Same polarity does not repel

Nothing beyond control happened, Bai Long heaved a sigh of relief.

It was never Bailong's idea to bring Liu Yuyang in front of Yue Qinghe, it was someone who insisted on coming out to meet him as soon as he received his call, so he was not stupid enough to play with other people's love and hatred.

After Liu Yuyang left, Yue Qinghe remained silent.

He stood blankly behind the bar at first, and then simply walked out from the back door of the bar.

Bai Long looked at it and quickly followed him out, only to see that the other party had already walked to the park across the street from the bar, and was sitting on a big rock with his knees hugged.

Bai Long ran behind and followed.

Yue Qinghe didn't move when he felt Bailong sitting beside him.

"I'm laughing." Only heard him say so.

Bai Long shook his head, reached into his pocket, took out a bar of chocolate and handed it to Yue Qinghe.He guessed that the other party might need it, even if he didn't need it, at least he liked it.

"Thank you." Yue Qinghe said, unpacking and breaking off a piece.

Yue Qinghe sat motionless, he could guess that Bailong wanted to ask him a lot, so he waited quietly, waiting for the other party to speak.

When Yue Qinghe ate the fourth piece of chocolate, Bailong finally spoke.

"You and that Liu Yuyang...can I ask?" He glanced at Yue Qinghe uncertainly.

"If you want to hear it." Yue Qinghe nodded.

"Yeah." Bai Long said, it's always good to know Yue Qinghe better, "I want to listen, from beginning to end."

"Okay...let me think about where to start." Yue Qinghe looked into the distance and silently took another bite of chocolate, "He, Liu Yuyang, as you know, is my predecessor and my first A partner."

"Many years ago, when my adoptive parents were still there, our company cooperated with various groups of Tiandu United Industries. Under such opportunities, Liu Yuyang and I met several times. It was only after my adoptive parents passed away. I left the business circle, and I shouldn't have any intersection with Liu Yuyang."

"Until a few years later, he came to the private school to talk about the new school building on behalf of the Yuyan Group. We met again in the corridor that day. From then on, my relationship with him began to change. Before, I could not accept myself. I like boys and think it is a shameful thing. But he doesn't know what I think, he said that he pursued me because he admired him. He was very kind to me during that time, and he often enlightened me and taught me Many things. After a long time, I was moved by him, gradually accepted my true inner thoughts, and finally decided to be together."

"Why did you break up after that?" Breaking up is what Bai Long cares most about.

"Probably three years ago, he proposed to break up." Yue Qinghe said, telling Bailong the story of Lin Yan and Liu Yuyang.From how the two met in the first place, why they separated, and how Liu Yuyang broke up with him when Lin Yan returned to China, he recounted everything.

"So, Liu Yuyang is actually a scumbag." Bai Long opened his eyes wide, "He lied to your feelings, took you as a substitute, and finally abandoned you."

"It's not that serious...We didn't know that Lin Yan would come back. We thought we could live a peaceful life, but he was sincere in the process." Yue Qinghe tried to explain.

"Are you still willing to speak for him?" Bai Long looked a little annoyed, Yue Qinghe looked at it and hurriedly broke off a piece of chocolate and put it in his hand.

"Well, it doesn't matter if he is a person who betrayed his heart. The dead are like this, and there will be no intersection in the future." Yue Qinghe sighed.

"Have you really given up on him?" Bai Long asked, "Did you never hope that he would come back to you again?"

"He has his choice, and I have my life. From the very beginning, I knew that we could not be together forever, and it would be a matter of time before we parted. There must have been sadness, but time has already diluted everything." Yue Qinghe said lightly.

"Since that's the case, why are you running out and sitting on the ground now? Isn't it because you saw him just now?" Bai Long asked again.

He watched Yue Qinghe eat the last piece of chocolate, and took out a new one from his pocket and handed it to him.Yue Qinghe looked up at Bailong, feeling some kind of bribery.After confronting each other for three seconds, I finally couldn't resist the temptation and took the "stolen goods".

"I never thought that we would meet again, but it suddenly appeared. I don't know whether it is more disappointment or emotion." Yue Qinghe honestly expressed his inner feelings.

No wonder people always say that seeing each other is worse than missing... Bai Long thought to himself, and didn't continue to ask any questions about Liu Yuyang.

"One more thing, I've been wanting to ask you..." Bailong said again after a while.

"Huh?" Yue Qinghe tilted his head.

"How should I put it... I just kept thinking, as a teacher, you should have received strict ideological education?"

"What's the meaning?"

"Three Views, should be right?"

"What do you want to say?"

"It's just... I can still understand working as a part-time bartender in a bar, and you told me the reason. But, about prostitution..." Bai Long paused and reorganized his words.

"Why did Mr. Yue agree to make himself a person who can be used as a base? Is it really because of money?"

This question is very sharp. To put it bluntly, it is asking: How can you be such an educated person waiting to be prostituted in a bar?

As soon as Bai Long spoke, he suddenly felt that asking such a question seemed a bit too much, and wondered if Yue Qinghe would be angry.But he was really puzzled by this matter, and if he held it back, he would probably suffer internal injuries.

Fortunately, Yue Qinghe was not angry, instead he smiled and said, "I was wondering when you would ask me about this."

He turned to look at Bailong and said, "Let's put it this way, have you ever thought about what the meaning of existence is when you don't have any relatives or friends in this world?"

"The meaning of existence?"

"I've always had no father, no mother, no relatives and no reason. Even if I disappear into the world one day, maybe no one will inquire about my whereabouts. With such a person, who would really care about everything he does? I don’t know if you can understand the helplessness of being afraid of being out of touch with the world. For a long time, I struggled with this, but at the end of the struggle, I only realized one truth: but please have a clear conscience.”

"With a clear conscience?"

"You asked me just now, why can I tolerate others trampling on me? I never did it for money, and prostitution is indeed extremely shameless, and I don't like it either."

"Since you don't like it, why didn't you refuse?" Bai Long was still puzzled.

"I can't help myself." Yue Qinghe didn't want to explain too much, but continued: "I always have a belief: as long as I keep my heart pure, no matter how filthy the treatment is, it can make the mind come out of the mud and not stained."

"Do you know why monks are vegetarians? It's not just because of the cruelty of killing. Being a vegetarian is a kind of help, just like all other precepts. It is used to warn practitioners not to engage in evil thoughts and distracting thoughts, and to concentrate on practicing. If one day the cultivation achieves a positive result, whatever you eat will be fine. It is no longer homework, because no matter whether you eat meat or vegetables, it will not change your already pure heart.”

"I am in the bar like a man in the rivers and lakes. If I really can't help myself, let it go. For so many years, my heart has sunk to the bottom of the lake, and I have stopped struggling. Even if I don't like it, at least I have a clear conscience. That's enough." Yue Qinghe's tone sounded quite detached.

Bailong didn't fully understand Yue Qinghe's meaning, the truth in it was too profound, and it would be difficult to comprehend it for a while.He just kept these words in his heart, hoping to understand them slowly in the future.

But just now, Bailong realized another point.

In the past, he never thought that being without relatives and reasons was a big deal, but after listening to Yue Qinghe's words, he suddenly realized that like Yue Qinghe, he was actually very lonely.

Bailong cares about his parents and elders who love him, the company waiting for him to inherit, the expectations from everyone and a future full of longing.But looking back at Mr. Yue beside him, how many empty nights should he face in his life?

Yue Qinghe never gave up on himself or resigned himself to depravity, but instead turned into the gentle and peaceful mountain in Bailong's heart in his loneliness.

"You are special." Bai Long concluded.

"Everyone is unique." Yue Qinghe followed along, and gave Bailong the last piece of chocolate in his hand.

"Hmm..." Bai Long originally wanted to say something more, at least to let Yue Qinghe know that he had listened to what he just said.But when he received the only piece of chocolate left, he couldn't help but blame: "You eat it too fast! I don't have any new ones for you."

"Forget it, I've eaten too much." Yue Qinghe smiled and stood up, "Go back to the bar, I'll freeze you."

Yue Qinghe came out with a coat, but when Bai Long chased him out, he was only wearing ordinary clothes.

The two of them sat in the ice and snow for a long time at night, and Bailong was already shivering from the cold, but he kept holding back and didn't have the nerve to say that if it took another 5 minutes, he might be frozen and petrified.

"Okay." Bailong shivered hard, almost unable to stand up.

They crossed the street together to walk back to the bar.

Suddenly, Bailong felt a warmth in his shoulders, turned his head and saw Yue Qinghe took off his coat and put it on himself, and closed his neckline smoothly.

The author has something to say: it is recommended to eat with the song "Ascetic Monk"

"Dervish"

if i'm not wrong

you must have been sold

you want to live decently

But this time, this world

too much rambunctious

so you forget your childhood books

Learned to get along

learn not to care

Because there are too many neuroses here

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