Wear it in the past

Perhaps when people are vulnerable, they will subconsciously escape, trying to anesthetize what they are about to face and what they have already faced.

Although He Yige has lived in another world for so long, in his subconscious mind and in his heart, the real root is the land where he once lived with his brother. He was able to let himself stay here safely, because he still has the idea of ​​being able to go back. Being able to come here, is it possible for the elder brother to appear?

Xiao Qingyun, Lin Yue, Huo Ranlie, these familiar and unfamiliar existences were undoubtedly shattering the belief he insisted on.

Those who have not really experienced it will not be able to understand the pain of being destroyed and helpless when the belief that has been established with great difficulty.

It is extremely difficult for a person to live without a goal, and deep sleep is the best way to escape.

But he didn't know that he had slept for two days and two nights, and Lin Yue's face became heavier and heavier as the time of his deep sleep intensified.

If it wasn't for the fact that he was still breathing, He Yige would have looked like a lifeless dead person.

Looking at the people on the hospital bed, Lin Yue was calm and expressionless, not knowing what was going on in his mind.

But He Yige had a long dream, the dream was the place where he grew up, green mountains and green waters, roads made of bluestone slabs, red flowers and green leaves protruding from the courtyard walls, pavilions, small bridges and flowing water.

There are no high-rise buildings, speeding cars, weird hair accessories and clothes, and there are no flying giants or moving ladders... there are only the melodious chirping of birds on the branches in front of the door, and the laughter of children stepping on the stone slabs. Voice.

He Yige kept walking along the road in his dream, he couldn't tell which was reality and which was a dream, and he didn't want to make a distinction, Zhuang Zhou's dream was nothing more than Zhuang Zhou's dream.

Passing through the wall, we came to the garden of a strange house. Every exquisite and gorgeous place showed the status of the owner of the house, which is different from that of ordinary people. He Yige finally stopped when he heard footsteps. He looked around in confusion. look away.

In front, a tall man in a black brocade costume was surrounded by servants and walked towards the garden. His sword eyebrows were drawn into his temples, and his eyes were like spots of lacquer, like a cold pool, icy cold to the bone.The familiar sly face is no longer there, and the indifferent and emotionless eyes are full of deepness. The person who is always by his side in memory should be an existence under one person and above ten thousand people. His shoulders are wider, his figure is more straight, and his face The cold and hard lines made the handsome face find no trace of warmth, and the mature face and figure overlapped with... Lin Yue, except for the clothes and hairstyle, there was no trace of difference.

It turned out that Huo Wu in the past was so young compared to the current him, and he couldn't compare with Lin Yue. The current him is far from the past, so the two people got closer.

He Yige watched the man walking towards him without looking sideways and expressionlessly.

Then, walking straight over, He Yige stood aside, couldn't help calling in a low voice.

"Huo Wu..."

The huge and silent procession continued on. No one heard the sigh-like cry. The servants followed the master orderly and humbly with their heads down.

Suddenly, He Yige's voice fell, and the advancing team stopped without warning, still silently, no one dared to move without hearing the master's voice, and continued to hang their heads, waiting for orders.

He Yige looked over, and after the handsome back paused, he slowly turned his head to look in He Yige's direction. The cold pool-like eyes of the other party looked directly at the direction where He Yige was standing, as if penetrating his soul. Open your mouth, but can't say a word.

Huo Wu..., what's wrong with you?

Huosingwu stared blankly at the flower garden, and glanced around.

Except for a servant standing respectfully aside, there was no one else.

Heh, she was really stunned. Now, who dares to call Huo Wu, except him.

It hasn't been like this for a long time, why do you feel uncomfortable all of a sudden?

All the servants hung their heads and dared not make a sound, suddenly they heard the lord laughing lowly, as if laughing at themselves, they lowered their heads even more frightened, they were astonished in their hearts, it is not common for the lord to smile, how could it be like this today...

I heard it wasn't like this before.

"Let's go"

"..."

He Yige watched the smile dissipate, and wanted to blow his eyes like before, did the sand get in again?Is it painful?

My brother said that tears can wash out the sand, so cry when it hurts, and the sand will come out when you cry.

"Yi Ge, quickly see if there are any sand grains in my eyes..." Huo Xinwu squeezed his eyes hard, put away his folding fan and approached the busy young man.

He Yige looked at the other party deliberately bent slightly to face him, two lines of clear tears flowed like a stream.

"Hurry up, it hurts like hell."

"I wash my hands first"

Who would have thought that Huosingwu, the second son of the Huo family, who was always seen by outsiders as having a tough temper and being difficult to get close to, would yell like a half-grown child here.

Feeling the cool fingers propping up his eyelids, the warm breath blowing against the pupils, when the other party was not paying attention, he showed a shrewd smile, pretending not to see the other party's suspicious eyes.

"Ah, my eyes hurt here too..."

"call--"

He Yige stood in place for a long time, watching Huosingwu's back going further and further away, until he could no longer see him.

Run in the opposite direction.

Time twists, the scene in front of me changes quickly, standing outside a farmhouse, a fenced yard, smoke from cooking, a small sapling rustling in front of the door, He Yige wants to push open the fence door, but the palm of his hand directly goes through it, and he is stunned , Some are not very comfortable going through the fenced yard.

The man in coarse linen clothes washed his clothes and showed a plain posture. He came out of the kitchen with two kinds of vegetarian dishes and steamed buns, and walked towards the main room.

Seeing that, He Yige followed the man into the house step by step.

There were two bowls of porridge on the wooden table. He put the vegetables and steamed buns away, got up and went to the desk, picked up the incense stick beside him and lit it, lit up the cigarette, looked at the memorial tablet, and inserted the incense stick.

He Yige looked along his hand.

The words on the tablet made He Yige close his eyes.

Forget brother He Yige's position...

at this time

"Squeak—" the fence door was pushed open.

He Yiwu looked into the courtyard.

"Come and eat quickly."

"Ai"

He Yige watched as the other party hung the hunted beast under the eaves, washed his hands and wiped his face, and strode forward.

relieved.

After all, he escaped.

He Yige looked at the two of them eating back and forth with his chin resting on his cheeks, and smiled at each other while picking up vegetables for each other at the same time, feeling warm and comfortable under the coarse linen clothes.

He Yige raised his head to look at his tablet.

Scratch your head.It turned out to be dead.

"Yi Ge, if there is an afterlife, I hope you will be born in a good family. You will no longer be displaced, despised, and inferior to others. Live a simple life and live a long life. If there is an afterlife, I will bear the suffering." , I only want you to be well." He Yiwu looked at the tablet and drank the wine in the bowl in one gulp.

"..." He Yige reached out and touched his teary cheek, and murmured, I'll be fine as long as you are good.

I will live well, and you will too.

Since the last time I woke up, I have been sleeping for four consecutive days, neither eating nor drinking, unable to wake up, like a living dead.

If it weren't for the medicine, the person might lose his breath at a certain time in the next moment. Thinking of this, Lin Yue felt a sudden pain in his heart. The pain was hard to dissipate, like a broken treasure. It was both familiar and strange but not weird And abrupt, as if I have experienced this kind of pain before.

Look at his peaceful sleep.Lin Yue was even more depressed and unstoppable. In a fit of anger, he raised his hand and pulled out the nutrient solution bottle, and swept it fiercely on the ground. He looked coldly at the sleeping person on the bed with his eyes closed. cheeks, closed eyes.

He coldly snorted coldly in his heart.

wanna die?

Did I let you die? !

Lin Yue, who was good at hiding his true emotions, was a little confused after falling asleep for a long time without being able to wake up no matter how much he woke up.

The doctors and nurses who heard the noise stood outside the ward, looking at the mess, not daring to approach.

Xiao Qingyun ordered a few words outside, and the people dispersed. He walked in, saw the blood dripping from the pinholes of the person on the bed, and frowned.

"When people are most mentally broken and vulnerable, they will automatically raise their defense systems, such as deep sleep... is one of them. I think he will wake up soon. You might as well have a good talk with him at that time..." Xiao Qingyun wiped off the blood with a cotton swab, and asked someone to hang up the bottle again.

He Yige opened his eyes, his body was limp and weak, he rolled his eyes, and after a while he regained some strength, took a deep breath, looked at the ceiling, and showed a faint smile, as if the vast blue sky that had pushed away the clouds and mist revealed blue and pure .

Lin Yue sat on the sofa, put down his book, shook his head, and was stunned when he saw He Yige's bright eyes and rare smile.

Suddenly got up and approached him, pulling up the awakened person.

Obviously, I also found that the emotions came too suddenly, but I couldn't stop...

Been wanting to do this for a long time.

Just hugging, no words.

"Don't be afraid, I just had a long dream, and now I wake up from the dream..."

He Yige has always given people a quiet and indifferent feeling, perhaps because of the lack of moisture, his voice was hoarse when he spoke, and he explained in a soft tone, as if he was coaxing this man who closed his eyes and embraced him.

After not hearing an answer for a long time, He Yige thought for a while and said something again.

"sorry"

"..."