I want to cover up the tide

Lu Qinan simply heated up the food in the microwave once in the kitchen, then hurried back to the bathroom, intending to fish Lin Yan out to see Lin Yan's posture just now, obviously he didn't want to get up.

He never imagined that when he pushed open the bathroom door, he would see such a terrifying scene.

At that moment, Lu Qinan felt that all the blood in his body was congealed, he couldn't even find his heartbeat and breathing, and he didn't know how to move his hands and feet. He could only stare at Lin Yan in the bathtub with his eyes closed. , the whole person stood motionless next to the bathtub, like a statue.

A few seconds later, there was a huge roar in the villa-level inpatient department where Lin Yan was located, which was so tragic that everyone who heard it was shocked, thinking that some horrific tragedy had happened.

Lu Qinan's remaining rationality told him that Lin Yan might not be dead, he might still be alive!

After the brief paralysis passed, he immediately picked Lin Yan up from the water, laid his body flat on the ground, and unbuttoned his clothes.

Quickly search for relevant knowledge about emergency rescue in my mind. The compression/ventilation ratio of single CPR (artificial respiration) is 30:2. unimpeded...

After recalling the approximate steps, Lu Qinan pinched Lin Yan's nostrils to prevent the air from leaking out. He took a deep breath and blew it into Lin Yan's mouth. After repeating about thirty times, Lin Yan suddenly He coughed, and then spit out a mouthful of water.

Lu Qinan quickly patted him on the back to make him calm down, until Lin Yan's unfocused eyes fell on his face, he still hadn't recovered from the shock just now.

Lin Yan stared at the worried and pale Lu Qinan in a daze, not knowing which one was more like a patient, himself or him.

Seeing that he woke up, Lu Qinan quickly picked him up from the cold ground, quickly took off Lin Yan's wet clothes, carried him under the shower head, took a hot shower, and then dried him He dried him with a large towel, put him on a thick bathrobe, and carried him back to the bedroom from the bathroom.

After covering Lin Yan with the quilt and making sure that his breathing and heartbeat were normal, Lu Qinan was still in shock - he was too afraid of losing Lin Yan, the scene in the bathroom just now almost didn't make him completely collapse.

Lu Qinan sat on the edge of the bed in despair, when he heard Lin Yan's inaudible breathing, he suddenly put his arms around Lin Yan, couldn't help but bury his head in his neck, sniffing the unique smell on his body, thinking Use this to calm your mind.

After Lin Yan realized that Lu Qinan planned to keep hugging him like this, he began to resist, and wanted to push away the man behind him, but Lu Qinan stretched out his hand to hold Lin Yan's both as if he had expected his action, and said in a low voice: "Don't move, let me hold you for a while, just for a while.

Because Lin Yan walked through the gate of hell just now, thinking of himself was a little bit scary, so he stopped resisting.Both of them sat quietly, neither made a sound, and each other's heartbeat could be heard quietly in the room.

"Goo-"

Lin Yan's hungry stomach woke up the two who were in deep thought. Lu Qinan woke up like a dream. After setting up a small dining table on Lin Yan's bed, he went to the kitchen and brought over the pre-heated meals.

Seeing Lin Yan's face, Lu Qinan asked worriedly: "Are you comfortable? Can you eat?"

Seeing him nodding, Lu Qinan handed him a bowl of corn soup and asked him to drink a bowl first to rest his stomach.

Lin Yan felt that the bowl was completely warm, it shouldn't be too hot, so he began to drink it with confidence - he was scalded by something Lu Qinan cooked before, and after that, he would be careful every time he ate something he handed over.

Sensing Lin Yan's movements, Lu Qinan couldn't help but be dumbfounded: "Xiao Yan, don't worry, I won't burn you again. I put it in the microwave oven before putting it into a bowl, and let it dry in the kitchen for a while. It won't be too hot."

"Well, thank you."

Lin Yan drank a few sips of soup, remembering that when Lu Qinan talked to him just now, his voice was hoarse and feeble, and he couldn't wait to ask: "Just now, I..."

"You scared me to death! How could you be so careless in the bath! You almost... I will supervise you when you take a bath in the future! You are not allowed to take a bath alone again!"

There was no expression on Lin Yan's face, but he still nodded cooperatively, expressing that he understood.

He didn't mean to seek death just now, but he was greedy for the temperature of the hot water for a while, and it began to sink unconsciously, and he didn't know anything about it.

When he regained consciousness, he only felt that someone was blowing air into his mouth, and when he opened his eyes, he saw a vast expanse of white light, and after a while, he saw the terrified Lu Qinan.

Lu Qinan watched Lin Yan finish the soup quietly, then handed him the chopsticks and asked him to eat some food.

Seeing his cuffs, Lin Yan thought of the scene he saw this afternoon, and felt that he must be heartbroken now, otherwise why would his chest hurt so much?It was so painful that he even had difficulty breathing.

I like him, I like him very much, every cell in my body is clamoring this sentence at this moment.

But this person keeps saying that he likes him, but also has a physical relationship with his younger brother. How can Lin Yan accept this? !He just felt that his unexpressed feelings were ruined, completely.

The care and worry on Lu Qinan's face just now gave him the illusion that he was really the most cherished person of this person.

But who knows if he will say the same thing to another person in the blink of an eye?

Lu Qinan is a famous libertine, didn't he come to this conclusion a long time ago?Why did I forget it later? !

Lin Yan hated his own psychological conflicts before and after, and his affection and dislike for Lu Qinan kept colliding in his mind, as if he was laughing at how stupid he was when he committed himself to this person before!

"Stop saying you like me or anything, I beg you, Lu Qinan, please let me go." Lin Yan's words were exhausted.

Regarding Lin Yan's words, Lu Qinan seemed to have expected it. He didn't immediately agree or deny, but picked up his chopsticks and picked up some of his favorite and easy-to-digest dishes for him, saying: "Eat more After eating, you will have the strength to speak."

Hearing what he said, Lin Yan completely lost the desire to eat, put the chopsticks on the table with a "crack!", and glared at Lu Qinan.

That gaze seemed to be filled with anger. Lu Qinan saw that Lin Yan seemed to be venting the unknown anger in his heart. Just as he was about to ask him what was wrong, he suddenly found that the anger in Lin Yan's eyes gradually dissipated. There is only a mist left.

Seeing the hopeless expression gradually appearing on Lin Yan's face, Lu Qinan sat beside him in a panic and hugged him from behind, asking constantly: "What's wrong? What's going on? Speak up, Lin Yan, tell me you What are you angry about?"

"I'm mad at myself."

"what happened to you?"

"me……"

How did Lin Yan speak to Lu Qinan? !

He was angry that he still couldn't forget Lu Qinan's tenderness and consideration for him in the past few days.

He was angry with the hatred he felt the moment he saw the two of them having sex—where did the hatred come from without love? !

He was angry that he was clearly determined to leave, but he still had various resentments towards Lu Qinan.

He was angry that he had been completely captured body and mind by this man without knowing it!

"Xiao Yan? What the hell are you... um!"

Lu Qinan's eyes widened in disbelief, and within a few seconds, Lin Yan's lips that had voluntarily pressed to his lips had already left him.

Lu Qinan came back to his senses, considering that Lin Yan had just suffocated in the hot water just now, it might not be appropriate to kiss him again now, resisting the urge to kiss him wildly, Lu Qinan continued to ask patiently : "What's going on? If you have something to say, don't keep it in your heart."

"No, there's nothing wrong with it. I'm eating." Lin Yan bowed his head and started to eat.

Recently, his appetite has increased a lot, this is something Lu Qinan knew after returning from a business trip in Shanghai.

Master Wang himself took the initiative to tell him that two days ago, because he didn't notice that Lin Yan had physical training in time, he had two meals that didn't fill him up, and he was ashamed and felt sorry for Lu Qinan - he took the young master's heart It is a huge dereliction of duty for Master Wang to be hungry and not let him have enough food.

After Lu Qinan heard the whole story, he didn't say anything, but told them to keep in touch with the hospital as much as possible in the future, and adjust his meals according to Lin Yan's physical condition at any time.

Lu Qinan didn't do anything today, all Lin Yan ate was dishes made by the Lu family's chef.Although his appetite has increased, it is indeed too exaggerated to eat all the dishes on this table.

Lu Qinan ordered his family to prepare a full range of food for Lin Yan, so as not to encounter a dish that Lin Yan didn't like, which would cause him to miss the meal.

Although these dishes on the table are usually Lin Yan's favorite, but eating two bowls of rice, four meat and four vegetables, and one soup at one time is really too scary.

Seeing that Lin Yan had almost finished eating, Lu Qinan reached out to take away the rest of the food, but Lin Yan had no intention of stopping at all, and continued to eat with his chopsticks buried in his head.

Only then did Lu Qinan realize that something was wrong with him, and gently raised Lin Yan's head, only to find that his eye sockets were red, clearly filled with tears.