unique lover

There was an event in the afternoon, he sat in the dressing room to put on makeup, the makeup artist was someone he knew well, she could clearly see that Lin Chu's eyes were swollen, she wanted to cover it up, but failed.

Everyone in the entertainment industry knows that Lin Chu and Su Yi are good friends, and also knows that Su Yi's death has hurt Lin Chu a lot, so her first reaction was that Lin Chu might think of her old friend, "Who did you think of last night?" Don’t you? Remember to apply the ice pack when you’re done crying.” She took out a small bag of ice packs from her bag. As a makeup artist, I often encounter artists with swelling, so it’s very useful to have some small ice packs ready at any time.

"There's still time, you apply it for 10 minutes first." The makeup artist gave it to him and went out.

Lin Chu looked in the mirror, and indeed his entire face was swollen. He opened the ice pack, closed his eyes, and applied the ice pack to his eyes.

He shouldn't have closed his eyes. As soon as he closed his eyes, all the pain and guilt came up. He didn't know if it was too cold, but his eyes became moist instantly, and tears flowed out.

He removed the ice pack and wiped the moisture from his eyes.

"You have to go, don't do this."

"Being gone is good for everyone."

"Just get over it."

He comforted himself in the mirror. He asked his assistant to bring him black-rimmed glasses. Lin Chu is not short-sighted, and he doesn't usually wear glasses. He occasionally wears them when shooting magazines. The one who gave it to him said that this pair of glasses is very suitable for him. Without glasses, he is a clean boy, but with glasses, he has a feeling of "gentle scum".

He had been carried by his assistant all the time, but he didn't expect that it would come in handy when he was crying. He looked at himself in the mirror, and it looked much better.

He asked his assistant to stay by his side, and chatted a little if he had nothing to do. It was too difficult to control when he was alone, and there was someone by his side who would always distract him.

After the event, Lin Chu returned to the company early, and of course he had to tell Wu Yao if he wanted to terminate the contract. When he went to the general manager's office, Wu Yao was talking on the phone.

Lin Chu was sitting on the chair in a daze. Wu Yao walked up to him after talking on the phone. Lin Chu didn't seem to respond at all. He patted his shoulder and asked casually, "What's wrong? Are you absent-minded?"

Lin Chu shook his head and smiled bitterly.

Wu Yao is a very good boss, she does things properly, has no temper with the people around her, discusses things in a friendly manner, and most importantly is very tolerant to artists, unless it is absolutely necessary, he will not force artists to do things he does not like , thanks to such a boss, Lin Chu can do what he wants to do in this entertainment circle.

Lin Chu not only regards Wu Yao as a boss, but sometimes as a friend. We have been together for three years, and we have feelings for each other. "Brother Yao, I have something to discuss with you."

Wu Yao saw that his face was heavy, as if he was about to say goodbye, "As long as it's not a farewell, it's fine." Lin Chu just won the best newcomer, and now all the major directors want to cooperate with Lin Chu, the company receives more plays than before There are too many at any time, and now he is worrying about how to choose to make Lin Chu's career to a higher level.

Lin Chu glanced at him, hesitated to speak, and paused for a while before saying, "I may have to leave the entertainment industry."

Wu Yao stood up from the chair in a daze, her eyes almost popped out, she smiled again, "You are kidding!"

"I am serious."

Wu Yao looked at Lin Chu's eyes with firmness beyond doubt.

"Did something happen? You are so popular now, you quit? You see that all these scripts have specified that you should act, and now is a good opportunity to make a lot of money!"

"Brother Yao, I have my own reasons, and I can't explain them to you for a while."

"What are you going to do after quitting the entertainment circle?" Wu Yao wondered if this was what Song Jingyan meant. After all, with Song Jingyan's power, Lin Chu didn't need to be an artist at all. As Song Jingyan's person, he would have nothing to worry about for a few lifetimes, but He didn't think that Lin Chu was the kind of person who was asking for money. He could tell that Lin Chu really liked music, not for fame and fortune in the entertainment industry.

"I'm going to rest for a long time. As for what to do in the future, I don't have a clue for a while."

"Is this what Song Jingyan meant?" Wu Yao thought that if this was what Song Jingyan meant, then he had no reason to refuse.

"This is what I mean, and Jing Yan doesn't know about it. I hope you can help me keep it a secret."

"Secret! This company belongs to him. If he knows that I don't report it, can I still stay here! Although you never explained your relationship with Song Jingyan, I can tell that you... ..Hey! For such a big matter, I think it’s better for you to discuss it, so that we can talk about it after the results of the NIC shareholders’ meeting come out, okay?”

Lin Chu knew that Wu Yao was a trustworthy person. If he wanted to leave, he really had to give this person an explanation, "Brother Yao, I don't want to hide it from you. The reason why I want to quit the entertainment industry is to leave Song Jingyan, so I can't tell him. If he knew, I wouldn't be able to leave at all, you know that Jing Yan is already busy with the shareholders' meeting, and I can't influence him."

Wu Yao was quiet for a while, staring at Lin Chu, he seemed to see that Lin Chu's sudden withdrawal from the entertainment industry probably had something to do with Song Jingyan. At this time, due to the issue of NIC's leadership, Song Jingyan was fighting fiercely with his uncle If Song Jingyan doesn't beat his uncle, then he will definitely be kicked out of NIC. Song Zhixian has always been not optimistic about the record industry, and of course he doesn't care about his small company. It is possible to divest it any minute!The company has just come back to life now, and he doesn't want to just give up.

Of course he didn't want Song Jingyan to fail, but he didn't dare to offend Song Jingyan. With his nervousness towards Lin Chu, if he, the boss, didn't know about Lin Chu's termination of the contract, the consequences could be imagined.

"Lin Chu, Brother Yao has never regarded you as an outsider. I can see many things very clearly. Young Master Song is really good to you. Is there any misunderstanding between you? Let's sit down and talk about it. There is no need. It made him leave without saying goodbye." Wu Yao said earnestly, seeing the tenderness in Lin Chu's eyes, he wondered if he could persuade Lin Chu.

"Think about it, how sad he will be if you leave."

Lin Chu smiled wryly, "Our relationship is inherently shady, and if it is not suitable, no matter how hard we try, it will not be suitable."

Wu Yao felt very embarrassed, neither side should be offended.

"Brother Yao, don't worry. Before I leave, I will tell him not to take his anger out on you. If Jing Yan asks, just say that I forced you. As for the reason, you don't know. Although he will scold you a few words , but he knows that if I want to leave, no one can stop me, and when he calms down, he won't hold you accountable anymore, and the liquidated damages will be charged to the company's account."

Wu Yao sighed, Lin Chu had arranged everything before coming to him, but what he said was right, if he wanted to leave, no one could stop him, "When?"

"One month at most."

Wu Yao looked at the script on the stage and felt depressed. Although she was very reluctant, she still said, "I will try to reduce your activities as much as possible."

"Thank you Yao brother."

Lin Chu got up and was about to leave when Wu Yao suddenly said, "Although I don't know what happened between you two, I think it's not a trivial matter to make you give up on your bright future. If you need me, you can come back to me anytime. "

"Thank you."

Lin Chu is very grateful to Wu Yao for his cultivation in the past few years. Of course, there is one person in the company that he also needs to thank, and that is Su Man who treats him like a younger brother. He strives for the theme song of a film and television drama, and it is impossible for him to go smoothly in the entertainment industry. He really wants to say something to her, but he also knows that everything he says is a sin!

He has already thought about his future. He is going to New Zealand to find a master of classical music. He is from Hong Kong and lives in New Zealand. He met him once at an event before. When Lin Chu met, Lin Chu respected him very much. Thinking about having the opportunity to study with him, the master also admired Lin Chu very much. The two hit it off with their views on classical music, and often asked Lin Chu to come to New Zealand to find him.

There are not many Chinese in New Zealand, and there is no need to be afraid of being recognized. It should be the best choice to hide there. Since he has to leave, he may not come back for a year or two. The only worry is his mother.

Lin Chu took a day off and went back to his hometown. He didn't dare to come back during the day. The neighbors all knew that the Lin family had a big star. As long as he came back, it would always cause a big sensation. He didn't want to attract any attention. He just wanted to leave I had a good meal with my mother before.

Because of work, it was already past dinner time when he came back.

Hu Huilan has not had any contact with her husband's family since her husband died. When she was down and down, her younger brother helped her a lot. She still misses her mother's family very much. Lin Chu became a star and lived near her uncle's house when she made money A two-story house was built. My mother likes to grow some flowers and plants. There is a garden in front of the house. When I was in the Song family, my mother was very envious of having a yard where flowers and plants could be grown. Lin Chu always remembered it.

When Lin Chu came home, the door of the compound was open, and his mother was sitting in the living room, with a four or five-year-old girl sleeping in her arms, and the sound of the TV was still on. Although the conditions at home were much better, his mother was a A person who is used to being busy, and his family is deserted, he always helps his uncle take care of the children.

Lin Chu called "Mom" and there was no response. He walked in and saw that his mother had fallen asleep. He turned off the TV, and took out a coat from the room and put it on her body.

At this time, Lin Chu's mother woke up, looked at Lin Chu in front of her, and rubbed her eyes, "You're back, why didn't you tell me in advance, have you eaten yet?"

"Have not eat yet."

"It's time, you're hungry, I'll take the baby back to the room."

"Mom, I'll come." Lin Chu picked up the child in his mother's arms, stopped suddenly, and asked, "Which room?"

"My room."

Hu Huilan walked into the kitchen. The country people eat casually, and only eat one or two big meals when there are guests. Hu Huilan is very economical and never wastes food. Now there is nothing left at home. She wants to go to the vegetable garden After picking up the order, Lin Chu stopped him.

"Mom, I'm hungry, so I want to eat egg noodles. It's so late, don't go out."

Hu Huilan was afraid that she would starve her son to death, so she immediately went back to the kitchen and got busy. Lin Chu looked at her mother's back, thinking that her mother was already 50 years old this year. The hair still reminded him of his mother's old age.

Many people of his age in the village are already married and have children. He just saw the warm picture of his mother and nephew together, and he felt very sorry for his mother. He might not be able to give her a grandson for the rest of his life.

If he had a choice, he would like to be a simple ordinary person, like the elders in the village, who has never set foot in this village in his life. He has known since he was a child to marry a wife and have children. Will not embark on a road of no return.

"The noodles are ready." Hu Huilan came out of the kitchen.

Lin Chu's taste buds were immediately activated when he smelled the familiar smell, and he was a little anxious to eat.

"Eat slowly, don't get burnt, how long will you stay this time?" Hu Huilan knew that Lin Chu was busy with work, and it had been a year since she came back last time.

"I'm leaving tomorrow morning."

"So urgent?"

"Well, Mom, I might have to study for a while."

"Oh, where are you going?"

"If you go abroad, you may not come back for a year or two."

"Then, is it the young master?" Hu Huilan asked. Lin Chu didn't quite understand the reason why her mother suddenly mentioned Song Jingyan. He seemed to see a little timidity in her mother's eyes. , Mom knew that he and Song Jingyan had a good relationship, so it was normal to ask.

"He's in the company, I'm going to study alone."

"Oh, it's good to study. If you study more, you won't be eliminated. You don't worry about your mother, right? My mother is in such good health. There is nothing to worry about for a year or two." Hu Huilan has supported her son's study since he was a child, and knows Only then can you change your destiny, so no matter how hard life is, she insists on giving her son a good study environment, but what she does is not up to standard, which makes Lin Chu follow her around everywhere. Now that the conditions are better, she can do whatever her son wants. support.

Lin Chu knew that his mother would definitely support her. Although her mother was not well-educated, she was very sensible and never caused trouble for others. Lin Chu's indifferent personality was largely due to his mother.

"Mom, here is a bank card with a savings in it, you can keep it."

"You send money to mom every month. Mom spends so much there, and you have to spend money on studying. Don't worry about mom anymore. Mom can't spend too much here."

"Mom, you'd better keep it, so that I can go with more peace of mind."

"You child, mom will keep it for you until you come back."

Lin Chu finished his meal, took a shower and went to bed. There were no leisure activities in the village. It was already very quiet after 9 o’clock in the evening. He was lying on the bed. Unable to calm himself down, it seemed that his heart was in turmoil following the cries of the frogs. He had lost sleep like this for a few nights. Song Jingyan would be back in a few days, and there was not much time left for him.

He sat up, turned on the light, and saw the "Little Angel's Lonely Journey" beside the bed, which he brought back a year ago and kept on the bed.

He flipped through it again, and saw this paragraph on page 21.

He didn't want to hear any answer, whether it was yes or no, Amylin would not feel better.He rushed out of this familiar place and passed by the playground. By the way, this is Amylin's favorite place. Whenever she is unhappy, she will come here to look at other children, looking forward to someone Want to invite her to play, or want to be friends with her.

He was leaving without saying goodbye, the comedian said, a lot of people who say goodbye never see each other again.

He left, not because he didn't love her, but because he had no reason to stay by her side.

The heavy snow was flying all over the sky, and in the howling and whistling of the whirlwind, there seemed to be bursts of miserable voices in my ears, like Amylin, she said that she was very lonely, and she said that the luckiest thing for her was to know Anthony!

Anthony found that his footsteps slowed down, getting slower and heavier, and he stayed outside for a long, long time.

He remembered the flower the little prince loved, and the words the little prince said.

He said his love was an injury to her.

During this time, Song Jingyan was indeed busy. In the past, he would video chat with him once a day. The closer it was to the shareholder meeting, the tighter the time. No matter how busy the time was, Song Jingyan would send him one or two short text messages, Say hello to him.

When he turned on his phone today, Song Jingyan said that he wanted to take a vacation for himself, no matter what the result of the shareholders meeting was, he would take Lin Chu to Vienna.

Lin Chu didn't reply to him.

Today is the last event in his itinerary. Also participating in this event is his long-lost good friend Dou Ziwen. Remembering the friendship between the two when they first debuted, fans even helped them get a "Qing Dou Chukai CP", nearly two in the blink of an eye. Years have passed, and the two have rarely been in touch since the show ended. Occasionally, when he wanted to talk to Dou Ziwen, Dou Ziwen didn't answer the phone, probably because he was busy with work. They are busy every day in their line of work. If you go, you will forget to call back or reply to the message.

This time they were arranged in the same dressing room, Lin Chu greeted Dou Ziwen, Dou Ziwen replied, and then there was nothing else.

Lin Chu felt that the atmosphere was a bit awkward, maybe it's been too long since we saw each other.

"I heard that you have accepted a new variety show?" Lin Chu asked proactively.

"Well, it hasn't started yet."

"I think you are quite suitable for variety shows."

"Really? It's okay."

After a brief conversation, the makeup artist began to apply makeup for the two of them.

After the make-up artist went out, there were only the two of them left in the room. Lin Chu felt that since he was leaving, he should at least tell him. After all, they were such good friends.

"I'm probably going to be resting for a long time to come."

"Ah?" Dou Ziwen's expression became more expressive at this time, "Why? You have developed so well, and you have someone to help you. It has been smooth sailing in the entertainment industry. Isn't it a pity to give up suddenly?"

Lin Chu felt that there was something in Dou Ziwen's words, but he couldn't find anything wrong with it, "I'm a little tired."

"I heard that NIC's high-level internal fighting is serious. Are you afraid that Song Jingyan won't be able to protect you?"

"Ah?" Lin Chu heard the meaning of his words at this time, he was a little surprised, Dou Ziwen seemed to know his relationship with Song Jingyan.But how could he know?

"Why do you say that?"

"You don't have to hide it from me, I know about your relationship with Song Jingyan." Dou Ziwen glanced at him and continued, "Do you still remember that you were injured while filming the MV? I actually went to see you, and when I went, I saw you and Song Jingyan Together, two people."

"Well, yes." Lin Chu did not deny it.

Lin Chu's previous worries seemed to have been answered. Since he was injured, Dou Ziwen didn't contact him very much. Even when his movie was released, Dou Ziwen didn't say anything. Later, everyone met on some occasions, but the feeling was completely different. It has changed, Dou Ziwen will not take the initiative to approach Lin Chu like he did at the beginning.

Although Lin Chu is a boy, his mind is very delicate. He can still feel the sudden changes in the people around him, but he never wants to go into it, nor does he want to know. Now that he knows, Dou Ziwen knows about him and Song Jingyan. things, despised him.

"But don't worry, I won't say anything."

"Thank you for helping me keep a secret."

"Don't thank me. Actually, I'm not a good person. I used to regard you as a good brother, but when I knew you had that tendency, I would get goosebumps whenever I got close to you. I couldn't help it. About homosexuality , I’ve only heard about it, I’ve never met it, and I don’t know how to deal with it, but I think I neither oppose nor support it.”

Lin Chu smiled, he was very grateful to Dou Ziwen for being so straightforward, his words were much better than others who scolded him for being gay.

Dou Ziwen sighed. Lin Chu is considered the best-developed of his generation. Many people have struggled for several years or even ten years to achieve his current achievements. "Really decided to give up?"

"Actually, a person like me sometimes looks like a jerk. There is a possibility of explosion at any time. I am afraid of harming others and myself." If Lin Chu's homosexuality is revealed, it is estimated that Su Yi and Dou Ziwen, who were once close to him, He will also be dragged into the water, he doesn't know what the media will write, and he doesn't want to hurt anyone anymore.

After attending the event, the reporter also arranged for the two of them to take pictures. Although the two of them were no longer acquaintances at the beginning, the pictures were taken professionally, and no one could see their respective thoughts.

Lin Chu felt that ever since he made that movie, he became more and more able to hide his true inner thoughts.

The last part of the event was Lin Chu singing the song "Unique". He has sung this song countless times, and he has also heard Song Jingyan sing it countless times. Every note in the song represents his desire and blessing for this love , as soon as the prelude sounded, his heart began to feel sore. When he sang, he couldn't help but burst into tears. He took a lot of effort to lock the tears in his eyes.

After singing, he said to the audience,

"Goodbye!"

He thought to himself, "Jing Yan, goodbye."