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Lin Yan heard the muffled sound of his back hitting the floor, but he didn't feel any pain in his body.No matter how dull he was, he finally understood that it was Lu Qinan who fell while holding him.

When he was thinking about how to thank him and how to get out of here, the man who was holding him suddenly led him to stand up.

Patting Lin Yan's nightgown, Lu Qinan told him expressionlessly: "Be careful in the future."

"..."

"Go to the restaurant to eat, it's still in the incubator."

Although he really wanted to refuse, he still couldn't resist the temptation of delicious food, Lin Yan was dragged into the restaurant by Lu Qinan like a child.

Lu Zhi ordered the kitchen to make abalone porridge and a seasonal vegetable soup, fearing that Lu Qinan would not be used to eating it just after returning from abroad, so he asked someone to bake him a small cake for dessert.As for Lin Yan, I didn't see how picky he was when he was in the villa before, so Lu Zhi ordered his servants to make the porridge as light as possible and put less green onion.

When the things were delivered, Lin Yan was already fast asleep. After taking a shower in the bathroom, Lu Qinan sat on the sofa and waited for his servant to bring the things.Seeing that Lin Yan was sleeping soundly, he couldn't bear to wake him up, so he asked people to put his things in the dining room, then took off his clothes and went to bed, and slept with Lin Yan.

The best thing Lin Yan ate during this period was probably the seafood wontons he bought at a wonton shop on the street a week ago—because he felt that it was a waste of time to go out to buy food, and it was troublesome to cook things by himself. It is to eat instant noodles to solve three meals a day.

A person who hasn't eaten a normal diet for a long time now eats such authentic abalone porridge, no matter how he is not greedy, he can't help but want to eat a few more bowls (Lu Qinan specially asked someone to send a very small bowl , afraid that Lin Yan would eat too much at once, which would be bad for his stomach).

Seeing that he had already eaten two small bowls, Lu Qinan knew that Lin Yan's appetite had been mobilized, so he quickly reached out to stop him: "Don't eat too much at once, let them do it next time if you like it. You drink some vegetable soup first, Eat some cake later, then go back to sleep."

Lin Yan ignored Lu Qinan's words, and just stared straight at the thermos cup with porridge on it. Lu Qinan couldn't bear to look at the longing eyes, but considering Lin Yan's physical condition, he still put the thermos cup on it. Put it away.

Lin Yan turned her head to stare at him, Lu Qinan met his gaze without fear, his eyes were full of tenderness.Lin Yan was embarrassed by him, blushed and lowered his head.

Lu Qinan had never seen such a docile Lin Yan before, and couldn't help but asked curiously: "I haven't seen you for a month, why did you suddenly become so obedient?"

Lin Yan thought in his heart that he would not see you for a month, didn't you fall into my dreams and meet me in my dreams every day, considering how powerful the effect of saying this would be, he still endured it.

"Don't talk? Lin Yan, we should have a good talk."

"Talk about what?"

"Talk about the misunderstanding last time, talk about our relationship, and our future."

When Lu Qinan said this, his eyes showed unprecedented firmness. Lin Yan felt a little puzzled when he saw his eyes, and blurted out as if he couldn't bear it for a while: "There is no future! I have no future with you! You let it go!" Me, don't come into my dreams again, don't have anything to do with me anymore. I have no future with you, Lu Qinan, don't come to me again. "

"You often dream about me?"

"Yes, day and night, sleeping or taking a nap, you always fall into my dreams, I also find it incredible, I obviously don't want to like you anymore..."

Lin Yan explained on his own, not seeing Lu Qinan's eyes that instantly became cold.

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Hearing Lin Yan say "I obviously don't want to like you anymore", Lu Qinan's heart was sore, aching and bitter.

He didn't know when he would let Lin Yan understand his feelings, and he was full of love in front of the true feelings that Lin Yan had inadvertently revealed.It immediately dissipated completely, the feeling of being humiliated was so strong, even though he knew in his heart that Lin Yan didn't have much affection for him from the beginning, Lu Qinan still felt that he was deeply hurt.

He has worked hard for so long, but he still can't win Lin Yan's heart.

The good life when they were living together turned into nothing in an instant. He once thought that he and Lin Yan were in love with each other.Lin Yan's feelings for him are as persistent and passionate as he is for him.Although he didn't want to admit it, it was the fact that Lin Yan no longer had feelings for him, which made Lu Qinan very sad.

He had tried so hard to please him, but Lin Yan hated him and didn't want to see him, so he hid far away and hid in Europe for more than a month. He wanted to wait for Lin Yan to calm down before coming back to find him. he.

How many nights have I thought about him so much that I wish I could fly back and hug him in my arms? As soon as the panic on Lin Yan's face when he put the ring on that day appeared in my mind, the emotion of longing was suppressed alive, and I opened my eyes. until dawn.

He couldn't sleep night after night, waiting for the days to pass quickly, so that he could go back to find Lin Yan when he was in a clearer mood, but the world was unpredictable, and what he didn't expect was the reason that finally prompted him to fly back to the country. It turned out that it was Lu Zhi who sent an email telling him that Lin Yan and Zhang Ke had entered the hotel "shoulder-to-shoulder" (in Lu Zhi's original words, they entered the hotel shoulder-to-shoulder)!

Thinking of that bastard Zhang Ke stretching out his claws on Lin Zhan when he was not around, he wished he could tear him to pieces.

Lin Yan was the first person who made him so careful and accommodating. Lu Qinan knew how deep his love for Lin Yan was.If it was in the past, how could those bed partners who were not worth mentioning at all dare to toss him back and forth like this?Without Lu Qinan saying anything, they would have left by themselves.

Lu Qinan hopes that there will be a bright future between him and Lin Yan. He will try his best to fight for it on the board of directors. After all, he is not the prospective successor of the Lu family. There is also Lu Senyang on the board who is there to support the marriage. It should not be [-]% used as a policy tool.

He has been paving the way for the future of himself and Lin Yan.External factors are beyond his control. What he can do is to minimize the dissatisfaction of those people with him. As long as the work is safe, the board of directors cannot force him to break up with Lin Yan.

Personally, because he was afraid that Lin Yan would be frightened when he saw his manic attack, he had been controlling his emotions during the previous period, trying to avoid losing control of his emotions, so as not to do bad things to Lin Yan.

Later, because Lin Yan was by his side, he was no longer as easy to get angry as before, his temper was easier to control, his whole personality became better than before, and his performance in the company was much better than before. Everyone They all witnessed his change.

Just as he became more and more perfect, he and Lin Yan ran into trouble again and again.

First, Lin Yan misunderstood the relationship between him and Lu Qizhen, and because he was drugged by Zhang Qirui and the others, he made out with Lu Xin in front of Lin Yan. Although he explained to Lin Yan, that person didn't believe it at all.

Even though he loved and accommodated him in every possible way, Lin Yan still failed to accept him, and even began to completely reject him. This was a huge blow to Lu Qinan who rarely encountered failure.

Looking at Lin Yan who was eating deliciously, Lu Qinan helplessly poured himself a bowl of porridge.

He didn't know what to do with the man in front of him.

He is so fragile on the outside, but very strong on the inside.What happened last time made his impression of himself drop to the lowest point, even though he had explained it afterwards, he still couldn't restore his image, which caused Lu Qinan a lot of headaches.

People can't make mistakes. Once they do something wrong, they can easily be misunderstood by others and have that bad habit.He is in this situation now.

Even if he had sex with Lu Xin and the others because he was controlled by drugs, even if those things happened when he was unconscious, those things still caused irreparable harm to Lin Yan, after all, they were considered physical Cheating.

Comparing his heart to his heart, if Lin Yan was controlled by drugs and had a relationship with someone else, Lu Qinan knew very well that he would definitely hold a grudge in his heart.Although it wasn't Lin Yan's fault, but there was a poisonous thorn in my heart. It is very likely that every time I made love, I would think of the sentence I was holding in front of me. uncomfortable.

He knew very well that he would feel very uncomfortable, so he understood Lin Yan's mood and didn't blame him.But Lin Yan didn't even give him a chance, this was the saddest thing about Lu Qinan.

He was sentenced to death by Lin Yan, and since then he no longer has any right to speak. Lin Yan will no longer listen to him, will no longer believe him, and will no longer love him as before. pharynx.

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After Lin Yan finished eating, he got up to wash up on his own, and then went back to bed to continue sleeping, as if he was certain that Lu Qinan would not do anything excessive to him.

Although Lu Qinan always looked fierce at the beginning, but through the hurt words just now, he has fully understood that Lu Qinan will not touch him now, and after knowing that he is safe, Lin Yan will soon go to Zhou Gong up.

Lu Qinan finished his meal in the restaurant alone (he only ate a little on the plane, he was already too hungry) and went back to the bedroom, wanting to continue the conversation with Lin Yan.

Seeing Lin Yan squinting with satisfaction, his cheeks that were a little rosy from eating just now looked extraordinarily charming and alluring. Looking at Lin Yan like this, Lu Qinan only felt that there was something in his stomach that had been quiet for a long time. Signs of recovery—the feeling of a hot current going there is all too familiar.

Resisting the urge to have sex with him immediately, Lu Qinan went to the bathroom to take a shower a little restlessly.After finally suppressing the fire, when I returned to the bedroom, I saw Lin Yan kicked off the quilt at some point, lying on the bed in a large shape, wearing only a pair of underwear, the moment of suppressed lust Burning again, more vigorously than before.

Lu Qinan gently shook Lin Yan, saw that his eyes were clear, and after making sure that he was not asleep, he bent down and kissed Lin Yan's slightly red lips.

Lin Yan's eyes widened and he let Lu Qinan's tongue drive straight in. He kissed fiercely as if trying to tear someone into his stomach. Seeing Lu Qinan's appearance of eating people, Lin Yan couldn't help but worry about his own tongue—even though he didn't like it before. I have been kissed by Lu Qinan many times, but it was never as intense as now, and I still feel a little scary, feeling that I will be swallowed alive by him in the next second.

Lu Qinan kissed Lin Yan vigorously until it was difficult to breathe, then he restrained his emotions and let him go.

"I know you don't like me, give me another chance, can't you?"

"what?"

Lin Yan clearly heard what Lu Qinan said just now, but he couldn't be sure in his mind whether what Lu Qinan said was true, so he naturally pretended not to understand, and asked again.

"Isn't it enough? Haven't I explained the previous things clearly enough? It's all a misunderstanding, I have nothing to do with them. You go back with me, stay by my side, I don't restrict your actions, you Freedom to go to work, participate in any activity you want, as long as you go home and sleep every day."

"Eh?"

"Still don't understand? Come home with me."

Said that Lu Qinan was about to pick up the person on the bed, Lin Yan quickly stopped him, retreated to the corner of the bed, and looked at Lu Qinan defensively.

The two of them faced each other silently, Lu Qinan looked at Lin Yan's terrified look, and was also very confused: Why did he fall in love with such a person who tormented him in the first place?

"I'll go back with you."

Lin Yan's voice was soft, but Lu Qinan could hear it clearly, he was about to go to bed and pull him off the bed without saying a word, Lin Yan had sensed his intention one step earlier, jumped off and ran to the sofa, still It was a defensive posture and eyes, and asked with a little anxiety: "Can I not go back with you?"

Lu Qinan only felt that the veins on his forehead were about to bulge.

"When did you become such a mother-in-law and endless?! Get out of here quickly! Come back with me!"

It's not that he hasn't seen Lu Qinan's furious appearance, Lin Yan is very sure about the current Lu Qinan, knowing that he won't really do anything to him, so he boldly continued: "Then I'll go back with you, and you are not allowed to touch me. Don't force me to do anything, I can do whatever I like, don't interfere with me!"

"I promise you. Come down quickly and put on your clothes."

Seeing that Lin Yan was only wearing such a thin nightgown, and seeing him running around like this, Lu Qinan couldn't help but worry that he would catch a cold from sitting on the sofa all the time.

Hearing that he agreed, Lin Yan was very happy, jumped off the sofa happily, ran to Lu Qinan's side barefoot, threw himself into his arms, leaned on his chest, and said shyly and blamed: "You said something yesterday He left without finishing, which made me sad for a long time."

After hearing what he said, Lu Qinan immediately frowned.

"Yesterday? Say what?"

"Ah... let me think about it."

Lin Yan scratched his head, thinking in confusion, until 5 minutes had passed, but he couldn't tell why.Lu Qinan became more and more curious about his strange behavior, touched Lin Yan's forehead tentatively, and after making sure that he didn't have a fever, he asked again: "What did I say yesterday? Do you care?"

"Well, I really care. You said, you said you would take me on a trip, I went to pack my luggage, and then you disappeared..."

As Lin Yan spoke, he secretly raised his head and glanced at Lu Qinan, and when he found that the other party was also staring at him, he turned his head over shyly, just tugged at the hem of his clothes, and muttered reluctantly: "Don't give up today." Let's go early, okay? My waist is so tired that I can't catch up with you. Don't run like last time. I have been chasing for a long time, and my legs hurt."

Lu Qinan had already heard it in a cloud, and he hugged Lin Yan back to the bed and sat down in disbelief, smoothed the broken hair on his forehead, and asked with some distress: "Do I always come to you? I will leave before I finish talking, making you worried?"

Lin Yan turned around with unusually bright eyes, and after seeing that Lu Qinan really cared, he told the truth: "Not all of them, sometimes they hug me and sleep until dawn, but when I wake up, You will disappear again. Sometimes, while talking, you disappear, I am so sad, and crying is too useless, but I really miss you... I don’t know where to find you, so I have to go first Work and wait for dark."

"What are you doing when it gets dark?"

"I can sleep when it gets dark, and then I can see you. You will come occasionally during the day, but the stay time is too short. I didn't have time to say anything, so you left. It's better at night, you can talk more, you're more gentle, um... you can kiss me, and you can..."

Lin Yan lowered his head as he spoke, Lu Qinan saw that his face was stained with a layer of blush, and guessed somewhat about what Lin Yan had omitted from his words.

Seeing Lin Yan's appearance and what he said just now, Lu Qinan's heart suddenly fell to the bottom.

Lin Yan wrapped his wrist around his neck, rubbed his face against his, and whispered in his ear: "It's good to have you here, I won't be alone."

"..."

Stretching out his hand to hug the person in his arms back and forth, Lu Qinan didn't know what to say.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Lin Yan raised his face and kissed him again, and said with a smile, "I don't know if I'm still dreaming now. You said to go back with you, so let's go back. Anyway, I woke up. I'm still at home..."

At that moment, Lu Qinan felt that his heart was delayed.

He hugged the delirious Lin Yan tightly in his arms, trying to suppress the soreness in his nasal cavity, but failed in the end.

Lin Yan leaned quietly in Lu Qinan's arms, only to hear the choked up voice from above her head: "Let's go home, you are no longer alone. Be good, I will take you home, our own home..."