Incompetence of Rebirth

The next room is the old doctor's office. Seeing him coming in, the old doctor told him: "Drink your medicine first too..." Shen Xiaosan had a headache, and his medicine was traditional Chinese medicine, which was very bitter.The old doctor used a pen to draw a ghost symbol on the medical record: "Shen Xiaosan, there is a hole in the lung. The diameter is 2 cm... If you don't take good care of it, you can live for 5 years..." Shen Xiaosan took the medicine and started to drink, the old doctor sighed : "I am not following the order of President Guan to force you to drink. I am a doctor and I have been practicing medicine for 40 years. I hope that the patients in my hands can eradicate the root cause of the disease and be healthy."

Shen Xiaosan nodded: "I see, thank you doctor."

The old doctor shook his head: "If the root cause of your disease is not cured, it will last a lifetime. Do you like being out of breath and coughing all your life?"

Shen Xiaosan shook her head: "I remember it. I will drink it on time from now on."

The old doctor finally smiled: "Well, let's wait for three years to drink this medicine." The corner of Shen Xiaosan's mouth twitched, and he knew the last sentence, three years, three bowls a day, isn't it quite painful.

Shen Xiaosan was already fast asleep when Guan Qing came. The old doctor greeted him and guarded the room for him.Guan Qingchao arranged this ward for Shen Xiaosan with ulterior motives. Even Shen Yi and Shen Bing could only stand outside the old doctor's office.

Guan Qingchao didn't do anything, first, Shen Xiaosan's sleeping appearance was too ugly, and the pillow was wet with saliva.The second is that it's too unreal, it's too unreal for Shen Xiaosan to sleep peacefully on the bed, everything is just like a dream.In his dream, there was always that scene where Shen Xiaosan committed suicide with a vase on her neck.Shen Xiaosan fell from the boat, but he had no strength to catch him.

Guan Qing sat on the chair in front of his bed, clasped his hands, pressed his forehead against it, and sighed silently.

He's been having a bad day these days, and he almost can't tell whether it's a dream or reality.

Before that dream, his feelings for Shen Xiaosan were very simple and direct. In his eyes, Shen Xiaosan's first impression was that she was very beautiful, in line with his usual aesthetics. If he was a child of an ordinary family, he probably would not It's easy to get there.Unfortunately, he is Lord Shen's son.So it became a flower with thorns.Difficult and unpleasant.There's no point in offending Master Shen just for one person.At least not offended now.

The second impression Shen Xiaosan gave him was that of an idiot. The second time he saw him, he was caught and raped by him on the bed. Shen Xiaosan looked at him for a moment and he felt very strange, panic is not enough to describe, hugging the quilt The hands are stiff.It can be described as panic.He also intentionally frightened him at that time, knowing that he was so idiotic that he even revealed his old self, but he still bullied him and asked him to say those words again.He gritted his teeth and looked at him, as if he couldn't believe how there could be such a bad person in this world.He was really bad at that time, gloating in his heart, Master Shen's son actually admitted that he was gay, if word got out, Master Shen would be ashamed to death even if he wasn't angry.Someone as confident as himself would not admit that he is gay, but he admitted so easily and definitely that he is, he only likes men!

He still remembered the feeling he felt when he heard it outside the door, he couldn't laugh or cry, and his guardian Qin Lie's expression was even richer, probably he had the same idea as him at that time?However, he must have thought more than him, that is, Young Master Shen only likes men, so he is not unique!

Heh, that idiot is really stupid, he will probably be beaten when he gets home.Seeing Qin Lie's dark face, Master Shen must be more powerful, and he will be beaten well when he returns home.If not, when Master Shen invited him to dinner the next day, he also went there, intentionally or unintentionally asked about Young Master Shen, and Master Shen's face turned dark, then that idiot must have been beaten badly.

It was only when he saw him that he realized that it was even worse, and he opened the scoop directly. There was a 10 cm scar on his head, and he was stunned at that time. This face is so disfigured!According to Master Shen's method of treatment, even doctors are not allowed to see him. This is because he wants to disfigure him. Even if he wants to make him look masculine, it won't be like this!He really felt a pity at the time, so he was willing to let his doctor come and see for him.In the end, the little idiot didn't appreciate it, and didn't look at him at all, and didn't say hello to him. In the end, he was scolded severely by his father again, and he held his bandage and bowed his head without saying a word.

Guan Qingchao gritted his teeth, his guardian Qin Lie always played a very annoying role, protecting him like an old hen, walking up to him and reasoning with him, as expected, that idiot only had him in his eyes, Silly, as if looking at a life-saving straw.Guan Qingchao was very angry at that moment, angry with Qin Lie, Qin Lie and him were rivals in the shopping malls, every time the two bids were against each other, the winners and losers, so, you see, Guan Qingchao is no worse than Qin Lie Where to go, why does this idiot only have Qin Lie in his eyes?

Afterwards, it was Hangzhou Yuyuan's cooperation, he saw him often again, Shen Xiaosan didn't know whether it was instinctively aware of his unkindness towards him or something, and always kept far away from him.But every time he sees him, he greets him politely, probably because his father has taught him a lesson, so he doesn't bow his head and say hello when he sees him, he will greet him, although every time he says: "Mr. Good." Well, it's polite, but it's very alienated, especially compared with Qin Lie, this alienation is obvious at a glance.Because he still didn't look at himself, he either lowered his head or turned to the side. He didn't notice it at first, thinking that he was just like this who would never wake up. It wasn't until later when he saw the look in Qin Lie's eyes that he accidentally looked at Qin Lie. He still has eyes.It turned out that the only person he could see was Qin Lie.

Guan Qingchao knew that he was feeling awkward, so he took advantage of that technical defense meeting to ridicule Shen Xiaosan, seeing him being blocked by his own words, and seeing him staring at him stupidly, Guan Qingchao felt an inexplicable pleasure in his heart, and he really succeeded in bullying honest children.The honest boy is so stupid, he keeps saying sorry to himself, haha, sorry, he can still say sorry to himself, after what he did, he can still say sorry frankly.

Guan Qingchao reached out and touched his face. He didn't wake up. He was too tired these days. That bastard Qin Lie was in a coma for three days, and this idiot didn't touch his bed for three days. nap.No one will leave.Damn stubbornness!Guan Qingchao withdrew his hand in time, he felt so uncomfortable that he couldn't describe it.

When did he like Shen Xiaosan?when!There is no sign, no process, just like being greedy for his beauty without any connotation, without any accumulation of time, it comes suddenly.

He was so good-looking that he caught his attention at first glance.It seems that the only advantage of his whole body is good-looking, and all his IQ has changed his appearance. He still remembers the time when his assistant laughed and joked on the way back: "Master Shen is really comparable to Jia Baoyu." Everyone followed Laughed, he laughed back then, but it was different from theirs.They laughed at him as an idiot, at him: even though he was born with a good skin, the inside of his belly turned out to be rough.Poor and unable to understand world affairs, stupid and afraid of reading articles.

And I laughed because he really looked good.Jia Baoyu's name is well-deserved.

Cao Xueqin's praise of the idiot can be applied to him: his face is like the moon of Mid-Autumn Festival, his color is like the flowers of spring dawn, his temples are like cut by knives, his eyebrows are like ink paintings, his face is like peach petals, and his eyes are like autumn waves.Although he is angry and sometimes smiles, he is angry and affectionate.When he read this sentence before, he laughed at Cao Xueqin, what did he know? Is there such a person?Made it up.But after meeting Young Master Shen, he realized that there really is such a person in this world.There are many people with good looks, but not many are stupid like this. Maybe they are stupid to have such an expression, angry and smiling, angry and affectionate.

On the night of the [-]th day of the first lunar month, he happened to meet Young Master Shen. Young Master Shen was indeed in a state of embarrassment. He squeezed out of the crowd and was dragged out by his followers. Guan Qingchao recognized him at a glance. Every time he saw him, his image was very bad. , but every time it was still damn good-looking, he looked at the hand held by Shen Yi and coughed with a black face: "Where is my sister?"

His sister has become an excuse for him to scare Shen Xiaosan, every time his sister is mentioned, Shen Xiaosan feels nervous, probably because he was scared that night, and it is the same this time.Being successfully bluffed by him, he stammered and said, "Go swimming in the lake, with Lin Chengxi."

In a hurry to get rid of it, he left after speaking, still didn't feel anything wrong, he just let his bodyguard hold his hand, not interlocking his fingers, but tightly grasping it in the palm of his hand, that kind of Intimacy!Possessive!He is really an idiot, he can't see what kind of feelings Shen Yi has for him, it's the same as the way he looks at him, blatant and naked, wishing to strip him naked the next moment!

Of course, Shen Yi is not him, Shen Yi dare not.Shen Yi still has scruples about Master Shen.With Master Shen around for a day, no one would dare to touch him.So from a certain point of view, Young Master Shen is a tragedy. No one dares to like him, and even if they take advantage of him, they dare not like him openly.And he is different, evenly matched, rightly matched!

Seeing that he wanted to slip away, he calmly stopped Shen Yi, grabbed his hand and asked him to accompany him to swim in the lake, this idiot really resisted him and refused him, but what's the use, no, he was still dragged on board.After getting on the boat, he was really angry, and told the truth: "I don't want to go on the boat with you!" At that time, he didn't understand what it meant to not go on the boat with him, so he even teased him: "Then who do you want to go with? With Qin Do Lie take the boat together?"

There was a moment of sadness in his eyes, I didn't understand it, I just felt that he was angry.He said angrily, "You're gay!"

Guan Qingchao was choked by him, and grabbed his collar: "Say it again?" The little idiot was very sensible, and immediately admitted his mistake.It's a pity that it's too late, I've successfully angered him, didn't I say I'm gay?Then it's not good for us to make a couple, isn't it good that you like me?Anyway, you can't like anyone, no one dares to like you, even less Qin Lie!

He was really angry, and he stood up all of a sudden, his angry expression was very beautiful, his eyes were shining like black diamonds, he felt his heart flutter for a moment, it's not too much to like him, young master of the Shen family.Such an identity is destined to attract the attention of many people, and it is only natural for him to pay attention to him. If he did not have this layer of identity, he might have already succeeded and then got tired of it, but with this layer of identity, it will be different.With this layer of identity, what he said added a layer of protection, similar to getting a marriage certificate?What he said at that time was very sincere, and he thought about it before he said: "I will support you." You are so stupid and can't do anything, but I really want to support you.

Well, what he said sincerely was a punch, and he was thrown into the water in the next second.He really didn't expect that he would dare to hit him!Just for such a sentence, he was thrown into the water!Oh shit!It's the opposite! His water quality is very good, did he grow up in the south!I swam out quickly, but I was delayed for a while. When I came out, I was cold all over!Depend on!Idiot, can the water not be cold in the first month!He's mad at him!Shen Xiaosan, just wait for me!I won't strangle you if I go up, I won't be surnamed Guan!Damn, so many people are watching, what a shame!

What Guan Qingchao never expected was that he jumped into the water and ran away.Smiled to himself, calmly, calmly, he thought he was provoking him at that time, and smiled confidently, overwhelming the country and the city!But the next moment he jumped into the river like that, he was stunned at that time, his follower shouted to himself: Mr. Guan, you are too aggressive!

He actually made him jump into the river!

Guan Qingchao clenched his hands vigorously, his heart ached too much!It hurts too much!He went back at night and had a dream. The scene in the dream was exactly the same as that night. He fell off the boat and died in the same way, but he couldn't hold him anymore. After firing the gun, he remembered the name he whispered, Qin Lie... He just called his name like that and fell into the water!

No wonder he told himself that he didn't want to take the boat with him, no wonder he didn't want to take the boat, because he knew that he would die on this day, under the fireworks all over the sky, he died in the river, under the gun of the person he missed!

Guan Qing took a few deep breaths, hated, hated with gritted teeth!Hate myself, hate Qin Lie!It was like a nightmare, which made him unwilling to believe and face it!He thought he could make up for him, this time make up for him before all those things happened, let him continue his happy and worry-free life, and let those things never happen again.But, but, he actually remembered that he would rather commit suicide than be with him again, and fell into that bastard's arms, thinking in his heart: Don't give me away...don't give me away...

Qin Lie, what a bastard you are!Guan Qingchao, what a bastard you are!He thought that his family was in decline, that he was just a fallen phoenix, that he was just Jia Baoyu whose family fortune was ruined by his own incompetent idiot, and he could be rubbed by others!

He thought that Qin Lie would never protect him again, and it was useless to keep him. He thought that he would treat him better than Qin Lie, and he also thought that he would treat him better than Qin Lie. Qin Lie was his enemy, but he was not!Qin Lie could not have strangled him to death if he got angry that day.He must be so stupid that he doesn't even have the ability to fight back... He found countless reasons for himself and snatched him away from Qin Lie.

The next thing was when his self-confidence hit the lowest point. He clearly thought that Shen Xiaosan was very well-behaved when he was beside Qin Lie. When he went to his company, he would sometimes meet him awake, and would curl up beside him to watch him. Work, holding his face and smiling, he knew he couldn't understand at all, because he was sleepy after reading it for a while, holding his head and pointing his head, Qin Lie hadn't rebelled at that time, so he was still very good to him, let He went to sleep on the sofa for a while.He refused to go, and stayed by his side to make trouble. Qin Lie had a very helpless expression on his face, so he had no choice but to stretch out a hand for him to hold and sleep.He just held his fingers and leaned against the chair to sleep.Sleep foolishly.He always remembered the way he slept holding his fingers, as if the sky was falling and there was this person supporting him.He likes this person unreservedly, believes in him, likes him.

At that time, everyone had rumored the relationship between the young master of the Shen family and Qin Lie, and everyone in the industry knew that the two main leaders of Yufeng were gay.Guan Qingchao naturally heard about it, he didn't laugh at it, he just envied Qin Lie for a moment.Envious of him having this guy by his side.She loves him so much.

From then on, he gradually had a desire to peep at Shen Xiaosan, and later the Shen family was destroyed by him and Qin Lie and Feng Kun jointly. He tried his best to get Shen Xiaosan here, thinking that he could relive that warm life.But no.No.Even if he tried his best to subdue Shen Xiaosanzhi, let him stop calling the wrong person on his bed, let him listen to him, let him sleep next to him.Watch TV with him, work with him, eat with her, and sleep with him.

Shen Xiaosan was stupid, but he also knew that he learned a lot from a ditch, so he never called out his name again, and never told him about Qin Lie again.I will call his name on the bed, when I am impatient, and when I am excited, the sound is longer than the sound.He likes to sleep with him more and more, likes to see his expression of extreme affection, no longer dazed, no longer lifeless.Instead, there was mist, moist eyes, aura, other colors, and his shadow.

Shen Xiaosan can also please people. He never protects food when eating, and waits for him to eat together, and gives him the food he likes... He is also very obedient, the same as when I saw him at the beginning, well-behaved He is obedient and never goes out. His activity range is only at his home. It is almost noon when he wakes up every morning. He eats breakfast and lunch together. He eats a lot and is very happy. He likes to watch him eat. He eats everything very well. Xiang... Then after eating, he played in the garden for a while. He actually felt that his hands were very skillful. He could weave flower baskets and trim flowers and plants. Even the gardening master was willing to teach him.He doesn't waste the cut flowers and plants, and can make beautiful garlands. Sometimes he will join in the fun and put the garland on his head. He also smiles and doesn't resist. His smile is very beautiful. He is almost 24 , but still like a child.The more you live, the more you go back.Did he accept himself with such calmness?Is it possible to live like this? He thought it would be good to live like this for the rest of his life.Until one night in the middle of the night, he kicked off the quilt, curled himself into a ball, and shouted tremblingly: Leng, Qin Lie, I am cold...Qin Lie, Leng...hug...

He listened to these drowsy words and sat stiffly on the bed.Sit until dawn.

The next day, he asked him like no one else was there: "Did you sleep well last night?" He smiled and nodded, "Okay. I didn't have a dream." He answered quickly, as if he had thought of the answer long ago.

He also told him as if nothing had happened: "It's cold, don't fall asleep in the garden, I'm going out to meet today." Today is Miss Yuan's birthday, he should marry a wife.

Qin Lie was also there as he thought, without any expression or joy, standing in the corner, he didn't look like he was here to propose.It seemed that he was just here to deal with it, to try his luck, just like himself.Haha, it's really ridiculous.The two of them are so imaginative at this moment, so sad, they are both too suspicious, they both hate people who are smarter than themselves, and they are people who can't tolerate sand in their eyes, so they will always be lonely for the rest of their lives , will never like anyone, except Shen Xiaosan.That idiot, stupid, stupid, can be accepted without any scruples, and get close without doubt.

But, little San, Qin Lie treats you so badly!Am I good enough for you for half a year?Why, the person you think of is still him.

Guan Qingchao felt that he was hurt, that what he gave was far greater than what he got in return, he was uncomfortable and embarrassed.I can no longer torture Shen Xiaosan, and I can no longer break up the relationship that was so hard to maintain.He has no one to spread fire on, except Qin Lie.For the first time, he hated him so much, and for the first time, he wanted this person to disappear in front of him so much.

Later, he began to think that apart from Qin Lie, Feng Kun's old department asked him to change people, put explosives on his boat, agreed on a signal, and ignited the explosives when the fireworks were in full bloom.

It's just that I didn't expect, I didn't expect that he wanted to drag him on his back before he died.Haha, it deserves it, they are all the same, the mechanism is too clever, and it cost Qingqing's life.

The canal must have exploded that night, the fireworks were the reddest, the explosives were the most, and the canal was smashed to pieces.His only regret was that he couldn't catch Shen Xiaosan's hand, so he went up to Qiongbiluo and down to Huangquan, and disappeared in both places.

He remembered, remembered everything, these months, day and night dream, the scene became clearer day by day, more real day by day, more painful day by day, he never Knowing that one day he will suffer like this for a person.He is fickle, and there are countless beauties around him, he dotes on each of them, he loves each of them.But no one has ever caused him such pain.It must be that I feel sorry for him, that's why I owe him so much, and that's why it hurts so much.

Guan Qingchao finally covered his face, buried his head in his arms, and did not move for a while.Beside him was the sound of Shen Xiaosan's breathing, his lungs were injured, his breathing was not smooth, it was far from the sweet heartless whirring sound like before.Guan Qingchao thought about that shot so badly that he wished he could roll his heart in the frying pan a few times.

He really wanted to kill Qin Lie, and after he had that memory, he wanted to kill Shen Xiaosan when he wasn't so deeply involved.He joined forces with Feng Kun to support him, and his only request was to kill Qin Lie.He never thought that Shen Xiaosan would block that shot for him.I never thought that Master Shen would be so ruthless, using his own son as a bait... If Shen Xiaosan died... If he died...

Guan Qingchao pinched his chest and wished he could kill everyone to pay homage to his distress.