There are always so many people who want to kill me

Biography of General Situ, about the mental journey of a loyal dog blackened.

"Each according to their ability." This is what Situ Lu said to Situ Yin before he went to the battlefield for the first time at the age of 14.

The content of the conversation had nothing to do with war, career, or power. It was only about the person the two "brothers" liked in common - His Highness the Sixth Prince Wen Xin.His Highness Wen Xin is 14 years old this year. He is the youngest son of a concubine of the Luochuan Palace.

At that time, Situ Lv was full of confidence and determined to win, because compared to his "brother" Situ Yin, who was five years older than Wen Xin, he was obviously more dominant as a companion who followed up all day long, and Wen Xin relied on and liked him even more. .

In Situ Lu's view, the only advantage his brother has over him is that he can enter the court five years earlier than him, and has a high starting point that can protect Wen Xin better than him, but now he is taking advantage of this five-year advantage. The battle at the border was reversed in an instant. Situ Yin had only entered the court for a year and was still serving as an attendant to the emperor, but he was already going to fight. When he came back after winning the battle, he believed that he would be different.

So Situ Lu sent out a "battle card" to his brother in high spirits, and he was sure of winning.

Unexpectedly, his elder brother, who has been competing with him since he was a child, just looked at him with a smile, and said calmly: "Well, each depends on his ability." It seems that he is also so sure of winning.

Situ Lv felt that this was just his brother's bravado to save face.

The only disadvantage for him to go to the border to fight is probably that he can no longer be in close contact with Wen Xin as he is now. The elder brother has more opportunities, but not much more. The elder brother is an official in the court, and Wen Xin is still in the Mongolian pavilion. Learning, they don't have many opportunities to meet each other.Situ Lv firmly believes that this time distance is nothing to fear, and when he returns from the border war, he will have the ability and power to protect Wen Xin, and he will be with Wen Xin forever.

Originally, Situ Lv's thinking was very correct, but he didn't think of two things. First, the battlefield lasted for a long time, and it would be three years later when he came back; second...

"What did you say? The emperor married my eldest brother to the sixth prince?!" When the servants came to report to him, Situ Lv felt that the whole world was spinning. He opened his eyes in disbelief, thinking, yes He was crazy, or his elder brother was too heaven-defying to persuade the emperor to agree to such absurd things.

It was later that Situ Lv found out that this was the second thing he hadn't thought of. It turned out that the eldest brother was the eldest sister.

"Are you a woman?" When Situ Lu went to look for Situ Yin, Situ Yin had just changed into a beautiful woman's attire, with golden hair and a little makeup. She was still so heroic, but she had to admit that after she put on women's attire Quite like a beauty.

Situ Lv turned around in front of Situ Lv generously, and asked with a smile, "I haven't worn women's clothing for many years, does it feel okay?"

"Are you a woman?!" Situ Lv repeated his question in a daze, fully expressing his disbelief.Situ Yin's room was still the very masculine room, with a bow and sword hanging on the wall, and a pen, ink, paper and inkstone on the desk. Why did this place suddenly become the lady's boudoir?

Situ Yin nodded and smiled as a matter of course: "Do you remember? I told you when I was a child, to call me sister."

It's okay if Situ Yin didn't say it, but after talking about Situ Lv, he began to feel that he was really fooled by Situ Yin.When he was very young, Situ Yin did say so, but for a while brother, for a while sister, Situ Lv, the young master of the scholar's house, was quickly confused, and he even spent a long time He firmly believed that he actually had a brother and a sister. Later, when Situ Lv grew up, he realized that he was being tricked by Situ Yin, and hated him so much.Only now did he realize that he had misunderstood what Situ Yin was playing with him!What a shame.

"Then why didn't you wear women's clothing at home when you grew up?! Even if the first emperor asked the family to raise you as a boy, there is no reason for you to wear men's clothing all the time!" Situ Lv questioned.

"Well, I didn't mean to lie to you. When I was young, I just thought it was fun to switch men and women like this." Situ Yin looked up and tried to recall the past, "Later, when I grew up, I realized that wearing men's clothes is not only fun. , and very convenient, convenient in every sense.”

"Yeah, you didn't lie to me, you just gave me a little guidance on my wrong point of view!" Situ Lv knew his brother-sister too well.

"How can you say that about your own sister? It makes me so sad, Ah Li. It is undeniable that teasing you is indeed a very interesting part." Situ Yin raised the corners of his lips, "Of course, relax The vigilance of competitors is the convenient part. Ah Lu, don’t blame me as a sister for not reminding you. Back then, you said that the love scene is like a battlefield, and everyone depends on their own skills. Does the words of parents and matchmakers count as skills? "

"You!" After three years in the military, Situ Lv had no brains to play with Situ Yin, who had been up and down in the officialdom for four years. It was only then that he discovered that Situ Yin had been guarding him since a long time ago.

Situ Yin showed a victor's smile and raised her head proudly. She liked the feeling of fighting without bloodshed.

"Will fighting for everything I like make you so happy?" Situ Lv bit his lips and asked, his hands clenched, trembling all over, "I can give you anything, but he can't. You don't Don't know him, I don't want you to hurt him."

Situ Yin looked at Situ Lv with sharp eyes: "First of all, I am not fighting for what you like, but from the moment you were born, you have been taking away what belongs to me! Secondly, I like to smell Xin, this has nothing to do with the grievances between you and me. In the end, I am really happy to see you lose to me, so please stay away from my people!"

"I won't give up." Situ Lv's eyes were full of determination, "I will never agree with this unfair fact."

"Ha, it's not fair in this world. It's like I'm the eldest lady of the Grand Scholars' Mansion, and you are the only heir. If possible, I would be happy to exchange with you. I will be the only son. You are going to be the bride who is going to marry the sixth prince Wen Xin!" It is impossible that the reversed roles of men and women since childhood have not affected Situ Yin's heart.

"As expected, you are not sincere towards Wen Xin, you are just still competing with me." From the very beginning, Situ Lv never believed that his brother would really like Wen Xin, even though this brother is actually a sister.He meant, what does Situ Yin like about Wen Xin?Of course, in his heart, Wen Xin is the best, cutest, and most beautiful in the world, but Situ Lv is not irrational enough to think that everyone thinks so, and even Situ Lv was lucky enough to be the only one People can see the beauty of Wen Xin.

Situ Yin has almost never had contact with Wen Xin. Wen Xin is five years younger than her. What can she like about Wen Xin?Situ Lv doesn't believe in the so-called love at first sight. It's about finding a lover, not ordering food in a tavern.

"I don't need to prove to you whether I like my husband." Situ Yin raised his head proudly, his tone became sharper, his eyes were full of contempt for his stupid brother, "And if I become you, I will You will not simply give up just because you are married to Wen Xin, it just means that you are not married yet, even if you are married, you may still write a divorce letter!" If you don't take the initiative, don't think about a soft bun like Wen Xin Let the other party be able to get the hang of it.

"Thank you for reminding me, and that's what I planned to do." Situ Lv also raised a smile to make himself look less ugly, "Maybe I don't have your scheming, your wrist, but I definitely won't Give up, and again, I want to tell you that feelings cannot be calculated. You will get nothing in the end. "

"That's better than you advocating some damn hot-boiled frogs. Even if Wen Xin never falls in love with me, I will still be his first wife. How about you? Do you think Wen Xin will marry his wife's brother?" What happened? My future brother-in-law." Situ Yin quickly found words that could hit Situ Lv again in this conversation, so what if you never give up?She just remembered that with Wen Xin's personality, no matter from what point of view, he would never do such a thing like getting entangled with his younger brother after marrying his older sister.

Situ Lv fell silent. He is still too young to know how to break the curse from his own sister.

Not long after the unhappy conversation between the siblings, Situ Lv went to the border again. He felt that he needed to get away from that flamboyant and extravagant city, go to a place where no one knew him, and think about things clearly.

It's like going back and killing his difficult sister, or giving up everything and willingly guarding Wen Xin for the rest of his life.

Later, when the princes' rebellion broke out, Situ and his siblings reached an agreement to let go of their prejudices first, to protect Wenxin, and then to do other things.When the news came that Wen Xin was taken away by the second prince, Situ Lv realized that he had found the answer to his question. As long as Wen Xin can stay there, he will always be happy and happy like a proud little girl. Prince, he has nothing to ask for, even if Wen Xin will marry his sister, even if Wen Xin will never know his feelings for the rest of his life.

It is said that in a relationship, the one with deep feelings will apologize first, and the one with deep feelings will let go first. Situ Lv is probably a loyal supporter of this creed.

It's all because I care too much, and I don't want the other party to suffer any slightest sadness and sorrow.

He pushed him to the throne, he fought for him, he watched their husband and wife raise their eyebrows, and he would always leave Huadu for a certain period of the year to escape the relationship that made him feel suffocated.It's not that he is no longer in love, but that he is becoming more and more unable to control himself in this unobtainable deep love. He is afraid that one day he will no longer be able to suppress the beast in the center and do things that hurt Wen Xin.

At that time, Situ Lv firmly believed that Wen Xin's ignorance of his feelings was the greatest happiness for Wen Xin. After all, he hated falling in love with men so much, and he didn't have to be in a dilemma between their siblings...

But in fact, all of this is actually a lie!

Situ Lv discovered this truth when he suddenly woke up one day. In his sleep, Wen Xin died again and again, and each time he missed the chance to save Wen Xin because of his escape from Huadu. Resentment has nowhere to spread, and it is still stagnant in my heart after waking up from the dream.He didn't know if those things really happened, he just knew that he would never let it happen.

It was only then that Situ Lv realized that Wen Xin and his sister Situ Yin would never be happy together!Only under his wing can Wen Xin get real happiness, no one is worth trusting, only he himself is the most worthy person to entrust Wen Xin with his life.

This time, he will hold Wen Xin tightly and never let anyone hurt him. He only needs him.

Xueru and Situ Yin's people came back and forth on the same day, bringing news from the capital and at the same time Situ Yin's two completely opposite sentences.

Situ Lv was very vague about these things in his dream. He couldn't know exactly what happened at what time. He only knew that the second prince would imprison Wen Xin, and Wen Xin would be devastated. He had to rush to rescue him before then. Him, let him suffer no more.And at the same time, he still has to plan well, how can he catch all the princes in one go, and eliminate all hidden dangers in the bud.

The plan couldn't keep up with the changes, Situ Lv couldn't believe it, he let Wen Xin, who was close to him, be arrested by the second prince again.

Seeing Situ Yin who was entangled with the eldest prince endlessly, Situ Lv really wished he could directly kill these two things who failed to accomplish anything but failed.Of course, Situ Lv understands that he has to be patient now, it's not the time to kill them, he still needs the power of the First Prince to help him do many things, and when the matter is over, he will kill the First Prince himself.

As for Situ Yin... Situ Lv is still a little uncertain. After all, he can't kill Situ Yin, just like Situ Yin wouldn't kill him. No matter how much they fight, they are always brothers and sisters, and they are still a family at critical moments.

With the help of his vague memory, Situ Lv helped the first prince Wen Lie to break through the weakest link among all the princes - the fifth prince.The death of the fifth prince meant that the delicate balance maintained by the princes at the beginning was broken, and the third prince soon became the next target. The fourth prince voted for the second prince, but he still couldn't escape the end of death.

Finally, only the eldest prince and the second prince were left.

Situ Lv knew the second prince well, he was a lunatic, a complete lunatic, but the bottom line of this lunatic was that he would not kill Wen Xin, as long as Wen Xin fell in love with someone else.

That night, the palace flooded with fire, the city gate fell, and the soldiers shouted to kill the sky. Situ Lv broke into the palace alone and went to find the place Xueru told him about Wen Xin's whereabouts, but he only saved his father and Wen Xin. Xin's master Su Taifu.

"Where's Your Highness?" Situ Lv asked.

"Probably in the Hall of Wuwei." Taifu Su said, "His Sixth Highness was taken away by the Second Prince not long ago."

"Damn it." This time Situ Lv remembered that the lunatic of the Second Prince had a magical habit of committing suicide. Whether he died or not had little to do with Si Tu Lv, but Si Tu Lv was afraid that he would drag Wen Xin to accompany him to hell!