never hear

That night.

Yu Hesheng got off the sofa, barefoot, and slowly walked to the floor-to-ceiling windows, he stretched out his hand, and put it on the bright moon reflected on the window, it was obviously the hottest summer, but he didn't Didn't feel hot either.

Today is his 30th birthday, but the man who promised him that he will come back has not come back until now.

Actually no, that man didn't promise him that he would definitely come back.

The man just said, "I see."

I don't know how long after watching, Yu Hesheng finally withdrew his hand, then packed up the birthday cake that was prepared on the table, and put it in the refrigerator.

Fortunately, the red wine has not been opened, so just put it back in its original place.

The tall and thin man is very proficient in doing these parents' short stories, as if he has done it a thousand times, ten thousand times.

After a while, there was nothing on the table, and it was empty, as it had always been.

After tidying up, Yu Hesheng stepped on his slippers and went to the bathroom.

The man under the nozzle was fair-skinned, but he was too thin, so thin that he didn't even have much flesh, he would burn him if he hugged him.

Yu Hesheng didn't wash for long, put on his pajamas after a long time, and went out of the bathroom.

When he turned off the light in the living room, he put his eyes on the door for a while, then finally lowered his eyes and entered the bedroom.

On the wall of the large double bed, there are traces of a photo frame. As long as Yu Hesheng closes his eyes, he can still fully outline the group photo in that photo frame.

That photo frame was once put on by that person with a shy face, and later it was also that person who fell to pieces in a fit of rage.

When you like something, it is your treasure, but when you don't like something, it is worthless.

Yu Hesheng looked at the mark on the wall and lost his mind slightly. After a while, he climbed onto the bed.

The room under the air conditioner was cool, and he sank himself deeply under the quilt, his already thin body was directly buried by the quilt, only half of his face was exposed.

He habitually arched his back and curled himself into a semicircle, which was warmer.

When Yu was awakened by the pain in the middle of the night, he was having a nightmare at that time, coupled with the tearing pain below, he struggled subconsciously.

"Disappointing!" The man on top of him muttered such a sentence, then got out of his body, turned over, and fell asleep beside him.

The whole room smelled of wine.

Enduring the pain, Yu Hesheng put on his pajama pants, and then got up from the bed.

"Xia Shangzhou, would you like some water?" He tried to wake up the man sleeping next to him, but the man frowned impatiently and turned over again.

Even with the dim lamp, Yu Hesheng could clearly see the little bruises on Xia Shangzhou's Adam's apple.

He couldn't help stretching out his hand, put it on those bruises, and pressed it hard, as if as long as he tried harder, those bruises wouldn't exist.

"Crack." Xia Shangzhou slapped Yu Hesheng's hand away, and turned his back completely to him.

Yu Hesheng looked at his fingers, there was obviously nothing on his slender and clean fingers, but in the next second, he rubbed them hard, hard, hard, as if the fingers were stained with the most filthy thing.