I want to cover up the tide

However, Lu Qinan didn't say anything, got out of bed and went into the bathroom, and then there was the sound of rushing water.

Lin Yan knew that he had dealt with it by himself, and he didn't know whether he was more happy or more sad.

Lu Qinan has been considerate in everything recently, and he hasn't even yelled at him. It seems that he really wants to have a good relationship.Lin Yan was shocked by his serious appearance, but there was no way to cater to him.

He wanted to leave Lu Qinan, this was his belief all along.

Recently, he has been shaken by that person's attitude towards him getting better and better. In Lin Yan's view, this seems a bit crazy—falling in love with a one-night stand?And be with him for life?

Even Lin Yan himself couldn't believe it.

He just wants to find a lover, love him, love him, pity him, worship him, put all his emotions on him, let his body and mind become one with him, and become the other half of each other in the true sense.

Such an object is bound to be cherished for a lifetime.

Lin Yan hopes that she can love, know each other, and get along with her on an equal footing. Like ordinary couples, the two of them live together and live a comfortable life, but both of them are men.

There was no boyfriend in his life plan, let alone the idea of ​​having a one-night stand with a stranger.

Before that, she was overwhelmed by the inexplicable wedding, so she frantically went to the bar and had sex with Lu Qinan.After so many days, Lin Yan only vaguely remembered that Lu Qinan actually lured him that day.

If Lu Qinan hadn't let him drink, he wouldn't have had this kind of relationship with someone while unconscious.What's more, that time, and every time after that, Lu Qinan didn't wear a condom.

Although Lu Qinan should be healthy, but the GAY circle is so chaotic, and he has had relationships with so many people before, not to mention his non-human pen| It is possible that he has had sex with many people without wearing a condom, Lin Yan felt a little creepy - AIDS, venereal disease, which one is not sensational?

Even though his younger brother is a doctor, no one can say for sure about this kind of thing.

Lin Yan cherished his life very much, he didn't want to cause some terrible diseases because of these messy reasons, so when Lu Qinan came out, he sat up.

Lu Qinan was a little angry at first, but he couldn't rape Lin Yan again, otherwise, he would look down on himself.Seeing Lin Yan sitting up with a worried expression on his face, Lu Qinan was also a little confused - could this person be worried that he would rape him again when he got out of the shower?

Just now in the bathroom|room, I imagined the appearance of Lin Yan's huge body wrapped around her. I was too emotional for a moment, and I shot twice uncontrollably before I barely calmed down my desire for him.If he really raped him at the beginning, maybe what kind of murder scene it would be now.

Thinking of the blood on the bed sheet he saw last time, Lu Qinan was still a little scared.

After returning to the bed and lying down, seeing Lin Yan still sitting there with a melancholy expression, Lu Qinan was not surprised and a little worried.Pulling Lin Yan to lie down together, wrapping him in his arms, he asked, "What's wrong?"

After the orgasm, the unique hoarse voice rang out in the room, even Lin Yan who thought he was a bit sexual|cold felt that Lu Qinan's voice was really sexy|sexy at this time.

"Lu Qinan."

"how?"

"You...you...you didn't wear a condom when you had sex with others before?"

Gathering up the courage to ask out the doubts in his heart, Lin Yan suddenly felt that he was a bit idiot for asking—this question is actually meaningless!Even if there was something wrong with Lu Qinan, he must have been infected, so saying anything now is superfluous.

"No. I just didn't wear it when I was doing it with you. Those people, of course, do it with a cover. Sometimes it doesn't have to be used at the back. The 10th pose is actually very troublesome to expand. Usually I let them... Uh, uh... that, solve it with your mouth."

After hearing Lu Qinan's explanation, Lin Yan felt his face burn for some reason.

It's not that he hasn't seen how magnificent Lu Qinan's genitals are after hair, and ordinary men can't reach that state at all.Lin Yan has a normal man's body, and the size there is also completely normal.But Lin Yan accidentally found out that his own thing was smaller than Lu Qinan's after being excited, and it was more than a circle shorter. One can imagine how big Lu Qinan's was.

Something stuffed in the mouth, uh...

Lin Yan felt that she couldn't imagine it anymore.

"You don't need to tell me these things in such detail. It's just that you probably know a lot more about how chaotic this circle is than I do. You should be more careful when you do these things in the future."

After Lin Yan finished speaking, she turned her back to Lu Qinan, pretending to sleep.

Lu Qinan didn't feel uncomfortable after being educated by him so earnestly and earnestly. Instead, he felt very happy.Lin Yan cared more and more about him, and finally began to care about this matter, how could this not make him happy?

She stepped forward and hugged the man's back, pressed her chest tightly against him, and teased in his ear: "Could it be that Xiao Yan is jealous? After being with you, I have never touched anyone else. I assure you, I will never touch anyone other than you in the future."

Lin Yan originally didn't want to continue this topic, but now Lu Qinan suddenly made such an oath-like promise, which made him embarrassed and didn't know how to answer it.

However, Lu Qinan only thought that he was shy, and didn't say anything else. He hugged him in his arms, and fell asleep after a while.

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The day after Lu Qinan left, Lin Yan discovered something was wrong with him.

In the morning, when Nurse Chen came to collect the breakfast lunch box, he suddenly realized that he had been immersed in the memory of Lu Qinan just now, and he only drank a small bowl of porridge, and the rest of the shrimp dumplings, small soup dumplings, siu mai, and black chicken soup , Not a single one moved!

Seeing that the plate was full, Nurse Chen thought that Lin Yan's appetite had become worse recently, so she hurriedly asked, "Is Mr. Lin feeling sick again? Nausea or just loss of appetite? Do you want me to ask the dean to show you?" ?”

Lin Yan quickly waved his hand and refused: "No, no, I just lost my mind. Please come and collect it later, I will eat it right away."

"It's all cold. Wait a minute, I'll heat it up for you before you eat it. Otherwise, the stomach will be damaged, and that Young Master Lu will probably lose his temper again when he comes over."

As she spoke, Nurse Chen took Lin Yan's dinner plate into the kitchen, and came out with something after 2 minutes.

Putting those small, small but exquisite breakfasts in front of Lin Yan, even Nurse Chen, who is over 35 years old, couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "Mr. Lin, you are so lucky to meet young master Lu. Don't worry about food and clothing."

Originally, it was just an unintentional envious word, but Lin Yan heard it with a different feeling in his heart.

Ever since he was brought home by Lu Qinan, everyone around him looked at him as "Lu Qinan's lover".

It was the first time for the servants in the villa to see their young master bringing someone back. Naturally, they were very curious about what kind of person finally captured young master Lu who had been playing with flowers for many years; He said a lot of things for no reason, causing a huge misunderstanding between himself and Lu Qinan, and what happened after that can even be described as tragic.

After that day, nurse Xiao Zhang was transferred to another ward, and Lu Qizhen replaced Lin Yan with an older nurse Chen who was also very experienced in Lu's Hospital to take care of Lin Yan.

Lin Yan had learned the lesson from Xiao Zhang that time, and had very little communication with Nurse Chen. He was afraid that he would be violently confronted by Lu Qinan again because he misheard some inexplicable words - he was terribly afraid of being raped by Lu Qinan again.

Both the dignity of a man and this frail body can no longer withstand the toss.

Although Lin Yan knew what Nurse Chen said just now, she was just expressing her envy, but he really couldn't be happy.

Nurse Chen is a 35-year-old housewife and the eldest sister among the nurses in this hospital.

Seeing that Lin Yan's expression was wrong, he quickly added: "I envy you, there is no other meaning. If you want to talk about the love between men and men, I understand it. It's nothing special, but it's not very common. Lin Yan Don't care about it, sir. If you miss your own happiness because you care about other people's eyes, then the loss outweighs the gain."

Lin Yan listened quietly to what she said, and for some reason, his defense against these people suddenly collapsed.

Not since he found out he was gay as a teenager had anyone talked to him about it face-to-face.Now that Nurse Chen is talking about this matter so sincerely, there is no sign of dislike or disgust in her words, and she can even tell that she has expectations and blessings for herself and Lu Qinan - this makes Lin Yan feel mixed feelings Chen Miscellaneous.

Picking up the black chicken soup in front of him and taking a sip, Lin Yan suddenly asked expressionlessly: "In your opinion, does Lu Qinan treat me well?"