Don't get drunk

Xiaoming was still there in a daze, while Lin Junnan and I had already jumped down to catch the fake foreign devil.

Ah, the buttocks are exposed now, and the half of the pants are still dripping wet.

Lin Junnan kept turning his face away and couldn't bear to look at you, but I observed clearly that the face of the fake foreign devil was as good as a pig's liver, so I took advantage of the situation and suggested: "Well, Junnan and I will go down the mountain and someone will send you a clean change of clothes. You first Go to the bedroom and rest.

As I said that, Lin Junnan and I helped the fake foreign devil into the bedroom. Maybe he was too embarrassing, or he was knocked down somewhere, and he was swaying when he walked. Your assistant, forget about harassing me in the past, if he dares to hit my brother, you don't want to hang around in the mainland in the future.What Xiaoming said to me just now, I don’t care whether you ordered it or he wanted to say it himself, in short, don’t have anything to do with me and Lin Junnan in the future.

When I got to the bedroom, I let the fake foreign devil settle down by himself. I pulled Lin Junnan up and left. When I got in the car, I took the driver this time and asked Lin Junnan to call someone from the co-driver to send clothes up the mountain.

Putting down the phone, Lin Junnan sighed, and I glanced at him: He is your father's partner, so tell your father too.

Lin Junnan came back to his senses, and quickly called Lin Yuan again, and told Lin Yuan about the accident of the fake foreign devil falling into the water.On the phone, Lin Yuan said a few words to Lin Junnan, saying that the things he designed were good-looking and did not care about safety hazards. Lin Junnan bowed his head and listened silently.

We changed back after entering the urban area, and Lin Junnan was still driving.After all, I am driving without a license.

To be honest, today was a very bad day. I obviously went out to relax, but when I went back, I became more and more annoying.

I told Lin Junnan: Go to the aid station.

Lin Junnan glanced at me and turned the steering wheel.

That...he spoke softly.

I looked at him, waiting for his next words.

Lin Junnan whispered: That Xiaoming is really... He knows that I am your younger brother, but he still said that in front of me, he is too much.If I don't know...you are...isn't it equivalent to giving you a hard time?You can't hold your head up in front of your younger brother...

When Lin Junnan said this, I was in a low mood at first, but after hearing this, I couldn't help thinking of Xiaoming in the previous life, and smiled bitterly: That's how he is, he kills without blood.It hurt you and made you feel unintentional.

Lin Junnan observed my expression: I was also blinded by him at first, thinking... thinking... you... but I just thought about it and realized something was wrong.You... used to be with him... the real one...?

It seems that Lin Junnan is going to get to the bottom of it, that's okay.

Just now Xiaoming poured so much dirty water on me, even though Lin Junnan said he didn't believe it, I still have to explain to myself.

I nodded: for a while, I liked him; but later... when I found out that he was like this, I was so disgusted that I couldn't break up.

Lin Junnan paused: Brother Xiang, you said that he has a problem with his character, what did he do to make you so uncomfortable?

I muttered to himself: what he usually reveals inadvertently is enough to make people drink a pot.As for what he did—

It should be based on my relationship, climbed up to Zhou Lei, and then dumped me.He also provoked Zhou Lei to fight with me and punish me.At that time, a batch of industries under my command were all shut down...

Lin Junnan was taken aback for a moment, and didn't speak for a long time. After a while, he said softly: Brother Xiang...

Ok?

It turns out...you still have such a difficult time.

I curled my lips mockingly: It's nothing.

Lin Junnan looked at me hesitantly: I... I have been paying attention to the news about you since I knew you... I always thought that you lived a very willful, chic, and free life... But no think……

I patted Lin Junnan's head: it's all over...Later Zhou Lei also realized that he was not a good person, and Zhou Lei and I became close instead.

Lin Junnan nodded slightly: So that's what happened.

As we talked, our car stopped at the door of the rescue station, which was the garage that John helped us open. Last time I came here, I just talked and didn't practice. This time I was depressed and wanted to find some work.

This rescue station implements a hierarchical management system for stray cats and dogs. The injured or malnourished cats and dogs that have just been adopted are all in the first area. Viruses and bacteria.

After the cats and dogs are vaccinated, they will all be kept in the second district. The sanitary conditions in the second district are slightly better than those in the first district.

The cats, cats and dogs who have been vaccinated have passed the safety period, and all the clean and healthy cats, cats and dogs are kept in the third district.The third area is the largest, and there is also a wide grassland with fences for them to play, which is a permanent area, and the first and second areas are places where animals are temporarily kept in captivity.

I asked John, and he told me that District [-] and District [-] had new members that I haven't had time to deal with in the past few days.I don't know how to vaccinate, so I choose to bathe cats and dogs that have been vaccinated in the second district.

With all the tools in place, I wore special thick rubber gloves to prevent bites, so I started working with Lin Junnan.

Lin Junnan moved a small bench and sat on it like me. Every time I finished grooming a dog, he would help me dry their hair with a giant hair dryer.

My mind was in a mess, so my movements were particularly swift.

While looking at the vigilant, pitiful or flattering eyes of the animals in his hands, while thinking about his own affairs, his thoughts gradually became clear and he realized the problem.

I came to the Philippines to relax.

I want to find an opportunity to completely break away from Zhou Lei, think about our future independently and without being affected, and also think about what I should do in the future.

Because in my estimation, this is a circle that has no contact with the country, so I have not even installed the battery of the mobile phone, and I have instructed the subordinates of the domestic business not to call me.But after so many days, although I feel relaxed, there is always a string in my heart that pulls me.

When I saw Xiaoming, I was so bored, so uncomfortable, and even a wave of anger lingered in my chest, which made me vaguely understand one thing.

——No matter how far I go, as long as my heart is not opened and I do not break away from some of my past patterns, even if I go to the ends of the earth, I will not find true peace.

At home, Zhou Lei made me upset, and when I was abroad, the way my mother looked at me, Lin Yuan's hesitant appearance, and Lin Junnan's endless pestering made me feel at a loss.

It's not that if I leave Zhou Lei, everything will go back to track smoothly... It's just that I haven't broken through myself.When Zhou Lei was crazy, I was calm and happy.But Zhou Lei is fine, it's like a game, the first level is easily passed without difficulty, the second level of the game itself has strengthened the opponent's level, I can't pass it, and I returned to the previous state.

The place Lin Junnan took me to today is so beautiful, like a fairyland, I almost blended into nature; but when someone came to destroy it, I immediately felt that everything was boring.

It's not that the scenery has changed, but my heart has changed.

There is still a place of filth in my heart, so in my eyes, the filth of others can especially defile myself.

After rubbing the last dog in District [-] and throwing it dripping wet to Lin Junnan, the phone rang suddenly, Lin Junnan stuck out his tongue: It's my dad again.

As he said that, he stood up and frantically took out his mobile phone, but he didn't take it out for a long time. I hurriedly pulled off the thick plastic gloves for him, and Lin Junnan pressed the answer button.

Lin Junnan was stunned, but he handed the phone to me: Brother Xiang, my dad said he was looking for you.

I took it: Uncle Lin?

Lin Yuan spoke very quickly on the phone, didn't say anything at the beginning, just said directly: Come back soon Xiangyang, I heard that Zhou Lei had a car accident in China, I want to see you for the last time, the plane is parked on the roof of our house.

I was taken aback, and the person on the other side had already hung up.

I was still trying to think about what Lin Yuan said just now, and whether I heard it wrong, but only a series of beeping voices remained in my ears.

I lost my mind and returned the phone to Lin Junnan: Junnan, we have to go home quickly.

Lin Junnan looked at me worriedly: brother...what's wrong with you...don't shake your hands.

I got up and walked outside.A pack of dogs barked behind us.

Lin Junnan followed me and came out in a hurry, calling John to open the garage door, and we quickly got into the car.

On the road I said: Junnan, can you drive faster?

Lin Junnan's voice trembled slightly: "Brother Xiang, it's already [-], already over the speed limit... I've never driven so fast before.

I looked at the road in front of me, and the voice didn't seem to be my own: let me drive.

Lin Junnan seemed to be about to cry: What are you driving?Your hands are still shaking, why are you driving...I'm driving fast enough...don't worry...you can be calm if something happens...

I covered my face with my hands, feeling uncontrollably terrified...

Zhou Lei, he...

I……

I haven't confessed my love to him once in a serious way, and I haven't had a good time with him in a serious way...why...why did he...

When I got home, as soon as I rushed out of the car, I saw Lin Yuan coming out of the house, and quickly said: If you have anything to say, I will talk about it later. Human life is at stake. You can go directly to the top floor.

My mother also ran out and handed me a bag with a worried look on her face: Your luggage is all in there, Yoko.go quickly.

I nodded and went up to the top floor in three steps.

It turned out to be a small military aircraft, and then I discovered that Lin Yuan's house was actually a small airport on top of it.

Someone greeted me from the plane, and I was taken aback. Isn't this Zhou Lei's assistant... The last time I saw him was the dinner party where he asked me to 'catch rape' Zhou Lei and Xiaoming...

I got on the plane in three steps and two steps.

Outside the window, my mother and Lin Yuan stood on the roof looking at me, Lin Junnan also ran up to the roof panting, and stood next to the two elders without saying a word, until their figures disappeared into a row of dots, and white clouds floated past the window , I realized... It turned out that it had already taken off.

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The plane landed directly on the roof of a hospital in the military region. Under the guidance of Assistant Zhou Lei, I rushed to the ward.The doctor said he couldn't see her anymore. Zhou Lei was already preparing for the operation in the operating room, and he was waiting for the signature of his family... If I don't come again, it will be too late...

After receiving a document with the words "Patient's Informed Consent" written in black and white, my Adam's apple twitched... I suddenly felt that the paper in my hand was so heavy.

I close my eyes and open them again.

However, the words on it could not be read clearly, as if there was some kind of force that kept pulling these characters to sway.

Zhou Lei's assistant was beside him and said: Young Master Xiang, please sign, we have already studied the contents, and Young Master Zhou also agreed at that time.

I gasped.

Reach out——

I quickly wrote my name.

agree.

The wait was always so long, I leaned back in my chair, drove everyone away, covered my face and buried my head between my knees.

I'm almost going to pray to heaven... Please let Zhou Lei be well, as long as he is well...I...

I am willing to do anything.Please let him be well.

creak...

Sounds like coming from hell.

I suddenly came back to my senses and saw the door of the operating room was opened...

Watching the doctor's steps towards me was like a slow motion, the footsteps were heavy and clear, hitting my eardrums.

The color of the white coat reflected an abnormally dim light in this light, and he stopped in front of me.

I looked up and waited.

Obviously Zhou Lei's life and death.

But for a moment, I felt like my own sentence.

The doctor smiled slightly: the operation was a success.

I let out a long breath and closed my eyes...

Soon... the door of the operating room opened again, and a body covered with a white cloth and an oxygen tube was pushed out. I hurriedly got up and rushed over to see...

indeed……

It is indeed Zhou Lei...

The footsteps can't help but move with the speed of the cart...

Why is his face so pale, why is his face so silent, why does he look so helpless and fragile now...

The nurse pushed Zhou Lei into the ward and locked me outside. I stared blankly at the door closing in front of me.

When I regained my senses, I returned to the cold chair in the lounge and sat down. I raised my head and looked up at the pale ceiling. It seemed that the air was so heavy that it was pressed down by the beams, and my vision was swaying.

I don't know how long it has passed, I have been sitting there, and Zhou Lei's assistant delivered me meals several times on the way, but I don't remember exactly how many times.

This gentleman?

I raised my face, who is calling me?

You can go in now.

I blinked my eyes, it seemed that the sound came from far away, I stood up, suddenly felt dizzy, but it was a nurse beside me who supported me.

Zhou Lei's assistant also rushed over. I looked at the two people in front of me, and suddenly felt a little unreal. Zhou Lei's assistant seemed to put a glass of water in front of me: Xiang Shao, you haven't slept for three days and three nights. Drink some glucose.

I drank the water I was handed over, and it tasted nothing in my mouth.

Pushing open the door of the ward, I saw Zhou Lei lying quietly on the bed, the oxygen mask had been removed, and only the hanging bottle was still infused.

It has been out of the dangerous period, and it can be recovered as long as it is maintained properly.

Zhou Lei's assistant whispered behind me.

I nodded subconsciously, and the assistant motioned for the nurse to close the door, and both of them backed out.

I slowly walked to Zhou Lei's bed, stretched out my hand, only to find that my palm was trembling uncontrollably, and stroked his pale face, lifeless lips, fragile eyelashes and the corners of his eyes...

He used to be so beautiful...and so domineering...but now he is so quiet, as if he was so handsome and powerful in the past as if it was a fake.

I gasped.

His palm trembled slightly, it turned out that Zhou Lei slowly opened his eyes.

Eyes focused, he and I looked at each other.

He made a mouth shape: Yang... Yang...

I hurriedly replied: I am here.

Zhou Lei suddenly coughed slightly, I quickly stroked his shoulders and neck to comfort him: It's okay, it's okay...I'm here.

Zhou Lei's eyes suddenly turned red, and he said in a hoarse voice: "I...I...

I really want to hold him in my arms, but I can't.

I poured him a glass of water and put a little water on his lips.

He licked the corner of his mouth stiffly, and finally said a complete sentence hoarsely: I...I really want to kill you.

I took his hand from under the quilt and intertwined with his fingers. I didn't speak, just looked at him.Looking at him affectionately and gratefully.

Lying on the bed, Zhou Lei also looked at me and said intermittently: I... I am still conscious in the car, my body is covered with blood... I don't know if I am seriously injured, I am just afraid of what happens, okay? Easy to pull out the phone... just keep calling you... always off... I made a dozen calls... always off.I couldn't move my fingers until the end, and the phone was still dialing for you...I was desperate...I thought I would never see you again...Why are you so cruel...I...I am in China... It's all... all messed up like this, you...you still go out to play...you...you still go out to play...with young boys...my heart is cold...you...don't you want to break up ...Then...then let's break up...I...I finally know...Life is short...I...why should I waste time with you...you go...

My eye sockets were also a little hot, I knelt down and held Zhou Lei's hand in my heart: I will not leave, I will never leave again.

Zhou Lei took a deep breath: You...do you still want me to find someone to drive you away...