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Lin Yan was a little dazed when he woke up.

His whole body was in pain like a frame falling apart, and the severe pain from his lower body made him unbearably uncomfortable.

This kind of pain made him return to the memory of the previous night - he clearly remembered how Lu Qinan forced him at that time, and passed out halfway because of the unbearable pain, and the memory was interrupted.

His throat seemed to be on fire, and there was no water in the room. Could he just let himself be thirsty like this?Or just die like this?

Before that incident happened, Lin Yan was full of hope for life.Although his parents were sent to the United States for treatment, and they can't be contacted at all, he still understands the current situation very well.

He also wanted to find more part-time jobs, wanted to make good money, and returned his parents' medical expenses to Lu Qinan.

But now, he didn't know if he still had the courage he had the day before.

He suddenly woke up.

I was forced to live in this villa, and I thought Lu Qinan was a person I could get along with before, but I didn't expect that I would be forced to have a relationship with this person.

In fact, it wasn't necessary to reject Lu Qinan yesterday, Lu Qinan's technique was very good, and he was very comfortable doing it, purely from the perspective of making | love, Lu Qinan is a very good bed partner.

But Lin Yan wanted more than that.

He wants a same-sex partner, he wants a lover.

Lu Qinan pulled him to make love, only physical actions.Even if he declared "I am your man" domineeringly before, what exactly does that sentence mean?

Lu Qinan... Could he have feelings for him?

It was precisely because of such doubts that Lin Yan thought of rejecting Lu Qinan.

He didn't want to be captive by the pleasure of his body in a daze, and he didn't want to casually have sex with the man he had only known for a few days.

Therefore, after realizing Lu Qinan's intentions, he expressed his reluctance.

He wanted to have a good talk with Lu Qinan, even if Lu Qinan didn't want to have a deep talk, it didn't matter, at least he had to express his position - Lin Yan is not a casual person, if he has no feelings to talk to, then he doesn't want to talk to him again Lu Qinan is entangled | Can't figure it out.

Lying on the bed for a long time, Lin Yan had no strength to move, until the culprit opened the door and walked in.

Seeing that he was already awake, Lu Qinan, who just took a step into the room, was taken aback for a moment, and then walked out again.Soon he returned to the room with water, and asked very gently: "Are you awake? Are you thirsty, drink some water."

This scene is like the morning after the wedding night. If it wasn't because he was raped by him, he might still think he is a gentle and kind person.

Why can Lu Qinan be so calm?Rape|Is it normal for him to rape others?Lin Yan was puzzled.

Seeing Lin Yan's eyeballs rolling back and forth, Lu Qinan knew that he was fully awake.

Although Jean's expression doesn't look very good, maybe it's because he saw that he was unhappy?Despite doubts in his heart, considering Lin Yan's thirsty lips, Lu Qinan asked patiently: "Lin Yan, aren't you thirsty?"

"..."

Lin Yan wanted to speak, but found that he could not make a sound at all.Maybe it was because the pain was so severe last night that it made my voice hoarse.

This well-dressed man, just because he is the eldest master of the Lu family, can he do whatever he wants to himself? !Angrily pushing away the water glass he brought in front of him, Lu Qinan slipped his hand, all the water spilled on the bed, the glass fell to the ground and broke.

"What a temper!" Lu Qinan scolded and walked out.

Lin Yan struggled to sit up, looking at the water stains on the bed and the shards of glass on the ground, he didn't know what he was here for a while.I was very hungry, very thirsty, and felt uncomfortable all over, but I had no strength to move, so I could only hug my knees in a daze.

When Lu Qinan came in with a dry towel, Lin Yan was taken aback. He thought he would never come back after he left.

Neither of them spoke, Lu Qinan spread a dry towel on the bed to absorb water, and then walked out immediately.

Lin Yan sat on the bed, seeing him coming in and out like this, really didn't know what he was going to do.Anyway, I don't have the strength to get out of bed now. Although I am very thirsty, my desire to drink water is no longer so strong.

My whole body is uncomfortable, and so is my heart.

There is always a feeling of sadness, and when I see Lu Qinan's face, I feel angry.

If Lu Qinan hadn't sat across from him that day and hadn't had a drink with him, maybe things wouldn't have been so bad at all.

I may have married Moran. Although she is a liar, after being cheated, I can probably recover quickly, right?It wouldn't be like what it is now: no girlfriend, parents were sent to America, and I was raped|violated by Lu Qinan!

When Lu Qinan entered the room for the fourth time, he brought in a tray with two bowls and a glass of water on it.

For some reason, smelling the aroma of food, the stomach that had lost the sense of hunger suddenly became hungry again.

Lin Yan cast aside his indecision in his heart, and closed his eyes trying to ignore the delicious food in front of him just by looking at it.

Lu Qinan has never coaxed anyone before, and it is usually too late for others to curry favor with him.However, when he saw Lin Yan resisting his desire for food and insisting on putting on a bad face, Lu Qinan struggled a bit, and opened his mouth:

"I'm not trying to rape|violate you, how can I explain? I just... I just, I think I have a special feeling for you, and I will be very upset when I don't see you. I think I probably have a special feeling for you Emotional.

So... so, I apologize for what happened last night, I'm sorry.You're a little swollen there, but you're not seriously injured, just take some anti-inflammatory drugs and you'll be fine.I asked the kitchen to make a list of porridge and vegetable salad, you can eat something. "

After finishing speaking incoherently, Lu Qinan blushed and picked up the warm porridge that night, and thought it was too strange to feed Lin Yan, but Lin Yan didn't seem to have the strength to hold his rice bowl to eat by himself.

The words just now were probably the longest in his life. He didn't expect that he, who was eloquent at the negotiating table, would become so clumsy in front of Lin Yan. Lu Qinan cursed himself in his heart, thinking that anyway There is no image in front of him, and feeding him a meal is not a big deal.

"I'll feed you, open your mouth."

This time Lin Yan was very cooperative, maybe his previous explanation played a role?In any case, he was willing to eat what he was feeding, so as not to be exhausted from not eating.

Lin Yan did not speak, quietly and obediently finished the porridge and salad that Lu Qinan fed, and then took the medicine.

He didn't know why he was still extremely sleepy after eating, Lin Yan felt a little helpless - he didn't know that Lu Qinan held him until it was almost dawn, and then he sat for a while and then lay down again, continuing to sleep.

Lu Qinan covered him with the quilt and took the plate out. In his sleep, Lin Yan heard the sound of glass shards colliding together.

After a while, the bed suddenly sank. Although she knew that someone else might have gotten into the bed, Lin Yan didn't have the strength to open her eyes anymore.

When Lin Yan woke up again, she was a little dazed and tried to move a few times, but her body couldn't move at all - not because of lack of strength but because she was trapped in Lu Qinan's arms.

Lu Qinan was sleeping next to him, with his hands tightly around his waist, as if he was afraid that he would disappear.The corners of his mouth were curved, and there seemed to be a beautiful plot in the dream.

Although when I saw Lu Qinan for the first time, I thought he was a very handsome and handsome man, but when I looked closely at this time, he was a bit childish.

He should be a few years younger than himself, right?Knowing that he is Lu's young master, the current acting general manager, he seems to be a very capable person.

When I saw him for the first time in the bar before, I thought Lu Qinan looked like this kind of person, but at that time, I just thought he looked like that. I didn't expect his identity to be so prominent.

Lin Yan suddenly wanted to see what Lu Qinan looked like when he was working in the company.

Just when Lin Yan was fascinated, Lu Qinan suddenly opened his eyes, and while Lin Yan was in a daze, he leaned over and kissed him.