Chairman's little prince

When he jumped off the stage of reincarnation, he only said one sentence: "Yu Lan, I hope I'm just Zhan Yunxiao. And I don't want to see you again!"

When he opened his eyes, Zhan Yunxiao didn't know where he was for a moment.Who is he now.

He finally knew why Hei Wuchang would say such things.

Why, he would say that one day he would confront Lan Yifeng with swords.

In fact, it is so...

Lan Yifeng, oh, Lan Yifeng.

Yu Lan, oh Yu Lan.

I always thought that Zhan Yunxiao was sorry for the other party, so when I was with the other party, I couldn't help but want to make up for something.

He thought it was his descendants who acted recklessly, which is why they hurt this person time and time again.But I didn't expect that maybe everything was destined in the dark.

Although it was a dream, Zhan Yunxiao knew it was a memory.Because after the dream became clear, everything in the dream became memories and filled his mind.

The main thing is that feeling.

Being disbelieved, rejected, disappointed, chilled, heartbroken... all kinds of things.

That kind of desire for freedom, but just can't get it.

The kind of people who want to get the same return for their loved ones, but they are hurt.

The kind of hope that the other party can let go of everything and live freely in the world with oneself is just a dream... It is not even real in the dream.

That kind of sad unwillingness.

That kind... It seems that I have already obtained it, but it is so far away.

The other party is right in front of him, but there is no shadow of himself in the other party's eyes.Just a lot of chores, a lot of responsibilities...

It turned out that he had been chasing others all along, but he still couldn't get it!

It turned out that he was the one who was hurt all along.

Zhan Yunxiao is him, Zihua is him...

That Zihua... turned out to be him!

Lan Yifeng called out Zihua's name, so the other party obviously remembered all the memories about Yu Lan.

Why the other party came to the world, he didn't know.Too many questions to ask, but just tired.

I was so tired that I didn't want to ask anything.He was so tired that he didn't even want to think about it... he didn't want to know about Lan Yifeng, he didn't want to know about Yu Lan.

He knew and clearly remembered what happened in hell.The person who made him like this in the end seems to be Hades, right?

And that person is Lian Jun's apprentice.

The person he wants to resurrect is also Lian Jun.

That person...hahaha...

He is indeed the only one who can revive that person!Just, why?

Tired, very tired.Nobody cares...

Isn't it, he shouldn't wake up at this time, is it actually better to sleep than to wake up?

Is it really better not to restore the memory?

There was a "creak", that was the sound of the door being opened.

Zhan Yunxiao opened his eyes and looked towards the door.

It's him, Lan Yifeng...

Yes, this person is Lan Yifeng!

No, how could this person be Lan Yifeng?The only time Lan Yifeng really existed was those seven years in the mortal world... After those seven years, who is still Lan Yifeng?

Maybe before the other party has no memory of Yu Lan, this person is still Lan Yifeng, right?

Unfortunately, no more...

In fact, even when this person has no memory of Yu Lan, he is still chasing him, in this life.He met the other party when he was five years old. He chased after the other party, and he was the one who was rejected, wasn't he?

Even though the other party had various reasons at that time, they were still rejected.

Moreover, at the last moment, I even lost the memory of Zhan Yunxiao...

For more than [-] years, I reincarnated by myself, and there were countless lives when I didn't meet this person.However, every time I meet this person, I will involuntarily chase him and be rejected.

Has it become his destiny to be rejected?

Yu Lan, Yu Lan, Zhan Yunxiao, Zhan Yunxiao, why are you forced to this point!

"Yun Xiao, you're awake..." Lan Yifeng had surprise in his eyes.The dinner plate in his hand was placed on the bedside table, and the other party almost rushed over, put his hand on Zhan Yunxiao's wrist, first took his pulse, and then breathed a sigh of relief... "It's okay... You know you're asleep How long?"

Asking this, Lan Yifeng put his palm on Zhan Yunxiao's forehead at the same time.

The person on the bed did not refuse the other party's approach, but suddenly felt strange.Looking at this person, I feel strange.

He didn't know who the other party was.Is it Lan Yifeng?But the feeling is not pure, besides, is there really Lan Yifeng in this world?

Lan Yifeng, when he thought of this name, he remembered that once, he asked Yu Lan, if he could choose, would the other party want to be Lan Yifeng or Yu Lan.

But the other party avoided this question, just saying that it was impossible, and he didn't answer.

And his non-answer didn't mean that the other party chose Yu Lan's answer.

At least if you ask him, he will choose Zhan Yunxiao without hesitation.He wished he was Zhan Yunxiao, just Zhan Yunxiao!

Maybe it is really destined in the dark, every life, even when he can't meet Lan Yifeng, he still chooses Zhan Yunxiao.And there was a voice in his heart telling him that he was Zhan Yunxiao, just Zhan Yunxiao!

Not long ago, he also talked about this topic with the other party.

At that time, it was Lan Yifeng who was asking him.No, it was actually Yu Lan at that time, right?It's just, why did the other party ask him this question? Isn't this a boring question for that person?What can I ask?

However, no matter why, he doesn't want to go into it now.Because I have no energy...

A kind of exhaustion from the bones overwhelmed him when he saw this person.

Why, always get entangled with this person?

The last thing he said to himself when he jumped off the reincarnation stage was that he didn't want to see him again.I don't want to be this person again...

However, he was like this, why did he get involved with this person in the end.Is what he did not decisive enough?

"Yunxiao?" Zhan Yunxiao's silence made Lan Yifeng puzzled, he moved his palm away and looked at him. "What’s wrong with you?"

Then, thinking of something, his face turned slightly pale.

This person, could it be... already...

Thinking of this, Lan Yifeng's face turned paler.

Zhan Yunxiao looked at the other party's changed expression and felt a bit of sadness in his heart.This person is afraid that he will regain his memory?

Yes, the other party said, I don't want him to remember.

At that time, he said, since he didn't want to, then don't remember.What's more, whether he remembers or not, he loves him.

Now that he has regained his memory, can he still... love him as he said at that time?

Zhan Yunxiao found that he couldn't answer this question.

love?

Don't you love it?

The feeling of exhaustion invaded the chest again, and the whole person was so weak.

So, seeing Lan Yifeng's expression changed, Zhan Yunxiao just waved his hand. "I'm tired, you go out first."

In a word, Lan Yifeng gently closed his eyes without opening them: "You... remember?"

Remember?remember what?

Zihua?

Zhan Yunxiao from before?

Remember to say no?

Remember hurt?

If so, then yes, he remembered them all.

Because I remember, I don't know how to face it.

Because I remembered, I realized how powerless the oath I had made was.

He had sworn to himself that he would love this man, as long as this man did not betray him.At that time, he had no memory of Zihua, and he even felt that it was his past life that owed the other party.

But now, this oath... can it continue?

Did this man not betray him?

There are also several types of betrayal.Not only is it an emotional cheating, but for him, there is another kind.

That is, this person's love for him is not equal to his love for him!

Not equal, this is a kind of betrayal!

And if it wasn't like this, he wouldn't have jumped off the reincarnation platform so resolutely.

That last sword, even more so, destroyed all his feelings for the other party!

At the moment when he jumped off the reincarnation stage, he couldn't lie to himself. Apart from wanting to be free, what he wanted more was resentment!

That resentment may be resentment towards Yulan.Maybe it's fate to blame!

Possesses eternal life, but loses too much!

He can't afford that responsibility!

The freedom he couldn't get left him breathless!

Zhan Yunxiao who didn't answer made Lan Yifeng even more sure.Taking a deep breath and opening his eyes, the person on the bed didn't look at him.

For a moment, he felt like his world had collapsed.

After all, did he still lose this person?

Zhan Yunxiao, do you know that I am no longer the Yu Lan of the past?

Do you know that ten thousand years have already smoothed all my edges and corners?

Do you know that in ten thousand years, the balance has already tilted in my heart.

Do you know that now I finally know the meaning and state of "I would rather bear the heaven than bear the Qing".

Do you know that if you ask me now, would you like to be Lan Yifeng or Yu Lan, I can already give you a different answer.

But, after all, I still hurt you, so, you are no longer willing to ask this answer, are you?Yeah?

Her lips trembled, after all, Lan Yifeng finally left the room without saying anything.It's just that step, staggered.

And when he was alone in the room, Zhan Yunxiao closed his eyes wearily...

He didn't know what he should do.

His heart ached when he saw the man staggering from the back.

He didn't want to hurt each other, but he didn't have the strength to call out to that person.

This dream took him too much effort.That unforgettable feeling was too profound, making him unable to recover, making him... unable to do anything!

Lan Yifeng, oh Lan Yifeng...how on earth am I going to treat you.

At this moment, Zhan Yunxiao couldn't give this answer.

On the other side, Lan Yifeng did not go downstairs after walking out of the room. In the room, the room that belonged to him and Zhan Yunxiao was no longer a place for him to go back to.For a moment, he didn't even know where he should go...

The living room downstairs was full of people and very lively.However, he couldn't get down.He didn't want to see any of those people.Now he doesn't want to talk, but if he goes down, there must be many problems, right?

Randomly looking for an empty room upstairs, Lan Yifeng went in with his head buried.

There was no quilt on the big bed, and he just lay on it straight... It wasn't soft at all, but he didn't feel anything at this moment.

The eyes were sour and sad.However, no tears fell.

Crying, whether it is Lan Yifeng or Yu Lan, is an unlikely thing to happen.

No matter how you are treated, it is difficult.

But, he thought, maybe it would be best to cry a while, right?

Who said men don't shed tears?

Difficult...difficult...

He didn't even know where the pain was, in short, from head to toe, there was no comfortable place...

Tiredly covering his eyes with his hands, the two words he muttered out were still... "Yunxiao..."

In the end, it was that person's name that was spit out.

sad?

But is it that person or...the one who is sad?

so tired...

Go to sleep, maybe sleep and wake up.He is Lan Yifeng, or Zhan Yunxiao.Just Zhan Yunxiao!

In a daze, Lan Yifeng really fell asleep.

He had a sweet dream.

In the dream, Zhan Yunxiao asked: "If you could choose, would you like to be Yu Lan or Lan Yifeng? Do you want to have a noble status or the most ordinary status? Do you want to have a lover whose name is Zhan Yunxiao?"

In the dream, Zhan Yunxiao was smiling when he asked, as if he was sure of the answer he would hear.

And he did answer.

"If I could choose, I only hope that I am Lan Yifeng. It's just that Lan Yifeng doesn't need to have a noble status, those are not important. I only hope to have an ordinary lover, and his name is Zhan Yunxiao. I hope no matter what Whatever happens, we can face it together and share good and bad. In my heart, he is the most important. No one or anything can compare to him. I hope to be with him every day, admiring the beauty or wake up under the warm sunshine. I hope to fall asleep in his arms, I hope that between us is pure, no one can separate... I would rather bear the sky than the Qing!"

In that beautiful and intoxicating dream, Zhan Yunxiao listened to his words and hugged him tightly.

They made love crazily among the flowers, and they confided their hearts to each other in the wind, speaking sweet words only for each other.

In that dream, it was so harmonious.

In that dream, looking at the figure of Zhan Yunxiao, what he had in his heart was incomparable satisfaction...

"Zhan Yunxiao... Zhan Yunxiao... Yunxiao... It owes the sky to the sky..."

I can really do it.

But, when I can really do it, where are you, and can you give me one last chance?

Is it too late when I can do it?

Yunxiao, Yunxiao...

do you know?Sometimes I really hate.

I don't hate you, I hate myself.

Why, it was too late to understand.

Why, I can't even compare to Zhan Yunbie?

He can give you wholeheartedly, but I, the person you love with all your heart, can't?So, I hate...

do you know?I hate, really hate...

I hate it... I hate it...