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In the evening, everyone finally arrived, and a few parents also came.

Yu Qi went to Liang Sheng's house several times when he was a child, and Liang Sheng's parents would pick him up and drop him off, so Yu Qi was often sent home by Liang's family in the first year of junior high school.So Liang Sheng's parents are very familiar with her.

At this time, Liang's mother walked to the bed, looked at Yu Qi, and called her several times, but Yu Qi didn't respond.Aunt Liang's eyes were a little red.

The boys were also very sad, they called "big sister" several times, but Yu Qi didn't move.

I am very depressed.Finally, Cheng Zhe, who was a little impulsive, couldn't bear it any longer. He punched the bed and said in a hoarse voice, "What's wrong with you... Big sister... We almost lost you! Why?!"

Li Changjun and I looked at each other, then turned our heads away in embarrassment, and turned our heads silently to wink at the parents.

The parents left the ward tacitly, leaving space for our children.

Yu Qi finally reacted a bit.She slowly moved her eyes away from the ceiling, and tried to sit up with her hands that had not been pricked. I quickly asked her to lie back and raised the head of the bed for her.

Yu Qi looked at us quietly, but there was no focal length in her pupils, and her usually dark eyes were like a pool of stagnant water: "Why?" Her tone was very light, "I don't know why. , They are about to abandon me, it was my grandparents who scolded them and brought me up. Grandma is gone. Grandpa is gone.” When talking about grandparents, Yu Qi’s tone was no longer calm, there was a slight ups and downs, and even A hint of crying.She closed her eyes tightly, bit her lower lip, and took several deep breaths before she calmed down. She opened her eyes again and continued in a calm tone, "Those two people have had an affair a long time ago. That child It belonged to someone else. They got into a fight and got divorced. He drank for three days and beat me when he was drunk. He said that he gave birth to me and took the place of his son. Then he fell asleep and woke up when he was tired. Just keep drinking and beating." Hearing this, our expressions were all ugly.I looked at her body, the once round cheeks had already sunken, and the wrists were exposed. If it was because I didn't notice how she changed from being overweight to a gradually normal body because of getting along with her every day, then at this moment she Getting thinner is very obvious and can be seen.I stared at her sleeves that were rolled up because of the needles. The hand was also bruised and purple, and there was even an extra cyan from the needles.

There is a dull pain in my heart.

"The results are out, and I'm ten minutes away from Yunhu."

She seemed to be talking about something that had nothing to do with her, but at this moment she chuckled softly: "I have nothing left. I just sit on the bed and watch the curtains brighten and darken. When I wake up, it's here gone."

"I don't know why. I just think it's not interesting." After she finished speaking, she turned to look at the sunset outside the window.The setting sun coated her body with a layer of gold, which was obviously a warm color, but it made people feel no warmth.

A brief silence.

I looked at her figure.After going through such painful three days, but seeing such achievements in the end, Yu Qi who sat there watching the changes of light and shadow, how would he feel at that time?

"What is meaningless!" A voice broke the silence, and Liang Sheng's voice changed. He was a boy with red eyes, and said to Yu Qi: "If it weren't for you, we wouldn't be friends at all! The five of us They have very different personalities, without you as a big sister, there would be no intersection at all!"

"That's right, big sister, don't think that way, without you, I wouldn't even be able to get into Yunhu Junior High School!" Tong Zenan clenched his fists tightly, but tried to keep his tone as calm as possible.On weekdays, Liang Sheng is the gentle one, and Tong Zenan is easy-going and a bit dull. They both seem to have changed at the same time.

"Sister, you really don't want to think like this. If it wasn't for you, I would still be bullied by boys in other classes, so how could I have friends." Li Changjun frowned tightly.

"Yeah, look, if you didn't bet with me, I would have been hung up and beaten for my bad temper and pride. Without you holding me down, I wouldn't know where I am floating in the sky!" Cheng Zhe said After finishing himself, he even gave Zheng Fang a push: "Look at A Fang, if it weren't for you, you would still be a game dead house, why would you be taking the exam to Shihu?"

Yu Qi glanced at her brother, without any warmth in her eyes: "That's your life, if you don't go this way, there will be another different path. It's not me, there will be another person. Liang and Dai Stay, forget it. If it wasn't for me in junior high school, you wouldn't be rumored to be in love, and even rumored to be ugly."

I saw Liang Sheng and Tong Zenan's eyes turned red immediately, and couldn't bear to look away from them, staring at Yu Qi.

Yu Qi smiled without the slightest warmth: "Forget it, don't talk about it, are you here with me today to reminisce about the past?"

Seeing me, she said, "It's so rare, the gentle school committee is angry here. Why bother, people like me." The last sentence was full of self-loathing.

I wasn't angry at first, I felt sorry for her.But her last seven words seemed to ignite my fuse, and I suppressed my anger.

"I'm not angry." I lowered my voice.Forget it, there is no convincing.

"I'm very angry." I+ simply stared at Yu Qi's eyes, stared at her closely, watching her shift her eyes from being silent in the ancient well to slightly flustered.

"Yu Qi, you promised me." I still cried a little, my throat was a little blocked, I took a deep breath.

"We're going to the same high school." I said emphatically.

"You said, you never lie." I restrained my crying.

"Yu Qi who promised you is dead. Her heart is dead." Yu Qi's tone changed from calm to manic in just a few words.Her chest rose and fell violently, and she shouted hysterically: "I can't do it! Tao Zhizhao! Yu Qi, she can't do it!" She cried out, and still shouted: "She broke the contract again! She promised to do it!" An unfulfilling promise! She is ten minutes away from Yunhu Lake! It only takes three years for her to go from being number one in the city to being unable to get into the school of her choice!"

I finally couldn't hold back the tears. In the blurred vision, Yu Qi held his head and said over and over again in pain: "I'm a waste, I'm a waste..."

It may be that she just woke up and her physical strength has not yet recovered. After she vented, her voice gradually became weaker, and she could hardly hear it. Not long after, she lost consciousness again.

I still haven't recovered from the shock just now.Yu Qi has always been gentle, even if he refuses to become a closer friend with you, he will alienate you in a gentle way of silently pushing away and reducing contact.Even when it was about changing the tablemate, she just yelled and left.I've never seen her so angry or even out of control.

She has been depressed for a long time.Under the gentle appearance, there is so much pain suppressed in the heart.

When I lost my mind, the boys were also silent.We walked to the corridor, and I asked them, "Is this the way Yu Qi used to be?"

They all shook their heads.Li Changjun looked at me and said hesitantly: "Eldest sister... She was very cheerful when she was young. She is smart and clever, likes to read books, the teacher likes her very much, and has a good personality. She is straightforward, forthright, and honest. She thinks everyone is a good person. She looks like a little sun. Everyone in the class likes her very much. She is also very good at leadership. Many activities in our elementary school, our gatherings, and elementary school class gatherings are all organized by her. The eldest sister is not us The biggest among them, only Ah Fang and Liang are younger than her, but we all trust her like an older sister, because she is reliable and worrying all day long, so we call her 'big sister'... Now that I think about it, we should also The one who takes care of her like a younger sister is the one who takes care of us..."

"I don't know why. For a while, the elder sister didn't like to talk. She was so afraid of the heat. She always wore short sleeves in April, and she could wear them until November." Zheng Fang also fell into memory, "Fourth and fifth graders At that time, she didn't like to wear short sleeves. We thought she was trying to cover her body. At that time, it might be because she took medicine. She was not in good health when she was a child, and she was very fat. Boys from other classes would come to us Ben laughed at her. After that, she didn't laugh so often, and she didn't like to be in contact with boys. If we hadn't played with her since we were young, we would probably be pushed away by her gradually..."

"Junior Liang and Daidai are, alas, these two idiots." Li Changjun looked at Liang Sheng and Tong Zenan, and sighed.

Liang Sheng and Tong Zenan expressed guilt: "We were a little angry at first and she ignored us, but later when I found out that others were talking bad things, I regretted it. The eldest sister is an idiot, she would rather shut herself up than let us be affected because of her... But there is Those people don't even know about the matter. We are almost like brothers with the eldest sister, let alone..." Tong Zenan's voice began to choke, Liang Sheng patted him on the shoulder and said to me: "Actually, there were others who approached her later. , but also because of the closeness, there was a small incident in the middle, and the eldest sister became afraid to get close to anyone... Classmate Tao, thank you for still being willing to accompany the eldest sister, thank you for not being pushed away slowly by her..."

I shake my head.Say thank you, I should thank Yu Qi.Obviously it was her, after realizing her resistance and feeling that I could feel her resistance, she let herself slowly open the door of her heart because she was gentle and afraid that I would be sad.

In fact, Yu Qi still hasn't changed.She just locked herself in the room, she was afraid of people outside, but Yu Qi in the room was still the same Yu Qi.

I should thank Yu Qi, thank you for being willing to open a small gap for me, so that I can see the real you even if it is only a little bit.

Our conversation was very quiet and was not heard by others.But the doctor who has been leaning against the ward to observe Yu Qi frowned, she just saw the whole process of Yu Qi communicating with us.

Yu Qi's attending doctor is a doctor sister who looks about 30 years old, surnamed Lin.It looks very mature and generous, and also very reliable.Because among the doctors Yu Qi came into contact with after she woke up, she was the only one who didn't reject her, so Yu Qi was responsible for her.

At this moment, she came over to us and said, "Are you all Yu Qi's friends?"

We nod.

Dr. Lin said to us: "She actually woke up for a while last night, but she didn't respond to our language or our treatment, and she was a little passive resistance. I saw her condition just now, and I think the situation may be more serious."

Doctor Lin's expression became serious: "Her family members may be unreliable, and they haven't shown up from the hospital for the third day. You are all her friends. Although you are not very old, you should all have a good relationship with her." , came several times in a row, I can see that."

She adjusted her glasses and looked at us one by one: "But the following words are very important, you must remember them well, and don't tell anyone, including her. When I observe her situation, the body is already secondary. She may have some mental problems."

"She may have experienced too much, been depressed for too long, and her will to survive is too weak. Now we specially put her in a single ward for 24-hour care, just to worry about this. We are worried that she may be suffering from depression."

I don't know how I should face this yet another bad news. If Yu Qi knew about it, how would he react?

No, she shouldn't have any reaction.She doesn't care about herself at all, I don't know if this is depression, but I think Yu Qi's heart may have been numb.

The author has something to say: Originally, I hesitated for a long time, whether or not the plot of the recommendation agreement should be given, because I didn't plan to let Xiao Yu go to Yunhu High School.

But judging from the situation, Xiaoyu who didn't go to Yunhu Lake may not be able to get out of the shadow for the rest of his life, and he will go further and further away from Xiaotao.

Based on the fact that I am the author of the sweet article, I finally changed the plot, and of course this also changed the direction a lot.

Otherwise, even if the ending is not be, it is quite difficult for the two of them (mainly Xiaoyu) to get together well--

Also because of the change of direction, I can imagine how blocked the creation of the high school chapter will be _(:з」∠)_