stand-in offense and defense

Su Shi watched Sheng Bin drink down the glass of wine, frowned, and kept silent.

After a long time, he moved a little, but touched the cigarette: "When did you know?"

"Two days ago."

Sheng Bin's expression was a little dazed. He knew in his heart that there was no need to be surprised by this kind of thing. From the very beginning, Su Ye followed him on a different path. Whether it was getting married or becoming a father, this was something he would definitely do in the future. , Just as natural as black and white alternation, he has no reason and no position to be angry for such news.

But now he is very angry.

It was even a little unclear whether the anger came from Su ye or Su Shi.

The facial features of the man in front of him were really similar to Su Ye's. Except for the slightly colder lines, everything made Sheng Bin feel familiar.Su Ye's expression in the smoke was a little unreal. Sheng Bin squinted his eyes, and subconsciously imagined Su Ye's expression when he first learned that he was going to be a father. After thinking for a long time, he finally concluded it all in one sentence.

That kind of life...he couldn't give it to Su ye.

Perhaps with the attitude of a protector by his side for so many years, Sheng Bin has become accustomed to being there as a helper. Su Ye himself is an extremely strong person, even if the situation is not under his control, it is difficult to see him open his mouth to When people ask for help, even in the face of Su Shi, he never easily admits that he can't.The only person in the world who had seen Su ye's decadence and collapse was Sheng Bin.

This positioning is very special, so special that Sheng Bin is willing to be a "buddy" by Su ye's side for so many years.

Su Shi watched Sheng Bin smoke one after another, and the ash was transferred to the tea table, scattered into a small ball of residue.In the oppressive air in the room, there is only the sound of the clock running, it is neither too urgent nor too slow, and it has nothing to do with me.

Sheng Bin had almost finished his cigarette, and Su Shi finally couldn't help but say, "You should know, he's going to get married sooner or later."

The man on the other side didn't move.

"Suye wants to tell you personally that I didn't agree. If you really feel uncomfortable, I didn't boil the water in my bathroom today. You can take a cold bath to calm down. If you want to drink, I will accompany you today. You have a drink If you vomit blood, I'll call an ambulance for you."

At this time, Su Shi would not say that Sheng Bin should clarify everything.In the past, maybe he would use this tone of voice to provoke Sheng Bin from time to time, but now that Turana is pregnant, regarding Su Ye, Sheng Bin will never be able to do it again in this life.

"His future life should be with Turana and his children. Neither you nor I should be responsible for him."

A person's free choice period is actually time-limited.When you are young and frivolous, you can spend as much money as you want, even if you are stupid, you will think it is a fortune when you look back 20 years later, but once you enter the family, you will have a new identity , then whether you are willing or not, you have to give up something, it may be a more intense heartbeat, or it may be the regret of seeing each other late.

For Su ye, it was that he never needed to know what kind of mood Sheng Bin had for him.

Su Shi picked up his wine glass and took a sip, looking at Sheng Bin's smoking profile.

The latter has not shown any special expression until now.He seemed to be listening to Su Shi's words, but he didn't seem to be listening at all. After smoking, he rubbed the cigarette case with some discomfort, feeling the coldness of the metal passing through his fingertips, and it was slightly tingling.

After the Su-style drink was finished, he stood up: "I still have a meeting tomorrow, so I'll go back first."

The person who was sitting lazily on the sofa suddenly stood up and grabbed him: "Looking at your reaction, you won't run to commit suicide, will you?"

Sheng Bin frowned stubbornly.

"When you walk out of this door, you will either commit suicide or have a showdown with Su ye, but no matter which one, I think it is a tragedy. So, you can stay with me tonight, even if you don't talk about your thoughts, face me this way It’s okay to show your face in remembrance, right?”

Behind the provocative tone is actually not difficult to detect the concern, but now Sheng Bin doesn't need it, the irritability and impatience between his brows have reached the peak, and Su's words just let his self-control, which he has always been proud of, weaken. A harbinger of collapse: "Let go."

"Don't let it go."

Su Shi raised the corner of his mouth: "Don't think about leaving easily tonight."

In the stalemate atmosphere there was implying a frenzy that was about to erupt. Sheng Bin looked in the direction of the door and didn't open his mouth. He just grabbed Su Shi's wrist and exerted ruthless force.Because of his anger, he used a lot of energy.Su Shi couldn't help but take a deep breath after being held, and then let go. The next second, Sheng Bin went directly to open the door.

But just as the door was opened, Su Shi pushed it back.

"Sheng Bin, how difficult it is for you to completely give up on Su Ye!"

Sheng Bin's face was ugly, and it took him a long time to say two words: "Get out of the way."

The tone is not heavy, but very cold.

Those who are familiar with him know that, in fact, this is already a sign of his anger, but it's a pity that he doesn't like Su Shi at all.For a moment, no one moved, no matter whether it was blocking or being stopped.

In fact, the explosion is an instant thing.

When Sheng Bin suddenly grabbed the Su-style collar and knocked him against the door, the latter didn't have time to react.

Because he was standing unsteadily, he subconsciously supported the cabinet by the door, but the things on it fell to the ground with a crackling sound. Sheng Bin stared at him coldly: "Su Shi, keep stimulating me, what will it do to you?" How much sense of accomplishment does it bring?"

Su Shi was strangled by him so he couldn't speak, so he could only look at him, the provocation in his eyes remained undiminished.

"You said you liked me, but in fact you were involved in it all day long, just because you had complaints about Su ye in your heart. As twins, one of you chose the path you wanted, and the other chose the path you wanted. You are forced to take on all the responsibilities that you didn't want to take up. You are not happy. That's why you pay so much attention to my relationship with Su Ye. You think there shouldn't be someone like me around Su Ye. To put it bluntly Oh, you're jealous, even if it's someone else, you'll still be chasing after me so hard, what you care about isn't me at all, it's how much Su ye has gained and how much you've lost. "

Sheng Bin's words were colder than his tone, and Su Shi's face turned pale when he was told.

The two of them were deadlocked for a while, and the man pressed against the door pulled the corner of his mouth passively: "It turns out that you think of people so darkly in your heart..."

"You know whether what I said is true."

Slowly loosening his grip on Su Ye's clothes, Sheng Bin took a step back: "You know that it is impossible for me to do anything to destroy Su Ye's life, so why say these words to provoke me to provoke you."

"I like being stabbed by you." Su Shi smiled indifferently: "It's only when you are like this that you look more like a living person."

He leaned against the door, stretched out his hand to brush his hair, and then tilted his head: "What you just said is half true and half wrong. The relationship between me and Su ye is too complicated, even if you are his guardian. I may fully understand what it is, but I don't even know what it is, but later on, you said that I don't care about you, but Suye, you are really wrong..."

Su Shi straightened up and approached Sheng Bin, staring firmly in his eyes: "Since I was 14 years old, there has never been a time when I wanted something but couldn't get it, Sheng Bin, I know exactly how I feel about you , you don’t need to judge for me.”

Close to the point where there is almost no distance, and then kissed lightly, the Su-style kiss formed a very abrupt contrast with his actions and words.

It seemed that every time he really got close to Sheng Bin, he was unexpectedly gentle.

Sheng Bin passively accepted Su Shi's initiative, just as he has always been the passive side.In fact, this kind of entanglement really made him feel very tired. It was too exhausting to be caught between Su ye and Su Shi. He would rather work hundreds of hours of overtime than face these two brothers.

Su Shi's kiss started unilaterally, and ended unilaterally in the end. Unwillingly, he bit Sheng Bin when he stepped back, then sighed, and simply hugged him: "You don't have to tell me You're such a bastard. I admit that I intervened in the first place to make you unhappy. After all, Suye and I are brothers. Many times, even if you are unhappy in your heart, you can't say anything to such a person... ...As a result, you are dangling in front of your eyes all day long, and it is easy for people to regard you as some kind of Suye's friend with benefits. "

Perhaps, at first he looked at Sheng Bin with this mentality.

"Every time I see you running for him, I complain in my heart how blind you are."

It's not that Su ye is bad, but it's obviously a love that Sheng Bin can't ask for.

Sheng Bin was not used to being hugged like this, and his whole body was very stiff. He subconsciously wanted to pull Su Shi away, but the latter held him tightly and refused to let go at all: "You remember that when Su Ye was depressed, you accompanied Su Ye." Watching him drink, but I sent you home. You remember that he had a fever and you stayed with him all night. I brought you meals. You played basketball with him for three years, and I was a spectator for three years. It was you who sent him to the hospital when he was sick, but I signed your appendicitis operation sheet, Sheng Bin, you always remember your location, did you never notice that there is another person beside you?"

This may be the softest sentence that Su Shi and Sheng Bin have said so far.

Without any begging or expectation, just a simple statement, but with a sense of ridicule and helplessness, Sheng Bin's movement of trying to break away was stopped, and he heard Su Shi faintly whispering in his ear. With a sigh, I suddenly felt that all this was more bloody than novels and TV dramas.

It was very painful in my heart, but I couldn't express one thousandth of it in words. Sheng Bin could only let out a sigh of relief at the end: "Su Shi, what result do you want?"

"I think you forgot about Su ye."

"I want, too."

Sheng Bin laughed to himself when he said this: "I'm even dreaming."

Such nasty words would come out of his mouth one day.Perhaps the news of Turana's pregnancy stimulated Sheng Bin a little bit. He felt that the night was a mess, and even Su Shi and himself seemed to be distorted, becoming a completely different person.

Su Shi didn't show any emotion to Sheng Bin's self-deprecating words, he just covered the other's eyes with his hands, and then a lingering kiss crawled all the way from the corner of his mouth to his shoulders: "Just think about it...you can't do it, I'll do it." help you……"