stand-in offense and defense

No one knew that Sheng Bin went to Mai Jie.Of course, he wouldn't take the initiative to mention Su Shi. As for those little tricks, it was actually Mai Jie's fault. The police should greet Su Shi, so there's no need for him to be fussy.

After leaving Mai Jie's house, Sheng Bin wandered slowly along the long street alone. For the time being, he didn't plan to go back.

It's almost impossible to remember who he did this last time because of.

For so many years, no one needs him to worry about, and he has never tried to waste his energy on other people's affairs. Apart from work, the so-called home is a place to live temporarily. He doesn't know where he will be tomorrow, and he has no detailed plans.

Liu Xi once said that probably no one in this world can change him.

In fact, he thought so himself.

Maybe he was born lacking in the nerve of being considerate of others. Basically, Sheng Bin only knows how to cooperate and doesn't know how to take the initiative.Even when he liked Su ye back then, he just silently stayed by his side and watched over him. He didn't know what result he wanted, but he refused to give up easily.

Su Shi is right in saying something.

If he had spoken to Su ye earlier, he might have been freed sooner.

The reason why he chose to remain silent was because he didn't want everyone to be friends. He started his relationship with Su Ye as a friend. It's not like he didn't think about it, but if he couldn't keep his friend's bottom line, He would rather not change a thing.

After all, that kind of relationship is different from his and Su's.

Su Shi can accept being a friend on the basis of a lover, but it is impossible to be a lover under the guise of a friend.

Perhaps for him, the world is divided into bed and under bed, this clear-cut boundary, he feels that time cannot be changed, and of course he is too lazy to waste time.

"It's simply impossible to get along with each other..." Mumbling to himself, Sheng Bin himself felt very subtle when he looked at the reflection in the floor-to-ceiling window beside him, imagining the feeling of him standing with Su Shi, and felt a little ridiculous, But it is undeniably familiar.

He looked at it for a long time, until the crowd coming and going couldn't help but look at him, and then he breathed a sigh of relief, and continued walking along the street into a cake shop.

——I can't think of anything to give Su Shi.

Compared with the material conditions of two people, they are almost in the sky and in the bottom of the earth, and there are only a handful of Su-style people who can look up to them.

So just like Sheng Bin's speech style, the birthday gift he gave was really straightforward and nothing new.

But Su Shi stared at the cake Sheng Bin put on the table and was stunned for 5 minutes.

At first, Sheng Bin thought he had run into Su Shi's bad luck again. Seeing Su Shi's expression, he frowned and picked up the cake: "Forget it, just throw it away if you don't want to eat it."

As a result, Su Shi took a step forward and pushed the cake back on the table.

"Why did you think of buying this thing?" He looked sideways with a complicated expression.

He couldn't even tell whether it was happiness or anger, and his whole body was strangely gloomy and excited. Sheng Bin looked at him, and finally chose to tell the truth: "Your birthday."

He has never been good at choosing gifts. Cake may be the most boring birthday gift, but it is undeniable that it also represents the meaning of the day the most.

He didn't celebrate anyone's birthday...

Even if it was Suye's, he was only pulled to serve as a foil, saying a blessing and watching a group of people crazily form a ball.What Sheng Bin remembered was that Su Shi never attended Su Ye's birthday party, so he didn't know what Su Shi liked.

Just judging from the current situation, cake seems to be the next choice.

Su Shi’s reaction to Sheng Bin’s words was to be silent for a while, then he sat down very slowly, opened the package, took a piece with a fork and began to eat very slowly, this food is really too sweet, the sweetness made his throat feel tired Well, he hated this thing since he was a child, and he always felt that the only thing he could think of together with this thing was the little girl crying on the street.

"The last time I celebrated my birthday was when I was 10 years old." Su Shi mentioned it as if chatting while eating, but from Sheng Bin's perspective, he couldn't see his expression.

However, Su Shi didn't seem to want to be seen by him: "It's really annoying for twins to celebrate their birthdays. The same gift, the same blessing, you will feel that everything is mass-produced. After a group of people finish sharing the cake, it will be too late." There will be nothing left."

So, he doesn't like birthdays at all.

After the age of 10, he never showed up at this kind of birthday party held by the Su family, nor did he celebrate with anyone.

When I didn't care too much, I didn't think it was necessary. When I really started to care a little bit, no one thought about it.

Many things are like this. Once you thought you didn’t care, you could let go, and the people around you gradually accepted your habits and style. When you want to ask for it again one day, everyone will stare at you with strange eyes. Look, it seems like you're making an incredible request.

Su Shi ate nearly half of it, and finally couldn't stand the sweetness anymore. He reached for the water and drank another half cup.

Sheng Bin just watched from the side, and listened to Su Shi talking about some childhood things, some teasing, some self-deprecating, a little bit disappointed, and a little bit grateful.

Perhaps as he himself said, no one in this world can understand how complicated and contradictory the relationship between him and Su ye is, not even himself...

After listening to Su Shi's rambling enough, Sheng Bin finally sat down and said in a very flat voice, "Happy birthday."

The man opposite him smiled: "Thanks."

From a lover's point of view, they are probably the worst that each other has ever met...

He has no patience, doesn't know how to think about the other party, and is too busy to die, and it started with the temptation of a substitute.

In fact, Su Shi couldn't find a reason why it was Sheng Bin, just as Sheng Bin could hardly find a reason to go down with him.However, in the dark, there are always some things that you can't let go of. If you do it, you may not succeed, but if you don't do it, you will definitely regret it.It’s like a bone-eroding poison, reminding you every day when you open your eyes that the past may have been thrown away by your own hands, you can’t regret it, you can’t complain, you can only stare at the ceiling in a daze, and then be stupid If my imagination persisted at the beginning, how close the so-called happiness could be.

Both Sheng Bin and Su Shi hardly believe in the word happiness.

Because this thing is like a black hole, no one can tell what it is.

It's just that maybe in a person's life, there will always be a faint thought for a moment, which makes you feel that being with such a person is very interesting. It's weird to make a decision that you would never make on a certain person. You want to try.

It's not clear if it's love, but when Su Shi first had this idea, his decision was to hold on to Sheng Bin tightly.

When Sheng Bin felt it, he also chose to stay.

Staring at the remaining half of the cake in front of him, Su Shi simply shoved the fork into Sheng Bin's hand: "Finish." Then looking at the latter's obviously unhappy eyes, after a few minutes of stalemate with him, Swallow slowly mouthful.

Sheng Bin really swallowed it, he almost didn't chew it.

When I bought it, I didn't think about whether I could eat it all. Sheng Bin didn't even think that Su Shi would really eat it, but it's a bit inhumane for him to deal with the rest. He's working hard. After ten mouthfuls, he finally put it down sullenly: "Throw it away if you don't eat it."

The weird texture of the cream combined with the overly sweet taste is no better than poison for Sheng Bin.

It's a pity that Su Shi was very interested in watching him eat the cake: "If you throw away the birthday cake, aren't you afraid of being struck by lightning?"

"I've been struck by lightning a lot, and it's not bad." He had never heard of retribution for throwing a cake, and Sheng Bin hardly bothered to argue with Su Shi.

"Anyway, this is what I treat you to eat." Su Shi didn't intend to let him go.

"I paid for it."

"The one you bought is also for me. If you give it to me, it's mine..." Su Shi smiled as a matter of course, and took another piece with a fork: "Take another bite, ah..."

With some teasing gestures, Sheng Bin's face gradually developed from a blank expression to a little stiff. He frowned and stared at the cake in front of him that was about to poke his nose. He began to reflect and regret why he was asking for trouble. I bought such a thing back.

Su Shi leaned forward and said, "Sheng Bin, the most basic sincerity in celebrating someone's birthday is to make the other person happy... Rather than having a dead face, you might as well do nothing."

The cream of the cake was almost on Sheng Bin's lips. The latter was silent for a moment, and finally closed his eyes blindly, and opened his mouth slightly.

But what greeted her was not the cake in Su Shi's hand, but a very domineering kiss.

Su Shi's kiss was very emotional, because of the posture of the two of them, Sheng Bin was almost pressed by Su Shi on the chair, his neck was so sore.

Regardless of the reason why he refused to let go...

Young Master Su didn't bother to think about it anymore. He had already reached this point, and it didn't make any sense to think over and over again.At least now in his life, what he feels is unquestionably true, so what is between him and Sheng Bin is not so important.

"Are you doing it first and then washing... or washing first and then doing it?" Su Shi wrapped his arms around Sheng Bin's neck, and the invitation to go to bed was said by him like a last word.The man who was a little out of breath by him wanted to break free subconsciously: "Let go."

"You let it go as soon as you say? I've really spoiled you these days."

Instead of relaxing, the strength of the arm tended to increase. Sheng Bin frowned after realizing that Su Shi was not joking, and the strength of his struggle gradually began to increase: "You don't even want to celebrate your birthday so that everyone can save yourself. Is there something wrong?"

"I'm asking for birthday benefits."

"You have already eaten up the benefits."

"There's still half left..." Su Shi couldn't help laughing loudly: "If you were willing to finish eating just now, I planned to let you go."

Sheng Bin just narrowed his eyes, and unambiguously let go of Su Shi's restraint on him: "You really don't understand what it means to accept it when you see it."

"Don't forget, even when you were a stand-in, you were raped by me."

"Old thinking about the past is your Achilles' heel." Sheng Bin clasped Su Shi's hand behind his back: "Your teacher never taught you that you should look forward in everything?"

Su Shi still laughed arrogantly: "I taught it, but I forgot."

"It's okay..." Slowly leaning down, Sheng Bin pressed Su Shi forcefully but not rudely: "I'll let you remember slowly..."