if i'm lucky

It was very quiet, almost nothing to talk about, but quiet and beautiful, I don't know how he is now.

"What are you thinking, it's been so quiet all the way" Jin Zhao's words brought my thoughts back, I don't know if it was because I was playing with him, I also became narcissistic, or what, I always feel that he treats me strangely His intimacy surpassed the feeling of a friend, so I decided to hold up my face and ask him.

"Jin Zhao, we've only met twice, why are you so close to me, why are you sending me home today? It makes me wonder what your plans are," I stopped and said.

"You are so narcissistic, can your appearance and figure make people have any plans for you? You always say that I am narcissistic." The way he looked at me made me embarrassed.

"A woman's intuition" I replied to him and continued on.

"Hey, stop, your intuition is so scary, so does your intuition tell you who you like?".

"Well, let me tell you, don't think about me." I kept walking forward. I don't like to play with this kind of unusual ambiguity in the air. When I got to the door, I said goodbye to him and let him go back Be careful and walk into the house.

If Qingxiao turns around at this time, she will see the lost figure getting farther and farther away from her door. Jin Zhao is also glad that he did not say anything to make her suspicious, because if something is said, the other party will leave because of precautions. If you are far away, you will not keep in touch with each other when you are friends.

Fu Yijue's words.

There is no contact information, the red bean cake has been eaten, the sweet taste is still in my heart, everyone is on their own, but I still think of her, I don’t know if she is still worried about my missed appointment, I owe her An apology, I owe her a promise, this stalk is always in my heart, I opened the drawer and there was a wishing note and a blurry high school graduation photo in the "Jane Eyre", I still felt sorry, took out my pen, and wrote Down with my apologies.

Chapter 31

"Hello, it's a letter from Lu Qingxiao of Anyang University." A postman said to the security guard. Jin Zhao, who was passing by, stopped when he heard the familiar name, turned back and asked, "Is it from Lu Qingxiao?"

"Yes."

"Let me take it in for you. I'm a student at the school. This is my classmate." After Jin Zhao finished speaking, he took the letter from the postman. "There are still people who write letters. Sure enough, she knows her differently," he said to himself. Said while walking into the school.

He sat next to her and handed her the letter, startling her: "What is this?".

"The letter, it's not obvious. I received someone mailing it to you at the door. Could it be that someone still writes a love letter now? Remember to show me."

Thinking it was from him, Qingxiao was a little scared, put the letter in her schoolbag, and didn't say anything. In fact, she was a little surprised, none of her friends had the habit of writing letters.

After class, a car stopped in front of her, and the window was lowered to reveal Wang Yu's face. She said to Qingxiao, "I'll take you back, you don't need to take the car."

"No, thank you, auntie, I'll just go back by myself." Qingxiao walked towards the bus stop without stopping.As if it was an appointment, today's bus was extraordinarily late, and it didn't arrive after waiting for a long time.Wang Yu got out of the car and walked to her side to invite her again. Qing Xiao got impatient and was about to talk to her but Wang Yu spoke first: "If you have anything to say, get in the car and talk, I have something to tell you too." .After hearing her words, Qingxiao followed her into the car.

"Are you not living in a dormitory?" Wang Yu asked her first.

"Ok".

"Is there no one to pick you up if you want to take a car back?"

"I'm not a child, and I have to be picked up after class."

"How you speak is a bit rushed, I have no other meaning."

"Auntie, your daughter doesn't get along with me at school, and you care so much about me, which makes me a little conflicted," Qingxiao said looking out the window.

"You and Xiaoxue are still because of that incident?"

"It's not me, it's your daughter who won't let it pass, just let me get off in front." She said that she was about to get off the car.

"Aren't you here yet? I'll take you to your door."

"No, I'm afraid my mother will misunderstand."

Wang Yu didn't stop after hearing what she said, but directly parked the car at the door. Jiang Xiyue, who was preparing meals, saw the car parked at the door and thought it was some guest. Qing Xiao walked in first, and Wang Yu followed her in. , Qingxiao saw her coming in and stopped her: "Auntie, what else do you need?"

"Xiaoxiao, is there a guest here?" Jiang Xiyue came out from the inside and asked, and was taken aback when she saw Wang Yu.

"Don't you know me? Mrs. Lu" Wang Yu said staring at her.

"Since the last time in the supermarket, this is the second time we meet in many years, how can I forget you?".

"Don't invite me in and sit down." After Wang Yu finished speaking, Jiang Xiyue let her in.Qingxiao went upstairs without saying anything. The sound of a car came from outside the house. It was Lu Zhe who came back. Seeing the people sitting in the living room, she was stunned for a moment. She walked over and sat next to Jiang Xiyue, "Long time no see" he said .

"Yeah, it's been more than ten years, I didn't expect you to come together," Wang Yu said with a sneer.

"The separation and reunion are all because of you, is there still something to do now?"

"Just to see my daughter".

"Do you still remember having a daughter? If you remembered, you wouldn't have left her behind."

Qingxiao came down from upstairs and called Lu Zhe, but Wang Yu walked forward and was ignored by her, "I'm your mother, Xiaoxiao".

"My mother is Jiang Xiyue, not Wang." Qingxiao turned her head and said to her, "Auntie, don't go to other people's houses to misidentify your daughter in your house."

In fact, she is just Wang Xue's stepmother. If Qingxiao hadn't appeared, maybe she would have only thought of herself as having only one daughter, but she was still a little bit unwilling to see her daughter named Jiang Xiyue.

"I don't have a mother like you who has a peaceful family and abandons her family."

"Snapped!"

Wang Yu's hand was still in the air, and Qingxiao's face was shifted to the side. She felt a little regretful, and wanted to reach out to touch her face, but she slapped her away. Qingxiao ran upstairs without saying a word.

"I haven't hit her for so many years. You haven't given her mother's love for a day. Why do you hit her? Are you trying to interrupt the connection between you?" Lu Zhe said to her.After listening to Lu Zhe's words, Wang Yu turned around and walked out of Lu's house without looking back.

"Xiaoxiao, get up and eat something." Jiang Xiyue opened the door and said to the person lying on the bed.

"No, Mom, I'm not hungry."Jiang Xiyue knew that she was in a bad mood, so she didn't call her, and closed the door silently.

Qing Xiao said.

I don't have any feelings for this mother. Let me give her back this slap. In the future, she will have her own family. The blood relationship cannot be broken, but the family relationship can be chosen. I lay on the bed thinking, thinking of the letter I received today I haven't opened it yet, so I get up and open the bag, and unpack the letter:

apology letter

clear

I'm sorry, I didn't miss the appointment on purpose. I kept you waiting for five hours. When I arrived, I saw the wish note you left. I hope you will forgive me and give me a chance to introduce myself to you again.On March [-]th, at ten o'clock in the morning, I will wait for you at the original place.

Absolutely

I saw the signer and content, and I knew who he was, that stranger, I put the letter in the drawer, I will not go, I don’t want to know him again for a missed appointment, I even think I was It may be a momentary fever, what if he is a liar, fortunately he didn't come, a lot of thoughts came out of my mind, probably because the traces left on my face by that person's appearance today increased my anxiety. Angry, I forced myself not to think about it, covered my head with the quilt, and tried my best to fall asleep.

Wang Xue always has some conflicts with Qingxiao, but Qingxiao is not a fuel-efficient lamp, and she is always so angry that she has nothing to say. She suspects that she has chosen the wrong major and always bumps into her, but they are noisy But they are also familiar with each other. In fact, there is no malice, it's just a matter of temper.

"Lu Qingxiao, stop!" Wang Xue yelled again, but Qingxiao continued walking with Tong Lu without looking back.

"Qingxiao, she is calling you."

"Don't worry about her, I'm used to it," Qingxiao said indifferently.

She has never seen Wang Yu since the time at home, and she is not very interested in her news. Tong Lu and Tang Cheng are together again, so she is naturally alone Walking away, just after she left, she met Jin Zhao again, and he walked towards her.

"Hey, tell me what you wrote in your letter?" He inquired with great interest.His words seemed to remind Qingxiao that someone was asking her to meet.

"Just a stranger," she said, looking down at the road.

"I'm curious about who you said last time that your intuition tells you that you like, so who do you like?" His gossipy smile made people a little unclear.

"As a boy, why do you gossip so much? It's not good for you to ask girls so directly."

"I know you don't mind".

"You know, you speak as if you know me well."

"It's okay, tell me, I won't tell others."

"I don't know, I'm not in the same place, but I always think of a person, a person who doesn't have much communication."

Jin Zhao didn't say anything, this time he didn't send her to the door of the house, and said goodbye to each other when they got home on the way, the same as when they first met.

The weather has gradually warmed up. On the weekend, Qingxiao and her mother took out all the equipment that went to battle in winter, washed, dried, and the quilts in the corners were also turned out. It was when Fu Yijue was raining It was given to her, and it reminded her that when he sent her back to the dormitory, every time the two walked together, they always didn't talk too much.

"Xiaoxiao, this quilt doesn't seem to belong to our family." Jiang Xiyue asked her, "Could I have picked it up by mistake?"