stand-in offense and defense

After Su Shi finished speaking, Sheng Bin just opened the door.The pitch-black room looked like a black hole that could swallow everything in the corridor. Sheng Bin helped Su Shi in. Seeing that he didn't have the strength to change his shoes, he simply put it on the sofa and went to the kitchen to give it to him. Soup pour.

When he returned to the living room, Su Shi had already sat up.

"Drink of water."

Sheng Bin handed over the cup.

Su Shi took two sips, then put it down: "Are you a cold-blooded animal, you won't get hurt or sad?"

Sheng Bin didn't even respond to what he said at the door.

Such an obvious insult, such a provocative sarcasm, Sheng Bin was indifferent.

Sheng Bin took off his coat, went to the bathroom, got a towel, wiped his face, "You've seen me hurt, and you've seen me sad."

"So you mean, you won't feel sorry for me?"

Of course he had seen Sheng Bin when he was sad... As long as anyone who has seen it, it is impossible for him to forget it.It's just that he changed places today, and his Su style doesn't even have the ability to hurt Sheng Bin?

Subconsciously squinting his eyes, Su Shi looked at Sheng Bin: "You really know how to stimulate others."

"It's not that I won't be sad because of you, but because of your words...Su Shi, hurting me won't make you feel better, you should know this from before. If Tian Lan scolds you, I won't Repeat, because I know it's useless. If you want to go crazy, I'll be with you, and when you think all this is stupid, let's talk about other issues."

For the word idiot, Sheng Bin said it slowly on purpose: "I should really take a picture of you now, so that I can laugh at you to my heart's content in the future."

"You can try."

"You are uncomfortable, and I won't be happy about it." Sheng Bin put the towel aside: "Su Shi, seeing you like this, I feel uncomfortable, and you know it."

After you said it several times in a row, Su Shi's face changed a little.

He stared at Sheng Bin: "Are you mocking me?"

"Not bad, I can still hear it."

"Hold!"

Jumping over to push Sheng Bin firmly on the sofa, Su Shi gritted his teeth a little bit now: "Don't show me such a face, the two of us owe nothing to anyone."

"That's right." Sheng Bin nodded: "So you and Su Ye are the same."

When Su Ye's name was suddenly mentioned, Su Shi was a little taken aback. He froze for a moment and frowned.

"Su Shi, people like us do everything for ourselves. We do it because we want to do it, and if we don't do it, we don't want to... No matter what you think about Su Ye, you do it for yourself. It's what you are willing to do. Su ye doesn't owe you, and likewise, you don't owe him. Those so-called ideas that you want him to owe you are nothing more than excuses for you to persuade yourself to treat Su ye. You can only deceive yourself For a moment..." Sheng Bin's expression was very calm: "I just miss you now, and I just want to find an excuse to vent and be hypocritical."

Su Shi was about to calm down from the previous words, but the last two words of hypocrisy touched his back again, and his eyes darkened: "Sheng Bin!"

"Do you know why I've been reluctant to mess with you all this time?"

Sheng Bin simply said everything this time: "You started the stand-in matter, and you ended it. But between the two of us, the one who really can't let go is not me. Even if there is One day I told you that I have nothing more than friendship with Su ye, do you believe it? This is not Su ye's problem, it's our two's problem. "

Su Shi frowned: "Do you dare to say that you have fallen in love with me now?"

"if not."

Just three simple words, without even a moment's consideration and struggle.

Su Shi subconsciously let go of the strength in his hand: "...What about Su Ye?"

"Su Shi..." Sheng Bin raised his head and grabbed Su Shi's hair: "Listen clearly, I can't go back with Su Ye, and the same goes for you. Even if I can't bear it anymore, it won't be because of Su Ye." Karma, what happened, you can’t turn it back, it’s not a movie, and there’s no limit to how long you can go crazy.”

The reason why he is willing to endure this is because he knows very well in his heart that Su Shi is in pain now.

He couldn't let go of his brotherly feelings for Su ye, and couldn't face himself. After all these years of secret rivalry, the intertwined relationship between their brothers had long been unclear.Perhaps since the time when their parents had an accident, Su Shi hadn't come out of it. After so many years of pressure, Su Ye's incident just completely crushed him... He couldn't fully empathize with Su Shi's pain. , but I don't mind being with him like this, whether it's swearing, fighting, or even stinging each other with words, since these are Su-style venting, they won't affect him at all.

However, he will not let Su Shi go on like this forever.

"Su Shi, I'm not someone who won't fight back when I'm provoked... There is a bottom line in everything. If you exceed this line, you have to follow my way."

The two men gritted their teeth and stared at each other in such an ambiguous posture. Sheng Bin found that as long as Su Shi was involved, things would be difficult to develop according to a normal logic. He watched Su Shi close his eyes, and then slowly opened them after a long time. Kai, his eyes were still angry and sad, but there was a layer of provocation: "Your method?"

As he spoke, he tore open Sheng Bin's shirt. Because of too much force, the broken button touched the corners of his eyes. He narrowed his eyes in disbelief, but he didn't relax his movements.

"Just now, but you promised to let me go tonight."

Sheng Bin didn't resist, he just raised his head and relaxed on the sofa: "I didn't promise anything."

"But you didn't refuse." Let's save the trick of diplomatic rhetoric between the two of them.Su Shi stripped Sheng Bin almost naked before he began to take off his own clothes.The strong smell of alcohol filled the room, arousing lust, but also covering sobriety.

Such physical pleasures cannot solve real problems.

However, it is the best way to paralyze yourself.At least, when Su Shi hugged Sheng Bin, there would be a moment of blankness in his mind, he would not think about the complicated relationship between the three of them, he would not think about the possibility of Su Ye surviving, and he would not think about what would happen if Su Ye really Something happened, how he and Sheng Bin will go down, just need to deeply feel each other at present, purely immersed in the tide of desire, unable to stop.

Asking Sheng Bin to lie on the sofa, Su Shi tightly clasped his waist from behind: "I said... At this time, you should hum a few times..."

From the beginning to the end, the man under him was as tight as a steel bar, but compared to before, it seemed that this time, Sheng Bin used all his strength to restrain himself and stop resisting.

"...at a time like this...you...can't, don't say...uh...words...well..." Sheng Bin's panting was heavy, and the combination of physical and mental resistance was very challenging. Without willpower, he subconsciously grabbed the armrest of the sofa, feeling irritated by the Su-style chattering nonsense.

"Don't talk... I'm afraid you'll take me for Suye!"

Accompanied by these words, Su Shi pressed Sheng Bin's shoulder vigorously: "If you want to curse, don't hold back."

"Stop talking nonsense!"

Only these three words were squeezed out, Sheng Bin turned his head to try to relax himself, Su Shi didn't control his strength at all with the strength of alcohol, this sexual fact was going on like a brutal vent, there was almost no pleasure in terms of it.

But maybe, before, he had treated Su Shi like this.

Both of them are people who instinctively attack when they are injured.I can't control my reason, even if I know it's wrong, I still can't stop it.The him back then, the Su style now, changed the situation and the method, but it always seemed to produce the same result.The so-called harming the enemy by one thousand and self-injury eight hundred is such a thankless task, but they just can't learn a smarter way.

Compared with the sense of humiliation, Sheng Bin closed his eyes and didn't bother to respond when he heard Su Shi deliberately mentioning Su Ye again and again.

Until they both collapsed on the edge of the sofa exhausted, Su Shi tilted his head and leaned on the side: "...give me a cigarette."

Sheng Bin raised his hand and touched casually for a while, and caught the cigarette and lighter on the coffee table.

I ordered one and put it in Su Shi's mouth.

"I always feel...that kid won't die so easily..." How could such a person who has never been disadvantaged since childhood, go to see the King of Hades so easily.

Su Shi let out the smoke lazily: "As long as I think of this, I feel angry."

"If you think he's not dead, just wait for him to come back."

"How long?"

"It depends on how long we can live."

Sheng Bin took the cigarette out of Su Shi's mouth, took a puff, and then returned it to him: "Anyway, we have to wait."

In Su Shi's memory, Sheng Bin rarely used the word "us".

The individual units in his mouth, besides I am you, or him, this kind of plural of more than one person, in Sheng Bin's mouth, probably only when the premise is work.

Su Shi really wanted to say something, but at this moment, he felt that it would be a waste of energy to say one more word.

The two of them just relied on smoking like this, and when they finished smoking one, they went to light another one.

There seems to be such a scene in Bangladesh before.But that time, they still had different thoughts and different people.I always feel that this process is so long and unreal, that the two people now have fallen into this kind of situation.

Can't let go, can't let go.

It seemed as if he was clinging to the other party, but in fact, he didn't get much satisfaction and excitement from it.

However, the emotional relationship in this world does not have a fixed pattern. Some people are immersed in the sweetness of dreams every day, and some people are soberly planning every day to balance gains and losses. As for him and Sheng Bin, they probably just rely on animal instincts. Get together, because each other is unwilling to wait alone, and also because of the spiritual instinctive desire.

Knowing that it is stupid like drinking poison to quench thirst, but he is willing to do so.