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The first time Chen Feng fixed his eyes on a stranger for more than 1 minute was when he was 19 years old and just came to work in Las Vegas.

At that time, he didn't know what secret love was, but he just thought that person was very special, very special.

As the largest casino in Las Vegas, there are shows every week, and that person is one of the actors in the show, the finale kind.

He is the well-known queen in the casino, with every frown and smile full of charm, more like a woman than a woman.

At first, Chen Feng was just curious about how a man could not even see his eyes when he was in disguise. The inner self-confidence made him more conspicuous than other "ladyboys" in the casino.

Some people admire, others reviled him, his identity will always be a snack that is pushed on the cusp of the storm and attracts people to chew.

However, Chen Feng has never seen his gloomy expression, his smile is always so bright and dazzling.

Chen Feng couldn't remember from which day his gaze was always fixed on that person, chasing him passionately, and never deviated from it.

Chen Feng couldn't remember if it was because his gaze was too intense that the man quietly glanced at him after the curtain call, and then slipped a smile, which inexplicably made Chen Feng's heart beat.

The man hooked his fingers lightly, wrapped around his eyes together with his eyes, and leisurely turned into the dressing room.

By coincidence, Chen Feng just followed in and locked the door with his backhand.

One light in the dressing room was off, and the orange light was somewhat dim.

In the originally small space, there are messy costumes with gorgeous appearance and cheap materials, exaggerated feathers and metals, making everything absurd.

Standing in front of the mirror, the man took off his big red wig, revealing the short black hair underneath.

He began to remove the makeup silently, and Chen Feng watched quietly. Under the thick colorful makeup, a delicate, soft, slightly pale neutral face gradually appeared.

"...Are you Chinese too?" Chen Feng didn't know what he was thinking, but what he said was definitely not the best choice to strike up a conversation.

The man looked at him silently, stretched his back, stretched his hands back hard, and turned his head, revealing the beautiful jaw and neck lines.

"Come here and help me..." The voice was not proficient in Chinese, and the voice was very soft, with a bit of lazy, hoarse and sexy.

Chen Feng was stunned for a moment, walked over, and slowly pulled down the zipper of his clothes, revealing his smooth back until his tailbone was exposed.

Chen Feng felt a little dizzy in his head, and even echoed the voice that entangled him like silk just now.

"Heh." The man chuckled, and looked into the mirror at the boy who was still concentrating on undressing with his head down.

Chen Feng suddenly felt that his breathing was a bit difficult. Every breath of air was so hard to make it reach his lungs, but it could not relieve the increasingly severe dizziness.

"New here? First time seeing you." The man looked at the mirror and smiled.

Chen Feng raised his head, and also looked at the beautiful face in the mirror, like some kind of dangerous goblin hidden in the mirror, secretly absorbing souls.

"It's been two months." Was it discovered after watching silently for two months?

Chen Feng wandered around in Las Vegas for a while before he found this job in the casino.

Although he is just a little brother who runs errands at the bottom, Chen Feng knows that this place full of fish and dragons is full of hidden opportunities for gold.

He didn't want to be tied down by unnecessary feelings, but he was inexplicably attracted to the person in front of him.

There are some things in his eyes that others don't, and Chen Feng can't see clearly, so he wants to explore more.

"Really?" The man smiled and bit his lower lip lightly.

In the next moment, a wild light flashed in the man's eyes, he turned around abruptly, and pushed Chen Feng onto the box full of clothes.

The long skirt spun and fell to the ground, and Chen Feng's eyes were swaying, full of graceful body curves.

The first kiss, the first touching, the first entering, is far less beautiful and romantic than I imagined.

Frenzied, violent, bloody, and disorderly, the flexible body in his arms seemed to be hollowing out his soul and arousing his bestiality.

Chen Feng felt a roaring beast pouring out of his body, engulfing the once cold world in an instant, burning with passion and fiery red.

There was still a lingering lingering warmth in the air, but the man had already put on his underwear and left lightly.

The only thing Chen Feng remembers is the smile he looked back at at the end, as if pampering and teasing him as a brat.

Can we... meet again...

Chen Feng was in a trance, and the room was quiet before he could speak.

He just remembered that he didn't know his contact information or even his name.

After more than a month, Chen Feng lost his mind, but that person never appeared in sight again.

Just when Chen Feng thought it was just a fruitless relationship, that face with heavy make-up appeared before his eyes again.

The only difference this time was that the man was in another man's arms.

The other man, Chen Feng, recognized him as one of the highly influential managers of the casino.

Chen Feng turned a corner, and the man was panting coquettishly in front of the bathroom door. The man in his arms buried his head in his neck, seeming to be sucking obsessively.

Chen Feng stood there, suddenly aware of his childishness and innocence.

The man's blurred eyes flicked over, slid across his face, and stopped at an unknown and distant point.

Chen Feng turned around and left the too sweet live performance without looking back.

After that, Chen Feng did not see that person for a long time, but he always knew that the person had maintained a physical relationship with the high-level casino.

Chen Feng thought this was the end of his so-called first love.

But when the man appeared in front of him with scars on his face, Chen Feng suddenly realized that the two of them were far from over.

The second time they made love was still like a lightning strike, the limbs clinging to each other, entangled, and the exchange of body fluid seemed to never end.

It's just that there was an inexplicable trace of sadness in Chen Feng's chest, and the result of this painful emotion was to plunder that person even more fiercely.

After this time, the man did not leave, but instead nestled on Chen Feng's narrow and shabby bed and smoked.

"Why me?" Chen Feng looked at his naked back.

The man turned his head and smiled slightly, his voice still hoarse and pleasant: "Because I still remember the look in your eyes."

"..." Chen Feng didn't understand, but he was still attracted by the mysterious color in his eyes.

Poppies are sweet and poisonous. Once you taste them, you can't let go of the misty taste. Even if you know that you will eventually go to destruction, you can't stop your falling steps.

The eldest brother's lover secretly cheated on him...

Once, twice, more and more frequently and depraved, Chen Feng couldn't stop this gradually rising taboo pleasure until he died.

The queen on the stage, the lover next to the elder brother, the secret and dangerous comfort in Chen Feng's heart.

That person shuttled freely between many identities, coming and going freely, every face, every expression, Chen Feng couldn't see through, and didn't want to see through.

Like a kind of tacit understanding, Chen Feng just likes the mysterious and vicissitudes of that man.

He comes to him when he wants him, and the two of them make love like crazy.

After finishing the matter, they leaned on the bed and smoked a cigarette together, and they were silent with each other. When the time stopped, Chen Feng sent him to the door of the room, and watched him walk away with his shoulders shrunk and gradually dissolve into the night.

There was almost no communication between the two, but Chen Feng felt that that person understood the desolate side of his heart.

Only from that person can Chen Feng really get a little bit of body temperature, which penetrates into his heart and lungs.

This corrupt relationship lasted for three years, and in the third year, Chen Feng was no longer content with the status quo.

He did well in the casino, and his outstanding mind quickly won the appreciation of the upper class.

With the promotion of status and power, Chen Feng wanted to take that person as his own.

It's not a sneaky affair in the dark, but an open and aboveboard declaration of ownership to other men who covet that person.

"Isn't it good to leave him?" Chen Feng asked.

"He'll kill you." The man just chuckled.

Chen Feng is aware of this fact, but still wants to fight.

"He has so many lovers, so what if he loses one of you?"

"Even if it's rubbish, he has to dispose of it himself." The man answered in a normal tone.

"I've saved some money these few years, you and me, get out of here." Chen Feng hugged him.

"I can't go." The man shook his head.

"Why? Don't you love me?" Then why did you choose to be with him at the risk of your life?Why can't you give up everything here for him?

"I'll take you far away and let you live a better life. You don't have to smile in front of those drunks, let alone sleep with that old and ugly man, just the two of us..."

There was only silence for the following time, and the man lowered his head under the blueprint of the future drawn by Chen Feng, showing an expression of pain for the first time.

Chen Feng suddenly wanted to know everything about this person, and wanted to peel his brain to see what this person was thinking.

The elopement finally came to nothing, the man was still between him and another man, and Chen Feng was still restless.

It is impossible to go on like this forever...

How many times did the words of wanting to break up come to my lips but I couldn't say them out. The infatuation gradually turned into a kind of hatred, hating that person and hating myself even more.

He is no longer the age that comes when he is called and goes when he is lingering.

"I need money," said the man at last.

"I have." Chen Feng was angry.

The man shook his head and touched his face: "Not enough."

"..." The body temperature that used to be so warm that it melted the ice was cold.

"You actually... have been someone else's little wolf dog..." Di Que's face turned red, and his shoulders trembled.

"Laugh if you want, isn't it uncomfortable? Everyone has a time when they are young and ignorant." Chen Feng sighed.

He guessed that Di Que had such a sympathetic attitude, so he didn't want to tell him.

"I don't laugh, I don't laugh." Di Que took a deep breath and asked with a grin: "I just can't figure out how you can persist for three years?"

Chen Feng raised his eyebrows, smiled without saying a word.

Di Que squinted his eyes for a while, and suddenly realized: "That person is so skilled?"

"Heh." Chen Feng couldn't help laughing, and teased him intentionally: "It should be said that he is my first teacher, most of my experience is taught by him."

When Di Que heard this, he couldn't help but feel bad, he grabbed Chen Feng by the collar and asked bitterly, "Who is better between me and him?"

"Of course it's you." Chen Feng was surprised.What is there to ask?

Di Que raised his eyebrows and asked, "Who is better at bedtime?"

Chen Feng curled his mouth unconsciously, and said with a smile: "I love you, isn't it all right?"

"No way!" Di Que was furious when he heard this.

If Chen Feng's best memory is not with him, he will really go crazy.

"It's been so many years, I can't remember clearly, how can the impression at that time be accurate?" Chen Feng said in a devious way: "Didn't you just sleep after talking? If you don't sleep, it will be dawn..."

"Can I sleep?" Di Que was about to bite someone: "What about after that? Have you contacted him after that?"

"How can we contact you when everyone is dead?" Chen Feng sighed.

"Dead? He's so old?" Di Que was taken aback, and his grip on Chen Feng's collar loosened.

Chen Feng couldn't laugh or cry at Di Que's thinking circuit, and said briefly: "No, the matter between me and him was exposed later, I ran away, and he stayed. When I made some money and went back to him a few years later, he It's gone."

Di Que froze for a long time before asking: "...Because of you?"

"No, he died of illness. I only found out later that congenital heart disease..." Chen Feng said lightly.

"I think he likes you, do you regret it..." Di Que blinked, feeling a little bored.

Chen Feng was startled, and smiled: "Why? He was an overly self-protective person, and so was I at that time. Even if we tried our best to be together, the barrier between us couldn't be broken. That relationship was so real. Too tired, we just comfort each other, until now, I can't even understand his thoughts."

Di Que pursed his lips, and snorted coolly: "It's great to have a sense of mystery. People are gone, and regrets are irreversible, so you will always remember him."

"Hehe." Chen Feng laughed, hugged Di Que and did not let go: "That relationship was a mistake from the beginning, can you be jealous?"

"Who's jealous!" Di Que's mouth was stiff, but he couldn't think of a legitimate reason to argue with Chen Feng.

Chen Feng fell asleep, but Di Que suffered from insomnia.

He used to think that Chen Feng always chose boys who looked innocent and clean just because of the bad taste of the old man, but knowing the past, Di Que had to guess that Chen Feng changed his taste because he didn't want to experience tortured feelings anymore.

It turned out that the coquettish and mysterious man was still very attractive to Chen Feng, so what is it now?Chen Feng likes him because he is so easy to guess?

Because you don't have to worry about him, you can use a little finger to deal with the little kindergarten-level cleverness he plays.

He also made Chen Feng worry too much!

The more Di Que thought about it, the more he couldn't balance his mind, and the previous move was also diluted by this episode.

He winked at the relaxed and peaceful Chen Feng in his sleep for a long time, and gradually fell asleep in a daze.

When he opened his eyes again, the sun was already high and Chen Feng was no longer around.

Di Que lazily lay on the bed for a long time before crawling out of bed.

Last night, both physically and mentally, Di Que wandered to the company, it was lunch time.

Nie Xiaoqian was not in her seat, so she must have gone to gossip with a colleague at a nearby petty-bourgeois restaurant but couldn't get enough to eat.

Di Que had no appetite to eat, so he simply made a cup of coffee, leaned on the sofa and lost his mind.

Because he is the easiest person Chen Feng meets to control, is that why Chen Feng fell in love with him without hesitation...

Di Que realized that he seemed to be getting into a dark dead end, but he couldn't persuade himself to turn around and retreat.

Originally, a wise and mature man like Chen Feng had nothing to do with him, and he couldn't believe that he felt sorry for each other.

At first, he always thought that at least Chen Feng and him had a perfect understanding in bed, but only yesterday did he find out that Chen Feng's appetite had been spoiled from the very beginning.

So how did the two of them come to this point in a daze?

"Wipe..." Di Que was dizzy thinking about it, and the coffee tasted burnt in his mouth, and he couldn't help being furious: "Nie Xiaoqian, this coffee has expired!"

After complaining, I realized that Nie Xiaoqian was not there at this time, and I couldn't even find someone to vent to, so I felt even more depressed.

While scratching his ears and cheeks, the office door slammed open with a "bang".

Di Que was so frightened that his hands trembled, and the coffee spilled all over the floor. He was about to get angry when he saw that it wasn't Nie Xiaoqian who came in, but Hua Dafa, whom he hadn't seen for a long time.