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Turning around, carrying the basin into the back yard, taking off the vest, holding up the cold water and pouring cold water over the head.Then he wiped his body with a towel, walked back into the room with wet pants, found a clean vest and sweatpants, and changed into them.

Tian Yu looked at A Hao's face under the light.His heart suddenly twitched.I can't even describe the pain I felt at that moment.

Ah Hao lost weight.The jaw that was originally sharp and chiseled looked very thin.Cheeks sunken in shadow.

Tian Yu remembered that a few months ago, he kept inviting Ah Hao to dinner, filling up the sunken cheek bit by bit.He also laughed at him, saying he was a little pig, a little stupid pig.At that time, Ah Hao looked at him in a funny and helpless way, his eyes showed an unguarded intimacy and tenderness...

Ah Hao suddenly spoke.

"What's up."

"Can't you come if you have nothing to do? I just came here to see how you are doing now."

Ah Hao sat on the bed, the dim light of the desk lamp shone on his bare arms.

"You see it now. Go back."

Tian Yu didn't speak, and was silent for a moment.

"Tell the truth, why did you do this?"

Ah Hao didn't answer.

"Don't tell me it's because of me. I didn't force you to be so ruthless! If you didn't have a reason, you just deliberately demonstrated to me. ——Did you do it on purpose?"

Ah Hao stopped for a while.

"A lot of money. Pay every day."

"Don't talk about money, the construction site at the end of the day will take half of the money! What about Zhou Xiaozhou, seeing that you are down and out, have you left?"

Ah Hao didn't make a sound, and Tian Yu didn't ask any more questions.Tianyu has seen too many boys like Zhou Xiaozhou, coquettish, realistic, and it is impossible to support them without money.

Tian Yu's eyes turned and stopped.He saw the large and small cracks on Ah Hao's arms.There was a scar, which was scratched by something, a black winding wound, covering A Hao's originally smooth skin, ugly and eye-catching.

Tian Yu didn't speak, just stared, then walked over and sat next to Ah Hao.He grabbed Ahao's arm and moved towards the light. When he touched Ahao, Ahao backed away, and Tianyu grabbed it, with strength in his hand, and forced the wounds to be brought under the light.

Ah Hao didn't wait for Tian Yu to see clearly, and pulled his arms away.Tian Yu turned his face away.

He carefully looked at whether there were any scars on this thin and tired face, and carefully scanned every place, such as eyebrows, eyes, straight nose bridge, thin upper and lower full lips, and thin chin.Fortunately, there were no scars to mar the face.As soon as Tian Yu let go, he suddenly caught a glimpse of a mark on Ah Hao's forehead under the wet hair, which slanted across and was covered by the hair.

Tian Yu wiped away the hair on Ah Hao's forehead vigorously, and went to look at the wound. Ah Hao avoided his face and blocked Tian Yu's hand.

Tian Yu let go of his hand, took out the cigarette case from his body, took out one, and lit it.He smoked for a while and didn't speak for a long time.

Then, word by word, he said:

"You made a mistake. I let you come back."

Tianyu was annoyed and unwilling when he said this, but he admitted it.Seeing Ah Hao fall into this situation with his own eyes, his heart felt as if it had been whipped by something, and the pain was throbbing.He didn't want to think about why.If you come to beg him, then it's not Long Hao, not the Long Hao who he couldn't help but go to wait under his window several times, just to take a look at him, and he felt that he was cheap!

But he couldn't hear the answer.Tian Yu turned his head and stared at Ah Hao.

"You don't feel that you are wrong from the beginning to the end, do you?"

Tian Yu stared at him.

"You hate me, so you have to ask me to bow to you first, don't you?"

Although Ah Hao looked haggard, his expression was calm, so quiet that Tian Yu felt that he didn't think he was in this room from the beginning to the end.

"Doing this because I need cash, nothing else. I don't hate you."

"Don't talk duplicity! I won't be afraid of your hatred if I do it."

Ah Hao was silent for a while.

"Has anyone been looking for you lately?"

"What do you mean?"

"I misunderstood you about Zhou Xiaozhou that day. I'm sorry. I don't hate you. I understand what you think."

He stopped.

"After finishing this month, I won't be here anymore. Xiao Nan and those people, if they can leave in the future, they should leave as soon as possible. Tianyu, listen to my advice once."

"Where are you going?"

Ah Hao didn't make a sound, and didn't intend to answer.Something slowly rose up in Tian Yu's heart.He took a deep drag on his cigarette.

He looked at Ah Hao across from him in the smog.Ah Hao's current appearance is no longer the same as before.In Tian Yu's mind was another figure, with long blond hair, a blond leather vest, and a headband that seemed to be alive, jumping on a young body full of vigor and vitality.The light shines on a face in high spirits, and that face lifts up as the drumbeat settles down, a king's smile, like a lion, proud and flamboyant...

Tianyu threw the cigarette butt on the ground viciously.

"It's so fucking hard for you to say something wrong?!"

Ah Hao was silent and determined.

Tian Yu knew that he would not answer.Tian Yu thought, it was because he didn't have himself in his heart.If he has himself in his heart, he can give in for him, why can't he give in for himself?

Li Tianyu never cared whether other people had him or not.He felt that it was meaningless and unnecessary, but now he felt that he cared, and he cared uncomfortably.

He stood up.

"Long Hao, you are cruel. You know how I, Li Tianyu, treat you in my heart! If you want to play tricks on me, do it, and play smarter!"

Grievance, depression, and anger all rushed to the top of his head. When had Li Tianyu been so mean, begging for nothing, and begging Xiao Nan, he never felt like he is now, like a dog chasing something that he can't get. The lowly dog ​​who refuses to let go!He wanted to find a place to vent, he kicked a broken wooden stool by his feet, picked it up and threw it at the opposite wall!

The wooden stool fell to the ground with a dull sound, Tian Yu felt a sharp pain in his hand, he raised his hand, his hand was covered with blood, the palm was pierced by nails, and wooden thorns penetrated densely inside.

Ah Hao came over immediately and took Tian Yu's hand.

Tianyu was full of anger and pain, and he didn't want Ah Hao to touch him at all, so he shook off hard.

"roll!"

Ah Hao ignored it, and forcibly pulled Tian Yu's hand over to the side of the sink, and turned on the faucet to wash the wound with water.The water flowed through the wound, rushed down the bloody water, and touched those wooden thorns again, Tian Yu felt a sharp pain and endured it.

Ah Hao wiped off the blood with a towel, pushed Tian Yu to sit by the bed, turned around and took out a wine bottle from the cabinet, poured out a little white wine, and poured it on the clean towel.He pulled Tian Yu's palm, avoiding those wooden thorns, and carefully wiped the wound with a towel dipped in wine.I pressed it to stop the bleeding, and brought another pair of tweezers.

He squatted down in front of Tian Yu.Tianyu glanced at him, and Ah Hao also looked at him.Then he moved the desk lamp closer, took Tian Yu's hand, and looked down for the wooden thorn.

Tian Yu waved his hand away.

Ah Hao stared at him, and pressed his hand again in a serious and undeniable manner.

Tian Yu sneered: "Aren't I just like those bastards? You care about a bastard?"

Ah Hao didn't listen to what he was saying at all, but silently, carefully pulled out those wooden thorns one by one with tweezers.

Tian Yu lifted his hand away again.

Ah Hao suddenly raised his head.

"Be sensible!"

Ahao roar!

Tian Yu was stunned.Ah Hao stared at him, his face suppressed anger.Then he pulled Tian Yu's hand over with all his strength, placed it on his knee, lowered his head to get close to the ground, and looked for small wooden thorns in his palm.

Tian Yu stopped moving.

Use the thin tweezers to pull out the thorns stuck in the flesh one by one.Every time one is pulled out, a sting is taken away.

A warm hand moved in his palm.

No one spoke.The room was silent.

Tian Yu felt the heat from that hand penetrate into his body through the skin.The pain was disappearing little by little. The hand was strong but gentle, rhythmically and controlledly, gently tweezing away those tiny thorns, those thorns stuck in the flesh and heart.

Tianyu raised his eyes and looked at Ah Hao who was squatting in front of him, with his head buried, concentrating and concentrating.

He looks at his face.He looked at his straight eyebrows, his quiet eyes, his straight nose bridge, his thin, dark, tired cheeks over and over again...

Tian Yu suddenly leaned over.He tightly sealed his lips.

He kissed Ah Hao's lips, longingly and uncontrollably, he pried open his lips, kissing him deeper and deeper.He reached out and hugged the back of Ah Hao's head, fixed his head, closed his eyes tightly, and kissed deeply deeply.Only kisses can dispel the strange anxiety and sadness in his heart, he moved his lips and tongue, curling Ahao's tongue deeply.

Ahao didn't hide from him, Tianyu felt his hesitation, but gradually his breathing became disordered, Tianyu heard his suppressed deep breathing, and then Ahao hugged him.

The two began to kiss silently and gradually fiercely, exchanging fiery lips and tongues.Ahao supported Tianyu's entire upper body with his body, and Tianyu heard his own hoarse voice during the kiss. He called "Ahao" hoarsely, but Ahao stuffed his lips into his mouth.Until the kiss was about to get out of control, Ah Hao raised his shoulders and hugged Tian Yu's upper body and sat upright by the bed. Tian Yu grabbed him, pulled him into his arms, put his head on his shoulders, and hugged Ah Hao into his chest.

He clasped his back tightly, pressed against Ah Hao's ear, and said hoarsely, "Come back... I'll treat you well..."

Ah Hao leaned in his arms.Tianyu hugged him tightly, stroking his hair with his hands around his back, and sticking to his face.

"I will treat you very well...really..."

Tianyu kept talking, and he didn't know what fragmentary words of love he said. He pressed kisses on Ahao's hair and earlobe, bowed his head once, and kissed his shoulder.He felt a strange and urgent emotion that he couldn't control.He wanted him, he wanted him, more than he thought.Maybe because this was the first person he wanted to conquer seriously, the first person he wanted to conquer seriously but couldn't.No matter what the reason was, Tian Yu had a real illusion driven by impulsiveness, thinking that he really liked this person, and he liked him so much that he was helpless like a fool.His previous experience, methods, and methods were completely useless in front of this person, so he could only let go of himself to seek, to do things he never bothered to do.He pressed to Ah Hao's ear tenderly and anxiously, urging him to answer:

"Huh? Ah Hao...huh?..."

He took Ah Hao's silence as a default, and kissed Ah Hao's neck passionately and eagerly.Ahao called him "Tianyu", but Tianyu ignored him, hugged Ahao tightly and kissed his neck continuously, until Ahao lifted Tianyu's arm and supported his body with all his strength.

"Tianyu!"

Ah Hao looked at Tian Yu, restrained and in pain.

"Tianyu, don't you understand?"

Ah Hao's tone was eager, and he stared into Tian Yu's eyes, with helplessness and sadness that couldn't be suppressed in his eyes.

"What I want is someone who can endure hardships and live with me, not a momentary relationship. Tianyu, I have you in my heart, but I know that you are not someone who can be with me. I have also thought that no matter what happens in the future The matter, as long as it is now, but I am afraid, I am afraid that if I fall into it, I will not be able to pull it out! Tianyu, do you understand? Do you understand what I said?"

Tian Yu looked at Ah Hao's face.This is the first time that Ah Hao confessed his thoughts to him, the first time he told him that he has him in his heart.Tianyu didn't take Ahao's words seriously, these were not problems.Tian Yu touched Ah Hao's face, and with a hint of enthusiasm, he said: "What do you want...promise? I'll give it to you...we will be together forever...I promise..."

Tian Yu said smoothly, and wanted to kiss Ah Hao again.

Ah Hao was silent.

He straightened Tian Yu's body silently, and stared at him.

Then, Ah Hao kept looking at him and didn't speak anymore.

Tianyu, we can't get together.

After a long time, Tian Yu still remembered Ah Hao's expression when he said this.