stand-in offense and defense

Su Shi always thought that Sheng Bin's facial paralysis was a purely natural attribute.

To put it bluntly, it’s called not expressing emotion or anger, but to put it bluntly, it’s a facial nerve disorder. Whether it’s happy or sad, it hardly shows any emotion.For example, listening to Su ye and Turana talking about Turana's mother's shop and body at the dinner table, Sheng Bin must be in a bad mood and there was no trace on his face.

In fact, when Su ye returned to China this time, he also mentioned to him that he might be planning to marry Turana.

It's just that he never told Sheng Bin about it.

A simple dinner was a little tasteless. When it was almost over, Su Shi said that he was a little tired after working as a volunteer all afternoon and wanted to go out for a walk.

Of course, Sheng Bin had to be dragged along.

The man who was dragged into the water inexplicably frowned: "I'm not tired, I don't want to turn around."

"Injured people can't sit all the time, it's not good for their health."

"I listen to you continue to break."

Sheng Bin's legs need to be in a wheelchair, and someone has to push him to go out, and there is nothing to do in the dark outside.

But obviously Su Shi is not a person who gives up so easily.

"Aren't you coming to Bangladesh for the first time? Now that you're here, let's take a look around. What are you doing here just to experience flying? Or, do you just like being a light bulb here to prevent Suye from talking about the future with Turana?" Imagine life?" The last sentence made Sheng Bin's face turn pale, and Su Ye sighed helplessly: "Brother, can you not hold me back?"

It is obvious that he is looking for a partner, and he insists on putting the hat on his head.

Su Ye didn't know that only the last sentence of Su Shi's words was the most lethal to Sheng Bin. The atmosphere became stiff under the subtle aura of some people who couldn't grasp the point and others were angry in their hearts. In the end, Sheng Bin glared at Su Shi. With a glance, he pushed the wheelchair and walked out.

Su Shi smiled and waved at Su Ye: "Don't worry, your brother and I know the way very well, and I'll be back in a while. What should you do?"

Turana was a little embarrassed to hear the implication that there was something beyond the words. Sheng Bin's face darkened, and he hadn't spoken since he left the office.

There are few people on the street.

Perhaps it was because of the heavy rain that caused a lot of damage, and the debris on the street was dumped, and it looked very bleak.

"It's hard to imagine how difficult life can be without actually going to these places."

Su Shi put his hands in his pockets and walked very slowly.

Sheng Bin next to him didn't look up and didn't speak, but his lips were tightly pressed, showing a little bit of patience.

When he was about to reach the end of the street, he suddenly stopped abruptly: "Su Shi, there is no need for you to do this..." This is more emotion than doubt, Sheng Bin lowered his head halfway, I can't see his expression clearly at all, but the voice is a little cold: "Let's separate the relationship between the two of us, it will not benefit anyone if this continues."

He resolutely refused the Su-style approach because he knew that the two of them were not the same at all.

He was irrational to accept such an absurd situation because of the pain in his heart. After two years of entanglement, it didn't help the chaotic situation but got worse.

If this goes on, it will be just one more person suffering.

Sheng Bin didn't want to really go that far.

Su Shi was not surprised at what Sheng Bin said.

He stood beside him and smiled for a while, then patted Sheng Bin on the shoulder: "You'd better wait two more months before making a decision, this doesn't look like you anymore."

From the time the two of them got to know each other, Sheng Bin had always been a person who thought before he acted in the concept of the Su style. The only person who could make him disrupt his rhythm was Su Ye, and sometimes he even seemed a bit unscrupulous.

Therefore, no matter how tough a man is, he will go crazy if he is injured...

Su Shi looked sideways at Sheng Bin's silent profile under the night, and sighed almost inaudibly.

He first noticed Sheng Bin because one night, Su Ye was drinking and fighting with someone outside. When he rushed to the bar where the incident happened, he saw Sheng Bin grabbing a gangster who was about to be fooled by him with blood all over his face. Su ye stood beside him with an ugly expression.

As a result, Sheng Bin was almost warned and punished by the school because of this matter, and he still went around looking for talents to settle the matter.

At that time, he was carrying the matter alone, and he refused to say what it had to do with Su ye from the beginning to the end.Su ye was going to explain to the school, but he threatened that as long as a fourth person knew about it, he would immediately drop out of school.

At that time, Su ye was basically caught in the shock of his parents' sudden death, and Sheng Bin followed him every step of the way.That's how it went until graduation.

Su Shi watched from the side as the two of their friends had been dating for so many years. Su Ye gradually walked out of that period of low tide, and Sheng Bin's feelings became more and more embarrassing to cover up. All the thoughts spent on Su Ye, the things he did To outsiders, it may seem like a brotherhood once in a lifetime, but Su Shi understands how much weight it represents.

Unknowingly, I feel regretful and pity for Sheng Bin's feelings that cannot be responded to after his efforts.

When Su ye brought Turana back to China, Su Shi could clearly see the madness in Sheng Bin's eyes.

He was really forced to this point, since he had known each other for so many years, he had really reached his limit.

Su Shi felt that Su ye was very lucky to have this relationship, but he also knew that Su ye could not go on this road, or in other words, he didn't want Su ye to go on this road.

This is the intuition of a brother, but also the determination of a friend.

"Sheng Bin..." Su Shi drew out his cigarette and lit it: "You and Su Ye are actually not suitable at all. You can't give him what he wants."

The younger brother who had watched him grow up since he was a child, Su Shi knew exactly what kind of life Su ye wanted.

"He has been particularly obsessed with people who are recognized since he was a child. He is aggressive, desperate, looks gentle, and is more resolute than anyone else in his bones. So he must do his best in everything, including his choice of international rescue. This job is also to realize the recognition of himself. What he wants... is someone who can be completely sure of his existence, like Turana, who needs his care and can follow him tenderly. He wants to be the one in his life. Hero." Su Shi smiled and bit the cigarette in his mouth, the corners of his mouth looked a little cold because of his sobriety: "But you can't, at least in this life, you can't let him be the dominant player in your life."

This is a visible error.

It is also a fact that cannot be changed.

It's not that Sheng Bin is bad, and the main reason is not because Su Ye is a straight man. In the final analysis, none of them can be the type of person the other party wants. Su ye, he will always stand in front of him as a protector, and these are exactly what Su ye competes with the most.

He can have such a brother, have such a brother, but it is impossible to go further to become a lover, or even a lover who will spend his whole life together.

Sheng Bin's eyes darkened a bit because of Su Shi's words, and the irritability from before surged up again.

However, after that short-term excitement, unexpectedly, he calmed down again.

Su Shi could feel the emotional changes of the people around him, but this time he didn't say anything.

Under the night, in a quiet and even somewhat depressing atmosphere, Su Shi heard a sentence that he would never forget in his life.

Sheng Bin said, "I can."

His tone has always been lacking in emotional ups and downs, no matter how strong the words are, they are spoken with a sense of cold distance.Or maybe, this is the main reason why he has been unable to walk in with others. No one can understand what is hidden under Sheng Bin's every sentence. Su Shi thought he was very close, but found that he didn't understand it well enough. .

A man like Sheng Bin, for the sake of a hopeless relationship, will also say that I can.

The kind of helplessness and sadness with helplessness made Su Shi feel that someone had punched his chest so hard that he was almost suffocated.

After that, Su Shi did hang out with Sheng Bin very late.

Neither of them said anything else, they walked from the street to the end of the street, then changed another street and continued walking.

They all need time to accept and digest some of their emotional problems. Sheng Bin's silence is very depressing, while Su's silence is full of unwilling restlessness.

When he finally turned back to Su ye's residence, there was no light in sight.

Su Shi glanced at his watch, it was already past two o'clock in the morning.

Su ye called them before and asked if he wanted to come out to pick them up, but Sheng Bin simply refused, saying that they just found a place to sit outside for a while and would return right away.In fact, it was obvious that Sheng Bin didn't want to go back and face Su ye this time.Su Shi simply stayed with him, and it was impossible for the people who had been wandering into the house to be still waiting.

If Su Ye gave Su Shi ahead of time, since Sheng Bin lived here, Su Shi would take care of each other with the "disabled people" as a matter of course.

Fortunately, the electricity has been re-supplied at this time. When Su Shi turned on the light, he saw some fruits and drinks left on the table for you. Su Ye left a note, saying that he was afraid that it would be inconvenient for Sheng Bin. He told Turana After moving upstairs, Su Ye and Sheng Bin lived downstairs.

Anyway, downstairs is a bed instead of a floor.

Su Shi handed the note to Sheng Bin to read, then poured a glass of water and took a sip by himself: "How about it, do you want me to serve you to bed?"

This was the first sentence the two of them spoke to each other since that conversation. Sheng Bin raised his head and glanced at him: "What can you serve me?"

"Anything is fine." Su Shi blinked, and approached him with a smile: "Do you think you want to enjoy the top first, or the bottom?"

Because the room was too quiet, even though the man who spoke had lowered his voice, it still seemed abrupt. Sheng Bin frowned: "Su Ye is on top."

"So you better not enjoy screaming..."

Just throwing down such a sentence, Su Shi directly reached out to untie Sheng Bin's belt. The man trapped on the wheel was not so convenient to move. If he struggled too much, he was afraid of alarming Su Ye and the others upstairs. In the end, he could only half push and half let Su Shi Harassing him brutally.

He really didn't say a word.

Even breathing was suppressed to the point where it was almost inaudible.

Su Shi slightly squinted his eyes and leaned on Sheng Bin's shoulder, and murmured in a low voice with only two people: "It's okay, just treat me as Su Ye..."

After touching the switch on the wall, Su Shi turned off the light smoothly, and he could only faintly see some ups and downs in the darkness.

And Sheng Bin, who kept his head half down, gritted his teeth.