[Tutorial] Cyan among the clouds

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Christmas is just around the corner.Barry's whole body is almost full of joy except for XANXUS hiding in his dark little room to catch up on sleep.

Yun Chuan put his hands in his pockets and walked out to the garden for a stroll, and found that he had brought a Christmas tree here at some point, and all kinds of trinkets on it were shining brightly under the moonlight, which was especially delicate, and the garden was also covered. The clean, beautifully trimmed flower beds and bushes are still dripping with water drops that were sprinkled not long ago, reflecting the brightly lit and lively Balian in the night.

She shook her head in a funny way, obviously, as an assassination force, she attached so much importance to a holiday... Squinting her eyes and looking at the light leaking from the window, how long has it been since she celebrated Christmas?

One year, two years... or ten years? 20 years?

It's been too long to remember.

Some stared blankly at the busy people in the room, including shyly asking everyone if they remembered to buy XXX brand cosmetics for her Christmas presents, and Skuvarro who shouted and ordered his servants to decorate the facade, and even asked for help when he was in a hurry. Stepping on Levi who was lying on the ground with his dead body, Bell sat on the sofa and swayed the knife to hit the bullseye on the wall from time to time. When he remembered it, he went to make trouble for Skuvalo and was chased by the latter with a long sword. Running all over the place, Fran made cool complaints from time to time and provoked Bell's several knives, but his face was normal, and it didn't satisfy Bell's perverted desire for cruelty.

Nothing changes, everywhere.

It would be better to say that this Balian is more lively than usual, warm... warm?If those few people knew how they described Peng Gelie as belonging to the Ninth Generation Independent Assassination Force, they would probably use their own unique methods to "love" themselves?

Thinking of this, Yun Chuan couldn't help laughing out loud, since when did he gradually get used to this way of life, the life here?

She remembered what Bell asked her at the end of the mission that day. The night was getting dark, and he still had a casual smile on his face with his hands in his pockets, as if nothing in this world could catch his eyes.

"Why didn't you kill those monsters? Why didn't those monsters come back to life after the prince attacked?"

How did she answer?

Oh, right.

She thought hard for a long time before she burst into a slightly bitter smile, and she said——

"Because those monsters cannot be killed by their companions."

After the Felix family designed the Rakshasa, it was discovered that this loophole is not a shortcoming. Only humans can kill the Rakshasa, and the Rakshasa cannot kill each other. Death, in other words.

—Even if I wanted to kill myself, I couldn't.

The moonlight that day was so good, she just stood under the moonlight and smiled lonelyly at Bell, "Because I'm one of those monsters—"

She didn't know when Bell left, or Bell's expression before leaving, but just thinking about it made her feel tired for no reason.

You see, I'm not even sure of my own existence, and yet I'm still surviving with such self-loathing.It is impossible to frankly admit the significance of all this, it would be better to say——

I hate this kind of self more than anyone else, I hate this kind of self more than anyone else, and I hope that I can disappear from the world more than anyone else.

But even such a simple requirement can't be met, so why do you want to survive?

She remembered the days when she first arrived in Balian, she was an irrelevant person but she often caused troubles, it was a blessing that Balian didn't kill herself, and Bell discovered that her past black history was affected Threats aside, he was shamefully beaten by his first love and seriously injured. After he recovered from the injury, he threw Yunshou's position to himself without doubting his motives and goals (although he once wondered whether Balian's Yunshou was short of people. A person with cloud attributes can be a person and I just happen to be lucky...), and Fran...... Thinking of this, Yun Chuan's eyes darkened, and the smile on the corner of his mouth also faded.

She turned her head and saw Fran sitting quietly in the living room. There was no slight ups and downs in her water green eyes, just as usual.

——Will you also be stingy with your only warmth?

She didn't know whom to ask, herself, or Fran.

Will there come a day when you realize that the person in your eyes is not the person you think, and then take back the hand you have reached out?

"Really, don't let me experience this kind of thing every time..."

She smiled and raised her right hand to cover her eyes, and occasionally let me take the initiative, right?

Only she knew that it was definitely not because she had the same faith as the rabbit whose heart was blackened by the smile of the Virgin that she was able to stay in Pengo Lie with peace of mind, covered in sin and blood.

He is the light to be trusted,

And she can only be a will-o'-the-wisp spreading in hell.

Burning his own life for him, accompanying him to become the belief of everyone.

That's why you can live like a fish in water in Balian, or——Sawada Tsunayoshi, you knew it from the beginning, right?

Every time I arrange things in an orderly manner, such you, such you, make me really uneasy...

Thinking of this, she sorted out her thoughts and walked into the noisy living room in a leisurely manner. The light overflowed from the door and sprinkled on her body, and her face was peaceful like never before.

——But, before that.

——Before that, thank you very much.

The author has something to say:

=w=I always feel that the writing is not a bit of a collapse... the so-called first novel will always have one or another kind of trouble? Up to here, Yunchuan’s identity has actually been revealed more than half, yes, she is a Luo who participated in the experiment Sha, it's just that I have a little thought and haven't completely wiped out my personality... As for the red Sunday, I will explain it later... OTZ, why do I feel that the situation is getting bigger and bigger? rz Yunchuan here is uneasy Because of various reasons, she doesn't know Fran very well, plus the dead frog doesn't say anything and can only do [fuck what I'm talking about (*゜ロ゜)ノ], so it's inevitable that Balian said nothing. After all, it is also an assassination force, which is more suitable for Yunchuan than the dark and terrible lifestyle of the rabbit [she thinks so] So... I hope everyone can leave a lot of comments~ Give the author some motivation >口<By the way, the overlord It seems that a lot of JJs for the first time don’t know what’s going on, but I firmly believe that as long as you work hard to write everyone’s favorite Wenbawang, you will naturally reduce the number of them~ [Please collect column for support]