I want to cover up the tide

Lin Yan is gay, he knew this a long time ago.

I don't like girls, and I even hate women.During the first wet dream, Lin Yan had two men having sex in his dream, and when he woke up in the morning, he would find sticky dirt on his underwear.At that time, he was sure that he was gay and he liked men.

Because of my special sexuality, I haven't had a female friend, let alone a girlfriend, for so many years.In the past, his family thought he was introverted, so they didn't force him to find a partner.

Lin Yan has delicate features, which is a typical handsome appearance. In addition, he is tall and slender. Lin Yan has an irresistible charm in terms of figure and appearance alone.Especially when those moist peach blossom eyes are staring at people, the people being watched will often miss the beat of their hearts, wondering whether they are confused by Lin Yan.

In addition, his occupation is a university lecturer, which is quite a peaceful occupation. Although Lin Yan acts in a low-key manner, the aunts in the community have never stopped their enthusiasm for finding him a beautiful wife.Before the age of 25, Lin Yan always emphasized that he should focus on his studies and career. This legitimate reason added a bit of charm to him, and he also resisted the powerful offensive of matchmakers for a period of time.

However, as Lin Yan grew older, when Lin Yan was 27 years old, his marital problems gradually became difficult.Not only the aunts in the community were eager to introduce their relatives to Lin Yan, but even Lin Yan's mother, who had always been calm, began to discuss this matter.

Lin Yan knew that he couldn't escape this time, so he bit the bullet and agreed to the blind date arranged by his family.It is said that the other party is a primary school teacher with a cheerful personality, which relieves Lin Yan's uneasy heart a little bit-the teacher's words, there are more or less common topics.

The first time they met was at a coffee shop popular with petty bourgeois intellectuals, and Lin Yan went out in formal attire early in the morning.

Although I am gay, I cannot accept women either psychologically or physically.But he is the only son in the family, and his parents expect him to carry on the family line. He is obliged to find a suitable wife for the Lin family and have a child—this is a responsibility that cannot be shirked no matter what.

Men Linyan recognized the other party as soon as he entered the coffee shop, subconsciously looked down at his watch, it was 5 minutes before the appointed time.Lin Yan likes people who are punctual, so her first impression of that person is not bad.It was a petite and exquisite woman with a very soft voice, which made people feel very comfortable.Her name also fits her appearance, Moran.

Before deciding to go on a blind date, Lin Yan had already made enough mental preparations for herself.Since he had to marry a wife no matter what, he should at least choose someone he could get along with.As for filial piety and kindness, they are necessary conditions. If these two items are not met, Lin Yan will definitely not continue to get along with the other party.

He loves his parents very much, and because of this, he was very painful when he found out that he was gay.I don't have any good feelings for women, and I even have a fearful mentality all the time. Basically, I can't get along with women well, let alone the so-called inheritance of the family.

Fortunately, Moran is a very gentle and lovely person, and Lin Yan didn't find it a big obstacle to get along with her—although the fear of women still exists in his heart, Moran gave him a good impression. within range.

After a brief conversation, Lin Yan found that this woman who was also a teacher was a bit different from what she had imagined.She knows a lot, is expressive, and is funny.After the two met for the first time, they kept in touch with each other and planned to try to date.

——————————————————————————————————————

Lin Yan was also in a daze when the two were dating.

He thought he could react to Moran, but it turned out that he could only keep a respectful distance from this woman.As long as Moran appeared within 50 centimeters of him, he would get goose bumps all over his body, and all the cells in his body were screaming "Push her away!"

This made Lin Yan terrified.

He continued to communicate with her in a daze, while thinking about how to reject her gracefully, while the relationship seemed to be developing rapidly.

On weekends, they were called home by Lin Yan's parents to have dinner together as usual - Lin Yan always knew that her parents were very satisfied with her.

At home that day, after dinner, Moran and Lin Yan sat on the sofa in the living room and watched TV together.

Although Lin Yan didn't want to get too close to her in his heart, he was worried that he was at home now, and sitting on two sofas with her would give a bad impression to his parents. Lin Yan endured the discomfort in his heart and insisted on getting along with Moran watched boring variety shows together.

Suddenly Moran took Lin Yan's hand and said, "Xiao Yan, why don't we get married like this?"

Lin Yan didn't realize what she said at the time, but just stared at her blankly. He had no memory of when he held the ring she opened in his hand, and when he put the ring on her. .

When I came back to my senses, my parents looked at me with a smile on their faces, and Moran had put a not too big but very delicate diamond ring on his ring finger at some point.

His face was full of disbelief, but Moran looked shy.Lin Yan simply didn't know what was going on in this world.

Inexplicably, I was told that I proposed to Moran just now, and inexplicably heard that Moran said that the wedding will be held next month, and the banquet has already been booked.

Lin Yan just sat on the side silently, looking at the joyful parents and Moran beside him, feeling exhausted as if the task was about to be completed.My mother and Moran have been chattering about how they are planning their wedding, from the wedding dress, wedding car, master of ceremonies to the honeymoon, but Lin Yan has no intention of participating in this so-called wedding planning.

Because he knew that Moran would take care of everything.

She had already planned it.

Saying that you like yourself is actually a lie, right?Maybe it was just to marry yourself in the first place?

Could it be that she has already seen through the fact that she is gay?

If she already knew the facts, why did she marry herself?

for money?I can't make much money from teaching by myself. Apart from my daily life, I can barely maintain the life of the whole family.

So what is Moran doing?

Generally, this kind of work is either for money or for sex.But he is a man, what color is he?

A lot of questions could not be answered, Lin Yan felt as if his mind was going to explode.Seeing his parents' joyful expressions, he couldn't say what he didn't want to get married.

It's been like this for a month, and tomorrow is the wedding day.

Lin Yan tossed and turned on the bed and couldn't fall asleep, even he himself didn't know why.

Suddenly, a thought that had been suppressed in his mind suddenly expanded.

He sat up from the bed at once, changed his clothes, went out lightly, and took a taxi to the busiest gay bar in the city.

He was very nervous, his fists were clenched tightly, and Lin Yan's nose was slightly sweaty on the chilly early spring night.

He wants to have a sexual experience with the same sex.

Whether it's buying sex or having a one-night stand, I just want to have a real same-sex sexual relationship before I say goodbye to being single.