have sex with Tian Yu one last time.Tianyu remembered that he had read in the book that he should not touch people who broke up.Because that's immoral.

But he walked over and pressed the senior on the bed.

They did it all night.From the next day, Tianyu never went to that hut again.

A few months later, Tian Yu and his new lover were walking in school, and saw the senior and his new partner head-on.It was a weak and gentle boy, walking obediently beside the senior, looking at the senior with adoring and shy eyes from time to time, and the senior smiled and patted his head.

When the senior raised his head, he saw Tian Yu.Tian Yu nodded to him, thought about it, and smiled slightly.The senior didn't speak, he turned his face and walked past Tian Yu.

After they left, the new lover asked Tian Yu: "Who is it?" Tian Yu said, my ex-boyfriend.

The lover's face is ugly.But Tian Yu never thought of hiding it.He thought, if the senior asked him the same question, would he honestly answer the same answer?

Thinking about it, Tian Yu actually laughed.

He never believed in love.

Tian Yu finished the dinner, and when he returned to his residence, the headlights illuminated a figure sitting on the steps.

He saw Tianyu's car and stood up.Tianyu parked the car in the garage and greeted him.The man smiled at him.

"Have you settled down?"

Tian Yu asked.Ah Hao nodded.

"Manager Lu said, go to work tomorrow."

"Leave the manager alone, why do you have to go back there?"

Tian Yu complained.He had already prepared a position for Ah Hao in the company. He wanted to arrange for him to run the business for two months first, and then he would be promoted after familiarizing himself with the situation, and he would be given a corresponding salary. Go back to Huanglong and continue working there.

"Do you want to be a gigolo for the rest of your life?"

Tian Yu felt that this kid didn't know what to do.

"No. I have no education and experience. I'm afraid I will cause trouble for you."

Tianyu knew what he meant, and didn't want to rely on his connections to join his company as a cadre.

This kid has always been quite arrogant.Tian Yu recalled how he walked away when they first met.

There is arrogance, which means that it is still young.Tian Yu thought, let him go back to Huanglong, but after training, he will know that no matter when, he should not take himself too seriously.

He told Lu Cheng, and when he heard that Ah Hao was coming back, he couldn't wish for it, and he also heard that Tian Yu's attitude had changed, so he agreed.As soon as Ah Hao arrived in Seoul, he contacted Tian Yu, and Tian Yu asked him to go directly to Huanglong to settle down and wait for him at his residence at night.

The two talked a few words, walked under the light, Tian Yu turned to look at Ah Hao, and was suddenly taken aback.

Ah Hao cut his hair.

The braid that made Li Tianyu obsessed was gone.Now it is a neat short hair.The ends of the hair reached the nape of the neck cleanly, and the color also changed. It was no longer flamboyant blond hair, but a steady tan.I didn't see it under the light, I thought it was black.

Tian Yu stared at him.

Seeing Tian Yu's gaze, Ah Hao scratched his hair.

"I went to cut it in the afternoon. Is it ugly?"

"...No. It suits you very well."

Tian Yu said unnaturally, turned around and walked into the house.

Ah Hao, who changed into short hair, is very...handsome.

Just looking at it, people are getting hot.Li Tianyu has not been so impulsive for many years.Hearing the footsteps of the people behind him, his breathing became a little heavier.

He hadn't thought of that at all.Now Li Tianyu's mind is full of the imagination of putting him on the bed.

After entering the room, Ah Hao sat for a while, talking to Tian Yu about the past half a month, thanking him for setting up his grandfather, and also talking about going to Shencheng to see his sister.

Tian Yu didn't know whether to listen or not.The eyes stopped on Ah Hao's face for a moment.

When the hairstyle changes, the whole person feels changed.

The short hair instantly changed the taste of that handsome face.He was handsome when he had long hair, but it's completely different from now.Before, there was a kind of wickedness and wildness, which seemed somewhat decadent.Now that I have cut my hair short, I suddenly become stable, tough, and imposing, full of masculinity.

He was wearing a shirt and jeans that cost no more than a few tens of dollars, and it was lucky that he could wear this kind of smell.

If he hadn't seen his home with his own eyes, Tian Yu would never have believed that such a golden phoenix could fly out of the mountain nest.

Thinking about how to keep him in his mind, Ah Hao took out an envelope from his bag and gently placed it on the table.

"Thank you. I can't accept this."

Tian Yu glanced at the envelope.It was the envelope that he quietly left under Ah Hao's pillow before he left.

"……I did not mean anything else."

Tian Yu chose his words carefully.

"It's a little wish from me. I can't help you much, that's all I can do. Take it."

Ah Hao spoke sincerely.

"I appreciate your wishes. Really. But I really can't ask for this money. Besides, I don't need so much money now. "

"What about your debt?"

Tian Yu couldn't help but say.Ah Hao lowered his head, then raised it again.

"It's okay. I'll pay it back slowly."

The two pushed back a few more sentences, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.Tian Yu pondered for a moment.

"Let's do this. Let's find a compromise. Treat this money as I lent you. You pay your sister's tuition first, and then repay part of the debt. I don't borrow for nothing. Let's calculate the interest. Wait for you to earn money." When the money arrives, give it back to me.”

Tian Yu took a piece of paper.

"I'll send you an IOU right now."

Putting the IOU together with the envelope into Ah Hao's hand, Ah Hao looked at him without saying anything.

Tianyu saw the gratitude in his eyes, and his heart moved.

He couldn't help being next to Ah Hao and sitting beside him.

"...how are you doing these days?"

He gently lifted a few hairs on Ah Hao's forehead, brushed them behind, and asked him softly.Ah Hao nodded.Looking at his strong and forbearing expression, Tianyu thought of the scene of him crying in his arms that night, and couldn't help but have the urge to hug him tightly again.Unable to control himself, he reached out and touched Ah Hao's chin.

"Finally shaved?"

Ah Hao smiled when he asked.How many days have not seen him smile.Tian Yu's heart fluttered.

"It was sloppy before, wasn't it?"

"They can all enter Shennongjia."

"So manly?"

Ah Hao stroked his scratched chin, and joked along with Tian Yu.Tian Yu smiled.

"Fuck, savages look like you, don't you know?"

"Oh, people are like you, with thin skin and tender flesh."

Tian Yu was taken aback.It was the first time that Ah Hao complained to him like this.

"Hey! Are you fat? How dare you talk to me like that?"

Tian Yu deliberately narrowed his eyes.Ah Hao was not frightened either.Probably Tian Yu's actions just now made the two of them get closer, and Ah Hao also relaxed, and even glanced at him.

"You don't even have a beard. If you want to live with us, you'll be a hairless kid."

Ah Hao looked at Tian Yu's expression while talking, and then laughed.

Tian Yu was turned into an army and sat there in a daze.Seeing his silence, Ah Hao thought he was upset, so he quickly leaned over and said, "Just kidding, don't be angry."